she has scars
like stars too many to count but enough to tell stories of the past
A silent sound
Travels past the edge of the universe And I’m here Wondering where you are I’ve look from left to right And to right to left Hoping for your presence to step in And save me from my own mess I act like a childish man Wishing for the world to fix My every flaw and defect But the world doesn’t work that way And the sooner I realize that Then my task will be set The progress I one day want to see Will depend on the work I put in
Forgiving is more than difficult and challenging
But if to not forgive or forget You will live your life in regret and denial Resent will build and build For we are humans for we f*ck up and do things we deeply regret For not to be excusable but responsible If to imagine a world with them gone or hurt Remorse and resent in yourself will imperfectly mix Building a lifetime of continuous persistent regret The question being is it worth it to not forgive and forget For will you ever truly move on?
My heart has always been in fragile pieces,
And you came in holding it gently. It wasn’t what you expected, And you walked out letting it crumble. I tore your heart out, And replaced it with mine. Im sorry it isn't perfect, And in sorry it’s damaged. You gave me a chance to hope, And I gave you my trust. I hoped for you to hang on tight, And together we can make it whole for you. Before that can happen, You have to accept its flaws. You can’t resolve a problem, Without seeing a issue first.
I don’t have friends
I have people who’ve Forgotten Abandoned Disappeared But friends? No. Apparently I’m not worthy I’m fundamentally flawed Desperate to feel cared about Yet repulsive to those who’d care
The liberty of the eyes that couldn't see
The clarity of the ears that couldn't hear And the mastery of the noisy lips that belonged to a mouth that couldn't speak. Everything was worth nothing And the nose, that could smell everything Could never tell what it was smelling.