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A C Leuavacant Jul 2014
I think I have forgotten
How to use my eyes to think
Or maybe
I've studied the art so much
That it has become an impulse
And I will be doomed to dwell
Dwell on the pointlessness
Which corrodes me even now

On the other side  
Where  the screen is shiny
And the sun is lilac
Where a caterpillar's cocoon
Is a castle in the sky
That is where
I will always want to be
And against it's glass frame  
I press my face
Hopelessly praying
For a crack in the glass
Interpretable I suppose.
A C Leuavacant Nov 2014
Let the time pass
Without any bitter words
the softest laugh is yours
By the glow of moonlight
With your face close to mine

The confused tears come  
Yet those passing hours
Leave not a mark
I suppose we are all nailed to misery
In our own little way
A C Leuavacant Dec 2014
My friends stand behind a half shut veil
Two metres in length
I can see them watching me
They're Shaking their sour heads at me
Clinking glasses together in darkness
Plotting against me
Or worse, without me  

my skin burns  
bones popped out of place
Like tarmac on eyelids
Baking hot streets full of buzzing flies
And I wait
Wait for some kind of calm to come
A C Leuavacant Sep 2014
Too many hours in the day
Are spent talking about last night
While I sit in silence  
Thinking about  
The day
A C Leuavacant Sep 2014
And the blackberries would arrive
With the close of summer
Then a change in good things
That flutter behind wide eyes would begin

And the pungent fresh morning mint leaves would shrivel and die
Replaced with heaps of golden and brown coffins
Like broken limbs from a basket case heart
Littering the garden path with those memories
Which I would stamp on hard with my feet for bringing me here at all

And the doors would be locked
So tight that not a word of grief could escape them  
And then the sun would begin to  drop
Eventually leaving us apart in the dark where I would not hear a word of anything said
But would train my ear to pick up the small whine from the grandfather in the lower hall

And I would press my face so close against the thin glass door that I would go numb
And then for that second I would not think about anything
and I would live in bliss for that small moment
Savouring the lack of feeling
A C Leuavacant Nov 2014
Through your backyard smile
I can see a gaping hole
The flaw in the plan
The strange midnight chimes
Bringing out in me
the old November knives
A C Leuavacant May 2014
Melted souls
The old one grows
The tic and tac beneath my toes
A last regret
These paths forget
That once I had a room to let

Back before
A ****** war
Lovers and poets dreamed for more
A better day
A bed to stay
A gun to keep The Lord away

Before I fought
I often thought
That hopes and dreams could all be sought
But now my goals
All filled with holes
O'Connell street like melting souls
A C Leuavacant Oct 2014
O lay me dOwn
By Grandfather's side
Where the last Ones sang their sOng
Tell me hOw tO end my life
Please -
O you've never yet been wrOng
A C Leuavacant Sep 2014
This silent choice you've made  
Is hung in the shape of a willow tree
Branches intertwining around my bruising flesh
Twisting and churning into a leafy cage from you to me  
Yes
I've noticed it

And I scream out to try and get your attention again
To try and get you to look into my eyes like you once did
My 3 a.m. bloodshot eyes
Which drive you further away with every thin line of red across their glassy surface
But in daylight well disguised
Dressed up in paper jokes and drawn on smiles
That burn my flesh to put on and take off  

And What kind of melodrama is this?
This dull story
Perhaps any excuse to not be happy will do me
You amongst many the piece to my puzzle
Or maybe
this is simply a poignant reminder of the time we have lost together
A C Leuavacant Dec 2014
Oh what I'd give to cry again
To feel the things I've felt before
But now i've seen the striking sights
That make it hard to think of such simple aims

I've Felt so many out of place thoughts  
And jumped into some lonely dreams
Drank so many ghostly drinks
Crushed grapes with you in mind
Sang pigpen songs
Then watched you well
Fought armies in my crackled mind
I've Felt the love where none has been
Been sick inside my lethal head

I've thought about the pain to die
But when it's time to finally make amends
I struggle to bring out a sigh
Because that's not who I am at all
I'm someone you should  hate for life
A C Leuavacant May 2014
There are piles upon me
Piles and piles and piles
Things that weigh me down
Things that tear up my heart
Things that stop my breath  

But these are the piles that
Hold us down
Hold us down to ourselves
To the people and places we love
Make us feel alive
Make us feel happy

And the piles upon me
Piles of words
Piles of lies
The piles that turn Happiness
To sadness
Regret
To shame

These piles are how I live
And these piles are how I'll die.
A C Leuavacant Nov 2014
A good day
Makes for a worse night
A night of being slave
To the powerless hourglass
Full of crisp dry sand
From some far away land  
Where the beaches are clean
And swept twice a day
To maintain there perfection
And nauseating glimmer

While here I am
Staring at it's grains    
Waiting for all hope to fall
And my time to be up
Because I love this moment
love it to pieces
I'm lucky
And if I could stay in it forever
And ever
I would
without the slightest hesitation
But while all I can see
Is this invisible hourglass
Draining the imaginary time
That I have left
I can see the sun rise and set

And I was here before

I used to stare
At the beautiful clocks on the wall
And fell with a bang
As they stopped.
I wrote this during last summer and forgot about it until a close friend reminded me of it.
Means a lot to me this one does.
A C Leuavacant Sep 2014
And there you are again
With the same smile as months before
An undying crescent on your lips
But this time fractured by dark shadows and twisted words
A thorn on the stem of a rose I once held
preventing me from grabbing it with my outstretched arm
can you still feel the gutted petals?
I can.

And there you are again
Back in my line of vision
right at the corner of my wet eye
A weak ghost of what was such a strong memory
And Looking at you is still
like daggers.
This kind of captures how I feel at the moment in it's very simplest form.
Just needed to let it out a bit.
A C Leuavacant Mar 2015
He could have crushed it if he'd liked
That squirming thing in between his fingers
Tiny black Bulbous eyes, staring up at him
trying in a panic to speak without words
Arrange some kind of bargain for its life

Yellow Lilac tinted wings
Perfectly symmetrical, pulsated with fear
Taking the left one first, he tore at each end untill hearing the tiny snap
Then the next one
turning to sick crumbling dust blended into the mud

A thin black strip of a thing in the dirt
If life was fair, it could have been stood on
But was not granted such dignity
He would leave it for the sun or the  buzzards  
An eye for an eye, after all
A C Leuavacant Mar 2015
Long since forgot
But never once forgot
The days before
Think of sharpened scents
Wafting through forgotten places
Petrol fumes or sea breeze air
Think of far off sights
Red roofs reflected on the surface
of glistening rock pools
Yellow light running through it all
red against powdery blue
Think of it all
Again and again
All long gone, but not forgot
A C Leuavacant Jun 2015
Dented road ahead
Made of obsolete shapes
Not two impressions alike        
But miserably dented
To make it unique
Perfect
Drive through your childhood
Flip a car
Never know
Crush a skull
Or pass merrily on
With no second glance
A C Leuavacant Nov 2014
I try in my mind
To truly define
What it is that you think when you see me

Do you cower with fear
When I come near
Or just tag me with brutal indifference

Could there be something there?
Or should I not care
What the choice of your words mean to me

Is there something wrong
With my desperate old song
Or am I just chasing that old wild goose once again

Well get some insight
On my messed up cruel mind
And fill in the jokers you've sent me...
Wanted to get this out.
Sip
A C Leuavacant Jun 2015
Sip
Sipping on the sweetest of liquors
But poison soon to be
That fuels famous fools and lovers  
with tears of a bitter enemy

Eventually the oldest friends
Will ****** that bottle down
Til throats dry up and tears don't flow
And then we'd rather drown
A C Leuavacant Apr 2014
You wrote me a new kind of Rhapsody
But I didn't know you then
You didn't or couldn't have known me
Because I didn't know myself
untill I met you

Since that day my bones are Brittle
Covered with strange layers of Ice
and thorn
Every word you spoke
felt like a knitting of smooth silk
Digging into myself and our love

I spent nights alone condoling myself with sleepless serenades and pauses of breath
I wrote you a love song once
but you melted it
And I took it from there that my heart would follow yours
but no chase would begin
Because you say yours belongs elsewhere
But of course I know that you are wrong
A C Leuavacant Jun 2014
It was like the cold, your smile
Ready at a glance
To use as a suit of shining armour
Or mace and chain
At the lightest touch
To force on yourself
To stop you from falling
Completely apart
And back to who you really were
Just Imagine the shame
Well
For me it was just a symbol
Or maybe a metaphor
Who knows?  
But certainly never more than that
Never ever more than that
A C Leuavacant Sep 2014
The grange had got it's new tenants at last
Swiftly approaching it's great gates
They were a beef eating bunch of a bloodline
horse and carriage and all
Driven by a shirtless whip in sunburnt skin and an ivy cap
The sun above a dreadful shade of burning peach and sky of sickest sea blue

The master twiddled his thumbs as he leaned out the window
Watching the gate part
The letter open on his desk
Not as much as an telephone call
Just a stack of notes and a newspaper clipping
Smartly closed in red sealing wax
Did they not know what had happened here just a year before?

_________

At lunchtime in five weeks
All was not well
Not one bit
The garden swing hung off it's hinge
Creaking in a minor key
Drops of blood the same shade as sealing wax disrupted the floral wallpaper which lay abandoned on the garden path
lumps of earth were roughly dispersed
Four lumps
For that one bloodline  
One year, five weeks and a few lonely hours
A C Leuavacant Dec 2014
To dispose of these thoughts
There's so much to say
But I can't
I really just need to stay well away
From the barbed wire gate  
Which is etched on your face
the old glare and stare
my melancholy disgrace

And all I want is to be by myself
A rest from the doubts and tears
And most of all just your voice in my ears
It's cruel But it's true
You're poison to my heart
Putting kinks in my future
Right from the start
So I'll stay away
Believe me I'll try
Or before you do know it
I'll crawl up and die
A C Leuavacant Jul 2014
Alone in spinning hyperspace
Nauseating corner
Men in yellow Hazmat suits
Not a trick or tare to warn her
Spinning up in semi speed  
Down through the darkened air
Sick scarlet style leather gloves
Eyes rolling past her hair
Kind words through the ear
Crushing her last soft sense
Siren's song and burnt tongue tea
Hands shaking in suspense

Still alone, the world had stopped  
They carried on fast in this demise
For they knew that  
Pay checks come, what a surprise
Her with no tears, but dusty eyes
A streamline made for extra time
She watched it slow in semi speed
As love was blood that had been mine
Experimental.
A C Leuavacant Jun 2014
Are my eyes just fooling me again
Or is my time Finaly up
Is this a siege on my own head
Or revenge from far and wide  
It seems so clear
But yet so far
The panic setting in
I was warned
But not enough
This is the time for fear

And as I stare below me
Crown tilted low upon my head
I could swear the forest's walking
Full of loathing, life and hate  

It's pace is quickly speeding up approaching  Dunsinane
Now what to do with my own throne
The battles lost
The battles won  

And The branches click and whisper
As I look down In fear  
But what choice do I have now
These woods will make the end
A C Leuavacant May 2014
In a night I had this slumber
And in the slumber had I a dream
Not any dream though
Not a fowl days dream gone by
A true escape from reality was passed along by I

It started with a burst of darkness
Then a pause and bitter light
Steam began to rise around me
And thus I did take flight

Away aloft about my bed and then it all was gone
I stood along a Hallway
Held up with walls and floor
In front of me is a shimmer
And behind me stands a door

And such which door that did appear
Painted brown along the curve
But the shimmer was so beautiful
I did nothing but to turn
There stood what I longed to see
It made my stomach churn.

A single glittering mirror
Around about my view
Not upon the wall but slanted on the ground
As though someone had placed it there before turning to resound.

I stepped forward and looked into
And swear I could have seen.
The one thing I longed to Face
But yet the fact that it did disgrace

A single face
A singe face
Upon the dust and rust
Not mine though
For I am still asleep in bed
So who's
The answer does fall on me
But the reason I know not
A C Leuavacant Jun 2014
£20
One month
This Long dark road
Is darker with that pain
And now the pink moon
Won't even save me
Because The art I loved
Has betrayed me
And I could have
Been a lawyer
Doing good in the world
Will **** me
And the wonder of love
Won't answer my drunken calls
I can see why  
look at me
I'm a wreck
I Sold her guitar
The one hope of returning
To my beautiful hopes
For the £20
I no longer have
About the Death of Nick Drake, one of my favourite musicians.
A C Leuavacant Jul 2014
Do you remember
The flagship's contender?
The rolling cold waves by the dock
And she herself was the sender
So did you attend her
Last day of rest by the rock?

She'd written you notes
passed by sailors on boats  
But you would just sit there and cry
As she sat feeding the goats
With barley and oats
While you watched from your tower in the sky

And she didn't forget
The first time you'd met
By the lake house with dusk's tender fall
And her kiss was a threat
That put you in debt
When you told her that she was your all

Her undying love letter
Didn't make you feel better
As you knew you were claimed by the sea
How could you let her
Become your love debtor
When you knew that it never could be

When you returned
Your stomach it turned  
As you stared at her home by the lake
And her father confirmed
Of what you already had learned
That her death was your cold mistake

On her funeral day
You had nothing to say
Clutching the letters she wrote in your fist
And you couldn't stay
you'd lead her astray
But loved her from the moment you kissed
A C Leuavacant Aug 2014
In the beginning the grass had died of embarrassment
The rain had dishonoured him
And eventually stopped pouring
after hearing the tale of it's demise
the flowers and their friends had decided that it was not safe where they sat anymore  

they hatched a daring plan
That would lead them far away
they would run away by moonlight
Then set off towards the northern star

The plan was thick and well thought out
But when it came closer to the time
They realised it was full of flaws
As they hadn't any legs to run upon

And soon the sun started singing again
And they did meet with their sad end
Soon they were just a lonely pile of dust upon the ground
Where once children had ran and kites wandered high
Now loneliness beckoned and the unknown lurked around every corner

The two biggest sandstorms in the land had had a disagreement
For one had claimed that dusty spot to start a family for his own
The other had prioritised a centre for his own defence
  
After a long and gruesome battle
Each had killed the other
They lay to rest amongst the dust where once the grass had grown tall
Now nothing grew
just more sand In a prison of freedom

Several years later the calm was disturbed by a figure
A man who had found himself in a terrible way
For reasons that are best unsaid
Time had caught up with him at last
Marked with the six gunshot wounds which rested on his chest
he had managed to fled for his final hour in peace

sand and dust floated past his head
It clattered and clinked as the wind slapped his dying face
Any breath could be his last
A speck of blood on the tattered sand
a mark of his final place of rest.

'Only a matter of time'
Thought the fly
As he followed the dying life to his knees
For he had long since excepted the fact
That the only thing death meant for him was a full stomach
It was the sick cycle of life

The dusty wind brought tumbleweeds
and a few moe grains of sand
The fly perched high
watched as life escaped the lonely figure  
On the ground, he might as well have been sand
For all the good it would do

Flying down like an underestimated dragon
The fly landed on the tip of the man's nose and surveyed the scene
'What a sad day
to have such great happiness'
Thought the fly with a tear arriving at his eye

Before long a noise was heard up above
A swoop and a stamp
A shriek from on top of the fly's tiny head
And the Buzzard landed on the other side of the corpse
Quick and to the point

What a terrifying sight the Mighty bird was to the fly!
For he had been unaware that such monsters lurked so near
But the fly did not think to run away
He was better than that for sure

The Buzzard had began to feast
On bits of flesh that had been left
The fly approached him and cleared his throat
The Bird stopped and looked down at the tiny speck of black
And after a booming laugh
He opened his beak

The two sat upon the man
Each with itself in gravest mind
For each did treasure their families
And wished to make cruel gain of the tragedy

Eventually the mighty bird acted
He was pleased by the death
And believed that what the desert offered was worth fighting for

The fly however was humble
He could see the sadness attached to the sight
And as both of them sat upon the greatest and worst part of each of their days
They stared into each other's eyes
And in that moment they both understood

They both took a glance at the disaster and both flew away in different directions
Leaving the man quite alone
Alone and peaceful

The rain had been watching the two creatures
decided that too many lessons had been learned from it's absence
And before long the grass and flowers had rose again

A few days later the fly was swallowed by rich bullfrog
Who forgot to wash him down
The Buzzard headed north and was met by a boys claim to manhood

In the end the grass did sing with delight at being home once again  
And all this time never did anyone stir from their beds
They might as well have been dead
I've been writing this for a few days and can't seem to get it quite as I want it to be. I still consider it a work in progress.
A C Leuavacant Jul 2014
Born half a frog
Born half an eagle  
It's finder was so creative
In naming him frog-eagle
He soared up and down the mighty sky
Loudly Ribbiting at the same time

The Wind rushed through
his feathery head
As he Landed in the pond
to go to bed
And people came from far and wide
With laughs and wonder all supplied
While the frog-eagle
continued on With his life
soon he found a fish-bat wife

They moved into a pond and had a strange thing of a baby
a frog-eagle-bat-fish who they christened Katie  
Who didn't give a hoot about the laughs that she got
For looking a tad like an apricot
She even made it
onto the front cover
Of a nature magazine
all thanks to her mother

And soon she had a medley of children of her own
While the frog-eagle laughed as they talked on the phone
'Tell me' he asked to his only offspring
'Have you ever had much trouble fitting in?'
She laughed and replied
'Of course I have dad
But I'm different, I'm unique and boy am I glad!'
The frog-eagle smiled and put down the receiver
As he stared into the eyes of grandson
The frog-eagle-fish-bat-cat-dog-sabourtoothed ******
Trying to write a weird, silly poem.
Well I think this is pretty silly...
A C Leuavacant Jun 2014
Spiked ball, eyes lit up
Keen Quills tremble with courage
Sharp frame makes sharp mind
I saw one the other night.
A C Leuavacant Dec 2014
I've lain beneath a million stars
With friends and pasts who've touched my heart
I've picked a fight where none should be
And thrown away such precious treats

I've scarred myself and those around
Just so I can still feel proud
I've held my hopes up in the sky
And tried my best to still be kind
I've walked too many lonely walks
and sat at home with painful thoughts

I've lain beneath so many stars
And have watched them all so very hard
I've closed my eyes and from them walked away
I've stalked the moon till there's nothing left to say
A C Leuavacant Feb 2015
In the rain
Outside in the rain  
Staring through
the wooden shutters
In almost darkness
Brown wooden shutters
With dust entrusted to them
And he see's the man
see's the man with the dog
The man with the dog staring
With sunken eyes
He watches
He spies
With dead sunken eyes
Sallow eyes
Glassy eyes
And then a grand fear is felt
All over the body  
The man with the dog and the sunken eyes
He listens
He see's through dust entrusted shutters
Looks at him outside
In the rain
In the dark
And suddenly a great feeling of hopelessness comes upon the earth
And does not seem to leave
He does not go away
And the rain pours
And the man with the dog and the sunken eyes stares
And he won't go  
He won't leave him alone
He smiles
And watches
And won't go away
Won't go away
Won't leave
And In the dark
Nothing changes  
the rain does pour
And the man does stare
And he does watch
And life does go on
And nothing changes
A C Leuavacant May 2014
She lent down beside me
And whispered my name
Told me my life
Would soon not be the same  

I stayed there till dawn
And ate up her words
That the love that I had
Is not what she deserves

And all night around us
the nightingales sang
But how can I look
When I can't understand

Her tone so sour
But words so sweet
A lot to say
is a lot to keep

And if she does love me?
Well I don't have any proof
If I look into her eyes
Maybe I'll find out the truth
A C Leuavacant Apr 2014
It is the waiting hour
And our time is nearly up
But what will matter when it comes?
When our waiting stops

So we clutch our dying dreams
And watch the embers burn
An hour gone's
An hour lost
But our waiting doesn't stop

It is the waiting hour
And these dreams will never end
sometime soon
Around that bend
It'll come and end our pain

But the time is running out
And our lessons never learned
The waiting done
Will make us Dumb
And death won't stop a thing

It is the waiting hour
Our time is nearly up
nothing will matter when it comes
When our waiting stops
A C Leuavacant Feb 2015
Thursday evenings spent with you
Each Growing more repetitive than the last    

I see that you still recognise my face
But can tell from the dullness in your eyes that you cannot make much sense of it  
You feel the memories  
But your search for their meanings have long since reached bitter ends  
Leaving you Cast aside in the sterile loony bin

Oh, What such a bitter enemy is the clock on the wall
How badly the passing of time can damage us  
How our greatest gift can turn so rouge
rotting us away from our core
Turning even the strongest of love
Into a cascade of dust and insanity

How unjust but fearfully true
That our greatest of pains
In the real world would not even be strong enough to cut butter
A C Leuavacant May 2015
And when I thought hard about it
I knew it to be true  
That Something old
Could make me something new
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A C Leuavacant Nov 2014
Turn this misery of yours
Into a beautiful piece of art
Until all the painted pain obscures
The last pieces of your heart  
Always tell them you want more
Become that ugly sewer rat
**** yourself at twenty four
And be remembered just for that
A C Leuavacant Jun 2014
Look at it yourself
Try Lip syncing again
Like a deep dark paraphrase
Making up words
To get yourself higher
Or maybe lower
I don't know
I'm not a judge
Just a scrap
scrap of thought
A C Leuavacant Aug 2014
Only in the young and in the dying  can we find the least corrupt of thoughts and most open of hearts
A C Leuavacant Feb 2015
Menial life
Going nowhere
Stays in on Sundays
Don't act your age
Forget what you are
Fall into that trap
Loose a friend
Recover
Love a man
He can't stand you
Overreact
Fall into a trap
Can't start over
Goes too fast
Lose it all
Everyone
Matter to no one
No one
Over the edge
Falling over an edge  
Alone
So alone
But Don't apologise
I wrote this nearly two years ago.
Forgot about it till now
A C Leuavacant May 2015
Years on
I saw you from across a busy street
and decided to stay unseen
You
Dressed like you always did
Wearing something that must have  Been a smile  
Hand in tiny hand
With a picture of you
3
A C Leuavacant Oct 2014
Meet me in the mandarin sun
Down by bottom bridge
I'll wait for you till sunset comes
And not a minute less
I'll stare into the glistening stream
Maybe hum a lonely tune
The horizon line will be my watch
a yellow tint the falling hand

Meet me where the river ends
And turns into open blue
I'll be laughing to myself
Still waiting where the pine tree stands  
Oh the orange sun up high
Does get so very low
Don't leave me in the dark this time
Don't leave me there alone

Save the last speck of dying light
with your ghostly silhouette
Oh leave me in the upset sunset
Or leave me lay to waste
A C Leuavacant Aug 2014
They the ******* spread hate and fear         to gain control and power
But who will be the happy one  
when comes the final hour?

Probably them
A C Leuavacant Nov 2014
I've seen a lot of rain around
lots of thoughts and pain around
But cannot hear the sound around
Of heartbeats on the dusty ground

Lovingly made but never found
And Like you nothing too profound
But still true enough to form around
To have a crowded crowd around

Still with only you around
A dead wax doll thrown on the ground
Tears and that old haunting sound
Of rain that falls from all around
A C Leuavacant Dec 2014
This,
A stronger feeling than ever before
Must be immediately disbanded
For golden claws on wooden desks
Have told you what is right
and what is wrong

You must abide
You must curse it from your mind
But it Itches and scratches and turns into such an unendurable pain inside of you

And there's memories
Hopes full, heart empty
Another day, another shiny white light to gaze into with dead, bloodshot eyes
And it feels like it would take a million cautious hints
For you to finally see
What has been so very wrong
all this time with me
A C Leuavacant Jan 2015
And That was it...  
an ever growing chain of chances
Each shrunken sick in manners
down to the pitiful  size of mud dancing bugs
Finally foiled and boiled alive
in blood soaked tribal chants
to nothing but some cruel joke  
In which I will craft myself some hazardous home
But with You
Your handsome and enchanting charm
Always and forever squirming unpleasantly  
Framing My holy and collapsible sense of purpose
Leading me to be caught in those crosswinds
And with not one pathway left
To lead to another
Yes
That is it...
A C Leuavacant Oct 2014
Answer me once
Without bundled up words
A year's been far too long.
For the secrets been spilled
The music's been stopped
And all that's left is traffic and pain  

And loneliness is no great friend
So force yourself to marry a fool
Do it just right
In a pristine church
To win some kind of forgotten fight
Make some empty plans
To catch up on friends
Remember your missing days?
You can count the past on ticking clocks
If you find some time to spare

And do you look back?
With teary eyes
Or shorter breaths
Or great regrets
Do you stay awake at night
Wishing you had just been you?
Well strike yourself from the milk box signs
Because you know I certainly do
A C Leuavacant May 2014
Call me twice
By phone to phone
Kickstart again
fill in the noise
Of cars and empty busses
Passing on through ***** streets

And solitude will give you truth
But extravertial dreams pass by  
And The Words pass by
And the ticking clock stops
And the doubts will end
So Stay on the beat
But don't be a fool
Look down
Oh Look down
And turn east towards home
For as the crow flies
You're going on track

So don't loose your head  
With heartbreak rhymes
Or by lonely walks
Or not showing up
Because you don't need it
None of it
All you need is to be you
An experimental style kind of.
A C Leuavacant Oct 2014
Call me twice
By phone to phone
Kickstart again
fill in the noise
Of cars and empty busses
Passing on through ***** streets

And solitude will give you truth
But extravertial dreams pass by  
And The Words pass by
And the ticking clock stops
And the doubts will end
So Stay on the beat
But don't be a fool
Look down
Oh Look down
And turn east towards home
For as the crow flies
You're going on track

So don't loose your head  
With heartbreak rhymes
Or by lonely walks
Or not showing up
Because you don't need it
None of it
All you need is to be you

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Then Answer me once
Without those bundled up words
A year's been far too long for this
For the secrets been spilled
The music's been stopped
All that remains is traffic and pain  

And loneliness is no great friend
So force yourself to marry that fool
Do it just right
In a pristine church
To win some kind of forgotten duel
Make some empty plans
To catch up on friends
Remember your missing days?
You can count the past on ticking clocks
If have the time to spare

And do you look back?
With teary eyes
Or shorter breaths
Or great regrets
Do you stay awake at night
Wishing you had just been you?
Well strike yourself from the milk box signs
Because you know I certainly do
Two poems written at opposite ends.
Nothing new but I'm putting them together as that's how it was intended.
Call me crazy

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