silence is loud when you're alone and it's not the absence of noise or the humming in your ear, it's something only you can hear and no one else it's constant and explosive and all around it's the uproar of your thoughts making all that sound
you can try and hush it, try to make it a nice place to be but you know another just comes and it can affect you, hurt you leave you in a loop— analysis paralysis now don't lose yourself in it break from that cycle, don't let it eat at you bit by bit
it's like a virus that spreads and starts numbing your body your mind'***** overload and just blaring, almost deafening... but still, you can never hear complete silence not even when you're alone so go rest your heavy head and escape from reality i'm sorry you have to do it again because dreams are temporary.
My mind has faulty insulation, cracks for thoughts to creep in no matter how hard I try to block them out. Fractures as if from years of wear letting painful memories or cringing moments flood my head wreaking havoc as they soil it all. Regrets plague my conscience, stealing me from sleep, from peace. Keeping carefree out of my reach, to no end. No end in sight.
1. the night is all the day wishes it could be; it's better for thinking, and loving, and dreaming. 2. each night i go out to look at the sky and admire the stars. 3. to see the stars, a certain amount of darkness is required. 4. all the darkness in the world can't ***** out the light from a single candle. 5. i overthink impossible amounts of scenarios, as many as the infinite stars spanning the sky. 6. you are the last thing on my mind as i fall asleep. 7. you are all i ever dream about. 8. you are the first thing on my mind when i wake. 9. you don't love someone for their looks, or their clothes, or their talent. 10. you love them because they sing a song that only you can hear, a song that resonates and harmonizes with your soul. 11. music is a language, just like english or spanish, that's why it's difficult for some people to learn and understand. 12. the sky transitioning from cool blue to warm orange-pinks to freckled black gives off a 5-1 cadence feel. 13. the moon shines brightest when there is no one there to see. 14. the sun may watch me during the day, but it's the moon who knows all my secrets and desires. 15. like the stars, gentle and beautiful, you are exactly like them: i couldn’t be with you, only admire you.