I fell in love in Sevilla

Sitting on your rooftop
Gazing at the pink sky
It takes my breath away
And so do your eyes
I fell in love in Sevilla.

Sipping wine all night
Getting lost in narrow alleys
Singing Ed Sheeran out loud
I can’t get over your smile
I fell in love in Sevilla.

We climbed the mountain top
Just to watch another sunset
Being with you feels like home
We’ve been talking for 10 hours
I fell in love in Sevilla.

Time has come for me to leave
I wanna stay with you forever
In this never ending summer
I fell in love in Sevilla.
But you-did-not

Hands on mine, hands on yours
I try to grasp harder
No warmth felt
And I wonder
What actually I try to hold on to?
The desperation to have someone
or the truth I can't afford to prove

Letters by letters on our books' hard covers
I try to write something to make it believable,
to make it feels real
to make it a part of me
but the words stuck there
I could not continue further
The lines' are imbalance
So much unfinished cliffhanger

Eyes on mine, eyes on us
I try to smile but it's a crooked one
I try to laugh but it's unconvincing
The jokes fade away
like how I feel this past two days
I guess what I can say is that
unlike how it was,
now I'm in love,
but not that much.

If I were a boy, you'd like me so.
I wouldn't feel sad about the way you let me go...
If I were a boy, you'd hold my hand in public,
you wouldn't worry about what the rest of the world thinks...
If I were a boy, we'd be together right now..
You wouldn't be with him, and my heart wouldn't make a sound...
If only I were a boy...

To me, your eyes are like the rarest gems hidden in a lost treasure chest...
To me, your voice sounds like a thousand angels peacefully humming.
To me, your body is the taj mahal...
But to you, I'm nothing at all....

He was too many poems
And she was frankly too
Tired to write one more,
Except the one that she
Left in the shambles of her
Heart, snoring loudly
With fear of it being kissed awake.

not sure if you quite know
how much you mean to me

maybe you don't
and you're oblivious to
the hurricane you cause
in my brain
is that why we are
so far apart?

or maybe you do
perhaps you've seen
this hurricane
the strange brew of emotions
that only appear for you
and it scared you away

no matter the requital
(or lack thereof)
you're still the water
that fuels my wind

my love for you is this hurricane
and i've always loved the thrill

I would say it was your loss,
But you and I both know
You can’t lose what you never had,
And you never wanted me.
So you didn’t lose me,
I lost me.
I lost myself when I fell for you.
And I don’t know if I can find my way back.

Why do I wait?
Why do I want to wait?
You're all I've ever wanted.
And yet, you do not wait.
So why do I?
Why do I wait for those who treat me like I am anything other than all that is good in the world?
You treat me like I'm all the others, and I treat you like you're everything but.
That kind of under appreciation should send me away.
Yet here I am.
Sitting.
Waiting.