The human mind and the human heart ~ Curiosity and the scent of a woman ~ Omaha Beach and the poisoned sky ~ Technology and the rhythm method ~ Morse Code and one too many icebergs ~ Mighty dollar and what is never laid to rest ~ The human mind and the human heart
I got into a car accident today My fear is rooted in the familiarity that I found As we collided and in the wavering second after-- As my body stilled In the sound of the metal crunching from a forward force And the thump-like drop That shot from my throat straight to the bottom of my stomach The sudden compression of metal has startling similarities; To those same compressions that reside in a realm of loose thoughts The tension of my fibers contracting into each other Reaps an illusion of protection My left leg experienced a shocking pulse of pressure-- One which did not linger My eyes took position; Readying themselves to flow Before the impact my mouth released-- Three Small Pitched Words…
got into a car accident with fear. it paralyzed me from the heart down. i only go through the motions, i can barely feel. it took control and now i can’t help but, being scared to approach anything around. for fear of paralyzing someone from the heart, all the way down.
I can see blood scattered in the road, I can see myself lying there Whilst covered in red liquid; Crowds are going crazy everywhere, I can here their screams, They talk so loud as they panicked hard; Tears of bitterness sprout within me, Why do people cares when it's too late?
I had a dream, that you crashed and burned I ran to you, my body shaking, 𝑓𝑒𝑎𝑟. It was not a dream. How can I fit the whole of you in my arms again Your body so alive and breathing, real in a way I don't know what to do with I am not strong enough to stop your fire I wish I could, for a while step back, no fear. Breathe you in and hold you close and say "You are loved because these hands touch you, these arms hold you, this skin knows you and this heart longs for you." They are all mine, and yours too, the crash, the burns, all fire. I'll make it stop if you allow me to.