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Kale May 2018
I've never felt at home
Anywhere
I always felt ostracized
Unwilling to conform
To the lifestyle
Society provided me

I just want to find
That place
Where I am free.
Where I don't have to change myself
To fit in
I just want to find
Home
Kale May 2015
We fight each day
Crying out to nature
Like the psychos
We all are,
We want redemption
From the evil that
Lay in the closet
But we do not accept the
Fact that the darkness
That is formed deep within
Our soul,
Is eating away at the Goodness
The peace
The happiness
That consumes our mind.
We are humans after all
We are the two sides to
Every story.
Kale Apr 2015
When your body
Mind and soul
Has been enticed by someone
And you do not feel the urge
To let them go.
Well that's what I am going through
And it feels great
I am walking taller
Talking more
and its because of you
*If you don't let me go
Ill never let you go
Because I am in love.
I am not in love so don't ask
Kale Mar 2015
I am knocking
Waiting at the door
Seeking your assistance
So I won't cry anymore
My knocks are louder
As dawn becomes dusk
But all I hear is a shout, scream and cuss
Will you open
I am begging please
Because I can't take it anymore
The demons of suicide, ****** and madness
I dragging me into the darkness
All I want you to do is let me in
Kale Oct 2014
I can't take it,
I am on my last lap.
I cannot cry
Because there are no tears left.
I am sorry
But I am going crazy.
My mind and heart
Joined forces
to drag me to an early grave.
I am so tired of life.
Kale Oct 2014
You are a sweat
Creamy
Shoulder I can depend on.

I use you to get over
Breakups
Depression.

I like you
Ice Cream.
But I have to avoid
You
Because like every
Sappy
Romantic
Love Story
I can't have you.
Kale Nov 2014
I have been thinking
About You.
How you anger me
And we argue
And then burst into laughter.

I have been thinking
About You.
How you tease me
And I can only smile.

I have been thinking
About how much
I hate you.
But you make me
Love you.

I have been thinking
About You.
How you make me crazy
And Insane.

I have been thinking
About you.
How you are you
eh
Kale Jan 2019
Each beautiful morning
That walks by
I think about
My everlasting love
For you darling.
I think about
Our connection on
This earthly plane,
That brought two
People surrounded by
The rules of
Men and Women
Filled with dispear
Hatred and unkindness
Together again and
Again. My love
for you will
Never cease to
Exist and now
That we are
Both here in
This moment grows
Stronger and it
Leaves me to
Say this statement
I love you
Kale Aug 2020
I guess I am dead now
The love that kept me grounded
Was whisked away by
The cruel hand of misfortune
And I was a fool
I didn't see it coming
The idea that I was hoping
Things would be long lasting
I was wrong
Now my cold heart beats
Twice as slow
Will you cry at my funeral
My love?
I'm sorry
I should have been there
To protect you
To love you
To fight for you harder
But you know fate
Always giving me the bad cards
In any case
I think I am leaving this earthly plane
And I'm sorry
I couldn't hold on
I couldn't live in this broken world
Without you
Kale Oct 2019
My heart weighs heavily
In my chest
I never loved
I never cared
That was until I met you.
You who showed me
That the smallest
Inconvenience
Can bring forth bowls of laughter.
Each memory of you
Stays intertwined with
My happiness
Now you’re gone
And I remain inconvenienced
Kale Apr 2015
How can I let myself roam free
When the darkness creeps behind me.
Waiting for me to to stumble
So that I loose every
Sane thought that I  own.
So I would have to scream to
The heavens
For being abandoned or alone.
The darkness hates
Hates the positive thoughts
That consume me.
So they lock it up
and threw away the key.

Why are you waiting
To drag me down that road
Can't you see I wan't
To be free from this Asylum
Free from this insanity.
Kale Apr 2016
I am sitting here wondering
Does he really love me
If true what does he love about me?
I am not beautiful
Or smart
I have no ambition
I am not creative
I am nothing
I have nothing
So what does he love about me?
I can be real with him...
Right?
I don't have to act like someone else...
I don't have to be something else...
Right?
Please someone
Anyone provide me with the answers
To my questions of insecurities
Please help me rid this doubt
So that I don't destroy something that is good.
Kale Nov 2015
I am incapable
I am insufficient
Unworthy
To walk the path of man
What I have down
Or what I thought I did
Is inexcusable
My abilities over reached me
And now your gone.
I am now left with
The hidden messages in your
Bleeding words
Kale Oct 2015
I remember,
When the sun kissed the moon
On our first date.
We were shackled
By our romantic stares.

I remember when you stood
Down the aisle
Waiting for my warm embrace.

I remember when I cried
You consoled my breaking heart,

I remember the call
That told me you were not alright.

I remember you being taken
By the glowing angels
That wanted to be selfish.

I remember being blind by
Fury and alcohol

I remember being drunk
I remember the cliff
I remember the pain
I remember you meeting me
At the big white door.
Kale Apr 2016
Isn't it strange
That men women and child
Are being prosecuted
Because of their beliefs
Because of their color
Because of their gender
Because of their class.

Isn't it strange that
Now-a-days it is cool to be stupid
But stupid to be smart
It is cool to bully
The weak
And praise the unworthy.

Isn't it strange
That we disrespect
Those who raised us
Because we see it happening
On TV.

Isn't it strange
That we would spend
Thousands of dollars
For the latest item on the market
But can't afford to help
the less fortunate.

Isn't it strange
That my voice will become
Unheard
Rejected
Scorned
Because what I say is true
and I stand for what I believe in.
Kale Dec 2018
I want to love
Feel my heart skip ten beats
Feel tingles go down my spine

I want to love
Feel at peace with myself
Feel warmth and joy

I want to love
Feel happiness kiss my face
Feel passionate about my tasks

I want to love
Not fall in the grasp of meaningless ***
Not hugged by pain and sadness

I want to love
Not be shackled by mundane  events
Not be saddened by the qualms of depression

I want to love
Not be stricken with anxiety
Not be sickened by fear

I want to love
I want to be free
Kale Apr 2019
When we first basked
In the moonlight’s ever
Opposing gaze
Stating our soliloquies
Of admiration
Of love
You gave me a jacket
To warm the coldness of
My heart
Now you’re gone
And now I am left
With nothing more than
This cloth
To represent the love you had for me
Kale Dec 2015
When the moon
And sun connect
I sit and wonder
Where you are now
Pondering on what you could be doing
Hating that you
Are not with me basking
In the sunlight
Do others not know
That you are my everything
You are my daylight
You are my sunshine
But what am I doing
Professing this unadulterated
Love
When you only know
My name
Only know
How I look
Only know that
I am the source of your
Disgust
Kale Mar 2015
This is the last night
He will suffer the trauma
Hear the cries of agony.
He wants to drown the pain.
But it's too much  bear.
He is grasping onto the final breath.
But it becomes hitched.
He wants to repent for the sins
Against man.
But it seems he must be tormented
By the life that haunts him
Until dawn breaks
Depressing
Kale Aug 2019
My ever expanding mind
Thinks back to when
You were here with me
Holding me
Kissing me
But I know now
That even a man as good as
You
Will leave
Not because you wanted
But because our destinies
Seperated our souls
Hence why I will
Touch the cold crevices
Of your tombstone
Because you left me
And now I am..
incomplete
Kale May 2015
If I was still there
Waiting on you
I would be dragged strait
To the asylum
You built for me personally.
You called me crazy
Because I wanted to shower
You in my affection
Because even though you
Committed adultery
Against me.
Thats why I had to go
Leave you behind
In that drunken sate
Still kissing that dreadful woman.
Don't look for me
I am not needed
Because I left to raise
our unborn child.
Kale May 2015
Dear Whoever,
The life you sold me
The dreams you gave me
Were lies
Was it not.
You fed me like a child
With all the things you
Planned for us to do
But you replaced me for the
Lover you met last week.
I do not feel anger
Or resentment
Nor will I show resilience
I just hope
Your stomach is eaten by
Your GUILT
Kale Jun 2015
My body waits
For your tenderness
To show me the love you deserve
But we are undermined
And treated with scorn
When we share our radiant love
That bound us together
We are separated because of culture
But we are bound because of the spirit
Don't keep me waiting forever
Because my shriveled hands
Wants to hold yours
Rescue me from this brooding tower
Of hatred that surrounds me .


Yours truly
Your one and only love
Kale Jun 2018
I began not to feel
That is why I stopped writing
I began to not care
I forgot what love was
I forgot what it meant to be depressed
I just felt a pit of nothing
Is this what it truly means to live.
To feel nothing.
Kale Nov 2014
Why am I so lonely
Why do I have to
Sit here
And even think
That I am lonely.

I have friends
I have family
I have my faith
But it feels
Like I am missing something.
Kale Oct 2017
It's finally happening
I'm in love,
I feel the beating heart
Thunder
I wonder how long will this last
Because all good things
Must come to an end sometime
Right.
Kale May 2015
My love for you will always
Be there
Death being the only obstacle
We enter the escapades
Of our love.
We may fall in love over
And over again
Each time
If we are reincarnated
But love that is limitless
is Boundless
and I will love you
Until love is a figment
Of the imagination.
I don't know if this makes any sense ... I am questioning it myself
Kale Feb 2019
Love is so wonderful
And I hate it
It starts as a feeling
That oh so ever tiny
Crush
That *** rushes you
Like a six foot five
Quaterback
Then you become
Infatuated
Then the person
reveals he or she does
not care for you
Then you drink
or smoke
to remove the longing
feeling
that needless to say
is the worse thing
about love
and I hate it
PSA I do not endorse drinking or smoking cigarettes and only mary Jane if you are 18 and over but still do not do drugs kids. As a science student I can say everything has a consequence
Kale May 2016
Love is patient
I was told when I was young
But I believe love is not stupid
Don't waste my time
Hoping I would forgive you
Forever
Hoping I would wait for you
Forever.
Because this not a romance novel
Its life.
Kale Jul 2019
Love is something fickle
It can be sour as a pickle

Love is something that is bright
It shines straight through the night

Love does not have any cost
And it does not show frost

Love is love
no mater what race gender sexuality
Love is love
Kale Aug 2019
The lust of a woman
Sometimes hides
Behind their gaze
They think
They want
They crave
It’s not easy hiding
The emotions of a goddess
But when it comes to fruition
There is complete and utter ecstasy
Kale Dec 2015
Our hearts ever so pure
Tainted by the lust
We keep dormant
Explode once
Our cold fingers
Connect
And the warmth
Spreads around
Our body like
the blood that already
Circulates
And we become
Beasts, who hunger
and treat each other
Like Prey.
Mar
Kale Aug 2014
Mar
All twinkling eyed children,
Dancing on the Mar.
Better Beware,
And Respect their age
Because death isn't to far.
another poem hope you like it.
Kale Nov 2014
This is my Memorial
For those who died
In that tragic plane crash.

I knew you all
Too Well
That it is still a shock
That I haven't cried.

I will miss you
My dear friends
Hope your souls
Rest in Peace.
This is our final Good Bye.
Not only for those who died in the crash but tot those who lost someone special military wise or not.
Kale Aug 2015
I am not crying because
You left me
My tears are meant for
You who loved me,
Each back breaking day
You showed me that simple smile
Which became my ray
Of sunshine.
How I loved dancing
Under the moonlight
And kissing you in the rain drops.
I wont grieve the loss
Of our relationship
Because I will treasure
Each fleeting moment
That we shared for so long.
The stars that glistened
Each night you drove me home.
The night the son
Of death came
Causing you to leave me abruptly.
The sadness
Will never cease
But I will not squander
The times we valiantly shared.
The tears I have
Kale Jun 2015
Should I be what
People want me to be?
The judgmental eyes
Loom over my shoulders.
And the whispers sends the
hairs flying on my neck.
I want to be different
But its so easy to be misguided
so easy to follow the trend
But the trend will never stop
Someone from being dead.
Kale Apr 2019
Morning and night
I will never stop
loving you
I will never forget
How you loved me,
How you treated me as a
Queen,
How you and I created this
Beauty ,
That constantly reminds
Me of our love
I will never stop
Loving you
I will never stop missing you
Kale Apr 2015
The glow
From the Moon
Rained down on my
Crying face.
I want to chase after you
But it seems like the worst thing
To do now.
So I will wait,
Wait till tomorrow
Hoping that you forgive me.
Hoping you are still there
With your shivering hands.
My words mean nothing
Now I wait in the presence of
The moons glow
Hating each moment
That we are separated.
Kale Apr 2015
Every now and then
I think back
To my relationship
With you
How you loved me
But loved them more
How you were compassionate
But too insolent
I wished on every star
That you can see
My love for you is boundless
And that my eyes sees no other
But each day
I heal that breaking soul
You break mine twice as much
And when I call out to you
You brush off my presence
When will you see
That I want to be more
More than Friends
Kale Jul 2014
I am not a toy,
You cant control me,
I am human just like you,
And I astounded at how you used me,
Don't come near me again,
Because my life,
is going to be needed by someone,
And it sure as hell does not have to be you.
Don't ask
Kale Oct 2015
You were dashing
And I was crying,
But you beckoned me,
To slowly follow,
Into the sea of mystery.
My misguided heart
Accepted you fully
And you kept me happy.
Then you took my soul
And guided me back
To the path of hope.
My savior,
My protector
And my lover,
Stole what was left
Of the shattered heart
And made it anew.
Kale Sep 2022
These roaming thoughts
Keep crashing in my head
Forcing me to remember
How lonely it felt
To be with you
How you pushed me aside
To love on another.
I asked,
Wondered,
Begged
For a future with you.
But it seems that I’m not worthy
Of such hope.
My loneliness will consume
My fleeting happiness
I will always feel neglected
Kale Aug 2015
As it dictates
In the land long ago
There once was a human
Who gazed on the flowers
So lovingly
That every every petal
Caressed their ankles
That swept through
The bumpy pathway.
But the flowers never
Knew about this person's
Pain that was buried
Within the shadows
Of the heart.
The flowers never
Saw the tears
Or the screams.
All it saw was the
Majestic smile.
Kale Nov 2014
I will never want to grow up.
Because growing up is a pain.
I have to think about a job.
I have to think about taxes.
I have to think about dating.
I have to make too much **decisions
Peter Pan
Kale May 2015
I am waiting
For the night light
To become my guide
From  the evil
That lurks down below
and creeps in my head
While I sleep in my bed.

The night light
Brings me goodness and joy
Fade and dims
each time the clock spins.

Now, as i grew past the edge
of my twin bed
I need you to be my night light
So that I wont fall
Into the darkness at all.
Kale Oct 2015
Once, there was a girl
Who was pitiable,
Poisoned by the demons
Of the nightshade.
Unable to cope with
The fact that the world
Was against
Her tiny broken heart
She plummeted
From the tree that once
Touched the Round Moon.
Kale Oct 2019
The sun kissed ocean
Dances
Among the precious
Lovers
Who sing songs of
Elation.
They have no worries
Just each other
Kale Jan 2019
Once Again
I am left here waiting
Wondering
If you will come home
Feeling helpless
Thinking she's touching you
Feeling tears swell in my eyes
I want you with me
But each moment you're with me
I feel your ultimate wrath
I want to escape
But each time I try
Your sweet nothings hush me to
My brass cage
I can't do this
I won't do this
I will leave you
I won't get hurt again
Kale May 2019
Give me One Day
And I will gift you plenty
You are my breath
You are my soul
All I need is you
We are lowly humans
That seek that one
Special person
To love
To hold
To cry
To shout
To seek freedom
And abstain from hatred
I just need that One Day
To show you
You my love
That I am the one
From Day One
Dedicated to someone
Kale Dec 2015
The passion we shared
Was the source of
My tears
But maybe
I love it
Because our struggle
To find total peace
Is what made our bond stronger
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