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May 2014 Vivian Proctor

Him

May 2014 Vivian Proctor

Britt C

Him

He was the blood which ran through my veins
He was my thoughts before my dreams
which made him appear in my dreams night after night.

Why the hell did you have to disappear on me?

****. -even after a year,

You're still in my veins.

#feelings #hell #depressed #in #dreams #boy #thoughts #blood #him #his #**** #my #emotions #disappear #face #years #veins

May 2014 Vivian Proctor

My body

May 2014 Vivian Proctor

haley

My body

He pushes me away
But pulls me right back in when he wants something
He wants to see a little skin
I gave him what he wanted foolishly thinking the boy who wanted to see me naked also wanted me as a person
I play the game waiting for someone to win
We're just going in circles
He wants my body and I want to be loved
He wants to mess around and I want someone to stay in my life
We're like fire and gasoline
I let him go trying to end this silly game once and for all
But he slithers his way back in my life
And I let him stay
I know he will never love me
I can't make him love me
He only loves my body

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May 2014 Vivian Proctor

Upon Realizing I'm The Problem

May 2014 Vivian Proctor

Molly

Upon Realizing I'm The Problem

I am sorry for all the harm I have done
I am sorry that I cannot heal the scars I have left
I am sorry that you have wounds and I am the blade
I am a double edged razor and you cannot hold me
without slicing open your palms
drop me please
let me go
I do not want to hurt anyone anymore
if this is what I have caused
I no longer want to be

#suicide #depressed #hurt #suicidal #guilt #sorry

May 2014 Vivian Proctor

Can't let you in

May 2014 Vivian Proctor

My name is Sophia

Can't let you in

I hear your knocking,
I hear it well
I hear your screams
they're barely a yell
I can make out every single word you say
I wish you could see that they're all in vain
I'm a hopeless case
In other words a waste
because no matter how loud you get
I won't ever be able to forget
The last time that i ever let somebody in.

May 2014 Vivian Proctor

The Feelings of Being Alone

May 2014 Vivian Proctor

Abi Sweeney

The Feelings of Being Alone

If I was dying
I would have no one
to call and whisper
my last words to.

How lonely.

#sad #lonely #depressed #alone