You've hurt me
And you've caused me
A great deal of
Suffering
But that does not mean
That I will never
Be able to
Heal
Completely
From this pain
You've put me through
I'll show you what I'm made of
Alone,
I will assemble
All the
Broken pieces
Of me
That you've shattered
I will stand back up
Stronger than ever
Leaving you questioning yourself
If hurting me
Was actually the best thing
You have ever done
In order to destroy me

here you were,
                there you are

then you were near,
                now you are far

            nothing but a pretty scar

If you ever meet someone
who tries so hard
to stick by you
through your difficult moments,
do me a favor, please...
Keep them.
I beg you, please,
no matter what happens
you've gotta keep them;
because it ain't easy to find someone
who cares enough
to look past your flaws
and accept you for who you actually are.

Delicate flowers
blossom in the summer Sun;
A breathtaking sight.

Here comes the 'Rush Hour';
Commuters in a hurry
just to get a seat.

The taste of your lips
Sweet, and intoxicating
Let me savor you

The way your tongue moves
brought me to another realm
of burning passion

Explosive pleasures,
Your body in sync with mine
Lost in satin sheets

The early sun dawns
a soft whisper in my ear
"Morning, beautiful."

It's amazing what
a Man can do using his
tongue and *******.

I yearn for your unconditional love
but you ignored me;

Yet I found some love
in your ignorance.

..which makes me alive.

From the time we met
I knew you were not trouble
You're the missing piece.

We're inadequate
and imperfect souls seeking
Love in a flawed world

Too much sexiness
in a man dressed so simple,
You must be a dream.

I'm only human
I might make the same mistakes
Nobody's perfect.

Any choice you make,
They will judge you in the end.
Don't let that stop you.

After all I've done,
the only thing I hope for
is not to be forgotten
by you.
In any way.

Today,
I don't feel at ease.
What was anticipated, extinguished.

Your lips say that you love
Your eyes say that you hate
It’s written upon your face
All the lies how they cut so deeply

Everything you say to me
takes me one step closer to the edge
I’m holding on
Why is everything so heavy?

Sometimes solutions aren’t so simple
Sometimes goodbye is the only way
It’s so much easier to go
than face all this pain here all alone

Set the silence free
to wash away the worst of me
‘cause everything that you thought I would be
has fallen apart right in front of you

Forget our memories
Forget our possibilities
We’re building it up, to break it back down
We’re building it up, to burn it down

Take everything from the inside
and throw it all away
Remember all the sadness and frustration
and let it go

So I let go watching you
turn your back like you always do
'Cause I’m only a crack in this castle of glass
Hardly anything there for you to see

I tried so hard and got so far
But in the end, it doesn’t even matter
We said it was forever but then it slipped away
Standing at the end of the final masquerade

Let me take you back
to the time we both first met,
Still fresh in my mind

Carefully planned out
My birthday celebration;
A lovely surprise

Taken to Wine U,
The Big Bosses' "Paradise";
That's where I found you

Little did I know
The place housed my Ma'am's secret;
Ulterior motive

Arrived at seven,
Hand-kissed by a neat waiter;
Not my cup of tea

Settled on Merlot
A Cabernet Sauvignon;
Heaven in a glass

Air filled with laughter,
Music and the smell of beer,
I still felt empty

Tipsy on red wine
Whispered the waiter, "Let's smoke!"
Sighing, I followed

That's when I saw You
The one engrossed in his phone,
I wondered, "Who's that?"

"Oh, this is our Chef!"
Introduced the waiter, who
Spoke highly of You

Small, little, quick chat
What You do, and where You're at
I ditched the waiter

The following week
I returned; for wine and You,
Excitement ruled me

This time, Jager bomb
was my partner for the night;
My sanctuary

Clock struck Eleven,
The corner of my eye caught
a familiar form

Too much sexiness
in a man dressed so simple,
You must be a dream

My heart pulsated,
butterflies in my stomach,
No words came to me

A polite offer
made by my Ma'am - "Join us, Dean!"
That wasn't my plan

You stood next to me
My heart was pounding madly
"Just one drink", You said

"Why don't You sit down?"
I eyed the stool beside me
"Nah, I love to stand."

Another round came
Still, You didn't budge from your spot
I knew You're staying

We chat, joked and laughed
Amidst others' loud chatters;
I was Your focus

Minutes went by, and
alas, we found comfort in
each other's presence

My mind went astray
in between sips and Your stare;
Pictured us kissing

What a great vision;
If it was only US there,
I'd have made my move

Clock struck Four-Thirty
I didn't want the night to end;
Yellow cab waiting

With a heavy heart,
I left the wonderful place;
I'll see you again

Twenty-eighth is here
Cheers to our 3rd monthsary
One month stronger now

Tell me that your love for me was a lie

Tell me that you see Her
every time you look into my eyes,
and you wish you could just turn away
'cause you loathe the sight of me

Tell me that your skin burns
each time I hold your hands,
or run my fingers across your face,
and you wish I would just stop touching you
'cause you despise these palms,
that go sweaty around you

Tell me that you had to picture Her in your vision
every time I pull you into an embrace,
and you wish that my waist was smaller,
just like Her perfect figure;
'cause these baby fats that I have,
disgust you even more
than my sweaty palms

Tell me that you suffocate
each time I kiss you,
and you wish you could just push me away,
or pull yourself away from me,
'cause you hate the aftertaste of me
lingering on your lips

Tell me that you have always been putting up an act
all these times while you're with me,
and you wish you could quit
and that I would finally come to realize
that you have never loved me once before,
that whatever you have been doing
was only out of pity,
'cause you couldn't bear to break my heart.

But honey, you did.

Mother,
Oh, Mother.

You have always been there,
when I needed a hug or laugh,
or a shoulder to cry on.

You have always been there,
never once failed to support me,
never giving up.

You have always been there,
through my joys, my sadness,
through my successes, and failures.

You've never abandoned me,
for what the Society can’t accept me for;
for all of my flaws.

Thank you, Mother.

Those brown eyes
tell a story
which yours
never could.

Glasses are fragile;
But don't forget,
some hearts are, too.

My lips has tasted so many, trying to forget you.

He turned to me and winked.
I went "Oh ****."

Seven years later, I came back to find you, waiting.

I took a bullet for you, but you're the one behind the gun.

One tear shed in silence, as her eyes scream defeat.

The boy has gone deaf
'cause what she's been saying was,
"You never listen!"

The boy doesn't care anymore
'cause what she repeatedly told him was,
"You never bother!"

In loneliness and tears, she whispered,
"What have I done wrong?"

Reflect.

Brown eyes, gorgeous smile
You should be a fantasy,
but He made you real.

The day He took your life away
I lost not only a friend
Lost someone so dear to me
And all of our future plans

                            You were indeed truly special                                          
                            We've went through so much
                            Always have been there for each other
                            Now I can no longer feel your touch

Longing for your presence
I wish you're still here by my side
Only silent tears and memories
Accompany me through the night

                            I will always remember you
                            My dearest, close friend
                            I'll forever cherish our memories
                            Through all the years we have spent

The look in his eyes
Used to give her butterflies
Now, they are empty.

His mouth was poison,
His eyes spelled deceit and lies;
Touch of betrayal

"I have someone else, but I love you."
     ---
            "I love you, but I have someone else."

"She's always smiling!"
they said. But they know nothing
behind those closed doors.

Your eyes, like mine; They
glisten in the sunlight, but
weep buckets at night.

You don't have to buy me things;
You are enough.

She rubbed the foggy mirror,
A face was staring back.

Any moment now,
Everything can change.