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Jul 2017 · 355
Sadist (10W)
Shaxy Jul 2017
Knife to my neck,
He licked the tears off me.
Jul 2017 · 287
10W
Shaxy Jul 2017
10W
Being with you is more than I ever dreamed of.
Jul 2017 · 301
Untitled
Shaxy Jul 2017
Don't bother saving someone who doesn't want to be saved.
Jul 2017 · 547
Always There.
Shaxy Jul 2017
In my gloomy days and despair,
I reached out for you
and you were always there.
Never failing to console me,
you dried my tears
and always assured me, “Don’t worry, I’m here.”
Jul 2017 · 650
Forget it all.
Shaxy Jul 2017
Honey, forget him.

Forget his smile,
Forget his deep voice, and the color of his eyes
Forget his name, his laughs
Forget his sweet words that masked his lies
Forget him he chucked you aside
when you need him at your lowest he didn’t come by
Forget him he said all the words that broke you
Forget all his “I love you too”
Forget him.
Jul 2017 · 288
Untitled
Shaxy Jul 2017
Why do you have to beg someone to stay?
You shouldn't.
Whoever wishes to stay, would stay;
whoever doesn't, would go away.

There is no need to beg.

They might be here today,
but eventually,
they will leave you someday.
Jul 2017 · 363
The Wait (10W)
Shaxy Jul 2017
I waited for anything to happen.
Patiently.
But nothing did.
Jul 2017 · 511
Needed.
Shaxy Jul 2017
I want to be needed.
I want him to need me to be there for him.
I want to be someone he could depend on.
I’d like to feel like I have contributed somehow.
I want to mean something and everything,
but not nothing,
to him.
I like the feeling like I’m worth something.
I want to feel needed.

I need to believe that I’m worth it.
Jul 2017 · 264
Random.
Shaxy Jul 2017
And I thought it was easier for me to move on
and forget everything about us.
Forget you, forget us.

Until I see you, again and again...
in my sleep.
Jul 2017 · 266
Untitled
Shaxy Jul 2017
The only love that never dies is
the love from your parents...

No matter what you do,
no matter what you say,
no matter who you are,
no matter how much damage you’ve done,
or no matter how much you've hurt them,
Nothing...

Nothing can ever end the love
that they have for you.
Jul 2017 · 232
10W
Shaxy Jul 2017
10W
And all of a sudden, that feeling comes back again.
One that is too familiar...
Jul 2017 · 281
Good Enough.
Shaxy Jul 2017
"Am I good enough for someone?"

How about you
ask yourself instead,

"Is that someone good enough for me?"
Jul 2017 · 717
The Smile on Your Face.
Shaxy Jul 2017
Everytime we meet and spend time together,
And you leave my company,
I want you to go away happy, with a smile on your face.

Everytime you talk about me or say my name to your family or friends,
And you leave their company,
I want you to go away happy, with a smile on your face.

Hence, each time we part ways, my dear,
Please go away happy,
With a smile on your face.

Yes, on that adorable face,
Go ahead and put on a smile on that face,
'Cause I'll know that I was the one who placed it there.
Someone inspired me to write this, but I couldn't recall who. Ugh.
Shaxy Jul 2017
Dare to be unique.
There is only one you
There can ever be
And you are the only you.
Dare to be different.
Jul 2017 · 260
Over (10W)
Shaxy Jul 2017
It's sad that the love we once shared is through.
Jul 2017 · 284
Her in Me.
Shaxy Jul 2017
I love the way your eyes light up whenever you look at me.
Little did I know that all you ever see was her.
In your eyes, it's her whom you see. You see her in me.
Jul 2017 · 1.8k
You are Magical.
Shaxy Jul 2017
You say that I look at you like you're magic.
Perhaps, there is magic in you after all.
If you can cast a spell on a person's heart;
then you will be magic indeed.

- James M Vines
Thank you for this beautiful paragraph, James!
Jul 2017 · 261
If only you really knew...
Jul 2017 · 741
I choose You.
Shaxy Jul 2017
I choose you.
And I will continue choosing you, over and over again.
With no hesitation, without a pause;
No doubts, nor second thoughts.
I will keep choosing you.
Even in a heartbeat, it will always be you whom I choose.

Jul 2017 · 424
Missing You.
Shaxy Jul 2017
This feeling of missing you isn’t helping me;
knowing that I can’t see your face even for just a little bit.
Jul 2017 · 440
Wish for Peace (10W)
Shaxy Jul 2017
Blood of the innocents spilled, can’t we live in peace?
Stop the war, cherish and respect the people around you. Spread love, not hate.
Jul 2017 · 493
Stay away.
Shaxy Jul 2017
Do not hurt me so much, and then be nice to me.
Keep your words, don’t bother about me.
Don’t listen to me. Don’t ask me anything.
My heart is in ruins.
My mind is in a mess.
Just keep on walking, like how you’ve always been doing.
Don’t even, for a second, try to show concern towards me again.
I don’t need it anymore;
'Cause I didn’t get any when I expected it the most.
And if you think you can’t handle all these,
Back off.
Stay away from me.
Jul 2017 · 370
Cheat
Shaxy Jul 2017
Do not expect her to be faithful;
while You cheat.
Jul 2017 · 258
Together.
Shaxy Jul 2017
I am doing this with you. We are going through this together. Never feel like you’re all alone, ever. I got your back.
Jul 2017 · 384
Little Miss Clingy
Shaxy Jul 2017
When I love someone, I give up a lot of my time for him. I give up my time to spend the day out together, even if it’s not a big plan or fancy outing. Even if I'm tired as hell, I still would want to see him, because seeing him and being around him makes me the happiest person. I put in a lot of effort into my relationship. I want to make every moment we spend worthwhile. I talk to him everyday and every single time when he is free, because I want to know how he's doing and I want him to know that I'm always there for him, though not physically. I need him to never forget that he has me by his side all the time. Even when he's busy, I'll (im)patiently wait by my phone for his texts or calls, and when he does, I respond too quickly. I give up a lot of my sleep time so I can spend my time to converse with him over the phone until late, especially on days we could not see each other.

Well, I cannot deny that my actions are pretty clingy. But heck, I don’t know what else to do so I could prove to him that I'm always here for him, and the fact that I love him so much and he has to know that, and remember it every frickin' day. I will never change, unless he wants me to. I will never stop, unless he tells me to. Hence until then, I will continue to be this way. And until then, I really hope he understands.

Though I can never buy him lots of gifts, or spend hugely on him or whatever, like how other girlfriends could do for their men, I know that I can give a lot of love and attention that one desires or craves for. Because I am one who needs love and attention, so I know the best how that feels.
Guess I really need to get this off my chest.
Jun 2017 · 467
Words
Shaxy Jun 2017
It’s sad that
I remembered everything you once told me;
You’ve been hurt,
been lied to, been cheated,
been abused and neglected.

It’s sad that
I remembered everything you once told me;
I came into your life,
made it better, made you happy,
made it meaningful, made you complete.

It’s sad that
I remembered everything you once told me;
You wouldn’t ever break my heart,
wouldn’t lie, wouldn’t cheat,
wouldn’t abuse me, wouldn’t leave.

It’s sad that
I held on to every word you once told me;

You left me in the end.
You left me in the end.
Jun 2017 · 399
Game of Love
Shaxy Jun 2017
Love is a game that two can play
and both win;
That’s what they said.
But these days...
Love is a game that everyone often plays
and tries to cheat at,
because nobody knows
how to win it.
Jun 2017 · 315
Done (10W)
Shaxy Jun 2017
I loved the thought of you, and us.
Not anymore.
Jun 2017 · 340
Price of Worth (10W)
Shaxy Jun 2017
For anything that's worth having;
One must pay the price.
Jun 2017 · 363
Temporary (10W)
Shaxy Jun 2017
You said,
"Pain is only temporary."
But so were you.
Jun 2017 · 8.2k
Lost in Desperation (10W)
Shaxy Jun 2017
In my desperate search for true love;
I lost myself.
This was a huge surprise for me; totally unexpected! Thank you :3
Jun 2017 · 460
The Missing Piece (10W)
Shaxy Jun 2017
Everything that I want, I already have;
All, except You.
Jun 2017 · 387
10W
Shaxy Jun 2017
10W
I saw nothing but you;
You were all there was.
Jun 2017 · 305
Lost (10W)
Shaxy Jun 2017
Not all those who wander are lost; but I am.
Jun 2017 · 512
The Little Details
Shaxy Jun 2017
I notice everything,
All of them.
All of the details of you,
I love every single one of them.
I really want you.

I want to love all of you.
Your smile, your tears, your laughter,
Your flaws, your scars, your tempers;
And I still want you.

“When you share hidden parts of yourself
with someone else,” one said,
“You’re trusting that person to hold the
secret sections of your heart,
and to love the bits you thought
were unlovable.”
Jun 2017 · 474
Already Over You.
Shaxy Jun 2017
Seems like just yesterday,
You begged me for another chance yet you waste it away.

I shouldn’t put my trust in you,
Knowing that you'd never cherish everything that we’ve been through.

How could I be so blind?
Oh you played me;
Like a fool, I had been falling for your lies.

Not gonna be your toy no more
I’m done playing with your games, now I’m walking out that door.

Boy, I don’t need your love no more because it was never once true
And now, I’m already over you.

I’ve had enough this time, I’m walking away.

— The End —