Live now, live hard in passion, live now, as if
all eyes are on you to lead them, live as if forever exists
inside, let no mind be fraile and know fully-well,
death is around the corner, in all it’s conquering
glory, for death is definite. Live now, like if one
has destroyed both desire and anxiety. Live now,
as if you had discovered love. Live now, as if
your soulmate had just broke freely from the
mold of poetry and had demanded it from you.
Live now, as if your own fate is turn into a
burning Muse and in the transition into death,
your reward is be a martyr. For those are who
had lived when they had the chance.

we were lying in my bed - legs tangled together, his head on my chest. it had been a long day but all i felt was warmth in this cold winter night and all i could think about was him. there's this boy, looking up at me, holding me tight to his body. illuminated by the night light, he looks like an angel sent to earth just for me.
and at that moment, i could see a lifetime of this. a lifetime of cuddles after a hard day. a lifetime with him.
and suddenly i wasn't scared anymore.

people like me write
poems and prose
composing
lyrics and stories
about people like you

even though you
don't deserve
to be
put down
in words
and
be remembered
in history

Maybe this is why God made us apart;
Seeking closure in distance.
I have to be alone in order to get to you.
Commanding still to my beating heart,
And as oblivion erases you, you will be brought again.
The cards say we will not part,
But we are two humans in two paths
— you are never my half.
You seek closure in journeys,
I seek closure in remembrance.
You see them in cities and hospitals,
I see you between the poets and foreseekers
— a wanderer you are,
Will always be the opposite of my stagnancy.
And no, I no longer hope in possibilities,
For I know how fate works,
Every finger grasping my spine,
As the tingles rip me all ten;
I long for you, but longing is the language of the hopeless.