I want your Vibe
Whole life

Be a family.

3AM, one night of May 25
Run out of fuel to move around
“Imbalance, impatient”, was I.
Called a Dr, to get some help
Wondered, “what is your problem?”
Umm, “I never know what peace is.”
Fatigue, swelling, loss of memory
Feeling low and much more, all I get.

Achievement of life
Umm, gaining 3 pounds of weight every month
Blood work was out of range,
Homeostasis was not on my side
Felt of lost in transition,
Between Heaven and Hell.

“Dr., am I going to die?”
Tempting to release the constant fear
Stupid arguments that haunt every time.

“Calm down, it’s not too late”,
“Don’t escape from the realms of reality”,
“Let the awareness spread”,
“Fight, support and advocate”,
“Seek a path of peaceful harmony”,
“Let’s make 25th May, bigger”,
He said.

Forever
Got half life

I’m not God to tell
When it expires

If I could predict
The future

I would have never
Believed  in forever.

When you dream
A tree

And find
Him/Her watering
It's love

That simple

Coffee connects
Something meant for
Find a clue...

Look at me
I'm reflecting
You
Beyond words

Give yourself
To me
And let the world witness
Something different

You are welcome
Beyond love
Beyond forever
No one ever dreamt

I wish, you could
Read my mind
Where you belong
What you are to me

Let us define
A new dimension
Of love

Now tell me
Everything
What it’s like
Being loved

Besides blessing

Namaste

Let me
Treat you
Like
A piece of art
Rare

A living art
A moving art
A breathing art
Ageless

Always

Simply
To build the bridge
That connects
You to me

Hold the dream
To see you
To hear you
To tell you

To
Be
With
You

And
Cherish forever
That much

Can you dare to lose peace?
Only question
I have to ask

Nahh !

Then
How can I?

For once I was lost

When I was searching me
I found you
For once I followed my eyes
It led towards you
For once I followed my heart
It led towards you
For once I followed my soul
It led towards you
For once I was lost
No way out
And followed the light
There you were
All the times

The truth of you

When she hold
His heart

She chopped it
Into edible pieces
Pour Jack Daniel
30cc
Lit 2 Cigars
One for her
One for
Her new lover

Those who spend
More time
In silence

Will hear
A voice

It all began, with magic
Let me guide you, home
In case, you forget

Rule was there
Crossing the border
Beyond the wall
Is the illness

And,
All stayed normal
Except
That curious one

Who turned out to be
A gladiator

When I am about to log in
That remind me  

Never did,
I write before
About the human gallery

Here I have
A decent group of people
Who stays skeptic

Let their
Charm prevailed
As an unveiled glory
With the virtue of silence

To me,
Everyone here,
A limited edition
Inside the gravity of wonder

Enjoyed your presence
Always you will be, as
An epitome of decency

If it is real.

Just like
The sensitive heart
Well protected
All around
With the strong ribs cage
Do the same

Do the same
Build the line
Armour with walls
Silence the soul
Stay afar
Stay virtuous

Gypsy impulses
Will collide, most often
The right one
Holds the key
Access naturally
Uninterrupt

Welcome that

निला निलासा गगन, निचेह‘े  हरी चौडीया
सामने घनी बस्ती फाँटमे फ्m,ूल पंछिया
हवाभी महेके समल समलके   जुल्फ  लहेराके
अनाज होे भरि खेतोमे, नही कोइ पेट खाली —२

हाथ होगा कामोमे, नही होगा कोइ खाली
परदेशके अप्ने, लौट आएङगे वापस प्यारि  भूमी
होगा फिर खुस्हाली, गाउँमे लौटेगा दिवाली
न रहेगा सिमाए,  न होगा धर्तीके  लकिरँे —२

भाइ भाइ कहेङगे सब , नही कोइ अनोखी आस्थाए
न कहेगा काइ मेरा, न बने कोइ पराया
दर्द तो होगा ही घाँउमे, मगर लगादे मलहम सभी
आसु जब किसिके टप्के दिल रहे सबकी हैरानी —२

अनाज हो भरि खेतोमे नही कोइ पेट खाली
न रहेगा कोइ मेरा न बने कोइ पराया
दर्द तो होगा ही घाउमे, मगर लगादे मलहम सभी —२

If I tell you

With a touch of love
Poets/Poetesses are born
Paradox
Being untouched
Greater poets/poetesses evolve

They are not the poets/poetesses
Just because
They craft rhythmic verses
They are poets because
They glorify, the pain
They admire every little details
They worship, the sublime vibes
They are poets because
They reveal, the truth
They hide, what most

Whatever they serve
It comes straight
From their heart
Raw
Tuning the souls
Giving meaning to life

Hold on
For all the good reasons
They defy gravity
Romanticizing you
All with comfort

No other way, they do it best

तेरा चेहरा खोया खोयासा देखा
सिर्पm एकवार मेरीे तरफ पाउ बढाकर देखो
दिलकी सपनोसे  भरेहँे रौनक तेरी आखोमे ——२
आइना नही अभी आखोमे मेरी देखो
जो कभी संझा नसकाथा तुझको मे माही
आज तुम पहेचान लोगी वही मन्जिल

तेरा खामोसी  अभी कमहे लोगोसेँ  मेरे माही
सिर्फ  एकवार  झुपडीमे नजर फिराकर देखो
दिलकी दर्दसे भरे हेँ आसु तेरी आखोमे
आइना नही अभी आखोमे मेरी देखो
जो कभी संझा नसकाथा तुझको मे माही
आज तुम पहेचान लोगी वही मन्जिल

तेरा चेहेरा उझला उझलासा देखा ——२
सिर्फ एकवार मेरी खातीर गीत गाकर देखो
छुपाइ खुबसुरती भरेहेँ रंग तेरी चेहेरोमे ——२
आइना नही अभी आखोमे मेरी देखो
जो कभी संझा नसकाथा तुझको मे माही
आज तुम पहेचानलोगी वही मन्जिल

तेरा शहेर आज सोया सोया देखा ——२
सिर्फ एकवार बाहर घरसे निकलकर देखो      
झुमेगी दुनीया फिर कङगन पायलकी धुनमे ——२
आइना नही अभी आखोमे मेरी देखो
जो कभी संझा नसकाथा तुझको मे माही
आज तुम पहेचानलोगी वही मन्जिल

Beep ..beep…beep
Ceiling closed by
Foot rested above my head
Arms cuffed, multiple Punctures
Half vein, half wire
Half Survive, half dead
Attachment with Machines

Beep.. beep.. beep
Screen displays, I still survive
Hope of Humanity from Machines
Health status, undergone Inertia
Sometime, time wins the race
Sometime, time follows my pace
Accelerated Life, Arrhythmia of thought
The last Stop

He/She lives in
Her/his thought
And
Whispers
His/Her pledges

Meet me
In the dreams

May be
This is how
The world witnessed
The poetry

Every day
I listen
I reply

Every night
I enjoy
Moon light

And my diary
Continues
For a same reason

Now, tell me
Yours
If something
Different

Trust me
When you are with me
God will extend
Our expiry date
1 day
At a time

Let him understand
How far can
How close be
Our magic
Spray fragrance
Of endless love

God too got
Unfiltered soul
He may weight
Life Vs. Death

Being honest
He will decide
Reason to let live

Once again

May be
It's the spirit
The compelling eyes
The life like smile
The familiar vibes
Honest affection
Authentic raw
And
So much more

Wishful
Lifetime
Endeavor

You are my favored
Hallucination
I don’t want to get rid of

Nothing compares to you
Close to thought
The One, my saviour

Welcome to midnight
Moon is forever sublime

Measure a depth of night.

Corruptive egos
Unleash the beast
Cultural grave
Stagnate silence
Empty promises

Amusing paradox

Sacred stones
Religious plague
Searching peace
Martyr pays
Keeping faith

Who says
[I'm bla bla bla]
[I did bla bla bla]
[I have bla bla bla]
To whom it may concern

Does I'm/I did/I have make you a human?
Are you kind?
Did you learn kindness?
Do you shared your heart?
Do you feel what I feel?

Truth be told
I have nothing to do
With all your
Bla bla bla
That defines you

By default
I don't belong
There

Sometime
I disqualify myself

To get qualified as the CEO
Of self

I assume, you understand
Thank you

ऊ सुनमा पीतल मिसाउछ

मलाई टुलुटुलु हेर्न निर्देशन गर्छ
साउन ६ को अखवार

No doubt

You are lucky
Indeed you are

She will care you being a healer
And beautify you being a poetess

And the most interesting
You are searching two individuals

And here,
She holds, the both

Surely, she will make you live
Till eternity

Trust me

Finding the answer
Is important
But understanding
The question
Is even more
Important

Any one
Who can show
Something in you
You have
Never seen before
Is important
Keep them closer

Every person I meet
They got

Either
Questioning eyes
or
Answering soul

And
Some in between

सोइ नही हे आँख क्यू तेरी
आँसु गिर रहा हे , क्या कही —२

व तेरा य मेरा फिरसे कौन कहेगा
मीट्टीको कैसे, कहाँ कोइ इन्सान छोडेगा
व पहेली बक्तपे, किसने क्या ले आएँ
मीट्टीही  एक थी जो ए सोच  रहीथी —२
व पीछली बक्तपे किसने सँग क्या ले गएँ
मीट्टीही एक थी जो ए देख रहीथी

सोइ नही  हे आँख क्यू तेरी
आँसु गिर रहा हे क्याँ कही
फूलका वासमे भमरे क्यू डूले
रोसनी वाद ही चाँद फिर क्यू डुले
दर्दसेही आखोँमे आँसुव क्यू  गीरे

सोइ नहीहे आँख क्यू तेरी    
आँसु गिर रहा हे, क्याँ कही
फूलका  वासमे भमरे क्यू भूले
रोशनी बादही चाँद फिर क्यू  डुले
दर्दसेही  आँखमे आँसुव क्यू गिरे

सोइ नही हे आँख क्यू तेरी
आँसु गिर रहा हे क्याँ कही
व तेरा ए मेरा फिरसे कौन कहेगा
लहुके , रंगमे होली फिरसे कौन खेलेगा
दर्देदिल देखकर लोग फिर  क्यू  हसँे

सोइ नही हे आँख क्यू तेरी
सोइ नही हे आँख क्यू तेरी
आँसु गिर  रहा  हे, क्या कही—२

मैले सुसेलेको

धुन मिलेनकि?
संगीत तिमीले बुझेनै?

Diary filled with,
Test strips
Carb counts
Calorie graphs
Old reports
Appointments
Hotlines
Expenses of a bills
This can be life, all about.

A contempt face,
With a sweetened blood
Scrolling a display to dial
Curiosity of hypo and hyper,
A big nightmare
Obesity in gene
Sedentary chills,
Sympathetic rush,
Diabetes, by default.
Defective B-cell
OHA on trial
Complications close by,
A vial of longevity, stand by
1/2/3/4/5, shots a day
Seems everything is ok
Elemental peace
Though, to be precise,
With a sugary comfort, future is diabetic.

At least
You know by now
Why I look
Into your eyes

That very moment
I wish that light
Was meant for me
You exist
I exist
You with me, and
Me with you
Here we are
On the way

Too weird to say
What is about to happen
The bond that
Defines us

And that's
How it began
And I vow, it will
Never end

Like, no rivers
I'm an ocean
I stay calm
And deep
Till the phases of the Moon
Change the mood
Yet
Still I'm an ocean
With some tidal waves
Till it settles
Back to normal

Still
Ocean, I am
Ocean, I remain

All days are not shiny

Sometimes
We encounter
Time Vampire

Sometimes
Energy Vampire

On the worst day
The both

Mirage hope
Tears of sincerity
Kiss of death

One doesn't always agree
But those who trust
A common ground
Not known to all
That bonds
Somewhere

With that gentle waves
Feeling truly free
One may lay bare soul
To keep you warm
Search a reason
To believe
Some magic
Merged with truth
To find a way

That way is love

I wish, I could time travel to 40s.
  When,
Imagination used to be colourful
Songs, filled with presence
Ponds, serene deep
And,
The sky, clear blue.

I wish, I could time travel to 40s.
To witness, How,
The Humans were made Guinea pigs
WHO started to crawl
Penicillin promised its magic.

I wish, I could time travel to 40s.
When,
Mustache use to rule this world
Charlie was my smile Icon
****** has nonsense to tell
And,
Albert was lamenting.

I wish back, days of 1940s.
When,
Trust has everything to do.

Based on all evidences and witness
And revised act of 2018
This Court
Acknowledges your big day
and wants to,
wish you happy B’day

“Stay blessed
Stay free”
The Jury said.

10 to 5, Job
Of a prediction game
Investment,
Always a half way to goal
Uncertain market
Let’s bet over Green and Red
A thin balance,
Tracking ups and downs
With a colour change,
Every complexion turns, dull or bright
A calculated ****** expression
Almost ready to express
With some losses, some gains.

Rumors airs,
A political unrest,
Sign of regressing opaque sense
Digital formulas,
Almost rests in vain
There is,
Tug of war, between
Supply and demand
A growling Bears Vs.
A grunting Bulls.

Poetry to me is being naked

No shades
No regret
No shy

Thank you