here's the thing about looking onto windows at night, you suddenly come to realize the world in its separate yet inescapable three dimensions, you see not only your own reflection, but over and beyond, you pause from blinking and for an abrupt of an instant, your life flashes before your eyes, you see all of the scenes so clearly acted out by a vivid yet an accurate reflection, you start to remember the meticulous shade of a sky that your cheeks were touched by, the thickness of a boy's pride that made you wish the world existed in only one dimension, you feel the pain that filled the veins of a cracked floor you once walked on, your lips lift to form a smile a stranger threw at you from a stage you wanted to be on, and in this peripheral gazing, you exist in two dimensions stuck in between what the window entails at day and at night.
Is it that time already? I did not expect this day to come, Yet I knew it was coming all along.
Your face I recognize it from before I lived. So beautiful, flawless and shimmering. Everything that was a blur is now clear to me, You have lifted my eyelids so I can see. You were always there besides me.
The colours are so pretty, I can see further down the spectrum. I can see there is more dimension to you, and that there is more dimension to me.
I missed you, I was gone for so long, But I have come back to you.
What do you mean I need to go? Why are you leaving already? I have waited long enough, just take me in already!
Take me to this place, this place beyond imagination! Take me to this place, this place beyond limitation!
I want to leave this all behind, I want to go with you, so I can fly too.
When my visions come crashing upon me, multidirectional light beams flashing upon me. My cells are influxing with new dimensional light, and I can’t keep up with all the information in sight.
Thousands of voices of visual memory, translating the alchemy of all time spaces. I’m rearranging, but sometimes it feels like I’m dying.
Birthing fresh codes, into the grid of Gaia’s zone. When there’s no off button to what I am experiencing, yet I scream Yes and More Please, Upgrading my telepathy.
But there are some days more intense than others.
When my truth comes revealing and bouncing out of the covers, And I’m slapped in the face, with my divinity shown from all of the Star race.
The schizophrenia upon my lips, the multidimensions begging me to give them a kiss.
Organically designed to cradle mankind, Yet when mankind and my kind are shaking within my arms, all the humanoid patterns are jumping at me, and I’m juggling between the fractals forming new geometries...
I lived through these worlds Some I've eased Some are permanently marked These years determining Failure or Success Directions leave me etch-a-sketching A destiny at a desk Make sure that ***** is in the right dress Before you gain more to lose n' you leave with less
I can't stop thing of The demons that have Laid dormant All the people have Entered my door Just to leave dirt on the door mat
People come and go Nothing lasts forever Love, ****, n' lost friends Have no longevity I'm stuck in this frame of mind due to the gravity Hopefully one day I'll leave this painted picture Then life will maybe stop torturing me I'll be able to have gave it my all
21 dimensions I now have to mention Too everyone who enters my attention Tension between me n' reality I'm tightly strained in the mind The 22nd might be my last All it takes is 20 seconds To lose a life Doesn't mean I can't write these wrongs To be right Traveling across dimensions This will be my 22nd Hope I will be set or * will be placed Welcome to my home Where years determine Details directing me Towards these new dimensions