I’m stuck in a loop day in and day out A cycle that never ends A cycle I can not break No matter how hard I try to escape It is a leach holding onto my time Draining me of my mentality I can’t control it no matter how hard I try Luring me sweets and all kinds of treats for my brain to devour It leads me to different locations I for it so it keeps me happy I used to be able to say goodbye whenever I wanted But now I am chained Being held underwater Floating up for a second for a gasp of air Then being held down As the waves wash over me It promises more fun
I know what to I know what is right The choice is easy So why don’t I choose it Again and again It does things that I hate It does things that others hate Even though it makes me sad Even though it hurts me Breaking down trust and friendships Everyday another rule is being added on I don’t want help It doesn't matter what other people say Even if I know they are right I know I need to leave But I am trapped Inside my own brain It has a name But I don’t like it For some reason I still follow it Procrastination
yes, breathing filth hurts we've known it far too well for comfort ; clogged hearts
this is not opposites attract but polar sames — you scrub your hands for the sixty seventh time this week and i scrub your footprints off the bedroom floor with ritual sanctimony — the house reeks of turpentine but it's the smell of c l e a n
yes, it goes just like this the repeating loop of a washing machine ; mirror stains
Image is everything and lies are addictive, white lies become **** truths in a malevolent world. ~ You will bind the best people available; you'll enter thier clique in order to further enhance your image and validate your own false reality; once your host is unable to enhance your facade they will be discarded and you will move on to the best people available to you; in order to further enhance your image and validate your false reality., once they are unable to enhance your facade, they will be discarded and you will move on to the best people available to you; in order to further enhance your image and validate your false reality. This cycle is destined to go on and on and on throughout your entire life-cycle. "What a state of being!" Climbing will always have it's downfalls !
Something about this world is clockwork. Just watch people live, see the Earth hurt. By-standing the impending pain to come. It's easier hushing the screaming some. Some say yes when they mean no. A game of tag against a ghost. Sometimes we wake back into dreams. Know that nothing's what it may seem. Leaving is coming, as nothing is something. When eating is starving, the silence is fussing. A tragedy's living in a paradox, Where does time even go when there isn't a clock?
I hope this isn't super confusing. Interpret it how you will.