Don't Do It Bro ... Don't Do it ... !!!  
  
... " NOooooooo' " ... !!!!!!!!!
  
A Sentiment Sent ...  
Because I've Lost A Friend ...  
In The WORST Kind of Way ... !!!  
Leaving MANY Dismayed ... !!!!!  
    
Like His THREE Children ... !!!  
Who Now ... Have To Accept ...  
That They'll NEVER Have Their Father ...  
Say A Word To Them AGAIN ... !!!!!  
    
When I Say He Was A  ... " Friend " ...  
It Wasn't Like We Spent ...  
Much Time Speaking Our Minds ...  
About Things ... In Our Lives ...  
    
I Knew This Man From School ...  
And Clubs That We'd Go To ...  
    
He Was Quiet Smart & Cool ...  
But Was Never One To Run His Mouth ...  
Or Act Up Like A FOOL ... !!!  
    
These Words I Write Come From Those Times ...  
When We Were Young And groWING UP ...  
    
To Me He Seemed Set To Achieve ...  
A Life of PEACE And Being ... " HAPPY " ... !!!  
    
So Now I'm SHOCKED ...  
SADDENED And ROCKED ...  
Because He's ..... " GONE " ............  
    
I'm So Confused Why Would He Choose .... ?  
To Take His Life ... Because of STRIFE ... ?  
    
It's Clear He Was Going ...  
Through A REALLY BAD TIME ... !!!!!
    
NOBODY Clearly Knowing ....  
What Was Running Through His Mind ... ???  
    
You See ... SUICIDE ...  
Is The .... ULTIMATE Crime ... !!!  
    
God Gave Us Life For Us To THRIVE ... !!!  
NOT TO FIGHT And CRITICIZE ... !!!
  
To The Point Where A Guy ...  
Will Take .... " THAT RIDE " .... !!!  
Because He's Ready To Die ... !!!  
    
"Don't Do It Man Don't Do It !  
I'm BEGGING You Man Don't Do It !"  
    
"DON'T DO WHAT !  
YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT'S WHAT !"  
    
"That's True So PLEASE Explain It Dude !"  
    
"WHY THE **** SHOULD I TELL YOU !"  
    
"Please Bro Please, Communicate With Me !"  
    
"OH YOU REALLY WANNA KNOW !  
WELL LET ME TELL YOU THIS BRO !  
MY WIFE'S A ***** I CAN'T SEE MY KIDS !  
MONEY'S TIGHT I CAN'T GET THINGS RIGHT !  
I'mma TAKE MY LIFE ON SATURDAY NIGHT !"  
    
"Don't do it my brother !  
Talk to your babies mother !  
If you need some cash,
We can fix that man !"  
    
"MAN YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND  
IT'S MUCH MORE THAN THAT !"
    
"Like What Bro WHAT ?"  
    
"BRO I'VE BEEN THROWN OUT,
OF MY OWN ******* HOME !"
    
"Calm Down Now Bro Please Just Calm Down !"  
    
"I'mma DO IT RIGHT NOW,
I DON'T WANNA CALM DOWN !"  
    
"But Bro You Know Life Has It's Lows !  
OVERSTAND' This **** !  
This Ain't The Time To Quit !  
I'm Begging You PLEASE BRAH DON'T DO IT !"
    
You Know ......  
I Never Got The Chance To Do That Dance ...  
And Try To Calm His ACHING Heart ... !!!  
Because Like Lovers Under Covers ...  
    
He Kept His Pain ... " Well Covered " ...  
To The Point Where I Feel ... "Smothered" ...  
With Grief Just Like His ... " Mother " ... !!!  
    
Who's Now Become Yet ANOTHER One ...  
Who Has To BURY ... Her Own Son ... !?!  
    
What's Going On ... What's Going On ... !?!  
    
What Makes Someone Become So Numb ...  
That Life Becomes So ... OVERDONE ... !?!  
    
SPURNED And BURNED With NOWHERE To Turn ... !!!  
    
I've Been There YES ... !!!  
So Do CONFESS To Wishing For A SPEEDY End ... !!!!!  
    
But Somehow Found SUPPORTIVE Grounds ...  
On Which My Faith Has Me Writing Today ...  
On This Here Page About My Brothas' PAIN ... !!!  
    
An Acquaintance In Truth But A Brotha' To Me ...  
Because His Presence Was A BLESSING ...  
WHENEVER ... We Would Meet ... !!!  
    
This Piece Is For HIM ... !!!  
So Mike ... Rest In Peace ... !!!
    
But It's Also For Those ...  
Who Feel As If They're ... BROKE ... !!!  
MOROSE And In ... " THAT ZONE " ... !!!  
Where They DON'T KNOW Where To Go ... ?!?    
    
PICK UP Your Telephone And Call Your CLOSEST BRO ... !!!    
Or Call Your CLOSEST GIRL And Tell Them How You're Feeling ...
About Your Ailing World So That You Can Start ... HEALING ... !!!
    
LIFE Has So Much Meaning ... !!!  
So ... DON'T Sit There Concealing ... !!!  
    
A Problem Aired Is A Problem SHARED ... !!!!!  
And A Problem SHARED Means Someone CARES ... !!!!!!  
  
I Wish For My Friend I Could of BEEN THERE ...  
To Keep His Thoughts MORE FLUID ... !!!!!!!  
    
And Say To Him ...  
Like I'm Saying To You ...  
    
"DON'T DO IT MAN PLEASE !"  
  
"DON'T DO IT ! "

What You CHOOSE Can ... DAMAGE You ... !!!!!
So Choose WISELY And Make SMART Moves ... !!!

Before You Find Yourself In A BIND ...
That Leaves You TRAPPED With NO Backpack ... !!!

NO Rewind And NO ... WAY BACK ...............................................

Coc' or Crack ... Can Lead To THAT ... !!!
So Choose What's WISE And STAY On Track ... !!!

Choices You Make Can ... " Seal Your Fate " ...
Or Lead To PAIN That Leaves You DRAINED ... !!!!

It's All A Game of Give And Take ...
Life Has STAKES Dracula CAN'T BREAK ... !!!!!

What You Choose Can Supply A Life of HIGHS ... !!!

And Can KEEP You Schooled ....
In AVOIDING .................................... BAD Guys ... !!!
And Feminine Thighs You Should NOT ... " EXORCISE " ...
Because They're WILD And Open WIDE To ANY Old Guy ... !!!

Who Has ... " Designs " ...
On What Resides Where G-Strings Lie ... !!!

So DON'T Be Surprised ...
If A Demons Inside Her Body And Mind ... !!!

See POSSESSION's What I'm STRESSING ...
When I Say ... DON'T EXORCISE ... !!!!

Possession of An ILLNESS May Reside Between Her Thighs ...
The Type That Lead To SICKNESS ...

You See The Stakes are HIGH ... !!!

Now That's If She's NOT Pregnant ...
See That's A ... DIFFERENT Ride ... !!!
The Penalties Are FLAGRANT And WILL Affect Your Child ...

If She Gives You A Ride On ... " OPENING Night " ...
TAKE The Advice ... Refs' Give At FIGHTS ... !!!

"PROTECT Yourself Boys, YES at, ALL TIMES !"

Before Hindsight Leaves You Resigned ...
To Saying To Yourself ... "How STUPID Was I ?"

NOW NOT All Choices ...
Lead To Noises ... That Are VOLATILE ...

But THINK About Your Life ...
BEFORE You Have A Child ...
And Make Your Choices CAREFULLY ...
BEFORE You Choose A Wife ... !!!

Now Ladies WAIT And KEEP Your Cool ... !!!
Of Course THESE Rules Affect You TOO ... !!!

CHOOSE Your Man And Make Your Plans ...
But When You Choose ... ENSURE You Use ...
Your Instincts ... And Your BRAIN ... !!!!!

DON'T Just Enlist ...
ANY ... " Tom or **** " ... !!!

Who KNOWS Just What To Say ...
To MAKE SURE He Gets ... LAID ... !!!

TALK Is CHEAP But ACTIONS SPEAK ... !!!

So Choose A Guy Who CAN Supply ...
MORE Than Just A ... ****** High ... !!!

EVERY Guy WILL TRY To Supply A GOOD TIME ...
But Girls You KNOW How The Story Goes ...

If He's Got GREAT LINES ...
DON'T Be SURPRISED When It's Time To UNZIP ...
If You CAN'T FIND ANYTHING ... For Your Lips ... !!!
EXCEPT To USE Them ... For A QUIP ... !!!!!

Choices Of Course DO NOT ... " Ensure " ...
A Pathway To What's GOOD And PURE ... !!!

But TRUST In THIS ...

Some HELP To Find A Path Through Life ...
That Helps You LIVE ... Suitably Equipped ...
To Deal With Things That Make Some ... QUIT ... !!!

When Life Gets ROUGH And They've Had ENOUGH ... !!!

BAD Choices You Make Aren't ALL Mistakes ...
But SOME Like REALITY ... Bite Like SNAKES ... !!!!!

It's NOT ALL Bad ... It's NOT ALL Good ... !!!
But What You CHOOSE CAN HELP You Move ...
Towards A Place Where You Feel ... GREAT ... !!!

OR ... You Feel SAD ... !!!

If You Want Proof It's Down To YOU ...
To Choose What's RIGHT And ... UPLIFTS YOU ... !!!

Or ... Choose To CONSUME ...
What Fuels DARK MOODS ... !!!

Choose What You NEED NOT What You WANT ... !!!
That's MY Belief And It KEEPS Me STRONG ... !!!

If That's NOT Right I DON'T Wanna Be WRONG ... !!!!!!

Time WILL Tell If My Choices Will SELL ...
My Soul To The DEVIL And I'll Settle In ... " HELL " ... !!!

So For Now I'll Be ... " SHREWD " ...
Take My Time And Make Moves ...
When My Mind State's ... " Cool " ...
Rather Than Be A FOOL Who's NOT Been Schooled ...

In The COMPLEX Art of ...

How To ........

....... " CHOOSE " .......

Less time to self.
We may be in a company where nonsense is entertained, nonsense is validated.
Let there be time when one could say I don't live my life to please others and I know me better that someone close to me, but this doesn't mean to be self obsessed as we are an independent vessels yet we are intertwined with others responsibly.
Invest more time with self so that one could know oneself better. Here we may meet people who know other more than they know themself. Once you identify who you are, you begin to separate yourself from the crowd, not concerned what other's opinion is, and will begin to see your authenticity being thankful that you are not alike. You will be comfortable and will keep moving forward.

While we were making the past ,
the future has deteriorated.
When we think to mend the present
life has moved .
Perhaps whenever we are wherever ,
we are there itself .
Why think of a better future ,
when the past mends itself .
Tonight we have a moment ,
depends if we think of the night ,
where we'll sleep , or
of the morning's ring .
We'll still be in the night , till the morning's rise .
We are in the moment forever ,
there is not an option to live in the Past , or ,
In the Future .
- Adaa Sayed

Peace .... WON'T COME ....  
Without ... EQUALITY ... !!!!  

YES ... You and Me ... !!!  

Peace Comes From BALANCE ...  
Look At Scales And See ... !!!  
  
NOT ... Electric Scales ...  
Don't Be A DUMMY ... !!!!!!!!  
  
Tip Some ... " OLD Scales " ... !!!  
And You Will See ...  
  
Peace Gets ... DESTROYED ...  
When You ... RoCk EQuAlitY ... !!!!!  
  
Peace CAN'T COME ...  
With ... SO MUCH War ... !?!  
  
But ...  
  
A Piece Comes Easy ... !!!  
If She's A ... " ***** " ... !!!  
  
HEED My Words Fellas ...  
KNOW The Score ... !!!!  
  
If You Listen To ... " Dylan " ...  
Shall We Knock On ... " Heavens' Door " ... ???  
  
And See Which Kind of ... VILLAIN ...  
Is There ... Despite of KILLING ... !?!?!
  
So People ...  
Are You WILLING ... ???  
To LOVE In Search of ... " Peace " ... ???  
  
Cos' Love Is What We're ................................. Missing ..........  
  
Hear My ... Poetic Speech ...  
  
Cos' We NOW ... NEED To Reach ... !!!  
For ... MORE THAN Just A Beach ... !!!  
  
Kids ARE NOW ... The VIOLENT ... ?!?  
With Few Now ... Fit To Teach ... !!!  
  
Teach Them of ...  
THE WRONG They Do ...  
  
Keeping Streets From ...................................... Peace ...........  
  
So ...
What's The Cause ...
of Kids ... New Flaws ... ???  
  
Hold Up ... P.E. ... !!!!!  
  
Let's Take A ........................ Pause.  
  
I'm NOT ... James Dean ... !!!  
  
I HAVE A Cause ... !!!  

With Words That Make ...  
Some Give .... APPLAUSE ... !!!  
  
I'm A... LOVER of Rap ...  
HIP HOP In Fact ... !!!!!!!  
Cos' Rappers Now .....  

Have Gone ....................................................  
                                                                          OFF TRACK ......... ?!!!?  
  
Gun Clap THIS ... !!!  
Gun Clap THAT ... !!!  
  
HATRED of ...  
Their ... " Fellow Black " ... ?!?  
  
Just So They ...  
Can ... Hear It back ... ???  
  
Some Rappers CLEARLY ...  
DO TAKE .... Crack .... !!!!!  
  
TODAY ...  
I Heard This ... On A Track ...  
  
"I Never went to high school !  
I just went to my high school HIGH !"
  
See ... That's The Stuff ...  
That Makes Me ... CRY ... !!!  
  
Some Kids Get ... HIGH ...  
While Parents ... CRY ... !!!!!!!!!  
  
Cos' Their Child Got ... "Caught" ...  
By The ... " Superfly Guy " ... !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  
  
Who Came With ... DRUGS ...  
FEEDING ... Chemical Highs ... !!!  
  
He Just ............ Supplies ......  
While Children ... DIE ... !!!!!!!  
  
Doesn't That Bring ...  
Tears To ... Your Eyes ... ???  
  
So ...
What About The Downs " ... ?  
On Streets ... These Days ...  
  
Kids Now WEAR FROWNS ... !!!  
  
Next Thing Comes ...  
THOSE ... Gun Type Sounds ... !!!!!  
  
While Rappers KEEP ON ... " Talking " ...  
of The Men That They ... GUN DOWN ... !!!!!!  
  
YES ... Some Rappers ...  
Have .... Tight Flow ....  

But ...
Take The Words In ... " SLOW " ........................................  
  
Then It DAWNS ...  
Like ... Morning Snow ... !!!  
Why  Our Kids Are ....  
  
SO ... Gung' ** ... !!!!!  
  
So ...  
What's The Link ... ???  
  
Well People ... THINK ... !!!  
  
Peace Is Resting ....  
On The ........................ Brink ...  
While Violence ... CLEARLY ...  
NEEDS TO ... "shrink" ... !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  
  
Peace is ... GOOD ...  
War is ... BAD ...  
  
Needless Death ...  
Just Makes Me ... " Sad " ...  
  
Peace With ... " Bombs " ...  
Goes With ... " Sad Songs " ... !!!  
  
But People ... PLEASE ...  
DON'T Get Me ... Wrong ... !!!  
  
Peace and War ...  
Love and Hate ...  
  
Some Say These Things ...  
ALWAYS ...... " Equate " ......... ???  
  
So ... Why Do I Feel ...  
Like It's ... TOO LATE ... ?!?  
  
For Words of ... " Peace " ...  
To ... Change Our Fate ... ?!?  
  
Just ... Look Around You ...  
Do You Feel ... " Cool " ... ???  
With Those Who Stand ...  
Right NEXT TO ... You ... ?!?  
  
Or ...  Are You Feeling ...  
HATRED .... Too .... ?  
  
Respect Is ... EARNED ... !!!  
But It's ... STILL Due ... !!!  
  
Don't Be A FOOL ... !!!  
Just Be ... YOU ...  
  
Let LOVE SHINE Through ... !!!  
So ... Peace and Love ...  
Comes Back To ... YOU ... !!!  
  
In These ... " Scribes " ...  
Are ... POSITIVE Vibes ...  
To Keep This ...  
Human Race ... ALIVE ... !!!  
  
Time Is Moving .................................................................­.  
Do ... What's RIGHT ....  
CHERISH ... " Your Own " ...  
  
AND ... OTHER Lives ... !!!  
  
This May Help Us ...  
ALL ... Survive ...  
These ... MANIC Streets ...  
Where Violence ... "Creeps..."  
  
Things RIGHT NOW ...  
Are Looking ................................................. Bleak ....... !!!!!  
  
But THIS Piece of Poetry's ...  
Just Suggesting ... UNITY ...  
  
So People ... PLEASE ...  
Hear Out My ... Pleas ... !!!  
  
I'm NOT ...  
TRYING To PREACH ... !!!  
  
Or ...  
Trying To ... Teach ...  
  
We ALL NEED ... " Humanity " ...  
  
So We Can See .....  
Our ... One Race Free ...  
To ... LOVE Each Other ...  
and LIVE ... In ...  
  
..... " Peace " .....

Girls These Days ...
Are So ... Confused ... ???
  
They Seem To Be ...
In ... " Alices' Shoes " ... !?!
  
YES ... " Wonderland " ... ?!?
  
Well ....
I'll Be ... ****** ... !!!
Before I Fall .........................................
  
Into The Hands ...
of A Girl Whose Life's A ...  
  
........ " Sham" .......
  
Saying ... One Thing ...
But Doing ... Another ... ?!?

RUSHING Home ...
To Watch ... "Big Brother" ... !!!!!
  
Girls Like THESE ... !!!
Should NOT BE ... Mothers ... !!!

Because Their Child ...
Will Surely ... SUFFER ... !!!!!
  
Suffer FROM .............................
Her ... " Confusion " ... ?!?
  
Come On Girls ...
I'm ... NOT The One ... !!!!!
  
Mess With Me ...
And You'll Be ...  

... " STUNNED " ... !!!!!
  
NOT With ... Violence ...  
Or A .... " Gun " .... !!! ....
  
But With ... "THIS" ...  

Simple ... " Wisdom " ...
  
WAKEY WAKEY ... !!!
  
"Rise and shine" ...
Face The World ...
and Do What's Right ... !!!
  
DON'T Get ... "Trapped" ...  
In ..... "Your Mirage" ..... !!!!

Or ... A World ....
of ... " Tarot Cards " ...
  
See Yourself ...
For Who ... YOU ARE ... !!!
  
Don't Do Things ...
That You'll ... REGRET ... !!!
Like ... JUMPING IN ...
A ... STRANGERS Bed ... !!!!!

Make ... A STAND ...
And ... STICK TO IT ... !!!!!
  
Instead of S P R E A D I N G ...
THOSE ... WET LIPS ... !!!!!
  
DON'T ... Get VEX ... !!!
or ... Get UPSET ....
Because ... " CONFUSION " ...
RULED .... Your Head .... !?!
  
"Yeah, but you,
were making moves !!!"
  
"So were you, which goes to prove,
you were wanting me to woo !
Come on now, did I force you,
to come and sleep, in my bedroom ?"
  
"No, but now I feel abused !
We moved to fast !
I've thought it through,
and don't think that,
I'm right for you !!!"
  
"Okay, that's cool,
but, let me prove
something to you,
we kissed and stuff,
and then we hugged,
but, when I said,
we should get up
you put me in,
a tight armlock ?
Now you're saying,
you wanted to TALK ?!?
It seems you have
some things to sort
inside your mind.
Take that walk
I'll give you time,
but, don't complain
if I refrain, from letting you,
confuse my brain !
Figure out, what it is you need,
then come back, and talk to me.
Otherwise, let's both be free,
to be with, who we want to be !
But, don't be playing, games with me
My name's Big Virge, not Monopoly !"
Life to me, is not a dream
Talk is cheap, but, actions speak.
So, stop your talk, and walk the walk !"
Don't kiss me, on our first date !
and change your mind, the very next day ?"
Come on now,  give me a break !
Such confusion, breeds delusion,
and a premature conclusion !"
  
"I don't know you !!!
You don't know me !!!
You may be right ?
but let's wait and see.
Let's take some time,
the date went fine !
It's not my fault,
you crossed the line !
What can I say ?
I'm a **** guy !
Who'll give you lows,
as well as HIGHS !  
Every couple,
has their troubles !
and sometimes, yes,
fall down and stumble,
but, getting up,
is part of the fun,
and helps reduce,
our confusion"
  
"Opposites attract,
like, white and black
I suggest, you remember that !"
  
"But, firstly you,
must face the facts,
about the things,
you sometimes do,
Then I can, make love to you !"
  
Those Are Words ...
On Which To ... CHEW ...
  
Take Some Time ...
And ... Think It Through ...  
And Then ...  You Won't Be ...
  
So ....
  
...  " Confused " ... ?!?