we just met, i tell you who i am. i say it wrong, it always happens.
who am i though? we'll find out together. it doesn't really matter who i am. it does but it doesn't.
i'm this, im that, i'm everything. i'm nobody, but i could be anybody. i'm never satisfied with myself, i'm always changing who i am. but i'm still the same somehow. i used to be a better poet.
i'm weird i'm normal i'm mean im nice im smart im dumb i'm crazy and i'm totally completely sane. i'm a good person unless you get too philosophical.
and i like you. and you like me. i think.
i'm literally just pixels....
but i'm real. as real as real can be. so real i had to get up and use the restroom. (that's what my grandma would call it if i knew her) and i listen to music on soundcloud. sometimes. i'm not sure why i wrote that.
we should just be animals honestly. animals don't have to worry about dumb things like identity. "intelligence" is just another word for stupidity.
well i'll be tired tomorrow like i usually am. it's 3am
youre here but youre not im not lonely but im alone this is the best i can get i can see your smile, your eyes your beautiful appearance but its still not enough i want you here in my arms the country borders that separate us this facetime call its not close enough
i wish i could meet up with you in real life but we live on opposite sides of the globe
its cold outside and i can't sleep because of you keep me addicted to my phone, lonely but not alone its 2am for me, because of these **** timezones letters against a bright screen, squint my eyes against the light my eyes are burning, i think im slowly going blind hopeful messages promising to one day meet up slip that engagement ring onto your finger, a binding promise to find you, see you, kiss you, hold you in my arms, in person
not knowing if the other is perfect
~risking ruining your perception of me
because here behind my screen you think i'm everything
~but im bound to disappoint you like i always do
i want to marry someone ive never met
~is this something i'm going to regret?
i started dating this boy online ive never met irl and idk how this is going to work out but i want this to last... is this an impossible fantasy or no?
i didn't realize you didn't care. i tried so hard to be there for you, but you blew me off like birthday candles. my favorite smell; next to pine trees, on a cold december morning, where i find myself missing you, again. it just turns out, that all the pretty words you said to me were lies and thats alright because ill just find myself lying in someone else's bed tonight.
"It was as if the universes stood still... as if time created time within... Moments... built with nothing but... Love... I felt your soul through it all Till this moment my moments are just continuing... as if my soul my mind my spirit was a record and it was kept on loop I'm still reliving the most precious 6 hrs of my life... Anastasia... I'm falling" - F
Anastasia... I'm falling. Yeah I am falling too... for all of the ******* tenacities, stories, and everything I ever wished to be true Falling for the "love at first sight" or with us it was "love at first type" but this world isn't a Disney movie no not "all your dreams will come true"
"Dancing bears, painted wings, things I almost remember" Stuck up hairs, shattering things, fears that have me dismembered
I've been staring at the word "online" under your contact name for the past hour its staring back at me I'm desperately waiting for a reply (nothing) i let jealousy take me over because I know you're texting her instead of me.