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May 2015 · 4.2k
Existing (haiku)
Sydney Ann May 2015
Existing is tough;
why don't we all just give in,
do the trees a favor
May 2015 · 2.4k
Noteworthy (haiku)
Sydney Ann May 2015
When will my work be noteworthy?
Noteworthy... Oh honey please,
spare me the *******
May 2015 · 2.7k
You (haiku)
Sydney Ann May 2015
I want to do something
to make you proud of my mind.
Will you **** me trying?
May 2015 · 2.0k
'Salem's Lot
Sydney Ann May 2015
Do it quickly,
God forgive me
Her eyes drifted dreamily
His teeth worked against her neck

Lord of the flies, favor me now
... had already pooled in it, something viscid and alive
I am the resurrection of death
He's undead, Ben
We must go through bitter to taste the sweet
blood.

Now your end.
LET ME GOOOOOOO----
and the blood that pulsed from his chest turned black

Look out!
You killed the master!
I'll be back
They were in the streets, the walking dead
They go crazy on the inside.
May 2015 · 388
Why am I here?
Sydney Ann May 2015
You.                                 you
Even on the edge
of sleep
of death
of dawn
a knife
You are the thought that keeps me.
I stare at the ceiling
and you are the thought that makes me get up,
the thought of seeing you again

When I wish it was over because
I just can't be alone anymore
thinking of you puts the knife
rope
pills
back on the table
I can't do that without seeing your face
your smile
one
       last
                time
                                              before I sink to the soft black night for forever
You are my dreams
my heart
you
are the reason
I am here
May 2015 · 3.1k
To Be Beautiful
Sydney Ann May 2015
There is always a chance for you to be beautiful.
You will always be you, you will always be perfect.
You do not need to seek out beauty,
It's true, what they say,
about it being inside
you just have to stop looking.

Let it go,
for as soon as you see that beauty externally means nothing
you will be beautiful from the inside out

Hey, burning hot pizza with soggy insides *****.
**You will be the pizza that is warm all the way through and really perfect looking on the outside!!!!!!!
Apr 2015 · 1.9k
Graphite
Sydney Ann Apr 2015
Graphite poisoning
stains my fingers
my skull is left cracked.

Paint is evidence
that my hands are creating
storing my soul out there

you need to play life
not the other way around
take back the garden

sleep is not sleep when
your brain never rests during
your unconsciousness.
Apr 2015 · 674
Deaf Ears
Sydney Ann Apr 2015
deafearsmywordsallfallondeafearstakemywordsandputtheminyourpocket­theyslipthoughtheholes

sofineidon'tcaresleepineverwillthat'sthed­ifferencebetweenus
Apr 2015 · 322
Does it have to be music
Sydney Ann Apr 2015
to be real
for you to feel
for power
to move you
for tears
I feel weak
Vulnerable
if I could only just reach
the well of beauty the musicians do
I could believe again
Sydney Ann Apr 2015
We sit here with our pitiful little lives
Ants. ******* ants
line our poetry on the left side
Why?
Because it makes me feel safe
when I'm never safe
can't feel safe
I speak lines in my head
waiting for the boom
the rush
the power
that never comes
because I'm an ant
I cry
but tears aren't worth anything
human bodies like gods
goddesses
we destroy them
all of them
minds
spirits
we destroy everything
not sure why
1 in 12
seems corny but these are the teens that will try to die
pick your friends
write their names
now for every 12 pick the one that will die
do you understand?
how's that for ******* real
I sit here
waiting for the bomb to drop
but it doesn't because on this world
the only reasons for me to live
are the reasons I give myself
Apr 2015 · 1.7k
Thought Process
Sydney Ann Apr 2015
Day 2 to no prevail
with infinite available
my thoughts are, going
Idle              
No pressure , Zero gravity
Speaking my mind
In freaking rhymes

I'm bored
Can't even call
up a chord

It's dire,  yet today
I'm impossibly smiling

but I'm afraid
this can only work once
Why?            
the same                                
Dang                            
thing                        
Comes out      
Every time

Bored                      
My train of thoughts
looks like graphite
trains are _  I don't
Know

(The following was written in the margins)
So now I'm
going Sideways
my life is sideways
but no one ever got
anywhere
cool
by
walking
**forward
I found this in my Creative Writing class notebook. I tried to type it up exactly how it was on the page so ^ there it is ;)
Apr 2015 · 1.6k
All Angles (x4)
Sydney Ann Apr 2015
Freestyle:                                My heart
                                                         Coming alive
                                                               Again,
                                                        Finally maybe
                                                             I can live

my heart is coming alive
again yes it's awake now
my old radiance                                      
:Haiku

                                                 *Rhyme:
                  My heart is coming alive
                                                                                 again, it's on fire,
                                                                                 finally I can maybe
                                                                                 reclaim my significant
                                                                 brand of crazy

Sentence:        My heart is coming alive again, finally maybe I can be free

Literal             I feel so good again and the future doesn't seem so scary anymore
Sydney Ann Apr 2015
If I can never have you

I know I can't I know I can't
You love her you love another

I'll forever have you in my dreams
hiding in my secret heart
Dreams are just like memories,
without ever feeling the reality
I will taste your echoes
On and on forever
because echoes
your echoes
are better than living at all
I love you
Apr 2015 · 2.2k
Sticks and Stones (1)
Sydney Ann Apr 2015
Sticks and stones
for fear-filled bones,
I was shaking from the start.
Your words could ****
or keep me still,
but your silence tears my heart.
For the whole series check #stonesandroses
Apr 2015 · 6.5k
Midnight City
Sydney Ann Apr 2015
Once there was a midnight city
Where trouble never lurked
Moonlight swam throughout the streets
And I let it take me home

I who live amongst the shadows
In your deepest inner dreams
I who am a nameless figure
Who speaks with silent screams

A magical moonlit midnight city
Immune to plagues like pain and pity
My homeland I do hold dear
The secret place I'll never fear
Mar 2015 · 1.7k
Your Soul
Sydney Ann Mar 2015
Better wrap my legs around you
'cause your eyes send me a blast
Better try to catch your breath
and put your fears in the past
Yeah you'd better close your eyes
I mean it'd be a big suprise
If I stole your soul
and was the cause
of your spirit's slow demise
Sydney Ann Mar 2015
A thousand miles seems pretty far
I'm lost, I heard you
I'd walk a to you if I had no other way
I think the air is finally safe to breathe again
The world is in your palm now so take a breath and calm down
I'd wait a day just for a maybe
I just don't care
I've got nothing left to lose
Take this and turn it into gold
Everything you thought you had has turned to stone
And be replaced by pints of whiskey, cigarettes and outer-space

Look at me now, I'm fallin'
Living, dying here for you
I've got all the time in the world, but every night I think of you
I confessed to you riding shotgun
I had nothing to hold you down
Now it's killing me to walk away

I need to know your lips
Why don't you want to wake this up?

Would you please just take my heart and melt it down?
It was so beautiful when it was needed
If you could know what I was feeling

I've been in the ditch, I've been through the wringer
All I wanna be, all I ever wanna be, is somebody to you
I see you by my house, walking with a different girl

Yeah it's killing me to walk away

Some day soon, I wont be the one who waits on you
I'll be standin' at the top wavin' my *******
The vamps
Nova Rockefeller
Tegan and Sara
Smallpools
Margot and the Nuclear So So's
Fall Out Boy
Mar 2015 · 3.5k
Dear Cat part 2
Sydney Ann Mar 2015
But mistress! The bin is intriguing
I'm sorry for all my trouble
and the doors can be oh so deceiving
when they shut I take tumbles
but I go on believing
you'll love me double
when I make my way back inside
Mar 2015 · 1.4k
Dear Cat part 1
Sydney Ann Mar 2015
Cat must you always come in
in and out
around and about
then put your cold paws on my skin?
I have always let you win
with your nosy little snout
then with a clout
you tip over the cups in that bin!
Mar 2015 · 978
Pieces of Truth
Sydney Ann Mar 2015
I don't know what's real anymore
The open margins leave me slightly
agoraphobic
I think it's okay for me to not care
I have a lot of moods
I don't know anyone who understands completely
these abilities
will surely cause the loneliness
to **** me
I'm afraid
I need to get it together
trust
believe
confidence
love.
Mar 2015 · 2.0k
Phrases
Sydney Ann Mar 2015
The struggle
is putting words into
groups that
sound right flow
nicely picking
the right words and
putting soul into
it that's how you win
hearts
Mar 2015 · 548
I keep thinking
Sydney Ann Mar 2015
Just keep thinking
in verse
in rhyme
with my poetic mind
about yours
I love you
oh how I ******* love you there are NO WORDS to describe it
I know someone will understand the struggle
all I want is to hold you, literally have your energy seep into me
I'm not the type to become deluded
and forget faults
no ones perfect
but you're the one I know who is
how can you reject ignore pretend I'm not here
I am
and I'm not ashamed to say I love you
Because I do
How long will this go one how long can you keep killing me
Mar 2015 · 773
ATTENTION
Sydney Ann Mar 2015
Speed Poems
Step 1     Read someones poem
Step 2      Pick your favorite line
Step 3      Write all the thoughts you have about that, let the line guide your thoughts **Play around with it!!

Step 4        Put in the notes whose poem inspired you and the name of the poem, tag is speedpoem

ENJOY AND SHARE AND RE-POST AND HAVE FUN
Mar 2015 · 1.3k
So I cried.
Sydney Ann Mar 2015
because I didn't understand
what you think but I do understand
at the same time
it's frustrating you see
I love you
you make me feel like an idiot
I don't understand I'm lost I need an anchor
I don't want to cause any pain I'm sorry if I hurt you.
Sydney Ann Mar 2015
Dear Daughter:
I've cleared out the paths for you.
I figured you'd want one of the more trafficked ones.
I packed you some snacks for the road,
some shoes to walk on,
some friends to walk with.
You are the first born,
I wasn't sure what to do for you.
I'm sorry mom,
but on the road I've chosen
(not what you wanted for me)
I am on my own
but no one owns me here
either.
Mar 2015 · 1.9k
I'm Sorry Mom
Sydney Ann Mar 2015
I chose
the road
less traveled

and you probably
don't know
what to do

forgive me
it is such
a wonderful
place to be
Mar 2015 · 2.5k
Haiku #4 March
Sydney Ann Mar 2015
Pick me up and take--
Take me to my grave so I--
I can die in love
Mar 2015 · 1.9k
Haiku #3 March
Sydney Ann Mar 2015
Children Broad Ripple
is burning and the girls are
getting sick off huff

ing glue up in the
bathroom while their boyfriends pick
and darling I'm lost
Margot and the Nuclear So Sos
Mar 2015 · 2.1k
Haiku #2 March
Sydney Ann Mar 2015
Butterfly will you
protect me from my darkness
carry the light to my heart
Mar 2015 · 841
Haiku #1 March
Sydney Ann Mar 2015
Music is my spirit's
way of calling out
waiting for an answer
Mar 2015 · 1.0k
By Aaron Zimmer
Sydney Ann Mar 2015
Figure this may help someone today. One never knows.
Have you ever felt lost
Unsure of where to turn
Wondering which bridge to cross
And which one to burn
Pondering every decision
Like it may be your last
The inner turmoil leaving
All emotions on blast
Becoming our own enemy
We turn them inward
Swallowing it all down
We become quite disturbed
Here comes the doubt
Bringing us to our knees
Begging for someone
to hear our silent pleas
Begging in silence
As we watch the world turn
It is for one person to hear us
Our savior for which we yearn
Yet they never come
We find our own strengths
Realizing nothing more than
ourselves testing us at length
So we stand up and rise above
Ready to fight another day
Ready to cross the bridge
Or burn it either way
That first step we smile
Our journey has begun
To find ourselves in chaos
We will no longer run
Mar 2015 · 1.2k
Freedom
Sydney Ann Mar 2015
Iwanttobefree
        soIwillbefree
               Ihavethepower
                   poweryouwoul
                        dn'tbelieveI'md
                             onechasingbutt
                                  erfliesI'llneverca
                                      tchthemanyways
                                            I'mflyingwiththe
                                                   mnowafairyno
                                                        wsoyouchooseme
Mar 2015 · 611
You and I
Sydney Ann Mar 2015
you                                pour
out feelings                   to her, I wish
you would see me, I know we share the
same gift I need someone like me
to talk to you're perfect
yet you pretend
not to
see
Mar 2015 · 1.0k
A Story. The Story.
Sydney Ann Mar 2015
None of you have heard the story--
not of fame and fortunate glory,
not one considered inherently gory--
just the story of me.

I need to stop being a loner
and quit hanging out with all the stoners,
my bad-*** shoes are actually loaners,
I need to be myself.

I can be a real shadow and still have friends,
People who will be there until the end,
they'll always be there for what's 'round the bend
But they don't have to know my true feelings.

So I'm getting out
and I'm joining reality,
never mind using
these ******* formalities
my life so far
sounds like a tragedy
but I'm ready to be done with my past.
Mar 2015 · 739
Little Talks
Sydney Ann Mar 2015
I really want to see you.
Yeah. Me too.
You busy this weekend.
Not sure... it'll be warm, let's take a walk.

I don't want to see him.
Then don't. Why a walk anyways?
I want to know what'll happen.
What.
We text... I cringe when I see his pictures though. Too many memories.
Call me with details.
I always do.
Going to get back together?
My heart lives somewhere else.

He can't come. But I knew that.
How.
Babysitting. I got lucky I guess.
Oh. Cool.

Heard from him?
Him...
You know who, I'm worried about him.
Right, No word... but you went walking wit--
No he bailed, besides I want to forget everything to do with that.
Well
I'll never hear from him
Chin up girlie.
Tragic. I'm in love.
No you're not.

You can't always win.
He's perfect for you
Give it up, you know I can't.
You can. It would be perfect.
I can never be the same again.
That's cruel.
My heart is somewhere else, sorry.
Wherever it is, put it up for lease.
Mar 2015 · 1.3k
Thank You Rosa
Sydney Ann Mar 2015
All we want is to be free,
you lacked our opportunities.
You sat down with a goal in mind,
and others thought you’d crossed the line.
You fought silently until the end,
in such a sad and lifeless land.
You were a hero, plain to see,
in our hearts lives your bravery.
Mar 2015 · 522
Dead To Me--- Just Shut Up
Sydney Ann Mar 2015
"I don't know if I can trust you"
I don't think you really care
Can't believe the things you said to me
Didn't think fate would dare
Laugh like it's a joke to me                          
Smile and ask *what's wrong
                              
Just like all the others                                              
Ask me why I sing this song                                        
I don't care about you                                              
I wish that I could die                                            
I'll leave a thousand times                    
Before I let you see me **cry
An original work.
Mar 2015 · 778
I Am
Sydney Ann Mar 2015
I am tangled
so please don't pick and pull

My tangles are nets
to hold me up
webs to conceal my heart

and if exposed or cut loose
my plummet will be long
all will be silent but for your remorse
Mar 2015 · 1.9k
Secrets
Sydney Ann Mar 2015
he never lets
anyone in

and probably
never will

he keeps it locked
away inside

so good at secrets
no one is even suspicious
Mar 2015 · 1.1k
Advice: 3
Sydney Ann Mar 2015
---------------
Your love
-
is the cliff
--
I stand on;
---
dangerous
--
-----------------**  
but I've never       so          
                         felt       alive
                                             inside
Mar 2015 · 1.3k
Advice: 2
Sydney Ann Mar 2015
E
n
j
o
y
       they wont        those                
last     f
      forever  e
                e
                           l
                       i
            n
    g
s
Enjoy
Those Feelings
They wont
Last
Forever
Mar 2015 · 2.2k
Advice:
Sydney Ann Mar 2015
If              v
   the     a      e
         w              s         to                       today
                         were             come                     would                 would
                                                           ­                           you        or        you
             ­                                                                 ­              drown            drink?
Mar 2015 · 474
You Will Learn
Sydney Ann Mar 2015
Through this fire I will make you burn
On and on, you people never learn

With these hands broken scared
I will turn you into a work of art

I'll mend your bones
I'll melt your skin
I'll drag you to the dark


Don't fight
as I tear you apart
Never once always twice
don't even try to get away
you're here to stay

Holding back the fire
Slipping to desire
Waiting for the crash
Everything turns to ash**

how could we face this
How did we turn into this
Broken I am changed
I know ill never be the same
Collaboration with the beautiful Andie Ostrander
Mar 2015 · 764
Differently The Same
Sydney Ann Mar 2015
Hey....                         You
I know you've            heard it before
but you just don't understand how fake we all
look I do it too I try not to you talk about yourselves
don't question life want to be different but end up be
-ing the same on all the things that matter help
me change the world support not all I wa
-nt: to not have to hide and to not be
disgusted with everyone for
neglecting the imp
-ortance
of li
-fe
Please, re-evaluate what's really important, your video-game, or the environment. Vines, or teen suicide. Every little thing counts
Mar 2015 · 397
NEW CHALLENGE IDEA
Sydney Ann Mar 2015
Make a collaboration with everyone. everyone you can get adds a stanza to make a makeshift masterpiece!!! tag it #unitepoems
Feb 2015 · 457
who he is
Sydney Ann Feb 2015
he never lets
anyone in

and probably
never will

he keeps it locked
away inside

so good at secrets
no one is even

suspicious
Wrote this in creative writing class
Feb 2015 · 1.3k
Who He Was
Sydney Ann Feb 2015
He who we looked up to
who is everyone's favorite guy
who walks tall and proud
who knows not how we rely on him
whose eyes have always sparkled
is cracked and broken
who trails stars the real kind behind him
who speaks words that could fly if he let them free
whose footsteps grow orchids in his wake
is poetry that cannot be spoken
is hiding behind his mindless joking
who never hid behind his cloak
is dark
is a garden of hope looking really stark
is hiding hurt
a bubbling soul now lies inert
is cracked
will nothing ever bring him back
is rain and shine and colorful days
who has the most amazing smile
is on the top of a building
not hearing
people who love him plead for him to come down
**so he does
It is up to you to decide whether he comes down by jumping or whether he comes down alive.
Wrote this in Creative Writing
Feb 2015 · 856
My New Favorite Letters
Sydney Ann Feb 2015
My new favorite letter is M
Because it's your letter
I'll add in A,
Maybe even J
because those are yours too
I love them
                                   Why?                                                  
They remind me of you
I love you
Always.
Sorry they pressure you
To  ask to be my Valentine
I wish you had said yes
So I could hear it from your lips
But you didn't,
your discomfort shows
that this matters to you.
I Think.
Good enough for me.
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