I filter the time
sit on the chair
enjoy a cup of coffee
sweet or bitter
black .. white or brown
just taste it
perhaps that's life

dear paper..
don't you ever think?
it's not easy as I draw a line or dot
it's more complicated than coil of rope
I even can't sketch it
but I note word by word
it's all my dream

Forget about the hurt
The obsolete memory has turned into dust
I've ever felt down
Realize that something has gone
Now I fall Into a strange feeling
I don't know where the destiny will bring
Until you come nearer
I can't be your lover
Be honest to myself isn't easy
Cause I'm too busy
Pretended to don't know you
Trying to Ignore you
In fact I can't recognize myself
but I don't need your help
I choose to stuck in darkness, in my hideaway
Hiding my secret feeling as fervent as I can
Coward, yeah I know
I don't know until now or tomorrow
until now or tomorrow

the world grows older
it's just like me
but when I was younger
I pretended to be doughty
as they saw from the outside
my queen and king let me travel this world
it was the right time
and their hance
I started my stride
left my castle and others
hey it's not easy!
it's not my place, not my home
but sometimes I realized
I'm not their little girl anymore
then I learn how to learn

you will remember
you will hate
then you will hurt
if you keep re-visit the same place
if you always re-read the same chapter of your moldy book

there are many ways to complain
there are many ways to sulk
there are even many ways to be evil
but there are many ways to do good things

I lost my soul
I have you
but I can't feel you here
time breaks promises
heart never talks anymore

I lost my taste
I need you
I can't reach the world
our feet are different
walk to strange ways

I lost my heart
I love you
this..fill it with your warmth
even when Im alone
and loneliness is my friend

deburan ombak bersatu dengan asa
namun tak memecah karang pengharapan
serbuk- serbuk pasir adalah partikel kecil impianku
tak apa diinjak- diinjak
karena untuk menjadi langit
aku masih terlalu awam

maybe you can fall down on the street
just because of the pebbles
but you can stand again
then jump, or find another street

some are hard to explain.
I've been holding it for a long time.
it hurts, like a slash.
this heart screamed for a long time.
I feel unappreciated even by the people closest to me.
I can only tell God.
I will not allow the world to know.
this is too painful.

Started from time
Forcing me to drag my feet
Stepped as them left
I whine, sob!
And complained to Him
Wait this as soon as I blink just now
Yes, I was a kid
My gut is still lousy
Still entangled in them
Even now ..

Both want me the best
I do not know what they feel
But I myself rebelled
Blaming the obvious time will not stop
I cursed the time
Why so fast
My body still wants to stay home

Wait, for a moment I feel wrong
Is not this good
I also want to make them happy
Dreams must try to climb
The ladder was already there before me
I'm among the lucky ones
Be thankful!
My mind divides
I convince myself with all my might

"This is not my home" I snarled
When I arrived at that foreign place
I was forced to stay
For the sake of the knowledge that I want to scoop
Yes, if not understand I will explain
I'm a student now
Predicate attached to me now
weight..
The views will all be different to me

Really i meet good friends
Fighting together, but still be independent
I breathe in ..
My time has now forced me again
It's morning already
I guess I have to finish my day
Doing my final job there ..

there will be a time
we have no direct conversation
what should I do when I want to see you
what should I do if I want to greet you
what should I do if we do not meet each other
but .. do not worry I'll be fine
I will be fine
and I will embrace you in my prayers
here ..

See the wristwatch that attached on my hand is spinning
Time keeps changing
Even the earth rotates exceptionally
I've been trying to understand for a long time
Something that is part of me
and everyone has it's own
Start this lovely month fascinatingly
Inhale the new air
Cause this is the season of gemini

soon we will leave, wait for the rain to subside.