dripping on my page I can't take this pain my eyes blur I can't even see the page anymore and the writing is doubled unrecognizable lines
I want to disappear.
It's easier for me to die than to try
but every time someone asks me if I'm fine, I lie.
im sad so ******* sad i literally say i want to die in front of my parents it seems like no one cares or if they do, i never say anything and they dont push hard enough to get me to open up. HOPE EVERYONE IS DOING WELL, STAY STRONG <3
She is in a sublated state The pain never mitigates This frustates, this frustates She died intestate Queer is mental state This frustates, this frustates The dead is alive in the mind Day 'n' night, day 'n' night Memories are black 'n' white Vision blurs in the light This frustates, this frustates One orphans when parents die Husband orphaned when wife died This frustates, this frustates
the words blur and swirl and slur these mumbled thoughts of yours each sentence caught in a murky sea of things left unspoken and all things that came to be all things that fall apart at the seams all things that rewind and disappear and all things that come undone in the end.