I wake up every day
with your smile on my mind
It's a beautiful sight to behold
so soft and so kind
my dreams are filled
with the thought of me and you
I awake and smile
cause my dreams have come true
We are like the horizon of the sky
We merge into the same colour
And hear everywhere the flutter
I am chasing you as the wind is chasing the clouds
The clouds and my words stir up and paint the sky
Wish the sunset could stay a little more
Till my sorrows turn into silk
Till I get enough of that moment
The birds go back singing to trees
My soul goes wandering in the breeze
I'll stay here till the moon appears
So I can handover him all my fears
I won't let this evening go hopeless
For I have a lot to confess.
- were the pen I wouldn't use in writing
the paper I wouldn't crumple or throw for shredding
the music I wouldn't let them hearing
and the book which pages I'd continue turning.
- were worth keeping and remembering
- was the game you keep on losing
the battle you wouldn't be fighting
was the letter you keep on forgetting.
In one moment my eyes turned wide
Two times already that you webbed me with your lies
I told you three strikes, yet you cast me with a spell
Into some sort of fourth realm
Where five angels once delivered messages of freedom and hell
Only to be sworn out six times by the devil himself
Seven times you begged for my forgiveness
In eight different rooms I fled to find myself
Like a cat on its ninth life clinging to temporary walls
The tenth hour hits and I am relieved to be somewhere else
I have committed a crime,
The cine that I have made
when my eyes saw you for the first time.
The first time was like a star has strucked me.
Zeus's bot has no impact like you have had in me.
It's like sleeping became a recipe for all my fantasies with you.
A dream with you I had many times,
Then I wake up bathed in sweat
And seeing you werent next to me.
A dream i had with you,
Ment dreaming with my eyes open,
Am I dead or alive?
Made you a main character that I can not chase in real life.
I finally figured out what I am most scared of,
it's not that everyone finds out,
it's not that he likes someone else,
it's not even that he doesn't like me back,
what truly scares me is that it ends before it even starts.
Copper coiled heart, with Hands coated in Rust.
Can we Outlast with the Stinging needles of truth.
Words Scattered across our skin like the rain in Monsoon.
Can You survive my Chaos, or will You willfully slip of that Cliff, into the shadows, Just like so many before you?
Are You of the same mind as me?
Can We hold hope Or is this a fruitless hunt?
Do we sin?
Or is apple tree is barren my dear?
It wasn't until my physical pain
met my mental pain
that I knew I had to surrender.
I wanted to remember,
so they finally crossed paths
shaking hands with
as my body was a bloodbath
turning to scarlet color.
Glossing, my eyes
poured out the lies
as I started to cry,
I couldn't resist the fight
of my fist
to speak of this.
I know I know,
Once again I had let go of
And my mental pain said goodbye
to my physical pain
and so did you & I.