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5.6k · Sep 2015
♦ anxiety ♦ stress ♦
Yume Blade Sep 2015
A finger in my mouth
A nail between my teeth

Am I worried ?
or
Am I stressed ?


A sound came to my ear
A sound of something breakin'

Am I breaking my nail ?
or
Am I eating it ?


No , I'm not
I'm just anxious
I'm just worried
I'm just stress

Anxious about him
Worried about what he's doin'
Stressed about what he thinks about.
about what he's doing without me
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he needs me & he knew it.
3.3k · Oct 2015
↕ Relapse ↕
Yume Blade Oct 2015
What is relapse for you ?
What do you thing you're gonna relapse for first ?

Are you relapse of your love ,
cause you're too far from your love
& you can't handle it ?
If you relapse in love you're going to hate forever after that.
Don't you want to love again somebody who deserve your love ?

Are you relapse of your fear ,
cause you're too afraid of something
& you can't face it ?
If you relapse fear you never going to know what means fear after that.
Don't you want to know fear for being happy when there is peace ?

Are you relapse of your sleep
cause you've nightmare every time
& you can't believe in dreams ?
If you relapse sleep you never know what your dream is.
Don't you want to see nightmares & let the dreams solace you **?
DREAM IS ALL I HAVE

NIGHTMARES IS ALL I FEAR

DREAM IS ALL MY HOPE

WHO SOLACE ME FROM NIGHTMARES

ALL MY HOPE IS IN MY DREAMS

ALL MY LOVE IS THERE

THAT'S WHY I'M A DREAMER

CAUSE HE'S IN ALL MY DREAMS WITH FEAR OF LOSE HIM.

CAUSE HE'S ALL I DREAM OF AND CAN SOLACE ME !

LOVE OR HATE
FEAR OR BRAVE
NIGHTMARES OR DREAMS

BOTH OF ALL THESE WORDS ARE TOGETHER.

SO DON'T LET ONE OF THEM ALONE

TAKE THEM TOGETHER.

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3.2k · Aug 2015
❀ Kiss ❀
Yume Blade Aug 2015
A simple kiss from you
Even from faraways
Make me smile for days
My Light My Life ❤
ⓛⓞⓥⓔ
2.0k · Nov 2016
♡ Hug ♡
Yume Blade Nov 2016
Hug*  *me
As tight
As you can

&
Kiss  me
As long
As you can

&
Love  *me
As hard
As you can

&
*I'll do
Much more
For you
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~♡~
Light
Is what I have
Entirely
For me
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Yume Blade Jun 2016
forever & ever in our minds
Champion....................................................­....
Aventuring in danger....................................
Strong as a lion................................................
Scramble­ and going On...................................
Inhumanly Patient ...........................................
Unforgettable person.........................................
Searching for a happy life.................................

Climbing all the steps............................................
Livin' as fast as he can...........................................
Animating everything aroud him.........................
Youngest to win the heavyweight championship
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RIP
Yume Blade Apr 2016
I laugh all time
    but with him
I giggle non-stop
Cause Life's too complicated
&  He makes me Thinkin' to something else
like *** , like couple , like other's life , like win

I crie too much
    but with him
I crie mucher than that
Cause Life's Unfair
& He makes me See different thinks
like other problem , others couple problems , like drama , like lose

For Some poeple it caled Boyfriend
For Some Other it caled Husband
For Some Otaku it caled Manga-anime
For Some Geeks it caled **Games
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Too Many examples I can give you !
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1.9k · Aug 2015
✴ Without ✴
Yume Blade Aug 2015
Talk to you without problem
Look at you without outage
Answer you without hesitation
Smile you without stop
Disappoint you without attention
Annoy you without regret
Reassure you without success
❤ thank you my love for being patient with me ❗
1.8k · Oct 2015
Suicidal
Yume Blade Oct 2015
Why the suicidal term exist anyway?
A suicidal is not really a suicidal.
He's just a self-harm.
He's juste hurting him self :
To feel a most painful thing than his actual pain
If he want to be dead he'll be already.
But he's not...
That why a suicidal is not a suicidal.
He's a self-harm.
only a suicidal can understand a suicidal
cause
both of them are simply self-harm
cause
they're not dead
**they're self-harm
Live your life when you can

Don't be suicidal

Enjoy livin'

Even if your sad
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1.8k · Oct 2015
A flower
Yume Blade Oct 2015
A flower is something
You give it love.
A flower is something
You give it water.
A flower is something
Who help you breath.
A flower is something
Who makes you smile.
**even if you don't want all of this you take it cause you just and simply need it
Be happy to take something even if you don't want it
Cause know one thing
Even if you don't want it
Your body need it
1.7k · Jun 2016
selfies shit
Yume Blade Jun 2016
Baby's *******
i need to go to hospital
but first :
"let me take a selfie"

Baby's crying
I need to feed him
but first
"let me take a selfie"

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Worse mom in the world ?
1.6k · Dec 2015
The window
Yume Blade Dec 2015
As a child I wanted to sit in the edge of the window ,
to see what's there

As a kid I wanted to draw smilies on the glass with my breath ,
to admire my art

As a young teen I wanted to repose my head in the cold glass ,
to dream of happy things

As a disturbing teen I wanted to standing on the edge of the window ,
to have fear of death

As a suicider teen I wanted to jump through the window ,
to end myself fearlessly

As a window I say to you , you're gonna regret it
As a window I say to you , Don't move
As a window I say to you , Don't jump
As a window I say to you , I gonna be the cause
As a window I say to you , I didn't want all of this

~~~~As a window I say to you~~~~
I just wanted to give you some sun light though me
...
...
**...
message from Window.
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1.5k · Sep 2015
✫ Bruised Heart ✫
Yume Blade Sep 2015
Because of them
Rules & rules again
Using all their could to hold me away
Ignoring all about my love
Spying me like an adept
Expecting I'm gonna forget
Do not expect me to do it

Hard as it could be
Enraged towards them
All a can is thinkin'
Rage inside me
T**o never forget him
My Heart is Bruised !!
My Body is clean !!!
My mind is away !!
1.5k · Apr 2016
✐ Red ✐
Yume Blade Apr 2016
Red* is sandness ,
Like your eyes when your cry

Red is pain,
Like blood when it's out of your veins

Red is sensation ,
Like your face is red when you make love

Red is hot ,
*Like the sun when your too close from it
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R-
E-
D-
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Yume Blade Sep 2015
ASK YOURSELF !
WHAT'S A TEARFUL NEW FOR YOU *?


ASK YOURSELF !
WHAT'S GONNA MAKE YOU SOB* ?

ASK YOURSELF !
WHAT'S A ACHING NEW FOR YOU ?

ASK YOURSELF !
DID YOUR DEATH GONNA MAKE A SOMEONE SOMEWHERE SOB ?

ASK YOURSELF !
WHAT ARE YOU FOR THE OTHERS **?
ASK NOW **before** TOO LATE
ASK NOW **before** YOU DIE
ASK NOW **before** GETTIN' HURT
JUST ASK NOW
JUST ASK NOW
Yume Blade Jun 2016
Thank you ,
for being who you are
Thank you ,
for fighting with so meanin' way
Thank you ,
for showin' me what box means
Thank you ,
for revealin' your strength in the boxing ring
Thank you ,
for makin' me stronger
Thank you ,
for your way of speakin'
Thank you ,
for refusing to participate to killing innocent people
Thank you ,
for being so patient in the prison
Thank you ,
for not lettin' everything go with the the 3yrs deadlines
Thak you ,
for teaching me what  going on means

RIP
for this saddest day ever
Thank you
for this unforgettable day ever
03-jun-2016

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Repose In Peace
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1.2k · Sep 2015
☞ A tearful New ☜
Yume Blade Sep 2015
You ! the in love one !
What's a tearful new for you ?
is it the death of your love ?

You ! the enraged one !
What's a tearful new for you ?
is it the animated life of the others ?

You ! the sad one !
What's a tearful new for you ?
is it the happier life of your enemy ?

You ! the depressed one !
What's a tearful new for you ?
is it the problemless life of your friends ?
What's a tearful new for you ?
Did you ask yourself this question yet ?
NO, you didn't ?
So do it know !
before gettin' hurt worse than you could  imagine.
1.2k · Jun 2016
Whole Hog
Yume Blade Jun 2016
Many reasons to gave up ,
One purpose to go on for ,
Go to the whole hog ,
To reach what you reclaimed so much ,
Never cry even if it's so hart ,
Until you get what you want ,
Than shed tears of joy ,
To remain you your hard work.
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go
down
down
down
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and reach your gain
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943 · Jun 2015
**My Everything**
Yume Blade Jun 2015
Be my Sun to give me some light
Be my Moon to guide me home every night
Be my Shooting Star to realize my wishes
Be my Shadow to monitor me wherever I am
Be my everything to be with me everywhere
To you my love
914 · May 2016
Reality
Yume Blade May 2016
the  truth  hurts* ,
                                  But it doesn't  **** ,
                                                               ­          however it  saddens

                                      ~Without noticin' it~

the  lies  pleases ,
                                    But it doesn't  heal,
                                                  ­                            however it  gladdens

                                            *~Without noticin' it~
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......................................................................... notice the lies
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912 · Nov 2016
☆ Cuddle ☆
Yume Blade Nov 2016
Dear cuddle,
Why aren't you here,
Your arms around me,
And hugging me,
Tightest possible.*
of course
*cause you're just a word.
815 · Dec 2015
HURT to LIVE
Yume Blade Dec 2015
Hurted* myself one day ,
         not for bad ,
but just to write one word
on my skin ,
who goings to heal with me ,
and hurt me ,
with a gentle kiss from my sharpen blade ,
I just writed
that unique word who means a lot
for me , Live **.
kiss me sharpen blade !
gentle !
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.
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810 · Jun 2015
What you told me that night
Yume Blade Jun 2015
You wasn't there so you texted me like you holded me in your arms and whispered in my ear : I don't want you to leave me or sulk me because of all I did or do ...   I just show you my fear , fear you leave me , or you change your mind about me , about staying' with me , about lovin' me , about being with me forever like you said.
I'm scared about everything ... I'm scared that your dad didn't accept to leave you travel alone , or something make him changes his mind about this ... Like I told you before ... when I get too close to happiness something go wrong and it goes away ... because all of this , all you doing for me it's too beautiful and perfect to be truth.

Livin' with you ... hold you in my arms ... to spend the rest of my life with you ... have you for me in my bed all the night  ...  I wouldn't be alone anymore ~ We'll be together.


I want this future ! I want you in my future !
You are My future
i don't want something or someone break this , I promise you I will not break it  , I'm your , only yours ! I will not cheat on you  , you just haveto respect the 3 rules and everythings will be fine.
Never leave me ~
Be Wise ~
Obey Me ~


No matter what happens and what I do

i read your text a hundred time and i still read it.
To my love and my sunshine~Light
802 · Aug 2015
I Could Be ... △nything
Yume Blade Aug 2015
I could be your heroe in your nightmares
I could be your light in your darkest night,
I could be your curse or your angel,
I could be your fire when it's cold outside,,
I could be your sun when it's too dark
I could be your rock when there's nowhere to hide
I could be whoever you want

It's how you love me.
thank you for lovin' me even if it's just a little , it's enough for me to know that you're here ▽
795 · Dec 2015
Ends too soon
Yume Blade Dec 2015
Upbringing starts ,
when parents teach to  children  to walk & talk.

It happily continu ,
When parents suggest to the kids  to run & sing.

It sadly just ends ,
when parents tell to the teens  to sit & shut up.
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parents Love
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even if they're complicated
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770 · Nov 2016
∞ Forever & Ever ∞
Yume Blade Nov 2016
I will  always  love you
But know ONE thing

I will  never  love you
The same way

If I love you more ,
It's thanks to you,


&


If I love you less ,
It's because of you

You are warned know !
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Be a better person
750 · Sep 2015
Is this someone is you ?
Yume Blade Sep 2015
Does someone  care  of you ?
if care means ask me if I'm ok
than yes , he does

Does someone  like  you ?
if like means smile at me
than yes , he does

Does someone  talk  to you ?
if talk means comment everything
than yes , he does

Does someone  listen  to you ?*
if listen means just hear my voice
than *yes
, he does
There is a someone ??
is this someone is you ?
I guess not.
749 · Sep 2015
FATUOUS ⊱o⊰
Yume Blade Sep 2015
Trying to do my best
&
notice  I'm awfullest
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Thinking to do a good thing
&
notice I sink in
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Take myself for a smart one
&
notice that i'm lone
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Stuck In Reverse

I'M
JUST
F : Failing...........
A : Agressif........
T : Terrific..........
U : Unpleasant..
O : Outrageous .
U : Useless .........
S : Scornful.........
AM I FATUOUS ?
...
AM I FATUOUS ?
...
AM I FATUOUS ?
...
AM I FATUOUS ?
...
AM I FATUOUS ?
...
703 · Jun 2015
Thought
Yume Blade Jun 2015
I thought loving you was the best thing ever
but living with you is a hundred time better
because I hold you in my arms without let you go

I thought we going to be together all times
but the fate decided otherwise
because of my parents and their law

I thought my parents were going to help us
but all I have is rejection
because of the rules of this religion

I thought the life was easier than that
but there is nothing harder than life
because i'm far from you
My life is hard ...
because of religion or because of miles
690 · Apr 2016
Yume Blade Apr 2016
Love
            is
Just
         for
Both
          of
Us
         cause
We
       deserve
It
           So
Much
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LoVe
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Yume Blade May 2016
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Be careful .................................................................­.......
................... in what.........................................................
...­................................... others.........................................
.................­.....................................telling you..................
&
....Notice......................................................­.....................
................The truth..........................................................
.­.................................From............................­....................
............................................­The Lies.................................
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Breath ...
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644 · Jun 2015
Hell Smiled At Me
Yume Blade Jun 2015
After our separation
All I have is remembrance
The sound of your voice
In my memories telling me
If we break up I'll fly to heaven
To find you I'm ready
To leave the earth
The razor kissed my veins
My blood flow
My soul fly
My heart stops
In the far-faraway
Sounds of yells screaming my name
they're sorry and dissolve into tears
& here you are

whispering in my ear :
*I'm still here , I never going to fly to heaven without you , come back to me , we don't care about your parents anymore , don't let me all alone in this earth , please I forgive you for your mistake
A second chance came at me
I can not ruin my life a second time
624 · Apr 2016
possible or not ?
Yume Blade Apr 2016
Catch waste of time is possible
but
Catch the one we love is impossible
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catch your love if you can ....
catch your time if you can .....
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615 · Nov 2015
ONLY HIM !
Yume Blade Nov 2015
Only he can soothe me
Only he can calm me
Only he can hug me
Only he can kiss me
Only he can releave me
Only he can do all of this.
HAVE YOU A LOVE ?
_
TELL HIM ALL OF THIS
_
IT MAKES HIM SMILE
_
EASILY
_
LOVE
588 · Oct 2015
TEARFULLY LEAVE LIFE
Yume Blade Oct 2015
RAZOR<<<<<<<<<<<<
>>>>>>>>>>>SUICIDE
DEATH<<<<<<<<<<<<
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>FREE

Take a shining blade.
Put it on my veins.
Let the razor kiss my veins
My blood flows on the floor.

Feel my strength goes out from me.
Feel my body let me sleep for real.
Feel my pain goes away for once.
Feel my heart can't beat for a last one.

Feel I'm gonna be free.
Feel I'm near to peace.
Feel I'm going to haven.
Feel I'm gonna be with anyone.
My blood flows
but I'm still alive.

I HAVE A SECOND CHANCE TO LIVE.
SO I'M NOT GOING TO RUIN THIS.
584 · Dec 2016
From Cyril Vernon Connolly
Yume Blade Dec 2016
Better to write for yourself,
& have no public

Then to write for the public,
& have no self
Do it for yourself with love
Then for the other to show
540 · Sep 2015
☣ FECKLESS ☣
Yume Blade Sep 2015
Never do anything
until he allows it to me

Never ask anything
until he allows it to me

Never say anything
until he allows i to me

Am I so feckless ?
for being so unable to do anything for myself.

*F
E
C
K
L
E
§
Myself just *****
517 · Jul 2016
Through
Yume Blade Jul 2016
I don't live through your smile
I don't live through your mind
I don't live through your words
I  live through your*  stories
& through  **you


YOU ARE WHO I LIVE FOR.
YOU ARE WHO I LIVE THROUGH.

516 · Dec 2016
Heartless
Yume Blade Dec 2016
Cheating on someone  loyal  to have someone  else  ,
It's like throwing away a  diamond   , and pickin' up a  rock  .
C
H
E
A
T
& in my heart you're gone
509 · Aug 2015
Be someone
Yume Blade Aug 2015
Be with someone who makes you smile
&
Be someone who makes others smile
My dear I'm someone & you are someone
Yume Blade Dec 2015
....................................why ?..............................................................­.....
We All Need Time To Dream ,
                                                      But not for having Nightmares .

                                      why ?
We All Need Time To Have Friends ,
                                                     But not for having Ennemies .

                                      why ?
We All Need Time To Love ,
                                                    But not need time for Hate .

                                      why ?
We All Need Time To Be Loved ,
                                                      But not for being Hated .

                                     why ?
We All Need Time To Create ,
                                                            But­ not for being Ruined .

                                      why ?
We All Need Time To Be Happy ,
                                                           But not need time to be Sad .



                                              it's  AL­L in reverse
                                                       ­    **why ?
REVERSE !
reverse the reverse !
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450 · Sep 2015
A SOMEONE
Yume Blade Sep 2015
SOMEONE cares of me
SOMEONE likes me
SOMEONE talks to me
SOMEONE listens to me
SOMEONE misses me

Who is this someone ??

it's up to me to find who is this someone
it's up to me to know if this someone exist
it's up to  me to wake up & open my eyes
to see that there isn't a someone
there is HIM
My **Love
LOVE HIM SO MUCH !
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419 · Apr 2017
Sadness
Yume Blade Apr 2017
Never cried as mush as this in my life
& that's because I'm with you
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you are my problem
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397 · May 2015
Every 17 of the month
Yume Blade May 2015
It's been a month we're together now ,
You ask me every day what do i tell you the 17
and the answer it always be the same
be with me and the next month i'll tell you
but I already say it before
and you don't hear it like you want
i swear my dear , I whisper it
every morning with a kiss
every evening with a caress
every night with a hug
in your ear  : *i'll be always with you , and i love you, forever and ever no matter what it takes no maters what it cause , i'll love you
I Love You.
360 · Dec 2015
TIME
Yume Blade Dec 2015
take time* to have Friends ,
                                               it's the way to happiness.

take time to dream ,
                                      it's your way to the stars.

take time to love ,
                                  it's your way to the sky.

take time to be loved ,
                                       it's your way to the privilege of kings.

take time to admire what's around you ,
                                                           ­            Days're too short.

take time to live ,
                                    it's the musique of your soul
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--------------------------  DON'T FORGET ----------------------------
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Friends~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Dreams~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Love~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Admire~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Live~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
-------------------------NEVER FORGET-----------------------------
                                 -----------------------
357 · Jun 2016
Green
Yume Blade Jun 2016
Green*  *as nature

Green  as ****

Green  as money

Green  as moss

Green  *as ur eyes
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324 · Nov 2016
Self
Yume Blade Nov 2016
Aching Mind
Bleeding heart
Pained feelings
Finally
Bruised Body
Just
... Be better ...
313 · Nov 2016
Advice
Yume Blade Nov 2016
Just
Be better
& go on*
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:)

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