you tell me you'll never leave me
that you'll be with me here forever
but how can i believe this
when all i've ever been is left
Some days you just feel
As man was not mean to be
Often times, it's just how a thought strikes me. The light in a certain way or whatever. It doesn't necessarily dictate the mood for the entire day. It's just a small, short, burst of poetic perceived truth.
Maybe its not about understanding
But about realizing
That who always pearched
"Never leave me"
Doesn't even bother
To leave you
Sometimes you just feel and keep silent even you have thousands thoughts
People run in packs because they don't feel safe alone.
I run alone because I don't feel safe in packs.
Thought to reshare. (:
I could reach out to touch you
I could lie down to feel you
But you wouldn't be there
Cause you're an illusion
That keeps me from being delusional
The brighter you shine
The faster you die
Maybe, all you're is just a lie.
You're a star.
Normalcy is surreal
So surreal that it almost feels real
Trying to absorb it all
We get stuck in this timeless pitfall
In the end just callousing
If we could've done something different from it all.
So surreal that it almost feels real.
Pumped up veins
And a mind that drains
Are all the symptoms of you
That I try to chain
Sometimes I wonder,
Why do we need each other to be happy
But then the emptiness shudder
And I think I get it.
Wet chlorine splashing
Veins slowly numbing
I feel the coldness seeping deep inside me
Filling up the empty spaces
I wish I could be like this
Drown to null out the faces
But I'm not
I'm a coward tied back by your traces.
Swimming is an emotion to me
Words are what I try to decipher
Permanence is what I try to leer
Love is what strikes me
But only emptiness is what abides with me
Ironic I think, the one thing that abides with me is also the the thing I hate the most.