I wonder what you're thinking about with that blank stare. Do you mean it when you tell me that no one else compares? I want to believe in you but I have my doubts. Where is someone that can tell me what you're really about? Blue and glossy eyes, scarlet face, and frightful disposition. I know my friends would tell me to run if they knew my position. Your actions, I cannot deny, are beyond my comprehension. I am stuttering and shaking, I can't help this apprehension. When will I get the courage to leave you and accept our fate? Sooner or later, they will see through my eyes too, and notice how they dilate. Ask me how I am, I'll tell you I'm fine and some other lies. But please don't listen to my words, just look at me in the eyes.
It was like I was two people at the same time. No one noticed me, no one ever listened. But at the same time I was the one that couldn’t keep my mouth shut and I was liked by many. I didn’t really know how to act. Should I scream or suffer in silence?
The roaches on my doorstep They show nights of neglect Follow me to darkness for I’ve not yet wept Sweep me under doormats and follow path The untimely death was apart of the wrath Breaching the veil I’ve not yet pushed through Legs start to quiver at those thoughts of you Will I be met by the moon Or shall she lay dormant Whispering to stars of my utter torment Clawing at life she has found her strife Not until mourning will I be cut by son’s knife Whisked away the smokes of today Unable to lay safely in the bed I have made Clothed in mindfulness I shriek at joy Just another game; and I am the toy