My eyes closed, I say to myself Someone must have placed a heavy metal object on the top of my stomach, not knowing I'm a human who feels PAIN! And that person in my mind keeps telling me that he has kept it gently there. I say, 'Hey! It's a metal object and it hurts anyway!' Gathering up some energy, I go to my table and sit in a chair Skimming through the pages of my diary, I try to write a poem, when suddenly something kicks me from the inside, keeps making me suffer until I stop. No wonder I was trying to write about PERIOD CRAMPS! There you go again! These cramps are not just pain to my body but some reminders that keep sneering at me saying, "No, you can't do that!" Believe me, Sometimes they are worse than this society that reminds me of my boundaries. Anyway, five days pass by and then I say goodbye. Seeing my grin, It decides to remind me, "My pal, don't you worry Cause I will be back again."
Its one of those days again Nothing's right Nothing's ever fine Every little thing exists to annoy Every other I want to destroy This never ending tunnel With darker twists ahead Am I living the nightmare? Or stuck in this absurd reality?
Love ain't , this hard, pleasing while teasing the emotions down the drain for me, Don't want you to use me and abuse me, this feeling isn't the same for me, my love is like flowers kissing sunlight ,too intuitive to being let go from the horrors that await us in a world such as this one, by and by we all say bye at some point in this crooked timeline, wanna jot down all the memories that keep me so divine, realizing i'm not like you or him or any guy, I don't know why I try, to make you see the other side of life but still you stress and cry, i get to spilling out of my intense cranium, you get so annoyed.
I'm afraid I'm afraid that I'll stop seeing you That you you'll forget about me I'm afraid of losing you for good Of you ignoring me I'm afraid that you'll lose my name The memories that we've made I'm afraid that I'll annoy you too much And that you'll hate me soon I'm afraid that I'm falling for you And that you won't love me too I'm afraid that you might love me and that I'll let you down I'm afraid of losing you I'm afraid of loving you I'm afraid of letting you down