Cheating on someone  loyal  to have someone  else  ,
It's like throwing away a  diamond   , and pickin' up a  rock  .

Better to write for yourself,
& have no public

Then to write for the public,
& have no self

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Be careful .................................................................­.......
................... in what.........................................................
...­................................... others.........................................
.................­.....................................telling you..................
&
....Notice......................................................­.....................
................The truth..........................................................
.­.................................From............................­....................
............................................­The Lies.................................
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the  truth  hurts* ,
                                  But it doesn't  **** ,
                                                               ­          however it  saddens

                                      ~Without noticin' it~

the  lies  pleases ,
                                    But it doesn't  heal,
                                                  ­                            however it  gladdens

                                            *~Without noticin' it~

Love
            is
Just
         for
Both
          of
Us
         cause
We
       deserve
It
           So
Much

Red* is sandness ,
Like your eyes when your cry

Red is pain,
Like blood when it's out of your veins

Red is sensation ,
Like your face is red when you make love

Red is hot ,
*Like the sun when your too close from it

Catch waste of time is possible
but
Catch the one we love is impossible

I laugh all time
    but with him
I giggle non-stop
Cause Life's too complicated
&  He makes me Thinkin' to something else
like *** , like couple , like other's life , like win

I crie too much
    but with him
I crie mucher than that
Cause Life's Unfair
& He makes me See different thinks
like other problem , others couple problems , like drama , like lose

For Some poeple it caled Boyfriend
For Some Other it caled Husband
For Some Otaku it caled Manga-anime
For Some Geeks it caled **Games

Upbringing starts ,
when parents teach to  children  to walk & talk.

It happily continu ,
When parents suggest to the kids  to run & sing.

It sadly just ends ,
when parents tell to the teens  to sit & shut up.

....................................why ?..............................................................­.....
We All Need Time To Dream ,
                                                      But not for having Nightmares .

                                      why ?
We All Need Time To Have Friends ,
                                                     But not for having Ennemies .

                                      why ?
We All Need Time To Love ,
                                                    But not need time for Hate .

                                      why ?
We All Need Time To Be Loved ,
                                                      But not for being Hated .

                                     why ?
We All Need Time To Create ,
                                                            But­ not for being Ruined .

                                      why ?
We All Need Time To Be Happy ,
                                                           But not need time to be Sad .



                                              it's  AL­L in reverse
                                                       ­    **why ?

take time* to have Friends ,
                                               it's the way to happiness.

take time to dream ,
                                      it's your way to the stars.

take time to love ,
                                  it's your way to the sky.

take time to be loved ,
                                       it's your way to the privilege of kings.

take time to admire what's around you ,
                                                           ­            Days're too short.

take time to live ,
                                    it's the musique of your soul*.

Only he can soothe me
Only he can calm me
Only he can hug me
Only he can kiss me
Only he can releave me
Only he can do all of this.

A flower is something
You give it love.
A flower is something
You give it water.
A flower is something
Who help you breath.
A flower is something
Who makes you smile.
**even if you don't want all of this you take it cause you just and simply need it

SOMEONE cares of me
SOMEONE likes me
SOMEONE talks to me
SOMEONE listens to me
SOMEONE misses me

Who is this someone ??

it's up to me to find who is this someone
it's up to me to know if this someone exist
it's up to  me to wake up & open my eyes
to see that there isn't a someone
there is HIM
My **Love

Because of them
Rules & rules again
Using all their could to hold me away
Ignoring all about my love
Spying me like an adept
Expecting I'm gonna forget
Do not expect me to do it

Hard as it could be
Enraged towards them
All a can is thinkin'
Rage inside me
T**o never forget him

You ! the in love one !
What's a tearful new for you ?
is it the death of your love ?

You ! the enraged one !
What's a tearful new for you ?
is it the animated life of the others ?

You ! the sad one !
What's a tearful new for you ?
is it the happier life of your enemy ?

You ! the depressed one !
What's a tearful new for you ?
is it the problemless life of your friends ?

A simple kiss from you
Even from faraways
Make me smile for days

I could be your heroe in your nightmares
I could be your light in your darkest night,
I could be your curse or your angel,
I could be your fire when it's cold outside,,
I could be your sun when it's too dark
I could be your rock when there's nowhere to hide
I could be whoever you want

It's how you love me.

Be with someone who makes you smile
&
Be someone who makes others smile

After our separation
All I have is remembrance
The sound of your voice
In my memories telling me
If we break up I'll fly to heaven
To find you I'm ready
To leave the earth
The razor kissed my veins
My blood flow
My soul fly
My heart stops
In the far-faraway
Sounds of yells screaming my name
they're sorry and dissolve into tears
& here you are

whispering in my ear :
*I'm still here , I never going to fly to heaven without you , come back to me , we don't care about your parents anymore , don't let me all alone in this earth , please I forgive you for your mistake

I thought loving you was the best thing ever
but living with you is a hundred time better
because I hold you in my arms without let you go

I thought we going to be together all times
but the fate decided otherwise
because of my parents and their law

I thought my parents were going to help us
but all I have is rejection
because of the rules of this religion

I thought the life was easier than that
but there is nothing harder than life
because i'm far from you

Be my Sun to give me some light
Be my Moon to guide me home every night
Be my Shooting Star to realize my wishes
Be my Shadow to monitor me wherever I am
Be my everything to be with me everywhere

You wasn't there so you texted me like you holded me in your arms and whispered in my ear : I don't want you to leave me or sulk me because of all I did or do ...   I just show you my fear , fear you leave me , or you change your mind about me , about staying' with me , about lovin' me , about being with me forever like you said.
I'm scared about everything ... I'm scared that your dad didn't accept to leave you travel alone , or something make him changes his mind about this ... Like I told you before ... when I get too close to happiness something go wrong and it goes away ... because all of this , all you doing for me it's too beautiful and perfect to be truth.

Livin' with you ... hold you in my arms ... to spend the rest of my life with you ... have you for me in my bed all the night  ...  I wouldn't be alone anymore ~ We'll be together.

I want this future ! I want you in my future !
You are My future
i don't want something or someone break this , I promise you I will not break it  , I'm your , only yours ! I will not cheat on you  , you just haveto respect the 3 rules and everythings will be fine.
Never leave me ~
Be Wise ~
Obey Me ~

No matter what happens and what I do

i read your text a hundred time and i still read it.

It's been a month we're together now ,
You ask me every day what do i tell you the 17
and the answer it always be the same
be with me and the next month i'll tell you
but I already say it before
and you don't hear it like you want
i swear my dear , I whisper it
every morning with a kiss
every evening with a caress
every night with a hug
in your ear  : *i'll be always with you , and i love you, forever and ever no matter what it takes no maters what it cause , i'll love you