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2.4k · Apr 2021
Left Behind
Winnalynn Wood Apr 2021
They easily left in a remorseless goodbye
I tried to forget and seemed to get by

The hardest part of moving on
Is always remembering that they’re gone

Even if they’ve forgotten about me
Feelings can’t be erased nor the memories

Friends stick together and lovers depart
I’ll say I’m better but always feel the spark

With a promising brandish it died on your end
My heart sunk and drowned, trying to pretend

That I felt okay, that I was going through some phase  
Everyone assumed, but it never felt that way

What does it matter, you have a wife and kids
To be trusted and lusted by you  
I’d sacrifice anything to give  
But dreams like that never come true

Happy ever after seems a faraway thing
Effervescent laughter inside two rings

That sparkle on both of your intertwined  hands
How left behind I feel you’ll never understand
I wrote this after listening to right where you left me by Taylor Swift.
2.4k · Jun 2023
(A)dored
Winnalynn Wood Jun 2023
Being ignored by someone you adored is a lot like hell

Being implored by someone you abhorred sounds swell
2.2k · Jul 2021
Decade of the End
Winnalynn Wood Jul 2021
The birds are whistling
and the trees are listening

To the sway of a branch
and the ending of a decade
gone away with the facade

Of trickery wrought from calloused tongues
And seeds of deceit planted in the young

Come away my friend, watch the decade of the end
Again once more, before the flowers get sore
Bending into death, and ending their breath
Come away to endings, and the long awaited sending
Watch the decade of the end
my dearest friend
2.2k · Apr 2021
Paris Tea
Winnalynn Wood Apr 2021
It was an unexpected travesty
While I sipped on my Paris tea

Black and swirling in the creamy cup
The melancholy inside wasn’t made up

The touches shared never to be replayed
A pen left wordless on the splotched page

The story of us dwindled and ended
I’ll yearn the soul I lost and befriended

It stains the wanderings in my heart
Restless longing never to depart

Will she look at you the way I did too
Or with her smile is your gaze anew

Amongst any spoken tendril I have to say
You’ll ignore it regardless, keep it at bay

No matter wherever I beg and try
Forever I’ll be pinned as the bad guy

Your friends affirm it without any doubt
The words you spill attract gallons of clout

And even with a vine of knowledge to prove
They’d pry and spy ‘til nothing’s left to prune
Whilst drinking my daily cup of Harney and Sons Paris tea I imagined this scenario. The heartbreak of being replaced is shattering indeed.
1.6k · Jan 21
Ruin the moment
I’m nothing like the girls you like
I’m not exactly you’re perfect type
So why should I even attempt and try

To capture your attention
Steal you for a moment
From all your popular friends
Just let me ruin the moment
1.5k · Apr 2021
The Rider
Winnalynn Wood Apr 2021
The riders gleaming golden saddle
Hides the swirling, eternal battles

Fought within the bravest minds
Surfacing amongst the worst times

Laid bare to eyes they’ll never be
Imaginations one will never see
I wrote this to describe moments of anxiety that can be too much and overwhelming
1.5k · Apr 2021
Dismounted
Winnalynn Wood Apr 2021
Internal battles meant to be discounted
And anxieties rumored as dismounted
While nothing could have amounted
To the tales within those mountains
Regarded and enabled as fountains
Of flowing wisdom which hasn’t counted
The melody of life yet to be sounded
A treasure seemed and well-rounded
Singular rhyming sequence based on my ruminating about worries and fears.
1.2k · Mar 2021
Viridian Green
Winnalynn Wood Mar 2021
The mossy banks and the flourishing trees
To me it seems a shade of viridian green

With the deepest pine hue and a touch of blue
The depths of its cascade cast the eye askew

And you may be tempted to decorate with it
Just don’t forget the enchanted spell casted within

Beautiful and mysterious and eternally seen
You’ll find yourself gazing on viridian green
1.1k · Apr 2021
Ignorance Incarnate
Winnalynn Wood Apr 2021
My dear friend please show me
How to act like I know these

Bumbling facades running this place
They’re all fakes that take up the space

Stuck in a whirling fantasy of power and fame
Tucked in a twirling travesty of towers of blame  

That they could never take for themselves
Lingering at the top takes a lot of help

They have gluttonous accounts, that makes all the headlines  
Without the money around it’d be an endless breadline
1.0k · Jan 21
Brooklyn Baby
You left me crying in the hotel bathroom
You left me spying in the restaurant too

You saw me for who I am
Then went up and ran
While I’m working on my tan
Trying not be who I am

Gotta stop begging you to stay
And turning up the Lana del rey
Cause I’m no one’s Brooklyn baby
I’m feeling just a bit crazy
953 · Mar 2021
Opals Within
Winnalynn Wood Mar 2021
Isn’t that glimmer visible?
That wonderful sparkle, like a fly to the light
A shining diamond, an alluring sight  

Seeker and seeked and discovered overtly
What fun is its commonality?
Must you spend a two months salary?

But see the gem in the rough
Weighed far less in value
But nonetheless faceted
Judge it harshly shall you?

The trope of the diamond
Has been pried from those eyes
By the multi-facets and spectrums
Of transient angles, translucent drums  
Milky or lustrous, a separate conundrum

Choose the opal, akin to the human soul
Shimmering subtly and brightly
Gently and ever-changed nightly
Like the starriest coals
Trill and hover ever-so lightly

Discovering the treasures in the rough
That others could never trust
They’ll lie in waiting, perhaps turn to dust
950 · Mar 2021
Ruling Numbers
Winnalynn Wood Mar 2021
Simply put my life is ruled by numbers  
Digits by the dozens in screaming color

People asking how was your SAT, ACT?
Don’t be shy, go on tell us
You better have gotten over a 30
Or a string of numbers 1500 above

The concept of clocks striking six, twelve, perhaps one
Stressing to be early has already begun
Alarms ringing, time frames narrowing, dictating much of my seeing  

Algebra, geometry, chemistry galore
Maths of all sorts are sometimes a bore

The weight of a newborn, hoped to be a seven
A timely occurrence, the baby down from Heaven
  
A social security number
Rings out like a thunder
While the hospital collects its plunder
942 · Mar 2021
Revenge, darling
Winnalynn Wood Mar 2021
Ever since that dreary sliver of a day
A hell of revenge I vowed you would pay

Promises I proclaim aren’t the lightest to keep
They’ll mercilessly haunt you in restless sleep

Perhaps you’ll see your mistake
For choosing another, breeding my heartache

The rumors are dreadfully nasty and divine
An unsuspected downfall I’ll spell to your life

So that one day the trace of your silhouette
Will waste away like the face of my cigarettes
919 · Mar 2021
Escape From Poverty
Winnalynn Wood Mar 2021
Scrapping by without a lending hand
The rent raised, they’d never understand

Streets to wander with hearts heavy laden
A carefree spirit, hopes to have made it

While piles stack up with unpaid bills
They wish for freedom, to run to a hill

Without the trivialities and endless payments
To be well-off enough, not even famous

Toiling work and nights unslept
A bucket of savings slowly kept

And the climb and perseverance away from being poor
Gained them the freedom out of the door

Of sleepless nights and unfed stomachs
Their pitiful despair gave way to a plummet
Every time he gets closer
I take a step back
I tell myself don’t ever
become too attracted

Fear of commitment makes me wanna run
Whenever I hear the word love or trust
Cause those words are hard to come by
And they like to fly away like butterflies

They’re futile lies gone too soon
That slip away from grasping hands
And they flutter up some other room
They didn’t remain, do you understand?
They united some other bride and groom

Futile lies and butterflies
662 · Mar 2021
Testing Me
Winnalynn Wood Mar 2021
***** with olives and gin craving me in
The burn can’t erase what’s bustling within

When I caught you two flushed by the door
What once again, did I come here for

Wandering about, just a little aimless
Laden with doubt, just a little senseless
Got lost downtown, just a little faithless

Fruitless love makes the time for a passion trap  
Honey lust just unwinds for tensions to snap
Admirers by the dime you mindlessly attract

But there’s nothing more unsavory than the sound
Of a heady build-up come crashing down
Lately I’ve been missing, since you aren’t around

Don’t think I haven’t heard you rustling in the sheets
I know you have a hundred more secrets to keep

Honey it’s more than just a little affair
You’re testing how much I really care

Something you will someday truly regret
While you traipse and think I’ll easily forget
528 · Jan 21
Stupid spiels
I got lost talking to strangers on the internet
Who probably could have cared less
I just needed a place to not be myself
Cause I’d be better if I was someone else

It’s so hard trying to find good friends
And faking joy and happiness

I don’t wanna reinvent the wheel
To protect you from how you feel
Let me listen in on your stupid spiels
440 · Mar 2021
The Face of Space
Winnalynn Wood Mar 2021
Touch the stars tarnished with ancient dust
Gaze at the moon, round with the suns love

Of reflections thousands of miles away
As the incandescent comets fly and sway

And the planets hovering still around
Towards the suns rays they chance a bow

In the frigid darkness, silent in space
The stillness frosts the air like the most delicate lace
428 · Mar 2021
Summer’s Reminiscence
Winnalynn Wood Mar 2021
Am I really here, or even real?
Are the people around me just glittering spiels?

Bending and yawning as an aching willow
Opening and weeping on splayed soft pillows

Fluffy and delicate, once never to shed
By and by warm an unkept withered bed

Vowed never to have been slept in
But a lowly spirit swelled within

What once was lost, could never be found
The root sprouted from trodden ground

A dwindling, pebbled little path
Swept away in a minute flash

Gone goes the summer and the sparrow groans
Never again is that reverence to be known
Perhaps a love misplayed might cease to be shown
415 · May 2021
Not Enough
Winnalynn Wood May 2021
If I’m not beautiful enough for you, then what am I?

If I’m not funny enough for you, then what am I?

If I’m not smart enough for you, then what am I?

If I’m not rich enough for you, then what am I?

If I’m not entertaining enough for you, then what am I?

If I’m not enough for you, then who am I?
366 · Mar 2021
Steely Eyes
Winnalynn Wood Mar 2021
You are amongst those who stayed far more thine.
Far more attractive is the intelligent kind
Not just the mind yet steely eyes
330 · Mar 2021
Time Takes The Cake
Winnalynn Wood Mar 2021
Time Takes The Cake

Are you just a kite without a string?
Perhaps a worn widow without her ring
Or two figures lost in a shallow summer fling  

Whatever it is, you’d better close your curtains  
For not every tale ends in a way that is certain  

Unmet expectations slice through like a knife
Lost heartfelt love and flirtations end in heated fights
Countless dreams unchased glow like wishing stars within the night    

Prenups, engagements, marriages take their place  
Monotonous paychecks keep troubled souls sane
The young think there’s forever, but time takes the cake

Aging is imminent, not one person can escape
They try to get by without too many bruises or scrapes

To those whom are lost, and to those who wander
There is an end in sight, an end to ponder

Life’s joys and shortcomings wrapped in a bow
The kindest kindred spirits just might tow you home
306 · Mar 2021
Another She Meets
Winnalynn Wood Mar 2021
She never informed him, just moved out
He still sits and remembers the doubt

Lingering in her cascading eyes
The time comes for the many lies

To unfold like a tarnished wildflower in the limelight
He cried in disbelief, not believing the plight

Another was loved more, without a hint known
Her undying loyalty, one which he never owned

The two vanished, not one trace left behind
And the raging sorrow cryptically arrived

No more trusting in anyone’s heart
The benevolent kindness was to part
300 · Mar 2021
Luminous Beings Are We
Winnalynn Wood Mar 2021
Music is written beneath my bones
Without its sound I feel alone
I feel it seeping down to my toes

I’ll be the moon, you’ll be the stars
Let sleep fall upon us in rusted cars  
By and by, our souls light up the dark

Everything is connected, even just by the skin of our teeth  
Colorful and heretic, luminous beings are we
267 · Feb 2022
Dishearten & musings
Winnalynn Wood Feb 2022
half-hearted fluctuations
my worries deserve a standing ovation
the feelings never really go away do they?
even though I see you physically
I know you’ll never ever love me
toughest of luck knowing these things
if only the rejection didn’t have to sting
why do I wonder if you like me
if not a flirtatious moment was ever shared
confirmation is scented, it all makes sense
you never once nor will even care
213 · May 2021
kind
Winnalynn Wood May 2021
be kind not because you decide

but be kind without conscious applied
197 · Feb 2022
Minds Like Dimes
Winnalynn Wood Feb 2022
I’m an obsessive, never a natural, try-hard train wreck
Hurtling myself towards guys who could care less

And every ounce of words that I said
Shifts mindlessly through the cracks of your head

You can’t change peoples minds
By the simple flip of the dime

Guessing I’m a whittled little shrivel without you
My heart is a shaking blue without the blanket of a warmer hue

That you could have been, instead
Cues of admiration flew over your head
189 · Mar 2021
A Last Breath Taken
Winnalynn Wood Mar 2021
Time is a circle, it curves once again
At first hidden, then takes a new bend

Midst a fight lost one too many times
A spiteful exchange on the precipice of life

A goodbye was proclaimed too soon
And the last breath exhaled in the room
187 · Mar 2021
Toxic Him
Winnalynn Wood Mar 2021
Your love is a double-edged sword
It leaves me dwindling, dawdling, seeking more

Never enough is given much thought
Thinking it’s normal, to believe this lot

A good day or a bad day
It never stays the same
Moods shift and always change

Your affection is a moving target
Most days it feels likely half-hearted    

Nothing I see in you is stable
Watching your fist hover on the table

After the very last dramatic slam,
I’ve finally left and found who I am

Away from your toxic words I stranded
From flailing miles down, now I’ve landed
158 · Feb 2022
Precipice
Winnalynn Wood Feb 2022
A precipice to take a lift
A lift to space a fall
A fall to risk it all
A risk taken too brisk
A leap of faith to take
A soul to die and drift
157 · Mar 2021
Unrequited Ignitions
Winnalynn Wood Mar 2021
Love unrequited, not just a love hidden
Is a flame relentless, flickering and laden
Scorching hearts like piles of wooden
After it’s beginning and the ended
155 · May 2021
Single Vein
Winnalynn Wood May 2021
She appears to have.. sadness without an apparent meaning
An onlooker or two wouldn’t know the difference
Between a smile faked or a genuine one
Between a mile take without a good run

A change is hard to detect
And a compliment harder to deflect

Every hour is very much tough  
When thoughts pile and flood

It’s too much ruminating
Things such as hesitating

Clog up every single vein
Makes it hard to stay sane

It’s called anxiety
Don’t you see?
155 · Mar 2021
Ancient Road
Winnalynn Wood Mar 2021
Happiness cannot be boughten, nor sadness be quenched in a day
Life is an ancient road, eternally beaten and trodden to stay
154 · Mar 2021
Seasons of Undergrowth
Winnalynn Wood Mar 2021
And then I saw among the throws
A thousand summer winds below
Trickling away goes the light,
To bring the autumn in it’s fright.
Frosted and frigid the winter goes
In which the snow gathers in icy globes
Spring comes without dismay
Through the rain and sun it shines away
145 · May 2021
In Loving Memory
Winnalynn Wood May 2021
Who would I rather be than me
I’d rather be anyone across from me

Holding out for moments sacred
Anxieties spanning miles of acreage

I pick up on every crumb you drop
A never-ending trail I need to stop

Imagined memories together become scattered  
I’m still driving down the ladder

Onward, downward, seething it goes
Spellbound rivers of spiraling growth  

Pleading with tears out of this recession
An elaborate hovel of the worst depression

My realities seem such a hoax
The absence of perfection sauntered a ghost

One in which haunting is the prevalent way
Brazenly nasty it vowed to never stray

Really I’m a yearning plant
Nonetheless none will water me, it’s not in the plan

Withered and grey, forts of strength have gone under
I’m informed watching a relentless thunder

Brewing in the depths of my heart
In loving memory we’ll always be apart
142 · May 2021
Faceless
Winnalynn Wood May 2021
I can see all our little interactions
Of me hiding my faceless attraction

Cause you never would have noticed
Even if I gave the effort to show it

Why couldn’t I ever be someone to you?
To this day I’m still wondering what to do
141 · Apr 2021
who am i
Winnalynn Wood Apr 2021
i don’t know who i am
but i hope you understand

i’ve already soared so far
but when asked who you are

how could I answer to them
their question always stems

asking me again, who am i?
i don’t know even about life

sometimes things seem alright
and other times it feels a lie

knocking again they ask,
who are you?
i still don’t know, i tell the truth

but when I looked beyond myself
i saw that the greatest wealth

is seeing within the minute things
noticing the gems that dwell unseen

to take not for granted anything i have
to see the sun shining behind the black  

and now i can certainly answer to
the wisest question, who are you?
137 · May 2021
Chardonnay Burns
Winnalynn Wood May 2021
I’m no longer needed so why am I here?
Lingering in this judgmental sphere

Of haughty loud whispers veiled with eloquence
Trinkets of murmuring hold me on a sequin fence

Clacking heels, dramatic spiels, alcohol flowing on staircase wheels

Jolly old folks and careless times
While my worries angle upward dives

Pivotal remembrance lies in waiting sharp turns
Hidden longing like Chardonnay burns
134 · Mar 2021
Without Goodbyes
Winnalynn Wood Mar 2021
Things don’t always turn out the way you long them to
Those whom you love truly won’t always be there for you

Remember the few moments in time
When forever was promised without a goodbye

If only things could somehow remain the same
I’d never have to beg for the memories to stay
126 · Dec 2021
Dreams
Winnalynn Wood Dec 2021
To sink into quiet sleep  
In my dreams I am free

I can be who I want to be
Within them you see

So I’ll think and read
And attempt to repeat

All the good dreams
Of finally being free
124 · Feb 2022
Escaping Me
Winnalynn Wood Feb 2022
Once upon a time seemed long ago
For time is crawling freely

With all too many souls to know
And laughter escaping me
119 · May 2021
seasons
Winnalynn Wood May 2021
amongst the flustering frost of winter  
a seeping in my bones lifts a splinter

of icy flurries choked in refrained regret
a spiced hushed whisper i’d never forget

with a vivid sweeping spring arrives
and the twittering birdies begin to fly

where mere mortals tromp and trod
lies an untouched flower in the sod

to uncover inside wandering conclusions
the scattered blooms lost in their confusion
my take on seasons
119 · Jan 21
Roam
I’m tired of being left on delivered
With no one to give me shivers

I’m tired of being left on read
And always being alone in bed

You’re like alcohol and adder-all
You make me happy then leave me drained
I feel euphoric and then insane

I wait all night for a text back
Just for you to say what I lack

This rollercoaster of emotion hits too close to home
Let’s my feelings stop and reel, get up and roam
#alcohol #drugs #lonely #depression
111 · May 2021
Wounded Spirits
Winnalynn Wood May 2021
And a memory goodbye ruined her life
Enough tears shed to fill the bottles of wine

Drunk on wounded spirits in the basement wells
She couldn’t cope with easing out of those musty swells

By any means soon, even by a lended golden ladder
And a heart brushed cold beats the slightest sadder

Nights slipped away, in a tone-deaf passing of by  
The sun southed the horizon one too many times  

And the seasons erupted and shifted and growed
While ambition and inquisitive pathways slowed

Long enough to drop her face in those hands
That saved her from a million sinking sands

A longing to feel as light as a whisper
To flow as freely as a racing churned river

A gem of carelessness yearned to be attained
Wishing dazzling diamonds on her soul’s shattered panes

For a cup of sorrows to be done away with
Traded perhaps for a tall glass of cold bliss

And over and under the many years
A seed of delicate harmony appeared  

Within her soul, a long gone spirit was renewed
That babbled and brewed from a pocket of youth

That accompanied such anticipated  change
A hoped for and prayed for, delightful  exchange  

And somewhere without the here and now  
A faithful companion is smiling down  

From a sky with creamy clouds and dreamy blues
Who would have assumed the tests time pursued
Would ascend her tarnished soul back to you
109 · Feb 2022
Jaded us, Blushing me.
Winnalynn Wood Feb 2022
I gazed upon your figure beside the lake
Missing the sad-trodden look on your face

A sparkling demeanor and flickering chandeliers
Quelled the aching in my heart from sorrow-trodden years

I didn’t need blush when I was with you
Your presence granted my rosy hue
It marched unmovable in passion-filled blues

You upended my roots beneath trees of
evergreen
Not knowing the truth is, they always leave

Jaded beads of dejection and rejections of many no’s
Dozens of faces and facades with nowhere to go
100 · Feb 2022
Messed up
Winnalynn Wood Feb 2022
Yea I might of messed up today
Don’t think they’ll ever forget

Things aren’t always the same
But I need a brand new reset

If I had a shooting star to wish upon  
I’d find myself forever beyond

Past the skies of cloudy grey
Racing by every previous mistake  

Maybe I’d end up in the right end
Try to pick up a couple new friends

But everyone that I have to meet
Isn’t anything like what they seem

Why can’t I just be someone else
I’m tired of being called myself

When can what I achieve and try
Be something worthy in their eyes

I want to be seen, I want to be heard
I want the allowance to soar like a bird

I need some confidence to grasp
Every comment feels like an attack

It’s never mine and will never be on my side.
97 · Feb 2022
Haunt, want
Winnalynn Wood Feb 2022
What I always want
Never ceases to haunt

Inner traces left to begin
And certain longings dismissed

Always as it is, and never not the same
Thinking too much, what a shame
96 · May 2021
Picture Frame
Winnalynn Wood May 2021
You take me to choir and then we get to drive around
Stop by for pastries and watch the coffee grounds

And it’s autumn time and everything is turning gold
I feel warm and cozy even though it’s really cold

And I find out at school that everybody loves pretty and cool
I didn’t know that my friends could be so cruel

But you hold me and whisper it’ll be right
Those kids were only looking for a fight  

All the moments in life I’ll remember with you
Even on the days I cry and feel sad and blue
I know you love me and I love you too

And I’ll cherish every little memory
Cause one day you won’t be with me

Your warm smile in that picture frame of glass
Reminds me of things we did in a golden past
tribute to my mother
93 · May 2021
Never Mine
Winnalynn Wood May 2021
Yea I might of messed up today
Don’t think they’ll ever forget

Things aren’t always the same
But I need a brand new reset

If I had a shooting star to wish upon  
I’d find myself forever beyond

Past the skies of cloudy grey
Racing by every previous mistake  

Maybe I’d end up in the right end
Try to pick up a couple new friends

But everyone that I have to meet
Isn’t anything like what they seem

Why can’t I just be someone else
I’m tired of being called myself

When can what I achieve and try
Be something worthy in their eyes

I want to be seen, I want to be heard
I want the freedom to fly like a bird

I need some confidence to grasp
Every comment feels like an attack

It’s never mine and will never be on my side.
Tell me you have anxiety and feelings of worthlessness without saying it
90 · Feb 2022
Her in me.
Winnalynn Wood Feb 2022
How can I feel like I’m in love
When to you I’m simply no one?

Falling this hard couldn’t ever be pretty
Begging for crumbs of presence is a pity

I’ll be perfectly fine by myself
Politely pretending all is well
Cause I’d never be able to tell
The feelings I hid and felt

Not then, ever and especially now
Especially when you’re arm’s around

An effortless charming and kind beauty
I wish you could have seen her in me
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