I have a beautiful one year old, harlequin, Great Dane and she's huge. I'm use to people staring but I was not prepared for today.
So they we were, walking in the snow. I had my headphones on. Music blasting. Minding my own **** business and these two very attractive guys pull over and yell, "hey" loudly at me. I stop and turn and they say to me, "what's your baby's name?"
(Mind you, I am awkward as **** when it comes to interacting with men in anyway, and this entire interaction caught me completely off guard.)
So I smiled awkwardly and replied, "Sawyer." They both smiled widely at me and the driver leaned forward and yelled "Hiiiiii Sawyer." All I could do was laugh because to me this was just hilarious. Still smiling at me, both the driver and the guy in the passenger seat finally wave and say bye and all I could come up with at the time was the words, "ok."
Which brings me to the conclusion that if you're dog is getting more attention than you I should just assume the title forever alone.
Sawyer is currently single and accepting boyfriend applications. Please inquire within.
I'm broke and wondering where all my money went. Questioning what was the last thing I bought and if it was money well spent. I had to work for what some of my friends already had for years. Kind of a ****** reality but then again, who cares?
I'm watching all of my heroes become human. Free balling life while trying to take the next step, yeah, I'm cruising. Working hard for what many had all along. If you think there's someone answering your prayers then you're all wrong.
Opportunity and equity are two very different things. We all can grow but where we go can affect whether we're winning or losing. I'm so consumed by my desires sometimes it burns me. Taking the next step is hard but we're all forever learning.
My life is just one big broken machine. I need tools and parts to fix it and I'm still searching. All that time I spent waiting and wishing for some to rescue me. The only person who can answer my prayers is me.
i feel i am an acquired taste maybe i'm not everyone's cup of tea i am one who will not always have the right words to say but will search high and low even down the back of the couch to find ones that will fit to make you smile just so i know you are happy
i won't always have the answers to life's whys and wherefores but if you give me reason i will believe in you and follow your lead to the ends of the earth
my only pleasure will be in my giving you pleasure i seem to be wired that way it's just how my heart works i'm soft and i can't change it no matter how hard i try
i guess most others want the one they share their life with to have spirit to be feisty to be strong
but i am very often none of those things but in my own way i am them all
so i come as a package deal complete with fairy lights a quiet soul and a sunny disposition i don't know if that's annoying probably is but like i said i'm not everyone's cup of tea
but i like coffee so maybe it doesn't matter all that much
so for now i will keep it to myself for when the moment comes and someone asks to take me out to tea
until then i will wait patiently with hope behind my eyes eyes which will always look upon you in wonder
my goodness...!! i found this on my phone today, written it seems forever ago.. on a bus journey to work :o)