I got lost talking to strangers on the internet
Who probably could have cared less I just needed a place to not be myself Cause I’d be better if I was someone else It’s so hard trying to find good friends And faking joy and happiness I don’t wanna reinvent the wheel To protect you from how you feel Let me listen in on your stupid spiels
I’m nothing like the girls you like
I’m not exactly you’re perfect type So why should I even attempt and try To capture your attention Steal you for a moment From all your popular friends Just let me ruin the moment
A time where there is snow,
where santa goes ** ** **. Many died in frost, homeless, enveloped under sheets of snow. Goodbye world. And here I am forever alone.
shut up! i have more friends than
you! and we always get along. i just sprinkle some sugar and watch from my window and hear them sing their songs! now they don’t stay very long, but it's a small price to pay. real friends sacrifice, plus their hearts would burst if they stayed. but it's okay, really! i could never let them die. they say distance makes the heart grow fonder, and i know they’d never lie. they just love me so much… what?! i’m not alone, what do you mean? i have more than i could ever want! in fact, they say that i’m their queen.
We are like skew lines
We are not parallel But we can't intersect as well
In three-dimensional geometry, skew lines are two lines that do not intersect and are not parallel, because they lie in different planes.
No one is here
It's empty, she said It's cold, she whispered It's dark, she thought "Forever alone" they laughed "Forever alone" she cried She's a viral joke yet to be said She's a mystery yet to be solved She's a safe yet to be discoverd She is Jane Doe
You are drifting, for you have given up on swimming.
There is nothing tied to you, although the red-string maidens are weaving. You sang with your heart, but there was no one to hear your frequency. And such is the fate of the loneliest whale of the sea. And they will never understand the glory of your surrender, For in their eyes, one is always destined for another. The acceptance of your fate, they call it misery, But to you, 'tis only pure, sweet liberty.
Journal Entry #7
I have a beautiful one year old, harlequin, Great Dane and she's huge. I'm use to people staring but I was not prepared for today. So they we were, walking in the snow. I had my headphones on. Music blasting. Minding my own **** business and these two very attractive guys pull over and yell, "hey" loudly at me. I stop and turn and they say to me, "what's your baby's name?" (Mind you, I am awkward as **** when it comes to interacting with men in anyway, and this entire interaction caught me completely off guard.) So I smiled awkwardly and replied, "Sawyer." They both smiled widely at me and the driver leaned forward and yelled "Hiiiiii Sawyer." All I could do was laugh because to me this was just hilarious. Still smiling at me, both the driver and the guy in the passenger seat finally wave and say bye and all I could come up with at the time was the words, "ok." Which brings me to the conclusion that if you're dog is getting more attention than you I should just assume the title forever alone.
Sawyer is currently single and accepting boyfriend applications.
Please inquire within.
Sadness is like sipping sea drops drowning down the trench
Sadness is the stain of rain glazed moonbeams on a bench Sadness is my soulmate; sadness she's my willing ***** Softly singing spirits sleep when sorrows are all spent
Learning to love myself through pain
I woke up
Today (so tired) And I’m… Not sure what I’m doing (so very tired) But I think, I am thinking? Am I thinking? What’s my name? Who am I? Why? What’s the point? Why am I here? Can I leave now? Only A Few Long Painful Relentless Hours till escape Not rest Exactly Just… Absence A necklace of rope Too many down the hatch Too easy Sometimes it’s Better To be kept In the dark Safer and Quieter Safer but Colder Safer but Alone Somewhere where Light Doesn’t shine Doesn’t reveal Doesn’t destroy Can I go to sleep now? A path of words Thoughts, Choices Millions and Millions of doors Which to go through Who knows? Put me under the stars And see me For who I am Myself Alone Take off this mask Of smiles And grins This suit of armour That guards The soul Sure, Being trapped Inside One’s own mind Can be Quite lonesome But Has anyone ever wondered What lurks inside? I am a breathing contradiction I am here but I am insignificant. I am alive but Dead inside Hiding in the dark Yet Living in the light Alone.