Submit your work, meet writers and drop the ads. Become a member
Miss X 1d
not saying you're perfect
but the way you
shook your head at me last night
kissing my cheek
joking about my choice of wine
still makes me blush today

not saying you're perfect
but the way you
stood in the doorway last night
kissing me goodbye
smirking at me
still gives me butterflies today

not saying you're perfect
but you are
I've been trying so hard not to say this
But I want to appear cool
When you send a message I reply so
Quickly like a fool

And you don't talk to me for minutes
Hours sometimes days
And then reply just as I've cried
And act like it's okay

But i am way too sensitive
I just can't deal with this
If you're going to date me
I want more than just to kiss

Don't you get it?
I am human
And I need
To be loved

and I need to be needed
and this isn't enough
Eva B 2d
What is it about attraction to other bodies and souls?

What kind of madness is this game of want and no?
Jenn 2d
i don't want to get too close
you seem almost
perfect
you like when i kiss your neck
why do i almost feel nothing
should i tell you i'm not emotionally available?
because to be honest
i'm emotionally exhausted
from him
and him
and him
and him.
will you be like them?
Jenn 2d
dissociating again.
once again.
but this should be a happy moment
at brusters ice cream.
you're so heckin cute.
you like thrifting too?
and to think..
i almost blew you off completely..
because online you seemed
just like an average guy.
but heck;
im an average girl
aren't i?
but we can't stop talking.
we giggle during what would be
awkward silences.
wow.
and Aquarius;
just the thought of you is..
dreamy..
well here i am,
kissing you goodbye,
outside ulta
at 12:30
Jenn 2d
he said
another message
you're the only one i like
another
please can i take you out
wow
i guess
my plan for validation
was successful
Jenn 2d
so
I met a guy,
online,
named Jack.
He's gorgeous.
He's sweet.
He makes me think..
about all the things i've done in my life;
Why am i here?
He's beautiful.
He's nice.
He has the most **** body;
one that I want..
He's amazing.
He's smart.
I think someone is perfect.
He's picky.
He's cute,
and I like him a lot.
His name is Jack.
If you’re Jim Jones, then I’m the drinker of the Kool-Aid
I will nod my head in submission and act unafraid
I shall follow in your footsteps and bow before your feet
For I am but a troubled girl who lacks a self-esteem

If you’re Charles Manson, then I’m your ardent devotee
My life, a mere sacrifice, for the desires of thee
Your love and approval is my only mode of existence
For I know nothing else, but am fearful of your distance

If you’re Marshall Applewhite, then I’m your Bonnie Lu
This world is blinded by sacrilege and doesn’t know the truth
So as the comet passes, and we are greeted by our deaths
I will kiss your cheek and say “you were worth my final breaths”

If you’re my spontaneous soulmate, then I am but a victim
For your sudden interest leads to a dangerous addiction
In a few weeks you will disappear and I will question why
While you tell your friends that you’re a "really nice guy”

And I will sit and wonder why you quickly lost interest
When I was unaware of your feelings of belligerence
After weeks of contemplation I will come to realize
That I too was but a sheep, that was herded on your lies
Next page