By Arcassin Burnham

Writer's Block because the cigarettes weren't enough,
Hormones Raging Like the holy Canibus,
(Maybe what i wish i had)
its a terror to be uncertain about where your fate lies,
Like the continuous Loop that everybody talks about,
Staring at a pair of Cleavage could get you starry eyed,
But For the moment you snap out of it you realize,
How are we Suppose to bring a baby in this world with no money,
We look Back at The Pregnancy scare and think we didn't end up like them,
It just makes the Situation More funny,
Just know i love you And I Care about your life babe,
And Yeah! you told me countless times you'll do the same babe,
I just think as bitter sweet teens we should be able to have a better fate.

By Arcassin Burnham

Wasted thought,
Talking blocked,
I don't know what to say,
Heart is broken,
Attention I can't pay,
Cause I don't have the money,
I ain't make the payments,
No love there,
Scumbag mentality,
I carry a lot of weight,
I was hoping that your heart and your feelings don't come to me,
I know,
I know,
I wouldn't want to fight,
Ducking and hiding,
I bet that I will not possibly be up tonight.
Humm.

By Arcassin B

Beyond the stars,

I only wonder too,

So many wanders,

Universes too,

Beyond the stars,

See the world for what it really is,

Ultimate Rewards,

The gift of being aware,


I Dont know what ya' sayin' and they don't care what I'm sayin',

I dont know what ya' sayin' and they dont care what I'm sayin',

Behind this home, i have grown,

Above us all , Beyond the dome,

I Dont know what ya' sayin' and they don't care what I'm sayin',

I dont know what ya' sayin' and they dont care what I'm sayin',

Been all alone , even without a home,

Above you all , Beyond the dome,

By Arcassin B


I could see my dreams and anguishes,
seeing them as I go further,
your world is ****** in so many languages,
that you might be okay with ******,
I could see that music is failing to secure you from
all the bad,
famous people die so much , but just think how did
they get like that?
Big whoop right ?
do you even care?
is this fueling you?
take out your phone and record someone dying here,
do you know the stupid **** that you do?
Big whoop right ?
do you even care?
is this fueling you?
take out your phone and record someone dying here,
do you know the stupid **** that you do?

I manifest and push back,
the negative **** that lingers,
illuminate and attack,
my mind will shine like veneers,
take allegiance to myself , you should hear the words
I'm saying , is this thing on?
I should have guessed it , they rigged it,
As long as my mind knows,
then my imagination shows,
wondering off to the plane,
flying off into the sky, I'm too cold like an eskimo,
will the evergreen forever grow, i guess nobody knows,
My love will show though so
Big whoop right ?
do you even care?
is this fueling you?
take out your phone and record someone dying here,
do you know the stupid **** that you do?
Big whoop right ?
do you even care?
is this fueling you?
take out your phone and record someone dying here,
do you know the stupid **** that you do?

©abpoetry2020

By Arcassin B

Crossing different cities,
mind state restless, I keep walking along,
Coffee stains on my shirt and i don't even
drink coffee, come to crossroads I'll never
get the chance to bare it all on, the fact,
We're in hell already, in the devil's country,
Who gives a ****, about it all.

Raise hell in the mother's wound conjuring some
Shadowy agenda for annihilation,
I cover eyes but they won't cover their own,
Can't save anybody, they disgust me , all of them,
bunch of bodies rotting,
Even with my own worst enemies I'd probably leave them out to dry and dye,
Along with the true colors,
Swearing that the darkest depths of my soul won't let the monsters out that reside inside,
I wouldn't hide the secrets that kept all of me afloat..

I am as strong as I ever was in my ultimate pride,
Feel like I'm on earth 400005,
Anger stem from stupid **** while staying alive,
I always walked alone , I am the Bill Bixby of Life,
Don't make me angry...


©abpoetry2020

By Arcassin Burnham

Modify you,
Then deny you,
I wouldn't try you,
Or even define you,
Won't lie to you,
Bullets flying through the rearview,
Ya staring at yourself,
Now you don't even recognize you,
Pain reliever in th drawer,
Just to heal you,
From the pain of what's to come,
But you come just to conclude,
Or add on as you say,
Keep looking in a birds eye view.

By Arcassin Burnham


Numb as being drowned in a pool of blood,

So much that Dracula couldn't even resist,

Bisexual friend dreaming about lonely studs,

Cats and cows drinking their own ****,

In reality where do I fall,

In comatose of a thousand fires,

You could have had it all,

But your green card just expired.

By Arcassin Burnham

How I feel when you move me into places I've
Always cherished,
I could see you and me and a baby carriage,
thinking of what we managed
but it's just you and me and our bickering back
and forth and we've wasted too much time,
everything is black and grey to you,
there is just no sunshine,

I think I better keep it up,
Is it enough?
Your thinking about how life is tough,
Where is the trust?
Loyalty and the things we break when we
Just fuss,
Fighting like little kids in school,
Stay on the bus,
Are we playing for keeps and all that stands
For us,
Erupting like volcanoes part from the earths
Crust,
You got me feeling overly dead,
I failed on us,
Apart from all the things we did while we
Discussed.

By Arcassin Burnham

Devil and God on my shoulders,
Causing so much ruckus,
In giving up,
Man that's the end of my discussion,
Everyone wants to know your flaws,
I wouldn't dream of it,
Adele sings you could have had it all,
But most of us have nothing,
Your a number,
Just like every human being,
It would be a desirable choice to not become a public enemy,
I mean I feel where your coming from,
But at what cost,
Lost the only father figure,
Now your hearts frost,
Like the frozen tundra,
When its said and done,
Make it to a lot commas,
Whenever will the money come,
So when I say I walk through the valley in the the shadow of death,
In my terms , I'm saying what is there to come in my future,
Who's gonna ever have your back when you have nothing left,
Its just all black mist and flying crows hoping your soul won't lecture.

by Arcassin Burnham


Teaching Our children,
Not to make the same mistakes we did,
putting anything at risk,
would be a ****** wound,
Or purple hearts,
in a war that we start,
I don't got other feelings other than what i embarked,
when we feel like we should quit,
haven't you heard the saying,
to always following your dreams,
but instead you follow other people,
that put you down,
that don't support you,
that uses peer pressure,
Down and Out desert You,
but you gotta get back up,
patch up that wound and get back on the horse,
less pressure for you,
we only got one life to live,
Might as well be true.

By Arcassin Burnham




Blue as the ocean,
Beyond purple meadows,
I sipped the magic potion,
And now I'm in her window,
Sparkling eyes like a puppy,
You said no more lies and I'll let you love me,
So I threw out all the old pictures of my ex,
Just for that reason,
I adore you,
Like the other side of my pillow,
I'm just searching for your subdue,
There's no room for being mental,
I love you,
You keep the subtle.

By Arcassin Burnham

The dreams couldn't get anymore real,
Like a pealed banana,
Growing from the ground and starting again,
Shining in your eyes,
Pushing in and out of existence,
Not like there isn't any means to exist,
But giving purpose within,
Inspiring any young human substance,
To rejoice the power of creation,
And grasp it with careful strategies,
Reading books of science and anatomy,
And not being hooked on pills , **** and LSD,
Taking a leap of faith,
So that you reply , "dreams couldn't get anymore real",
Not everyone has that feeling,
But they'll grab it one day.

By Arcassin Burnham

Flustering hair in the wind,
Better than sitting around getting high all day,
Red lipstick on the lips,
You look so divine,
The females like it when I know everything about them,
That sparkle when you smile,
The rise of a brow when your excited,
Hide your face in your palms when your shy,
Things in this world couldn't be any more artist,
Even your features inspire me to draw 250 different blue and pink butterflies,
Monday through Friday I see your stress,
You say ,
I pull you from that reality,
Guess you needed someone smart to tell you the truth and all this mess,
I can just see them flying now......

By Arcassin Burnham

Static t.v's,
Stare at it 40 hours and tell me you don't feel them pulling at you,
Bringing you down,
Steal things you found,
Take what your names pronounced,
And for what!
So you could drink your sorrows away,
Devil's nectar eating at your face,
I got three words for you,
Leave me be,
Nor redirecting to you,
I swear Its just me,
Put away all the check books,
Words as blue as the sea,
Blue wine is what I drank,
It feels alright to me.

________


Conflicted,
Misused,
Abandoned,­
A shot in the dark,
But except the sun reflects,
Off the waters only if you tell it no,
Never takes it for an answer, just a blur,
A lost figment,
So your imaginary friends will never accept,
Resentment is not a good thing to throw at anyone,
But if anyone is wrong,
Then they have every right to ignore everyone,
Tie your shoes and run,
Looking around town for a bit of thrill as in fun,
So while its may,
You may believe all your sentences are important,
Hoping writers block will stay,
Only for a couple of minutes and get lost in distant extortion.

By Arcassin Burnham


Hate being worthless as these other kids,
Tired of the hate being thrown at me,
Tolerable to all fairness and unfairness,
And to get rid of these bad memories.

Why be born into a world with hate?
And why create the child of light,
Who then later turns into the king of darkness,
And you say you make no mistake !!!!

By Arcassin Burnham


You're more,
Than what I've hoped for,
You are ,
Something I could adore,
With the smile of an angel and the taste
Of strawberries when we kiss,
Marks the broken glass at the end of the hallway based
On our arguments but I still love you like the other side of couch
Where I lay my head and think instead
Of suicide or sliting wrist and thoughts about
Hurting myself in ways you can not miss,
Like throwing signs of ****** pleasure and
Lustful imaginations,
You are,
What I've hoped for,
In a friend,
In a woman,
In a lover,
Imagining things I can not fathem in this generation of
Heartbreaking skull crushing blows to the dome of inception
And points a simple direction in walking in to the hands of
Death,
You remind me of that broken glass.

By Arcassin Burnham





You gotta go through it,

You gotta live with it,

You gotta see it everyday,

Get in a fight with it,

Fall off a bike with it,

You could be caught in it,

You can be seen with it,

Don't let it get in couraged plenty.

By Arcassin Burnham



Not often have you faced so much betrayal,
Look em in the eyes, and say I'm hotter than your hell,
Everybody wanna know,
I dont show and I don't tell,
Good thing you could tell,
Words coming out your sack,
But I don't quite repel,
Your actions just may get you killed,
I'm not always nice,
But after awhile with so much anger,
I takes some pills,
Wish i didn't have to live...

By Arcassin Burnham

Shout , in my face,
That won't mean , I can hear you,
I'm , not a friend,
More than you,
Could ever know.
Pushing all the odds of being enlightened by your own hands,
understand,
Carrying you under flaming wings is my pleasure,
Take my burning wings as a good faith and good will my love,
I will always be deep in your heart,
Take me as I am searching and loathing for comfort but,
I can not find ways to start,
Silk , dressed in gold,
they won't hear , as your light shines,
Peace , comes in time,
As they go , deep in gallows..

Leave , but don't go,
Don't take long , I'll be waiting ,
You , could be free,
Shut me out,
I'll forgive you.
these major things that appear in our lives go by,
Mind over , lapping matter,
Remember love rules over all, and all things that,
Materialize , doesn't matter to you.


©abpoetry2020

by Arcassin Burnham

Please me and tease me,
But don't say you will,
When we both know you won't and this love thing is wrong,
We've covered our hearts inside,
For just a quick fling and a **** in a bed of lies,
And some watered eyes,
For no room to dry,
I just feel My Heart is deep , buried alive, so why lie?
Fated love and a pair of keys in time,
I've smoked up my love,
We both know I'm not what you need at this time,
You keep everything inside...

/

Come live in the countryside with me,
Mend all your broken ties with me,
But you rather stand and fight with me,
The game that you play ,you can't buy me,
Can't get love like this in the valley,
Hoped I crushed for lusting and empathy,
But you rather put the knife to me,
This game that you play , you can't buy me.

Come live in the countryside with me,
Believed it when you said you loved me,
But I know those words don't mean a thing,
The game that you play , you can't buy me,
Was the one that gave you good memories,
Got the right herbs for your energy,
Used me for it all apparently,
I can't wait to leave you here crying.


©abpoetry2019

By Arcinder




I selling everything,
Without seeing pore mistakes perish,
Ill even sell my soul to see yall die,
And leave your loved ones,
Making lame *** people look stupid,
I really cherish,
Especially fake made up raps,
You can't even cope on,
Y'all pathetic,
Where y'all courage,
I don't see non,
I don't see non,
Dis man trying to see me in the shower,
I'll be waiting with a gun,
Now that's real lyricism,
Please no more school drop outs,
If it ain't respect,
I'll make you tap out,
Come give my *** a kiss,
Give me something I can laugh bout,
Busted lips,
Blood leaking,
Can't tell,
But the devil trying to temp me,
Killed dash and doc and lis and ta,
Where the ***** the rest,
I got an audience to look after,
I ain't ******* stress,
Y'all must be scare to come to impress,
Y'all make me laugh,
Just chilling with Melanie,
She might not join the conflict,
Different story when it comes to me,

Hahhahahahahahaahahhahahahh

By Arcassin Burnham


She murdered my soul , it manifested into flowers.
cheap cologne I got for Christmas the following week.
I used to draw so many portraits of a face that'll never
have flapping lips engraving on my tomb stone for
someones amusement lying to myself like I didn't give
a **** but I did and it hard enough to let you go even
for a minute , it was written that one day i see your face
again and I won't have my soul taken from the way you
treated me the last time and left me feeling so depressed,
I had to tell myself that your a pessimist,
just a figment of my imagination,
I use to think you were a goddess but you nearly had me fooled
like,
You wanted me to be a savage but wasn't that kind of dude like.


/

Two times , the surprise in your eyes,
there's a world for each pupil.

Stars will align , within a weeks time,
I swear that everything is neutral.

Head , first
in , to,
life,
itself,
life itself , life itself,
stop running home,
you don't need your wealth,
need your wealth , need your wealth,
cause all the people , the people,
they just wanna be notice in this time of agony,
yeah the people , the people,
they don't want all your city folk or your pity...

Most people , don't like strings that attach,
but like who needs time for love.

but most sheeple, don't like seeing the real,
to find out what lies above.

Head , first
in , to,
life,
itself,
life itself , life itself,
stop running home,
you don't need your wealth,
need your wealth , need your wealth,
cause all the people , the people,
they just wanna be notice in this time of agony,
yeah the people , the people,
they don't want all your city folk or your pity.

By Arcassin Burnham



Fire to burn,
Til tomorrow,
Red skies,
Not a representation of evils into the universe,
For your fellow human beings,
Insane increasingly industrial cyber bullys,
But could never stop growing pains,
Don't you ever let another human being,
Drive you off the edge,
To destruction,
Instead be reborn into a higher commune,
Think about the future,
Or love in that order,
But never forget your love ones,
As they have been deceased,,
Calling on dawn to let them see you again,
It says they all miss you..

By Arcassin Burnham

Steady winning with sin,
Paper makes love to the pen,
Give them all my condolences,
The man just saw his end,
Flashed before his eyes,
It just came as a surprise,
Not one but two loose ties,
I swear the devil lies,
About the choice to choose or decide,
What do they call you?
Savior or a man with lost virtue,
Your a higher power not a cartoon,
And those predict the most,
But what is it to you,
In a cage controlling your actions,
Laws can make transactions,
The World is just a big fraction,
Ready to be solved,
Can you determine what happens?

By Arcassin Burnham

Devil's chokehold,
Grueling at you feelings,
Weighing you down,
I mean unless you soul is sold,
Unless your soul is sold,
Unless your soul is sold,
Unless your soul is sold,
Thats what the demons repeat,
Over and over just to get yourself some new sheets,
Cause the blood splatter won't help you livleyhood,
And the your parents want nothing else to do with you,
Being good,
You just can't go on thinking what if,
And then blowing all your parents hard earned money for your college fund,
I'm just you the real,
This is not for fun.

by Arcassin Burnham



why are all of you putting more weight on my shoulders,
waiting for the years of long pain and suffering to be over,
you all put me in a very messy mind state,
where i cant maintain,
suicide was the answer,
but it was never questioned,
out of all the ****** up things in my life,
all the exs and broken friendships,
i now realize that i cant be what they want me to be,
i can only be me,
get rid of some of this stress,
cant loosen up,
cant shake this phobia,
when all i do is shake,
like bruce banner looking for the cure to stop the hulk,
how can life go on from all my mistakes,
with bad people,
that i couldve impressed,
but failed miserably,
to know ive always hated myself,
father figures burned out of the picture,
if he could have been here my life wouldnt be like this,
deserving to die,
deserving not to live,
deserving not to care,
to live in anxiety,
probably for the rest of my life,
i hate myself.