Few pills and liquor,
Yeah you hate me,
**** figures,
Ive always been the outcast,
Bullied by millions,
I won't pick a day to start running,
That's macaroni art for children,
But me being a child,
My father ****** my life up,
No father figures at all,
I should blow the world up,

I longed for the love of a female besides My mother , and I had really bad life, all my exes had good ones after I appeared , came and went, trying to **** myself 6 times , I still won't quick , and when you leave and don't reply , I feel you being funny, and right now about now I hate everyone that pitched it to me, I say what I want , and do what life is ****, get off my **** , I care about no one except myself and anybody that really cares for me, can't wait to get away from  here , I find someone that has everything that I imagined, cause I can't trust no one.

By Arcassin Burnham



It was,
A school night thinking continuously about the doubts and situations containing what the reason behind my shell that I couldn't break from,
That's how I got the scar from the gymnasium,
Nobody wants a freak,
Like trading me for nuns,
And in the following week,
Away I had to run as fast as I could and never looked back,
Face defeat before as a matter of fact,

Sitting in a open crowded room full of fakes of disaster,
You would think theres nothing wrong with that.

And I'm like oh my gawd,
Oh my gawd,
I'm like oh my gawd,
No body cared so who the hell made you god?

By Arcassin Burnham

A girl with a forgotten purpose,
Dealing with demons,
Creatures that can't be tamed,
I guess she was the one to blame,
Every day was a "let's get Carrie white day",
And everybody was apart of it,
The harassment and the bullying,
Can only drive a young beautiful daffodil like her to rotten plant,
Where the sun don't shine,
Bleeding and crying,
" plug it up""plug it up",
Can't even imagine a worst reality,
Or how she must of felt,
Or when she came from home,
Knowing she would be alone,
In the situation with her crazy psychotic mother,
Even when she wasn't at work,
She would pase back and forth,
Walk around,
And plunder,
Not knowing her daughter has a lot of power,
Controlled erges to not move things with her mind,
Mothers rambles about Satan,
Made it all seem worthless,
"People will trick you,
Make you think they love you,
And for what!".,
But instead of listening to her mother,
And putting on different covers,
No one she wanted to love,
Mom kept carving cuts,
But,
I can't even imagine how you use to feel Carrie,
I was In your 3rd period , you don't remember Carrie,
The quite one with the hoodie on Carrie,
The one that hated when people would disgrace your name Carrie,
Thought you were beautiful in every way Carrie,
I hated how they treated and neglected you Carrie,
The kind hearted person that you were Carrie,
Is more room and all the time I need for us Carrie,
155th day of school , couldn't believe that you died Carrie,
I heard what happen that night Carrie,
I wasn't there because I didn't have a date if I would of had the courage swear it would have been our night Carrie,
Our night Carrie,
I know I didn't know you for very long,
I miss you Carrie white.

By Arcassin Burnham


I use to love your hair,
I use to love your shirt,
I use to love your walk,
I use to love your eyes,
Your eyes,
I love your eyes,
I swear those eyes got mind control,
But my heart you can not hold,
If you searching for your soul,
Enough with those soulless eyes.

By Arcassin Burnham

We won't be the only two hanging here,
Blinded by the light,
We should make it last while we still have our dignity,
I hope you're not too into me,
Cause in a distant memory,
I see clarity,
Couple drinks in my system,
And the remedies,
I just hope you're not too into me,
Another line sniffed,
So we're in another place,
Let this not be a penalty,
I hope you're not into me,
Still hangin.

By Arcassin Burnham

I,
Use to be what everyone thought was a easy target,
It's so sad that they make fun of the wealth,
Say,
What they want , I just turn the other way and
Never look back,
I don't know what to do with myself,

So get your fingers out my ******* face,
I really hate violence,
But I have to put you back in your place,

I really changed alot for you

I,
I never meant hurt anyone I was living a horrid life,
There never was a plan for me,
Said,
What they said and it defeats the purpose when I didn't
live right,
But there wasn't a purpose for me,

And while I put you back in your place,
Bad luck on my side,
I just wanna get out of this human race,

I really changed alot for you.

By Arcassin Burnham


Cleaning out the gutters of my mind,
Don't wanna be cornered,
I'm just thinking you keep wasting more time,
If anyone is considered,
Judging me if I ever get out line,
But I just rendered,
I am not anyone's guinea pig!
Putting me in positions I can't handle,
You're a mess,
These tests and my background dismantled,
A hell of a quest,
Couple blocks down near Rockwell's,
Your at your best,
Never had secrets I had to tell,
Never had them on my chest,
I am not anyone's guinea pig!
Kept wondering what was next,
Writer's block left me stuck,
Remember when I use to have threats from my ex,
And I just had to give her up,
Hickies all over my neck,
I'm just feeling so corrupt,
And even when your at your best,
And you just wanna change it up,
You're not anyone's guinea pig!

By wolf & Arcassin


AB: ..it was you,
All along,
I differ from others that find the strength to move on
Even spiritually,
hurt me bad,
It almost killed me,
Even in death I would still love you,
There's noone in your frame of mind,
change of heart,
Took me back,
Filled with joy,
Don't know long it will Last,
As long as you last,

WS: it's still only you
have you figured out the rift?
many will come, many may go
but this is and always will be
you and i
me and you
only we own that
back from death you bring me
with a tender kiss
like mouth to mouth regeneration
and soul to soul
like no others
maybe, just maybe
you and me
is all we ever really needed to be
let it last, let it stay
one kiss, i pray....
never go astray.

AB:
The hardest thing I ever had to do,
Is tell you that I love you,
Regretting staying friends,
In reality to never hurt you,
I miss the way you kiss me softly on the cheek,
Not knowing I like you,
It was like this every week,
Safe to say I haven't found the words to say,
Silence says a lot,
But in the end you gotta pay,

E:
Hey its been a while that we've been friends
and I'm shaking at my knees
Cuz I've got some things to say.
Do you know how I use to think
I could never love another human being
but when my heart felt yours
This girl  changed really quick.

AB:
I noticed the feelings,
I could see it in your eyes,
Want to press my lips against yours,
Don't be surprised,
When I do,
I want you to feel absolute passion,
Kissing you,
Firecrackers in the sky taking action,
Feeling so loved,
With you sitting in the meadows,
The one I'm thinking of,
But not sneaking in windows,

E:
Hey I just want to say,
don't get me wrong I'm not that kind.
I'm not not easy girl but with you
Its so so easy when it comes to you.
I swear I just want to make crazy love to you.
But if my skin never touches yours,
it is OK Cuz its your  touch I really crave.

AB:
I put you first,
In the mist of loving females
I need to rule the earth,
To make you queen of the outer relms,
Love u elsa

By Arcassin Burnham

Purple smoke swisp the air in shambles,
Grasping the cause of the situation but no longer tangible,
Chasing after a high that I will never get back,
I see the outcome of your words,
On full attack,
But I will never sink,
Harsh words can be erased,
I will never sink,
Give you a knuckle sandwich to the face,
Just dreaming of the unicorns,
Running through the grass,
If I brought 3 home,
Wondering how my moms will react.

By Arcassinburnham





Spoon full,
Going in and out your mouth,
****** feelings,
Gooey as sour crout,
Love  the country,
Like you don't miss the city,
But getting mushy,
When your too pretty,
Going away,
When the summer ends,
Consideration to make you stay,
But my lungs in my chest won't bound again,
Make you say,
My name three times like Beatle juice,
Don't get carried away,
Cause I'm loving you,

Cheesecake,
Cheesecake,
Thats the only I think about,
When it was you,
Cheesecake,
Cheesecake,
Thats the only I think about,
When it was you,
Cheesecake,
Cheesecake,
Thats the only I think about,
When it was you,
Cheesecake,
Cheesecake,
Thats the only I think about,
When it was you.

By Arcassin B


"Cheyenne"


As young as you look,
You should have been a model,
I don't even know why you want me anyways,
But , things happen for a reason I don't toggle,
When you look into my eyes,
I get sense of adventure,
And that night I kissed your lips,
Will always be a memory worth a rapture,
You always knew just what to say,
Some things I depend on you for,
Even lost my best friend,
Cause he thought you were a *****,
I love you always and forever,
Even if your brothers around,
You take a bird from its feathers,
And you then flew me around.


"7:39 Kiss"



I couldn't stop kissing you tonight,
Taking about our worries,
Bodies pierced towards each other,
Dancing upon your lips in the moons rise,
Escaping the erge to let you go,
Can't see how much we belong in the night sky,
Taking my breath away when we **** our faces off,
Not a ****** reference,
I like this night,
Sad that I left.



"Sticky Skin"


Fun day we had,
Wishing we could do it again,
Me , you , and your brother,
Going on esponola road for adventure,
This all happen to today,
I also like this day.
Soda and water spilled over all of us,
Horse playing lol,
Good times....

By AB



I use to have a green eyed goddess
With an act for hatred,
Blonde hair in her head,
But had no gullible subjection,

But that was a year ago,

Now I'm with a girl that has,
Hazel eyes and nice smile,
But I can not surpass,
And just knew her for awhile,

And I don't wanna let her go,


AND WHEN YOU....
Look into my eyes,
Kissing you is a divine rose,
But no one,
Goes,
For those,
They want Lillies.
Prayed for hours,
For you,
To be the one,
It turns we had chemistry,
With our own intities.

By Arcassin Burnham


I be really chill as ****,
Chill as ****,
Technically on the break but that's all in
my head,
Penitentiary mindset but no longer locked
up, you didn't hear from me,
So that's not what I said,
Moving around the creases , in and out
of situations , not my main occupation,
But I'm working up the nerve to live and
survive and survive,
And I don't know how long I could stay
alive , in this ongoing cycle,
Throw your feelings out ,recycle,

I be really chill as ****,
Chill as ****,
Let the chamomile flow though the veins and such, I got a,
Soft spot for nature in my own little way,
Nobody else strong enough to evade my
space, Ya hear me,
Really chill , to the point of no return from
this cloud that I'm on, I could never come
down off this plane, its real strange,
But I'm sane,
Chill I'm telling you.

/

Don't drag your partners down along with ya' to the grave,
When fakeness is engrave into their brains like a bad movie that
Persuades ,never know,  might bring the pain,
Shut up,
Close your eyes,
Matter of fact open them, stay awake,
Trust no one,
Talk to everyone,
Don't become a dead body in a lake,
Don't seal your fate,
You planned this ,You planned this,
You planned this, don't run from it,
You planned this ,the parasite lingers like
A therapist,
You planned this,
There's no other way to say your views are distorted,
Turning every which way as a sign,
It's a crime, systems take over your life,
You didn't plan it,
But they planned it,
This is propaganda we've been handed,
Your life expectancy isn't really candid,
I know we all gotta' die someday , lie awake somewhere,
Don't be a bandit or a sinner, that’s impossible,
Is this country really free ? Is it optional ?
The feds will hold , a grudge to different race cause their superiors told,
I feel like life is game without the checkmates,
It never gets old.

By Arcassinburnham



Until its done
Which it is,
I will not reminisce,
Slithering over,
Like to hisssssss,
But I never miss,
Which I do,
But I don't care,
People get better in time,
***** for you,
Gonna fall ,
You wouldn't dare jump off that ledge,

Watch Me¡!!!!

By Arcassin Burnham

...And when the clock strikes 12,
And your heart is on your sleeve,
And you love someone that's poor,
But nobody believes,
I can only imagine the fatal clockwork,
Bursting full of numbers,
You don't deserve that,
Its less than you deserve,
But we could only wonder,
And when the clock strikes 12 ,
Bad spirits come out,
Like freak accidents that contain you,
Then you can't figure that out,
Glass slippers,
Purple kisses,
Putting spells on the elderly,
When the clock strikes 12,
Clockwork is future telling.

By Arcassin B & Olivia K


OK: On a cold March day I was stranded.
In a place all lined with darkness. Walls enclosed me real tight, I have a huge desire to fight, They say there are responses, one or sometimes two, fight or flight is what they say, looks like I'm here to stay, a cell phone in my pocket shines just a little light, on the wall to the right in silver pen be wrote, welcome to the wishing well, is this heaven or is this hell,
AB: Trauma speaks in silence letting me know in a state of euphoria, Things are not what it seems by any and all means When your own people ready to Bury ya, looking at the four walls like "how are you doing sir" never felt more than a burden in vain to the rest of the planet of sleepless individuals with no time on their hands just walking around for the next transit.

By Arcassin Burnham




Imagine feeling the greatest high,
And wondering if you ever come down,
But smiling as if you never left god green earth,
Reminiscing all the times you should have stayed,
Under the tree like in the shade,
Any advantage that could have given me,
Feeling the greatest high,
But imagine the weather and view up there,
The act of zero tolerance for falling,
Stay up there long enough,
Seeing the psychicaldelic contacts.

By Arcassin B & blue

OB
"He likes to laugh,
And look happy,
His good humor is never off,
Doesn't mind to sound sappy.
But people don't imagine
That he's just pretending.
Pretending to be happy
When his life is a disaster
Showing he is lucky,
But to his end running faster.
For this he can only blame his own,
Finally being what he is : a sad clown. "
AB
Her smile,
I put in notebooks,
The elegance of skin is so soft,
I seen beauty for all it took,
Passive unanswered messages,
Not really big on answering,
Questions of your aura as it happen,
Mood swings so staggering,
But sorrow is so saddening,
Pressured memories,
Haunt you at midnight,
So you stay up talking to me,
Is the only time you ever wanna reply.

By Arcassin Burnham




Don't need,

Stormy Weather tonight,

Your greed,

Only with feathers you fly,

Pillow cotton in the sky,

Bring the gasoline,

Heart filled with fire,

Don't let the rain come down on me.

By Arcassin Burnham


Man I feel good,
Tripping on something very ******* creative.

By Arcassin Burnham

Teenage stories again??
She was an A student,
Traveling a crule and beautiful world filled with dreams and dispair,
No help there,
She knew what she wanted,
Living in a disgusting neighborhood,
Parents barely paying rent on time,
But at times,
It was more like a cry for help,
Other girls bullying her after school,
She yells for help,
But no one aids her,
In pain and exhausted,
She walks home lost and selfpitying herself,
"all those marks on your face.... How come?",
Runs up to her room and never answers her mom,
Then later patches her up,
And tells good night,
Knowing she won't get any sleep,
Cause her parents were gonna get in a fight,
So just do like mommy told you , if there's screaming,
Then you'll know what to do,
What happens in the house stays,
There's no leaving,
In the darkness, dripping tears,
Waiting for it to stop is what she'll do,
Very cold.

By Arcassin Burnham

When you were 11 ,
You were made of stone,
Knowing little Kevin,
And how he walked home alone,
over exaggerating,
Pride too low to determine,
I'm afraid,
Of what growing up has to offer,
And if will cause my anxiety to get worse,
But hopefully not in a herse,
Long enough to lose my mind a often suffer,
Let go my soul,
Begging,
Can feel the pain,
My body aches and I'm getting paranoid,
Of the same ****** up existence,
Cutting slices of my soulless flesh,
Let my soul go,
Momma never lost her love ,
A little bit less,
Guess it comes with age,
To have this much stress.

by Arcassin Burnham

What has the world come to,
When people like you,
Get costody of child you know you can't take care of,
Cause he's only two,
And always care for you,
When you get drunk,
And every time you puke,
Have your temper tantrums,
And threatened your wife to throw him off a roof,
You still got the devils juice in you,
May he be careful towards everything you do,
Hey! But I guess thats what society does.

By Arcassin Burnham

I lived,
a normal life,
but you took it from me,
I lived,
a normal life,
but you took it from me,
I lived,
a normal life,
but you took it from me,

YOU TOOK IT ALL AWAY,
I HAD TO RUN AWAY,
BEFORE YOU MAKE THE REST OF ME,
TECHNOLOGY,
I HAD TO FIND A PLACE SAFE,
INSTEAD YOU FOUND ME,
TOOK OUT MY HEART AND SOUL,
AND REPLACED IT WITH COMPUTER PARTS,
OH,

⭕can't pretend to sin,
Can't pretend to win,
Can't pretend to feel,
Cant pretend to love,
Cant pretend to smile,
Dont know what is real,⭕
But still you took it from me,
Only to know that.....
I lived,
a normal life,
but you just took it from me,

I lived,
a normal life,
but you took it from me,
I lived,
a normal life,
but you took it from me.

by Arcassin Burnham

Has it been occurring to you,
Is it referring to you that I'm digging the
Accent,
The sofas very cheap and we made it out the storm,
won't prepare for the accidents,
Girl the beautys divine,
And the waves are crashing into my lungs,
Fire in your eyes as the rain turns to smoke,
As it evaporates into the sun,
My sweet lovin's on the run,
Happiness is a warm gun,
With you.

by Arcassin Burnham


"Concept"

Yeah,
I heard the sirens last night,
Must be airing out,
Vivid thoughts of your emotional busted future,
I never do sir,
I go with the flow with everything I do,
Life in your hands,
Thought so,
I knew it wasn't you,
Put on my pants one leg at a time,
Then i sat,
Sneakers, hoodies and Adidas,
Trying on a bucket hat,
But yo it wasn't what I was feeling,
Somethings we can't help,
And ever black man does,
He gets killed,
Did the video go viral?
Did you see the officer that did it?
You should perish,
How the hell is this man still livin'.
If you don't get concept ,
By now you Should have it,
Its right in front of you,
All you need...........

••••

.........To do is  "Grasp it"


Do you feel it yet?!!
I know a lot of y'all been sending out many threats,
Bashing the internet about interracial couples on commercials,

Do you see how mad and ******* I got yet?
Why the world lost people without justice,
Why economy telling us to forget this,
Killed in cold blood in a mini mart,
How could we all ever forget this.

By Arcassin Burnham


Thrusting,
Everlasting sensation,
Desires and fantasies,
Are main factors of,
Intimate contact,
So when I contact you,
Then you should know what I expect,
I just wanna touch a body I'm not here to neglect,
My you can be my test subject,
Let's experiment,
Perfected the perfect serum,
I'll put it on,
And give you a night you won't forget.

By Arcassin Burnham



Her - can I help you? Why are you staring ?

Me -.....Because I want to be your friend

Her - But you just met me a minute ago in the store,

Me - I can be better than all of the people you knew before,

Her - I have a boyfriend sorry!

Me - no no no ! I don't want to come on to you , I just wanna hang,

Her - your persuasion and welcoming is pretty off and lame,

Me - not being in your company would be lame , and for that I feel no shame,

Her - hummm I don't know , I just think your a creep,

Me - a creep would be walking up to you in cowboy boots and an astronaut suit
Saying hi nice to meet me , I mean you,

Her - haha yeah that's pretty creepy,

Me - so what's your name ? if you don't mind me asking,

Her - Melanie , what's yours?

Me - Arcassin , don't you like the way my name just soars,

Her - hehe you're funny , hey do you have any plans,

Me - not really until you just asked me , I was going to put my feet in the sand,

Her - so the beach right ?

Me - yeah to just maybe stare at the ocean with knowledgeable sight,


To Be Continued ......

By Arcassin Burnham

Take A Walk with me on the Seaside,
with an Ouce of Delicateness and Such Divine Beauty,
The Place to truly Fall in love,
To Take hearts into the Heart Of brazil,
And Marry without thinking twice about your Brilliant Decision,
Cities where jesus is the most prized possession to Happy Lives,
True to their Lord and savior,
Pretty Women at Every turn,
Rio,
The city i love dearly,
And wish to Explore and gaze Apon the Glorious..
...Copacabana!!!

By Arcassin Burnham


The way we live....this life does not want to be
Put on hold in the midst of the stress,
We can not caress the agonizing pain away,
That was the task at hand at its best,
But we failed,
We're living in hell,
No absolute way in hell,
I will let us fall.......in a pit of the shame that was
shaming the clueless,
But right now we're aware,
Escaping our lives,
To get rid of the foolishness,
Gotta put up a fight,
I'm not dying tonight,

I wouldn't be telling you this if I didn't care,
From your true statements with a perfect
Stare,
You see all the faults and the anger beheaded
The only two options are sitting there,
You look at problems,
No, it's not fair,
I hear it in your voice and I know you care,
How could I forget the arrangement we
Made,
I couldn't have forgot we're a perfect pair.

By Arcassin Burnham



For example if you think you have it all,
Popular crowds and royal crowns,
Time for your empire to fall,
Do you the bass in my voice,
When I'm talking to you,
Fake friends never survive,
Isn't that what makes you,
And you call me a coward...?!!

By Arcassin Burnham

I'm in the fire laying next to you tonight,
Watching you while you sleep,
I was a creeper, he's just crushing souls,
But you're,
just all that i need,
I'm in the fire laying next to you tonight,
Silent , but I hear your weeps,
Was your protector , his speech was so old,
But you just,
Make me feel complete,

If you were careful,
You would have chose me in a way,
I can not receive,
Would you stay,
If I told you to leave,
Its okay,
I doesn't have to be,
Don't worry I'll wait,
No reason to contemplate,
But my feelings I can't shake,
Why does it have to be this way,
I listening to half of what you say,
Because I........

I'm in the fire laying next to you tonight,
Watching you while you sleep,
I was a creeper, he's just crushing souls,
But you're,
just all that i need,
I'm in the fire laying next to you tonight,
Silent , but I hear your weeps,
Was your protector , his speech was so old,
But you just,
Make me feel complete.