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Oct 2017 · 674
Chance Upon
Keren Oct 2017
On a self-seeking desire to have someone
who I can vent my rumination
I stumble accross your name,
For a long time, I felt being resilient again

Despite wires tangled in my fingers,
I barely reached the button where we can connect
As if it was freed from decades of being chained.
And there is more here, you noticed me.

Your message betokened glimpses of a pensive mood,
Unlocked a door of your concealed emotions,
Lamps started to light up again from the sky
This is my arrival to your gloomy life.


I promise to never leave.
After a long time, I was able to scribble for someone again. This is for you, you.
Oct 2016 · 748
Lost
Keren Oct 2016
Lying on the bermuda grass
gazing at the stars,
we planned for our future
as if it's only a call away.

I remembered how you asked me,
"Why arent you writing anymore?"
And i sniffed, "Got no inspiration"
You kept silent, we had a fight that day.


And now Im alone,
Remembering where it went wrong
Like a strike of a lightning into a forbidden tree
I wasnt quite sure of the answer


All I know is that,
I lost the poet in me
When I found the love I am longing...

in you.

That's what love has taught me:
*YOU NEED TO LOSE YOURSELF TO FIND SOMEBODY
For you, my love.
Aug 2016 · 584
Lifeless
Keren Aug 2016
Im suicidal
And I am beyond happy
If I'd die tonight.
This is an answer to the 10-word poetry entitled Im Not Suicidal.



But I am, really.
Jul 2016 · 850
#10
Keren Jul 2016
#10
I was scared.
People around me noticed it.
They told me to try going out of my comfort zone.
To step outside the box.
I was scared.
But I gave a shot.
Now Im outside the box.
Wondering my existence.
Roaming around at every corner.
I was scared.
One wrong move
I might fail.
But I realized
I wasnt scared.
It's just in my head.
Because everything outside the box was
All my happiness.
I was once afraid of risking.
And it's you.
Jul 2016 · 741
My Paradox
Keren Jul 2016
You asked me
If what makes me happy and sad.
I just laughed
Because you'll never know that
It's always been you.


You.
Jul 2016 · 832
Her
Keren Jul 2016
Her
It's the way you look into her eyes
when you talk to her.


And even when youre not together.
You still speak about her like she's your universe.


And I,
Im just a listener.
Lol. Why cant it be me?
Jul 2016 · 677
First Love
Keren Jul 2016
Before I fell in love with the sun
setting in the west sky
and with the chirping birds
in the morning dew
and with the moon and stars
like lamps in the night
and with the wind
kissing my skin everyday
and with the trees
swaying like ballet dancers
and with the cotton-like clouds
in the blue sky
*I fell in love with you first.
Inspired by Lang Leav's First Love
Jul 2016 · 3.6k
#9
Keren Jul 2016
#9
Maybe you loved me like a sunflower
But just how a sunflower withered
Your love, too, has faded away.
I wish I can get over you.
Jul 2016 · 812
#9
Keren Jul 2016
#9
We are writing our history
But
Someone's trying to destroy
Whatever we write
You loved her more than once in book
and
Im still here trying to write
every form of literary piece
to make you love me.
You werent for me, I guess.
Jul 2016 · 277
Home
Keren Jul 2016
"Im home"**

Said she.
I wore my typical smile.
I was happy for her
Not because she's home
But because she knew where her home was.


While I,
Im still figuring out where home is,
Is it a place with beds and comforters?
Somewhere you can rest?
Or a person with hazel eyes and a heartbeat?
Someone you can feel loved?
Home
Jun 2016 · 3.1k
#8
Keren Jun 2016
#8
You were a tower,
Distant
Unreachable you seem to be
But the little strand of hope
That keeps me going
Is the thought of us
Living under the same sky
Breathing the same air
Looking at the same stars
You're gonna notice me
Someday
Jun 2016 · 848
#7
Keren Jun 2016
#7
He started seeing
all the things I see in myself.
And that's the scariest thing for me
because I know he wont stay.

I was right

*He left me.
Jun 2016 · 1.2k
Wonderwall
Keren Jun 2016
Some people are under construction
because their walls were broken
and know that
those times are hard
for they built it with bricks
and they let someone ruined it.
It has been standing firm for years
yet someone came
to just completely break it
and leave it unfixed
And wonderwall just lingers there
waiting for a resolution
waiting for some fixing
just waiting.
Wonderwall means it stays there for someone.
Jun 2016 · 543
Puzzle
Keren Jun 2016
She was whole
in silence but
there was someone
who made her feel like
something's missing in her life
and that
he is the missing piece to complete her life puzzle
so she welcomed him with open arms
and keep him locked in her shackled
not wanting to let him go
but he
was suffocated
he barely can breathe
because of the tightness
so he pushed her away
to feel alive again
And she tried to hug him again
because she felt incomplete
but he went missing
and
other pieces of her went missing too
each day
and soon she realized
she was whole before him
that he is just a filthy piece
Jun 2016 · 710
Liar
Keren Jun 2016
The truth was unleashed
      when I saw you
  with her
Hands are intertwined
Staring at each other's eyes.

I was dumbfounded
   Cant even feel my senses
Everything was naked.
I knew.
**Our love was just a lie to you.
I was doing this while in class because I was bored as heck.
Jun 2016 · 1.1k
Epiphany
Keren Jun 2016
When I was younger
I was taught to never talk with strangers
For I was gullible
And they might fool me with no apparent reason

When I was a little older
Strangers turned into acquaintances
Acquaintances turned into friends
Friends turned into lovers

I learned that my elders were right
When they told me to never talk with strangers
For I was gullible enough to be fooled
I shouldve listened to them
Jun 2016 · 847
Fall in Love with a Writer
Keren Jun 2016
Fall in love with a writer
She'll write you a universe
Imprison you in the web of her words
Keep you forever in her embrace

Fall in love with a writer
She'll not brag about how you mistreated her
For she'll just put her feelings into words
And keep it locked to herself

Fall in love with a writer
She'll never get tired of scribbling missives for you
Nor gets tired of loving you
Because she'll make you her world.

*Fall in love with a writer.
Fall in love with me.
Lol
Jun 2016 · 2.1k
Bluebell Vane
Keren Jun 2016
I met a girl whose name is sky's hue
Combined with a thing that has a melody to foretell
And this may sound so vain
But it rhymes her name.

I met a poet who's spinning in a far bustling place
Known as the city that never sleeps
And I feel like a star
That's crawling into the unknown

I found this someone a downreaching one
Though she's miles away, one that I never took a glance at
She'll be an spectacle,
I'll always wait for her written words

Maybe someday, just like color blue
I'd find her my tranquility just like most people do
And listen to the sweet, tinkling melody bell foretells
With the one who directs me all the way just like a weathervane.
For the one whom I just met. Im not good at writing poems anyway. It *****.
Jun 2016 · 5.8k
Introvert
Keren Jun 2016
she entered the room
picked a seat at the back
she put her earphones on
lay her head on the desk.
"i am nobody
and nobody notices me.
why am i even staying here?"
she closed her eyes.


someone entered the room
picked a seat beside her.
she poked her.
she lifted her head with poker face.
"hi, Im Keren"
she gave a smile.


"maybe I should keep this someone"
she whispers at the back of her mind.
Hahaha. Idk. Hi
Jun 2016 · 286
Thoughts
Keren Jun 2016
"Why did you leave?",* they asked.
I just wore a smile and threw a question back,
"Will you still stay if youre no longer happy with what youre doing?"


Sometimes we think that doing what makes you happy really makes you happy. No, no. Youre wrong, man.
I thought being a part of that publication was my dream. Well, maybe it was. Ive been through ups and downs & I almost hang myself on the ceiling just to be part of it. But later I realized, sometimes what makes you happy can hurt you in the least possible way you know how. And that thing could actually **** you.


**And it killed me.
I left because I wasnt happy. I dreamt of becoming one of you guys but it killed me. To those who are still in the pub, hang in there. Im wishing y'all well!
Jun 2016 · 970
Confession Failed
Keren Jun 2016
Tick tok tickles the clock
Cricket sound was reverberating in my mind
I can feel my soul being soaked
In my own sweat
This gives me such collywobbles
Im still putting my feelings into words
Yet Im torn between sending or keeping it
What will I do?
"****, Im gonna send this",
I finally utter.
"I have a deep regard for you."
Sent 11:48pm
I broke into tears because of this nervousness in me.
I let a deep sigh out.
Seen 11:50pm was all I can see on the screen
No typing.
No reply.
Nothing.
Im really laughing while making this for like 5mins. Haha
Jun 2016 · 1.2k
10-word
Keren Jun 2016
Words **** like bullets they say
But so does silence
Ten-word poetry
Jun 2016 · 526
Home
Keren Jun 2016
Sometimes we lost the poet inside us
Because we found ourselves
Dwelling in a place
That has a heartbeat and hazel eyes
Which happen to be
A mere illusion
Because you wont end up together
And when youre hurt
You found yourself being a poet again
Because poetry is your home
And not a person.
Epiphany
Jun 2016 · 558
Missive
Keren Jun 2016
A letter to everyone who broke my heart,


Thanks for making me feel alive.


Sincerely,
The one you seriously killed many times
Seriously, thanks
Jun 2016 · 760
Lost
Keren Jun 2016
I didnt let you go.
You lost me.
You'll search me in every soul you'll meet
But never will I be found again.
Because you lost me
The day you told me I wasnt home
When all I thought was you're my home
Freestyle
Jun 2016 · 349
#6
Keren Jun 2016
#6
When you laid eyes on me
What do you see?
The girl you love?
Or the girl you left?



Maybe it's just me.
*The girl you loved and left behind.
Epiphany
Jun 2016 · 714
Waiting for 12 Midnight
Keren Jun 2016
I dont know why.
Streets are busy doing errands
Night sky's spitting stars.
Sea gives its crashing waves.
And here I am,
Staring blankly at the ceiling
Waiting for 12 midnight
No, im not one of those Disney princesses nor Damsel in distress
Waiting for his prince charming or
A knight in shining armor
Im just a typical lass
Waiting for an ordinary 12 midnight
To finally tell myself
*Im already legit girl
Waiting for June 6
Jun 2016 · 485
#5
Keren Jun 2016
#5
I love you no more said he
Why said she
Just because said he
This is a joke right said she


And he left her just like that.
No explanations.
No goodbyes.
Just  *I LOVE YOU NO MORE
Epiphany
Jun 2016 · 494
#4
Keren Jun 2016
#4
I enclosed my heart with steel bars and diamonds
But
You still managed to break it.
Epiphany
Jun 2016 · 946
#3
Keren Jun 2016
#3
Let me break your heart.
Rip your world into pieces
And destroy who you thought you were
Then I'll ask if we can be friends. 
Funny isnt it?

That's your logic.
Epiphany
Jun 2016 · 311
#2
Keren Jun 2016
#2
Run.
Safeguard your heart.
Dont fall again, please.
It will just **** you.
Epiphany
Jun 2016 · 494
A poem for G
Keren Jun 2016
I was dumbfounded
When you told me,
"Im no longer interested"
Should I cry in front of you?
To show how weak I am without you?
I was stupid.
I let go of my little chance
Of becoming part of your life.
Should I hold onto the thoughts
Of you and I being together someday?
I was scared
Of being so fragile.
I might do something bad to anybody...to myself.
Because I cant take this disappointment in me.
I love you, Gab.
And this wasn't just one of my jokes.
Because the only joke I told you was when I said back...

**"I'll be okay."
This is for Gab
June 1, 2016
10:31pm
May 2016 · 429
#1
Keren May 2016
#1
Myth: Follow your heart and you'll be genuinely happy.

Truth is, your heart is broken into pieces
Which one will you follow?
Epiphany
May 2016 · 280
Rain
Keren May 2016
The rain fell so hard
And my eyes can barely hold back my tears
I realized sky's like me.
It can't contain the heaviness it has inside.
So it bleeds itself dry.
Because it's raining right now.
May 2016 · 1.1k
Heart
Keren May 2016
I saw broken pieces scattered at the corner.

I picked each one.
Piled them up.
I put them all together.
It was challenging tho.
It was broken, crashed awfully.
Hard to find the right pieces
To place on the right places
But I was awestruck.
After a long try.
Finally, the pieces were beautifully stitched.



The broken pieces were her heart.
Ramdom
May 2016 · 269
Untitled
Keren May 2016
It's been months
since the last day we talked
How are you?
Arent you missing me?

Oh, I forgot.
You have someone new.
How is she?
Is she treating you well?

I hope she loves you
More than the way I loved you.
Even if you left me.
I still do.
This is so random
May 2016 · 390
My love (This is the Last)
Keren May 2016
Words ran constantly
Along these sheets of papers infront of me
As I shed tears for you dear
This will be the last poem, I promise

It may take me hours, months, or years
Till I put into words all the things that rhymed with your name
But this you should remember,
I dont care, for this is the last, I promise

Tonight, I wont write the saddest lines
Neither the happiest
This isnt for you to realize my worth
But to make you feel loved till I get hurt.

Sorry for I imprisoned you
In my web of words
Is it my fault?
You feel in love with a writer

Sorry for I got you shackled
In every hug I gave
Is it my fault?
I just want to keep you in my hold.

I saw museums in you,
You were a galaxy in me
A North Star, but why?
You treated me like a scratch.

Funny how I was there
In the moments you were just a bud
Now look at you,
A grown plant you became

You left me when you reach the edge
Stood in a tower
I was left on the ground
Still looking with hopes and happiness at you

My love, this I just wish.
Can you take care of yourself as I leave?
I didnt know I had been this weak.
Never got the chance to tell you Im this sick.

Words ran constantly
Along this papers soaked in tears
Did you know I bleed dry for you?
This will be the last, I promise dear.

**My ink has turned dry
My mind has been emptied
But my heart has kept you locked.
My love, I promise this is the last.
I'll be forever locked in my coffin soon.
This is for noone
May 2016 · 739
Unreachable
Keren May 2016
You are a sky
I know I cant reach,
I cant have
But
The thing that keeps me going is
The thought of us
Living under the same sky
Breathing the same air.
I know
One day
You'll see me as a river
The one that always gaze at your beauty.
May 2016 · 509
Book
Keren May 2016
She was a book in a shelf.
Too many came to glance at her.
Examined the cover and left.
No one bothered to look what's on the inside.
May 2016 · 978
She
Keren May 2016
She
Dont love her.
Because
She will
Love you more than herself.
Give more than what you deserve.
Ignore her pride for you.
Give you letters.
Do surprises.
Kiss you unexpectedly.
Hug you at your weakest.
Care for you and your fam.

Dont love her
Because
She will not
Expect you to love her more than yourself.
Ask you to give the world.
Expect you to lower your pride.
Force you to write her a universe.
Demand for surprises.
Seek for attention more than you give for family.
Request for hugs and kisses.

Just dont love her.
If you cant keep her.
Please dont.
If you'll just let go of her.
May 2016 · 3.4k
I Saw You Today
Keren May 2016
I saw you today.
My heart thumped so fast like I can barely hold it.
I saw you today.
And I still feel everything like our story ended yesterday.

I saw you today.
There was no Hi or Hello along the way.
We pretended like one isnt existing.
We saw each other today.

I saw you today.
I like to stop and say Hi.
But chance wasnt given to me.
I felt like someone's pinching my heart.

I saw you today.
You looked more than fine.
Because I saw you today...
**With her.
May 27, 2016. It's nice to see you again. It was nice, really. I felt nothing anymore.
May 2016 · 876
Midnight's Wakefulness
Keren May 2016
I held my phone.
And started to scan your pictures.
Strong surges of nostalgia pile up.
Memories became a movie in my head.

12:51am
You texted me.
"How are you?"
My mind's shouting
"Im not fine. I miss you so bad and it hurts this much."


1:30am
Thoughts are clouding my mind.
What ifs get under way.
Why did we end up like this?
What have we done to each other?


2:58am
A war in my mind's in ******
I cant get you out of my mind.
How's me? I dont know. I dont know.
You left me. I think Im fine. Really.


4:59am
The night's soon to end or so I thought?
The sun will come out in any minute to welcome me.
You were like the moon, you left me in my darkest moment.
And I still have no sun to shelter me.


6am
I was drunk with my thoughts of you.
My eyes are blurry because of tears.
My tears drown me in bed.
I am wrecked.



7:30am
My senses are tired.
They kept on shouting for me to take a glance at them.
I ignored them when you left me.
I havent been okay since then, I guess.


9:51am
The city is so busy like me.
Im tired, Im leaving now.
Now ask me before I go:
"How are you?"
I'll be fine. I hope you miss me too.


11:58am
A lifeless girl in bed with a letter beside her was found.
It's just my thoughts.
May 2016 · 475
Spelled
Keren May 2016
Let's start reminiscing
Remember how you said No, this isnt love.
How on earth did we end up like this?
I was into You.
You were a hunter.
I was a dear.
I was willing to be Killed
with a Kiss of gun,
And be Alive.
This contains your name.
May 2016 · 501
Help me
Keren May 2016
Im in a labyrinth
Cant find my way out.
Im succumbed by darkness.
My spirit's so helpless.

Im shouting for a hand
But i seem so voiceless.
Noone notices me.
Is anyone out there?

Im on bended knees
Hugging myself in solitude.
Noone is here except me.
I see nothing but myself.

Im in a labyrinth.
Cant find way out.
It's my life
*Cant find my way out.
May 2016 · 476
I am...
Keren May 2016
Im a pen without an ink.
A night sky without stars
A classroom without bulletin boards
A car without wheels
An icecream without toppings
A bread without a butter
A plant without flowers
A tv without channels
Im nothing.
Im not good for you.
Im a leftover.
An outcast, a rebel.
Im no one.
But you see museums in me
When i only see empty corridors.
May 2016 · 380
At Night
Keren May 2016
Look at the sky,
Blue clear open space like a bedroom
Stare at the cotton-like clouds that seem so fluffy to rest on
Gaze at the stars, how does it feel to have so many lamps?

The moon that never left you at midnight's wakefulness
Have you ever felt so special?
Please tell me...
How can you not thank the Creator for these gifts?
May 2016 · 496
Wedding
Keren May 2016
That was euphoria
Im in when I dreamt of you.
Stars and moon are in my grasp
Thinking I'd never wake up.
Aisle with petals---**you're waiting
Tanka
May 2016 · 509
Sinking Love
Keren May 2016
Love's like a quicksand
The harder I tried to swim
The deeper I sink.
Haiku
May 2016 · 358
One Last
Keren May 2016
Bang goes the rifle
Bullets fired through your senses
Memories flashed back.
Haiku
May 2016 · 691
Prisoner
Keren May 2016
Puppets on a show,
Like you seize in a dungeon
When can you be free?
Haiku
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