Memories from my past blending together.
Events in my life, that I try to remember.
Uncertainty in the way I think.
Moments vanish, gone in a blink.
The clouded thoughts fill my head.
Dark as blood from when I bled.
Evading conflict, my one addiction
Unable to separate, truth from fiction
Childhood echoes, in my mind I recall.
A last grasp of youth, before the last fall.
Thinking of how, it could have been.
Knowing first chances, can't be relived again
