Everyone's having fun, And i'm staring to gun. Am i want to die, Or living in the lie?! I don't know really, But this hard feeling. It's killing me slowly, Death seems so lovely, But i'm just little coward, Loser for going forward. Let me sleep forever, Let me sleep forever.
Once again Here we go We're playing the blame game You can't seem To let go So it is all the same Conclusions But you don't know Which path down where it came So, ofcourse I am blamed The outcome never change
I can never seem to be acknowledged, even when they're in the wrong
These thoughts are on my mind all day I don't know why but they always find their way. I'm worthless. I'm not special. To nobody. Thats what it says. I got used to it. I have to deal with it. Nobody knows it. I don't want them to know. They don't know me well so why should they know? I told my mind so many times to stop thinking about people who had hurt me but it does what it wants. Nobody can't stop my mind. Not even you.
I'm feeling good atm so you don't need to worry about me ♡
1. stop letting other people’s opinions affect you so greatly. 2. be your own person, stop trying to blend in and act like everyone else. 3. make your happiness #1, **** what anyone else has to say. 4. get healthy, workout, stop saying “oh I’m so fat” and not doing a **** thing about it. 5. be nicer. no one likes a *****. 6. focus more in school. you have to pass and you have to graduate. 7. don’t think about yourself so much, do some volunteer work and help others. 8. be more responsible. as cheesy as it sounds, you only live once. 9. become more social, go outside once in a while. make some new friends. 10. take more pictures. document your memories. you learn from your history and you will want to remember in the future. 11. do not be afraid to get hurt. it’s a part of life, everyone has ups and downs. sometimes you fall down, but it will be okay.
I’ll probably just kms because that’s easier but I like to think I’ll actually complete this list :)