I've been told that I shouldn't compare myself to others
because it's not right and not good for myself.
But you know what, the truth is still the truth,
no matter how it should be looked at.
So I just wanted to come clean and say that I fucking hate you.
I wish that you didn't exist.
You act like a complete moron whenever I see you.
You're fat. Your sense of humor is far below that of a 5 year old.
And somehow that whore of a girl left me for you,
a complete fucking loser.
And don't you even dare about playing the "better man"
trying to make yourself look like the good guy, because
I'm the good guy. You're nothing.
And, yes. I'm mad because I wish I was you.
I would never want to be you, fuck no.
Not the way you look right now.
I just wish that she still liked me, just like she likes you.
Maybe I'm the loser.
Maybe even though I wholeheartedly loved her, and I wanted the best for her, and tried to be there for her, I just wasn't good enough.
But maybe now I'm realizing something.
I ought to thank you.
Because you made me realize that my beautiful girl
Is just a slut.
So, in that case, you can have her.
She doesn't need me, so I don't need her.
Fuck you Lora
And Fuck you too Chris
You both make me consider killing myself
in a sarcastically serious way.
Lora, you were so much better than this. What happened to you? Don't you dare put the blame on me, because there was so many ways we could have done things differently. But no, you complain way too much for me to even do anything and you are literally incapable of everything. I'm glad you were in my life so I can know who to not waste my time with.