Rosyln-- Bon Iver, St. Vincent. I can't think about you anymore. Don't hold me down. Sleepwalk-- Opus Dai I would rather be dead than live without you. Goner-- Twenty One Pilots I wish you were here. I'm nothing without you. There you are. I see you within me. Someone, please help me. Wasting My Young Years-- London Grammar I'm wasting so much time on you. Nothing I ever did for you mattered. You're just selfish. You took away my childhood. Another Love-- Tom Odell I'm done crying for people. I loved you, but you let me down. Out Loud-- Dispatch If you called my name, I'd come running... High & Low-- EZA I don't want to think about you anymore. I thought you loved me. Now I just want you to leave me alone. I Know-- Sharon Van Etten I can't believe you lied to me for so long. Why her? You see me crying... I know you see it. How can you do this to me? Almost Lover-- A Fine Frenzy We could have been together... you were just a snake. Or a mistake... Speak-- William Fitzsimmons Gut-wrenching anger is all I feel for you. I will never speak of you again. Sleeping Sickness-- City and Colour I am no one. I feel nothing. I know I need help. **** the help. Hold On-- Tom Waits Homesick. On the edge of killing myself. Just hold on, you'll be okay. Bleed Out-- Blue October You keep stabbing me in the heart over and over... One more time and I will bleed out. The Universe-- Gregory Alan Isakov I am the universe. I am beautiful, and necessary. I can live without you in a way that is tolerable.
In order.. From 2015 to 2018. Every song so far that made me feel something for you. And I hate you for it.
We talked last night- you and me I’m engaged but we talked I held myself back I left you on read It felt good But it felt like we never dated I’ve been waiting to get back to that point Were you and I don’t glare Where we can talk and it’s not a fight You’re in love and so am I We lost our battle But won separate wars We talked last night
We talked last night- you and me Were both taken but we talked Less than five minutes, not one of us blocked Not one of us yelling- Not one of us crying We talked last night- I’ve been waiting for this Two years and it’s finally here No more hate- No more love It’s a conclusion we left undone
We talked last night- you and me For once we just talked
Tell me you still think about me Tell me you watch to see me wrists Please tell me you once again want to be Tell me that we haven’t had our last kiss Say that you hate to see me cry Kiss my forehead as I stain your shirt Tell me you’d hate to see me die Lie and say you can take away the hurt Lay with me and watch the stars Tell me we finally see that same sky Tell me to forget all the scars Hold me when I begin to cry Tell me it will finally be okay Hold me in place until the shaking stops Say you’re coming back to stay Forget the past and all our flops Say you don’t really hate me Tell me the last 3 months were just a joke Tell me what you once saw you again see Tell me so that I can finally cope To answer what I want you to say Just tell me you’re still in love
Looking down on two lovers pressed together forced to watch upon her soulless sinful body, as it allows foreign hands to mutilate her morals. The arch of her back from being limp and lifeless. Tears fall from her face, each kiss tightens the noose. The two mistake her tears as paralyzing pleasure. She grinds her body to his hoping to become one. For if they are one, is this truly wrong? She envisions wedding bells, hoping that her delusion will forge the knife that frees her. She truly believes her breathless state is a result of pure ecstasy. Unknowing that the further down his hands go, the closer she comes to the grips of hells fire.
The rope breaks crippling her life
She falls to her knees suffocating. He takes advantage of her weakened state, her tears bring him joy Breathing falls flat as he leaves her there Hopelessly she grasps at his ankles Screaming as regret cuts her wrists One step at a time the vision of him disappears. As her body cries in the corner, Her soul lies in a pool of red regret I‒
I still think about you sometimes I'll still glance at your house when I pass by your road I'll still hope you're safe when I hear the lightning strike I'll still answer the phone when you call at 4am and I'm drunk Or maybe, sometimes, even when I'm not You'll always be my first love And I'll always hope you'll never forget me
I still know how you take your coffee And how you prefer baths But your legs are too long to sit comfortably You’re all long limbs and bones Soft skin and freckles
I remember falling in love through a computer screen Watching your hair grow out As we grew apart
Sixteen was magic for me I met you and never went back Even now I remember the curves of your back And the night of our first date Ice cream in May never felt more right
You still have my sweater I still have forgotten hair ties And your dads hat from a few summers ago I can’t let go of you completely You have a piece of me forever And I don’t want it back I just want to see you again So I can thank you for loving me When nobody else could
We're both staring at the T.V. But we don't see the same thing Yea, we're both watching National Geographic But I'm looking at a pond And you're looking at the sea. We're both staring at the T.V. But we don't feel the same thing. You're moved by the ways of Mother Earth I'm unbothered, cold as a winter day's dirt. We're both staring at the T.V. But we don't hear the same thing. You're at peace with nature I'm a freak of nature The wind is calm to you While to me they're spinning and breaking at different magnitudes
Baby we're both in this bed but we don't see the same thing. You're hot. I'm not. We're in this bed but we don't feel the same thing. You're cold. I'm cold. We're in this same bed but you don't hear what I hear. Your distant. I'm Reminiscent. I wanted you every time But my body was not yours and yours was not of mine. I can remember that first time Natural lubricant and still your love was dry. Were you in me? Or in her because I saw no compassion in your eyes. Bittersweet this moment, because you were someone special my first love and first time. Oh how I was disposable. Controllable, foldable, moldable Emotional. We were in the same bed, but we didn't want to watch the same thing.