Of sleepless summer nights
And lazy days at noon
The sun stays longer
Before rousing the moon
From a frozen sleep
When midnight wanes
Shortly after sunset
But the light outside still
From the sleepless city
Dawn burning till come again
No real darkness to call to sleep
No comfort cold to steal up
On limber haunches
To call the hour
And snuff the lights out
Instead of this
A warmth unfamiliar
That calls for a coverless sleep
And the stillness that holds
For the hazy summer
From the outside, the overwhelming brick structure appears as a haven to heal for the sick, but from within, it serves as a prison, where the sickness terrorizes the inmates doomed here. A bright red cross glows above in the moonlight, appearing as a beacon of hope, despite all those within the structure feeling hopeless. The large glass doors slide open by themselves, welcoming in all who dare to come near. Beyond the glass, white coats rush by in a blur in all different directions, hurrying to serve their independent duties of checking blood pressure, feeding patients, giving baths, monitoring heart rates, and giving medication to the helpless.
A heavy metal door swings open to reveal a labyrinth of a hundred overwhelming hallways. The white walls extend for what seems like miles. A fluorescent buzzing light runs along the ceiling to the end of the corridor. The bright hall strains the human eye as it stares into the abyss of the neverending white hallway, illuminated by the blinding lights. The only color emerges at the very end of the passage, where a faint red exit sign glows. It appears as the only escape for those within, but only reveals a staircase to the other hundred halls beyond this one.
The sagging eyes of a receptionist light up for a moment at the sight of another living human at this early of an hour, but the excitement is not reciprocated by the other, due to the sorrow of being among these white walls again. The only other creatures she often sees here resemble zombies attached to IV bags, who slowly stumble down the hall to get a taste of the freedom beyond their prison beds. They desire health. They desire happiness. They desire escape. The shoes of the visitor clack across the cold tile, passing by identical rooms filled with dormant bodies on bed rest. Most bodies are told they must only stay a couple of days. But a couple days turn into a couple weeks. A couple weeks turn into a couple months. A couple months can turn into the end of their lives. The visitor wanders in a maze of all the bodies who appear the same, hopeless and trapped they are still.
Gray indented chairs from being sat in for too long line against the walls of this boxed in room. The lights are duller here. Waiting. The visitors can finally rest their eyes, they can finally rest their soul. Magazines fall off the wall, unread and unkept for months. The chips stacked in the vending machine taste stale, but still the most delicious dinner available to the visitors who have made these indented chairs their home away from home.
The only sound escaping into the hall from the patients rooms are quiet sobs and beeping heart monitors. Among the rooms, the visitors kneel alongside the bed with a rosary in hand. A prayer escapes the lips of the grieving as death dances over the bodies of their loved ones. The bodies are still alive, but the bodies are not living. The rooms are stenched with sorrow, sickness, and sterile. White sheets, white walls, white light. The white fills the rooms, but darkness still looms. Each room reeks of bleach that cleanses the metal instruments and IV stands, while it destroys any sense of humanity for the bodies trapped within. The blinds on the window are shut, keeping out all of the outside world, besides a single beam of moonlight that shines in the only hope left in the darkness of this dull night for the bodies of the alive, but not living.
What I See and Feel Looking At You...
When the sun first peeks over the mountains in a new day.
The feeling of awe that it inspires with its beauty.
The smell of a field of wild flowers in a green meadow.
The feeling of refreshment it brings.
The sun setting, dropping slowly into the sea.
It's beauty takes my breath away.
The joy of watching a new born calf or horse, taking their first steps.
The wonder of it.
Looking into a clear stream, seeing the fish swimming
beneath the depths.
The awesome feeling of looking into their world.
Watching the full moon rising, slowly into the dark sky.
In silence you watch the beauty and majestic climb.
The stars in the sky, glittering like millions of diamonds in the sky.
Seeing a rainbow, of many colors
That seem to blend to sky and earth, when thy touch.
Watching lovers walking by hand in hand, feeling their joy.
The wonder of birth, the feeling
Holding a new life in your arms, for the first time.
The joy of a first kiss
with all of its bliss.
The warmth of, first love.
The sound of music
Filling me with feelings, from it's melody.
The softness of the clouds, on a soft day.
The power of a thunder clap.
A lightening bolt
Thrown from the sky, striking earth.
The sight of, gently falling snow.
The taste of sweet honey.
The joy of a parent,
when the child takes their first step or says their first words.
The first time a puppy or kitten, opens their eyes and see the world.
Everything that is Beautiful, in this place and more.
All of these, I feel and see
When I look at you.
Oy! My poor heart!
It's expanding just as
the sun is setting
a golden glow awash
capturing light as
it brushes each object
reminding me of golden green
Oy! My poor heart
expands as the sun sets
becoming a whoopee cushion
in which to sit on after it's
blown way out of proportion.
Before I fell in love with the sun
setting in the west sky
and with the chirping birds
in the morning dew
and with the moon and stars
like lamps in the night
and with the wind
kissing my skin everyday
and with the trees
swaying like ballet dancers
and with the cotton-like clouds
in the blue sky
I fell in love with you first.
The rooftop setting is all I could ever ask for
It is way more romantic than the sunsets in the shore
You can both watch the stars twinkle and the city lights glow
While you can hear busy chats of the people as the car honks from below
The breeze that makes your body quiver,
Has also caused your dear lips to wither,
Which gave him a hint to wrap you around his arms,
And to carefully kiss you with no possible harm
You don’t look for love at the Bar
You look for love at a Library
Or something more pleasant
Anything that has a ravaging environment is not a recommended setting to find your other half
Unless your definition for love is lust
Then you might as well put commitment in the dust
Do what you want, but know what to expect.
The setting sun
pours in red wine
and every trace of emptiness
in my goblet is filled up.
The ferruginous night
hoots on that ghostly tree,
whose long legs are in the waters
of the large well of desires.
walks in slowly underneath
What was that?
A shiver runs down
on my spine.
T'was a cat
The grey one
entering my room,
to find some warmth.
It spill ed my concentration.
And the generous you...
You continue to pour
your strength into me.
I taste, I swallow
first a minimal amount of it
till I gain courage to gulp
full mouth of it...