It’s so cold.
What brought about this change?
I’ve stayed the same, I think.
It’s so cold.
The whiteness of my view is brighter than before.
What changed?
It’s so cold.
The darkness of the sky has me wondering?
What I can see I can’t feel because,
It’s so cold.
What changed?
Am I still alive?
I’m not at all sure about that.
What changed?
It’s so cold...
What happened???

Brian Hill - 2019

The steady chirping of the crickets
Is natures concert, without the tickets

How do they do it, I have to ask
Don't they get tired of their life long task

They click, chirp and clack, all night long
Hippin and hoppin to the same old song

It makes you crazy, I have to admit
I really wish, they all would just quit....

Brian Hill - 2019 # 194

What is,
What was,
THE greatest thing,
you have ever known?
Created,
Destroyed,
Seen,
Done,
Living or unknown.

I know this question,
is very hard,
to answer and explain.
What you've seen,
What you've done,
is over and gone,
and yet,
YOU still remain.

What exists is
NOW,
and really not
THEN,
why not do it
TODAY?
Do something
GREAT,
take it as far as you
CAN,
see how you end your
DAY...


Brian Hill - 2019 - February

Is there no understanding of history today
Are we going into a real Clockwork Orange
Why do we as people, have to repeat and believe
We repeat the worst historical times; blaming them on cycles
Cycles that we create in the name of anything, but the truth
We believe whatever feels right to our own personal thoughts
Beliefs, that are created out of misunderstood words and actions
Why, oh why, can't we ever learn
Why can't we do the right and truthful thing...?

Nobody was injured during this BRAIN RANT!!!
Agree or not...  I don't give a sh}¥
Not really true because this made me cry
Well not cry.  I just laughed so hard I cried
Just can't take the craziness without a little BRAIN RANT!
Sorry....  No, I'm not.  Felt good!

“It's funny how the colors of the real world only seem really real when you watch them on a screen.”
― anthony burgess, A Clockwork Orange

Brian Hill - 2019 # 200

thinking about the morning
creating a new day
making new memories
changing direction
watching for the past to pass
waiting for the future to arrive

Brian Hill - 2020 # 215

What, me Normal?

I hear this and wonder

I want my normal back

Have your heard it

Normal is personal
I want it back
Normal is comfortable
I want it back
Normal is safe, at least my normal is
I want it back
Normal is filled with my energy
I want it back

I don’t want your normal
I want mine...!

Brian Hill - 2019 #

where is the end
everyone has their own
everything is included
flowing waters will find their end and last droplet
winged beasts will land one last time
clouds in the heavens will rain no more
where is the end
fish in all waters will complete their last swim
insects crawling and buzzing about will settle in at last
wheat, corn, and all plants can't take the lack of liquid
mountain peaks, rolling hills, great vast plains hear nothing
where is the end
is there an end
waters may never find that last drop
beasts of the air may never land
rain will always be
fish swimming in the waters will be there
all plants will drink in the moisture of the land
mountain peaks, rolling hills, great vast plains will be listening
we can stop the end
we ALL can stop the end...

Brian Hill - 2020 # 115

Why, oh why, do we do what we do, when WHAT we do is so wrong?
What did you do, and why did you do it, did you think it would help you belong?

Belonging is great when you deserve to belong, but when you don't, it is just PRETEND!
Don't be mislead, by promises promised, when the promise is highly offend!

Promises come, and promises go, don't be afraid of this fact.
The fact they are real, the good and the bad, it's up to us, to keep intact.

Facts are not facts, I think you should know, in fact some, are not true, not at all!
This fact stands alone, and alone it will stand, till all facts are fact-checked, ( by a guy named Paul...)

Brian Hill 2019

rolling without physics and facts is our new normal
too much information
too much condescending information
two greatly misused weapons of the internet
information should never be communicated to the masses falsely
what to do, what to believe...?

Brian Hill - 2020 # 137

perform the wonder of the day
see it, feel it, and get on your way
take the challenge on and be not surprised
the results that endure just might be disguised
the decision is yours, and yours all alone
be ready for anything, that you might be shown
the end game is simple and could go awry
whatever it is, the fact is you tried...

Brian Hill - 2020 # 181

as words escape from their hidden space
their meanings are free and open to embrace
as they descended from the keeper of words
they have to decide if they were nouns or verbs
take just a minute and try to understand
language is different and tough to command
some words in English, sound just the same
THEIR objective is THERE and THEY’RE quite the word game....

Brian Hill - 2021 # 16

great words, today, are flowing from the authur
what will be the message delivered, to you, the observer
how will each individual interrupt what is composed
it is not the author's duty to unravel written reflections
the chore in the written word is subject to reflection
what do you see?

Brian Hill - 2020 # 218

What are these words to you
    Being, Suffering, Loving
  Hating, Wanting, Dreaming
   Gazing, Wishing, Playing
   Killing, Thinking, Starving

Are the words just words
Are the words talking about you
Are the word telling me something
Do the words move you
Do the words lead you to anything
Do the words have mind changing effects
          What can be expected
               What is the plan
     What is your level of thought

        Words control everything
  Everything is controlled by words

Brian Hill - 2019#88
Inspired by my words...

I must confess, that the world is a mess
but it's not to gone to save
it will take time, but with that in mind
how did it get so ”grave”
the people concerned, are the people who learned
what's wrong and will help make it right
it will be rather stark, as the mess is quite dark
but together, we can turn it to bright.....

Brian Hill - 2020 # 214