I want to meet you I want to kiss you I dream of our life Together, forever I admit it I have feelings for you But that term is Foreign I’m scared My feelings may no longer Be one of flirtatious exploits But of obsession.
Love is so wonderful And I hate it It starts as a feeling That oh so ever tiny Crush That *** rushes you Like a six foot five Quaterback Then you become Infatuated Then the person reveals he or she does not care for you Then you drink or smoke to remove the longing feeling that needless to say is the worse thing about love and I hate it
PSA I do not endorse drinking or smoking cigarettes and only mary Jane if you are 18 and over but still do not do drugs kids. As a science student I can say everything has a consequence
I'm falling slowly Deeper into madness Becoming obsessive Crazed with feelings of insecurity I want to ***** the happiness that I have injected into my veins Can I cry? I hate seeing myself this way I hate seeing myself Can I cry? Because I want to be free from the shackles That bound me to this Earth
Each beautiful morning That walks by I think about My everlasting love For you darling. I think about Our connection on This earthly plane, That brought two People surrounded by The rules of Men and Women Filled with dispear Hatred and unkindness Together again and Again. My love for you will Never cease to Exist and now That we are Both here in This moment grows Stronger and it Leaves me to Say this statement I love you
Once Again I am left here waiting Wondering If you will come home Feeling helpless Thinking she's touching you Feeling tears swell in my eyes I want you with me But each moment you're with me I feel your ultimate wrath I want to escape But each time I try Your sweet nothings hush me to My brass cage I can't do this I won't do this I will leave you I won't get hurt again
Sometimes I feel so small Walking around the different forms Of humanity I just want to be noticed I want to be recognized. I want to cared about. I don’t want to be this dot In the land of sentences. I want what I do appreciated I want people to give me gratitude I don’t want to feel this small
I began not to feel That is why I stopped writing I began to not care I forgot what love was I forgot what it meant to be depressed I just felt a pit of nothing Is this what it truly means to live. To feel nothing.
Loving myself is the hardest Task I ever presented myself with How can someone love me perfect love time soul search. Soulmate If I can’t love myself I am only the human girl Riding the vast wasteland of space Seeking my soul and The soul of my other half And once I make that connection It’ll be perfect
Am I happy? Am I truly happy? All my friends are happy, Does that makes me happy? So many questions to ponder, As the cold metal touches my head. Why am I alive? What is my purpose? I see no point in living, The voices tell me "No one wants me." So why should I keep drawing my breath. I pulled the trigger, There was a click but nothing happened. A tear fell down my cheek. I pulled the trigger again, Nothing happened again. I dropped the weapon I just can't die.
Tyranny reigns through the world Causing death and destruction Forcing people to come to qualm With this harsh reality That this is what we evolved into Something dark Something without hope. As time keeps going on and on Will we as a society be able to say That we achieved the greater good as a collective.
It's crazy to think We all get so consumed by the The darkness in our hearts that we Forget to think There is a brighter day After yesterday That moon will say Good Bye To make way for the rays Of Sunshine
Somethings Always come to an End. Fighting or Loving Punching or Kissing At some point It ceases, And we live in the memories Of the yesterdays. And as the sun comes To end the day, My life has ended Because you are in A shallow grave
The time has come There is a war in these Streets. Love is dead Passion is real, We fight not because We want to Its because we have to. We fight to survive, To climb that Crumbling social ladder That only accepts Those who are absolutely free. Then, Maybe one day We can go back To our Roots Where we basked in the cold Water Laughing Loving Living.
The Moon, That's what shines Down each night When I think about you. The Moon beacon Acts as a guiding light. Stopping me, From Jumping down The rabbit hole And hugging The corpse left Sleeping under the Orange Tree.
Love is patient I was told when I was young But I believe love is not ****** Don't waste my time Hoping I would forgive you Forever Hoping I would wait for you Forever. Because this not a romance novel Its life.
Your body tenses Someone is behind you Stalking your every move You feel squeamish So you look behind you Quickly But there is nothing there. You sigh knowing That it was something out of Your sick twisted fantasy However your mind races Because you feel something brush against your throat You feel the sticky Liquid slowly slide From your neck As you slowly die You realize That it what killed you Wasn't human It was your paranoia.
Mother once told me Don't waste your tears On those who don't deserve it Its now worth Seeing the wet emotions Dripping down your face Because there would be times Where you really need to cry And then there would be nothing Dripping down your face
I am sitting here wondering Does he really love me If true what does he love about me? I am not beautiful Or smart I have no ambition I am not creative I am nothing I have nothing So what does he love about me? I can be real with him... Right? I don't have to act like someone else... I don't have to be something else... Right? Please someone Anyone provide me with the answers To my questions of insecurities Please help me rid this doubt So that I don't destroy something that is good.
As a I child I was ignorant To the morbid society That I lived in. I was ignorant to the Death that chocked me Ignorant to the love that Left me. But now, I am not a child I am an adult Ready to beat the depression That surrounds me with A bright smile.
There are times Where I am doing well Standing strong Because my life as A single entity is awesome But then the loneliness Creeps behind my Insecure mind And fights to drag Me into a deep depression. I want to be independent me But what is one shoe without It's other half.
Happy Valentines to those who don't have a valentines
Sometimes I feel like screaming Punching Kicking But the world waits For no man And will leave us behind to rot Like un-dead corpses. So I pick my stuff up Leave And never return to my state Of unhappiness
When the moon And sun connect I sit and wonder Where you are now Pondering on what you could be doing Hating that you Are not with me basking In the sunlight Do others not know That you are my everything You are my daylight You are my sunshine But what am I doing Professing this unadulterated Love When you only know My name Only know How I look Only know that I am the source of your Disgust
Our hearts ever so pure Tainted by the **** We keep dormant Explode once Our cold fingers Connect And the warmth Spreads around Our body like the blood that already Circulates And we become Beasts, who hunger and treat each other Like Prey.
Oh my love, With your endless Beauty, Charisma, and Personality Can we spawn The birds of love This great day. We are unable to grasp Anything ending What we hold dear, So please treasure my heart And treat it with care
The world is filled with My painful woes Torturing me Each day With reminders of what you did. I am cold and broken Unable to comprehend the situation I am involved in Shattered by your False Sense of hope and freedom. Don't look for me Because by the time You find me I will be gone Running from the *Dark
My love, What broke you? You are afraid to come Out your depressed shadow Afraid to show me that smile Too tired to even laugh Your beauty is no longer shown In the crevice of you loud personality I miss it.
I am incapable I am insufficient Unworthy To walk the path of man What I have down Or what I thought I did Is inexcusable My abilities over reached me And now your gone. I am now left with The hidden messages in your Bleeding words
Imagine Just for a moment The one you love Is there before you Waiting patiently for Your unwavering kisses Time seems to pause, Just for an inkling of a second And you hope and dream That this is not a figment Of clouded imagination That this was a real thing But then time moves And you realize What you saw a lie The person you wish was there Disappeared Everything was a lie And you realize its time To stop living in the moment Of past memories
When you stumbled into My broken life We were filled to the brim With fleeting romance That Controlled our Minds But then I realized That our love was false And the sweet nothings Were the web of the poison spider. And I realized you were leading me To be a prisoner to your wicked smile. I thought I couldn't escape I thought that I was weaker than you But my belief is the Control you had over me And so I decided that I should Run Away
Once, there was a girl Who was pitiable, Poisoned by the demons Of the nightshade. Unable to cope with The fact that the world Was against Her tiny broken heart She plummeted From the tree that once Touched the Round Moon.