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Mar 4 · 117
Feelings
Kale Mar 4
I want to meet you
I want to kiss you
I dream of our life
Together, forever
I admit it
I have feelings for you
But that term is
Foreign
I’m scared
My feelings may no longer
Be one of flirtatious exploits
But of obsession.
Feb 6 · 398
Love
Kale Feb 6
Love is so wonderful
And I hate it
It starts as a feeling
That oh so ever tiny
Crush
That *** rushes you
Like a six foot five
Quaterback
Then you become
Infatuated
Then the person
reveals he or she does
not care for you
Then you drink
or smoke
to remove the longing
feeling
that needless to say
is the worse thing
about love
and I hate it
PSA I do not endorse drinking or smoking cigarettes and only mary Jane if you are 18 and over but still do not do drugs kids. As a science student I can say everything has a consequence
Feb 6 · 268
Depression
Kale Feb 6
I'm falling slowly
Deeper into madness
Becoming obsessive
Crazed with feelings
of insecurity
I want to *****
the happiness that
I have injected into
my veins
Can I cry?
I hate seeing myself
this way
I hate seeing myself
Can I cry?
Because I want to be free
from the shackles
That bound me to this Earth
Feb 5 · 169
Cookie
Kale Feb 5
They bumpy
Crunchy chocolate
Chip cookie
Oh how delicious!
With each bite
I die a little inside
Because soon
This moment
Will end
Wrote this for class
Jan 10 · 107
I love you
Kale Jan 10
Each beautiful morning
That walks by
I think about
My everlasting love
For you darling.
I think about
Our connection on
This earthly plane,
That brought two
People surrounded by
The rules of
Men and Women
Filled with dispear
Hatred and unkindness
Together again and
Again. My love
for you will
Never cease to
Exist and now
That we are
Both here in
This moment grows
Stronger and it
Leaves me to
Say this statement
I love you
Jan 5 · 136
Once Again
Kale Jan 5
Once Again
I am left here waiting
Wondering
If you will come home
Feeling helpless
Thinking she's touching you
Feeling tears swell in my eyes
I want you with me
But each moment you're with me
I feel your ultimate wrath
I want to escape
But each time I try
Your sweet nothings hush me to
My brass cage
I can't do this
I won't do this
I will leave you
I won't get hurt again
Dec 2018 · 185
CrossRoads
Kale Dec 2018
Once again I’m here
stuck at the crossroads
dreaming of chasing
the dreams that are forever
Fleeting
bounded by the comfort of the past  
where unhappiness reigned free

With path should I choose
It so hard to be free
I just want to take a path
That lets me be me
Dec 2018 · 111
I want to be free
Kale Dec 2018
I want to love
Feel my heart skip ten beats
Feel tingles go down my spine

I want to love
Feel at peace with myself
Feel warmth and joy

I want to love
Feel happiness kiss my face
Feel passionate about my tasks

I want to love
Not fall in the grasp of meaningless ***
Not hugged by pain and sadness

I want to love
Not be shackled by mundane  events
Not be saddened by the qualms of depression

I want to love
Not be stricken with anxiety
Not be sickened by fear

I want to love
I want to be free
Dec 2018 · 171
Small
Kale Dec 2018
Sometimes I feel so small
Walking around the different forms
Of humanity
I just want to be noticed
I want to be recognized.
I want to cared about.
I don’t want to be this dot
In the land of sentences.
I want what I do appreciated
I want people to give me gratitude
I don’t want to feel this small
Oct 2018 · 127
Anxiety Attack
Kale Oct 2018
Anxiety  sneaks up
Like a snake in the greenlands of Africa
It's poisonous fangs elongated ready to
strike

Anxiety knocks on the door
Hoping that we would answer
His creepy smile
Hoping that we'd befriend him
And when we do
chokes us to unconiousness  

Anxiety please leave me be
I can't stop thinking
I can't breathe
Im suffering from an anxiety attack and was restless so I decided to rest
Jun 2018 · 341
Life
Kale Jun 2018
I began not to feel
That is why I stopped writing
I began to not care
I forgot what love was
I forgot what it meant to be depressed
I just felt a pit of nothing
Is this what it truly means to live.
To feel nothing.
May 2018 · 88
Home
Kale May 2018
I've never felt at home
Anywhere
I always felt ostracized
Unwilling to conform
To the lifestyle
Society provided me

I just want to find
That place
Where I am free.
Where I don't have to change myself
To fit in
I just want to find
Home
Mar 2018 · 156
Snow Day
Kale Mar 2018
White
That’s all I see
While your arms are wrap around me
I feel your embrace
But not for long
Because soon
This day will be over
Then you’ll forget me
And the only thing cold
Is my heart
Oct 2017 · 212
Perfect
Kale Oct 2017
Loving myself is the hardest
Task I ever presented myself with
How can someone love me perfect love time soul search. Soulmate
If I can’t love myself  
I am only the human girl
Riding the vast wasteland of space
Seeking my soul and
The soul of my other half
And once I make that connection
It’ll be perfect
Oct 2017 · 371
Love
Kale Oct 2017
It's finally happening
I'm in love,
I feel the beating heart
Thunder
I wonder how long will this last
Because all good things
Must come to an end sometime
Right.
Jul 2017 · 211
Whispers
Kale Jul 2017
If you have something to say
Say it to my face
I don't need to hear your negativity
Through the grapevine
I'm already insecure
Struggling to love myself
Just say what you have to say directly
Jul 2017 · 190
Untitled
Kale Jul 2017
I thought I was doing better
I thought I got stronger
But as usual as something gets better
Everything gets worse.
Apr 2017 · 536
Untitled
Kale Apr 2017
Am I happy?
Am I truly happy?
All my friends are happy,
Does that makes me happy?
So many questions to ponder,
As the cold metal touches my head.
Why am I alive?
What is my purpose?
I see no point in living,
The voices tell me "No one wants me."
So why should I keep drawing my breath.
I pulled the trigger,
There was a click but nothing happened.
A tear fell down my cheek.
I pulled the trigger again,
Nothing happened again.
I dropped the weapon
I just can't die.
People you may know may be suicidal. Help them.
Apr 2017 · 290
Time
Kale Apr 2017
Tyranny reigns through the world
Causing death and destruction
Forcing people to come to qualm
With this harsh reality
That this is what we evolved into
Something dark
Something without hope.
As time keeps going on and on
Will we as a society be able to say
That we achieved the greater good as a collective.
Dec 2016 · 498
Save Me from Myself
Kale Dec 2016
I think I am slowly loosing my mind
I walk each day trying to grow
Stronger
But fail
And fall deeper into the pits of despair
Craving the kiss of death
And dancing with with depression.

My thoughts are
Inconsistent
I want more..... strive for more
But end up succumbing to power of less.

Please someone,
hear my cries
Save me from myself
Save me from my mind.
Nov 2016 · 379
Sunshine
Kale Nov 2016
It's crazy to think
We all get so consumed by the
The darkness in our hearts that we
Forget to think
There is a brighter day
After yesterday
That moon will say Good Bye
To make way for the rays
Of Sunshine
Sep 2016 · 307
Untitled
Kale Sep 2016
Somethings
Always come to an
End.
Fighting or Loving
Punching or Kissing
At some point
It ceases,
And we live
in the memories
Of the yesterdays.
And as the sun comes
To end the day,
My life has ended
Because you are in
A shallow grave
Sep 2016 · 7.1k
Stand
Kale Sep 2016
The time has come
There is a war in these
Streets.
Love is dead
Passion is real,
We fight not because
We want to
Its because we have to.
We fight to survive,
To climb that
Crumbling social ladder
That only accepts
Those who are absolutely free.
Then, Maybe one day
We can go back
To our Roots
Where we basked in the cold
Water
Laughing
Loving
Living.
Aug 2016 · 269
Silver
Kale Aug 2016
The Moon,
That's what shines
Down each night
When I think about you.
The Moon beacon
Acts as a guiding light.
Stopping me,
From Jumping down
The rabbit hole
And hugging
The corpse left
Sleeping under
the Orange Tree.
Aug 2016 · 756
Beginning
Kale Aug 2016
Sometimes its good
To start the cycle over
To erase all the troubles
The subsequently haunt your
Dawning future
And just be free
Even its for an inkling
Just start over.
May 2016 · 314
Love is Patient
Kale May 2016
Love is patient
I was told when I was young
But I believe love is not ******
Don't waste my time
Hoping I would forgive you
Forever
Hoping I would wait for you
Forever.
Because this not a romance novel
Its life.
May 2016 · 457
Paranoia
Kale May 2016
Your body tenses
Someone is behind you
Stalking your every move
You feel squeamish
So you look behind you
Quickly
But there is nothing there.
You sigh knowing
That it was something out of
Your sick twisted fantasy
However your mind races
Because you feel something
brush against your throat
You feel the sticky
Liquid slowly slide
From your neck
As you slowly die
You realize
That it what killed you
Wasn't human
It was your paranoia.
Apr 2016 · 481
Tears
Kale Apr 2016
Mother once told me
Don't waste your tears
On those who don't deserve it
Its now worth
Seeing the wet emotions
Dripping down your face
Because there would be times
Where you really need to cry
And then there would be nothing
Dripping down your face
Apr 2016 · 475
Insecurity
Kale Apr 2016
I am sitting here wondering
Does he really love me
If true what does he love about me?
I am not beautiful
Or smart
I have no ambition
I am not creative
I am nothing
I have nothing
So what does he love about me?
I can be real with him...
Right?
I don't have to act like someone else...
I don't have to be something else...
Right?
Please someone
Anyone provide me with the answers
To my questions of insecurities
Please help me rid this doubt
So that I don't destroy something that is good.
Apr 2016 · 888
Isn't it Strange
Kale Apr 2016
Isn't it strange
That men women and child
Are being prosecuted
Because of their beliefs
Because of their color
Because of their gender
Because of their class.

Isn't it strange that
Now-a-days it is cool to be ******
But ****** to be smart
It is cool to bully
The weak
And praise the unworthy.

Isn't it strange
That we disrespect
Those who raised us
Because we see it happening
On TV.

Isn't it strange
That we would spend
Thousands of dollars
For the latest item on the market
But can't afford to help
the less fortunate.

Isn't it strange
That my voice will become
Unheard
Rejected
Scorned
Because what I say is true
and I stand for what I believe in.
Feb 2016 · 621
As a Child
Kale Feb 2016
As a I child
I was ignorant
To the morbid society
That I lived in.
I was ignorant to the
Death that chocked me
Ignorant to the love that
Left me.
But now, I am not a child
I am an adult
Ready to beat the depression
That surrounds me with
A bright smile.
Feb 2016 · 766
St. Valentine's Day
Kale Feb 2016
There are times
Where I am doing well
Standing strong
Because my life as
A single entity is awesome
But then the loneliness
Creeps behind my
Insecure mind
And fights to drag
Me into a deep depression.
I want to be independent me
But what is one shoe without
It's other half.
Happy Valentines to those who don't have a valentines
Feb 2016 · 453
Untitled
Kale Feb 2016
It is happening again
The confinement
Due to my insecurities.
The depression caused
by my traumatized mind.
I need to escape
This dark fate
Where I ultimately
Come to my
End.
Jan 2016 · 193
Untitled
Kale Jan 2016
Sometimes
I feel like screaming
Punching
Kicking
But the world waits
For no man
And will leave us behind to rot
Like un-dead corpses.
So I pick my stuff up
Leave
And never return to my state
Of unhappiness
Dec 2015 · 329
Jealous
Kale Dec 2015
When the moon
And sun connect
I sit and wonder
Where you are now
Pondering on what you could be doing
Hating that you
Are not with me basking
In the sunlight
Do others not know
That you are my everything
You are my daylight
You are my sunshine
But what am I doing
Professing this unadulterated
Love
When you only know
My name
Only know
How I look
Only know that
I am the source of your
Disgust
Dec 2015 · 1.2k
Lust
Kale Dec 2015
Our hearts ever so pure
Tainted by the ****
We keep dormant
Explode once
Our cold fingers
Connect
And the warmth
Spreads around
Our body like
the blood that already
Circulates
And we become
Beasts, who hunger
and treat each other
Like Prey.
Dec 2015 · 689
Pain
Kale Dec 2015
The passion we shared
Was the source of
My tears
But maybe
I love it
Because our struggle
To find total peace
Is what made our bond stronger
Nov 2015 · 390
Alone
Kale Nov 2015
It seems as we age
We drifted apart
The love we shared was
meaningless.
Now I feel
Empty
Because I know I am
Alone
Nov 2015 · 671
Fuck it!
Kale Nov 2015
**** my emotions
That I hold dear
Because no one seems
To adhere to my feelings.

**** the people around me
Because they ignore my
presence and call me
If necessary

**** relationships
Because it messes up my
heart and mind if there is
a deep separation

**** the world
who feigns peace
But is on the brink of
natural war.

**** everything
and anything meant to destroy
The life we hold so dear
Nov 2015 · 1.1k
Untitled
Kale Nov 2015
Oh my love,
With your endless
Beauty,
Charisma,
and Personality
Can we spawn
The birds of love
This great day.
We are unable to grasp
Anything ending
What we hold dear,
So please treasure my heart
And treat it with care
Nov 2015 · 1.8k
Untitled
Kale Nov 2015
The litany of tears
Can not cease
Till man learn
To love
The people we meet.
We as humans need to end the violence between one another, and live in harmony #spreadpeace
Nov 2015 · 264
Dark
Kale Nov 2015
The world
is filled with
My painful woes
Torturing me
Each day
With reminders
of what you did.
I am cold
and broken
Unable to comprehend
the situation I am involved in
Shattered by your
False Sense of hope and freedom.
Don't look for me
Because by the time
You find me
I will be gone
Running from the *Dark
Nov 2015 · 1.4k
Caffeine
Kale Nov 2015
The world is spinning'
Out of my cold grasp
Moving forward
Leaving me behind
In the aisle's of the dark

You with your weak smile
Became my drug
My caffeine
The one to speed up
My days on this cruel
And unforgiving world
Nov 2015 · 219
Beauty
Kale Nov 2015
My love,
What broke you?
You are afraid to come
Out your depressed shadow
Afraid to show me that smile
Too tired to even laugh
Your beauty is no longer shown
In the crevice of you loud personality
I miss it.
Nov 2015 · 721
Insufficient
Kale Nov 2015
I am incapable
I am insufficient
Unworthy
To walk the path of man
What I have down
Or what I thought I did
Is inexcusable
My abilities over reached me
And now your gone.
I am now left with
The hidden messages in your
Bleeding words
Nov 2015 · 254
Time Stopped
Kale Nov 2015
Imagine Just for a moment
The one you love
Is there before you
Waiting patiently for
Your unwavering kisses
Time seems to pause,
Just for an inkling of a second
And you hope and dream
That this is not a figment
Of clouded imagination
That this was a real thing
But then time moves
And you realize
What you saw a lie
The person you wish was there
Disappeared
Everything was a lie
And you realize its time
To stop living in the moment
Of past memories
Oct 2015 · 422
Run Away
Kale Oct 2015
When you stumbled into
My broken life
We were filled to the brim
With fleeting romance
That Controlled our Minds
But then I realized
That our love was false
And the sweet nothings
Were the web of the poison spider.
And I realized you were leading me
To be a prisoner to your wicked smile.
I thought I couldn't escape
I thought that I was weaker than you
But my belief is the
Control you had over me
And so I decided that I should
Run Away
Oct 2015 · 772
White Room
Kale Oct 2015
Knock Knock Knock
The blank room
Is opening
Ready it
To drag
Me to the brink of
Insanity
Having the padded
Cell Comfort Me
With the emptiness
Filling me
Leaving me to wonder
Why won't someone **** me.
Oct 2015 · 668
Nightshade
Kale Oct 2015
Once, there was a girl
Who was pitiable,
Poisoned by the demons
Of the nightshade.
Unable to cope with
The fact that the world
Was against
Her tiny broken heart
She plummeted
From the tree that once
Touched the Round Moon.
Oct 2015 · 675
I remember
Kale Oct 2015
I remember,
When the sun kissed the moon
On our first date.
We were shackled
By our romantic stares.

I remember when you stood
Down the aisle
Waiting for my warm embrace.

I remember when I cried
You consoled my breaking heart,

I remember the call
That told me you were not alright.

I remember you being taken
By the glowing angels
That wanted to be selfish.

I remember being blind by
Fury and alcohol

I remember being drunk
I remember the cliff
I remember the pain
I remember you meeting me
At the big white door.
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