I feel terribly wrong The moon doesn't shine the planets are not aligned My stomach sinks and I can't control my heartbeat Overclouded and no rain Just a bunch of flying mistakes I can't stay still, my feet run when I sleep Courageous, I've been called But murmurs of weakness I hear And I feel like death is near where can I find peace? Where the leaves are colored And the sea is aqua blue and the sun's rays are sharp This palace is my solitude This feeling is my prison I can't escape it nor calm it down It's tied to my veins
i'd look in the sky and than i cry i don't know why but i want to die even the sun looks better than me when i'm depressed leave me lonely i give up all the time i'm never satisfied wishing someone would hold me outside please, i hope the one will rid me goodbye
Daddy why did u hurt me Daddy why did u put your hands all over me Daddy please tell me Laiba is breaking apart And that isnt fair No freinds no nothing She can't hear the phase "who will be the one to loose your virginity" All I can remeber is my dad was the first Not my childhood sweetheart ..
My silent screams go unnoticed My darkend days unchecked I wish they believed me when i said it did happen The emptiness is all consuming It stole away my breathe Self harm is always an option Sucide is wish That wouldn't happen to me Because even death has rejected me The memories of being suffocated by the man you called dad totures my head every minute But now.... I got nothin to say My words ran away with my happiness