the day we both lost our breath i was box breathing in out you me in you out me inside [our] empty lungs i don’t know about you but i can’t breathe like this right now it’s 3 but maybe it should be 4 or more since we mold and shape inside although my brain will stay the same we join at the tongue but the act is never done
hypnotic dreams, what are you telling me? I feel everything, I feel myself unraveling the beautiful ribbons suddenly choking me I can't breathe, I can't see the winding road ahead, me ever leaving this bed possibilities are endless but not in my head there's only one way or else I stray cannot see myself set ablaze at the stake I thought I was magic turns out I am just a magnet for tragic endings suspending my beliefs, diving deep I hope I can reignite the spark in me the sparks I bleed and not just drown in this sea heaven watch over me
Seven years old I’m playing outside A girl I’ve been next door to for two years Wears a cape like mine Red Red like the blood that screams As it desperately tries to force its way to my brain A metal slide I used to have Holds my cape prisoner Struggling dreams of if it would look like I was flying If only it flew up and caught the wind Instead of sink down and grasp my neck Her mouth is open Tears in her eyes I can’t hear her screams Over the helpless gasping of mine As vision begins to fade a silver flash escapes the backdoor My grandma darts down the stairs Eyelids descend like time in an hourglass My body rises to the heavens I think this is it
Lay me down in the bed you've slept in hundreds of times It's your habitat But I intend to make it my nest
I settle into the softness of your kisses Countered by the weight of your body A gentle whisper tells me, "I want to *******" Before I am swept away By a tornado of lust and wanton moaning
My desire gets lost Wandering the canvas of another person's skin I feel a hand on my throat Guiding me like a traveler providing directions Yes, "choke me" "Choke me harder" Squeeze like you want to hurt me Even if you care for me "Harder" like you hate me
It's enough to send me reeling I hit the edge, slamming into ****** Your grip on my neck loosens Kisses, Soft kisses Compensate for our carnal behavior
As I lay under you A feeling I don't recognize rears its head Not happiness, no Euphoria, yes I've claimed your bed as my refuge.