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"reminiscent" poems
Clothes have outgrown me many times over, but this sadness never does. One size. fits all. There should have been an obituary for cancer,  not you. Wishing these slits within my skin could have been replaced by a reality check from you, “You chose to exist.” My name causes a sigh to escape from lips, that do not feel like they belong to me, the girl, whose words always had to be special. The schematics of hospitals like a birthmark in my brain, born into sadness, a gut feeling as a child. Never trusting time due to what it delivers. Death, being the only thing I desired. But you,  who I love, endlessly- robbed by it. Whose ebb for life glowed so feverishly. Stopped comparing depression to lace, restricted the belief that suicide is poetic, seeing things as they were. More often than not, applauded for feeling emotions deeply. Every second that dies, the shift of my heart quakes. This world is not tender. II. Sad. I have known the flowers I wanted at my own premature funeral, knowing how many bouquets honored you that day. split open my veins like a dimension reminiscent of days where I anticipated deathbeds. My family wondered, can we make it through another day? Death scares me for what it has taken, yet, I’m not afraid to die- it’s all I deserve. So I await the day pain erupts from my throat, acknowledging the days a soul lived inside of my body- footprints that walked, belonging to me. But I learned so well. How to suffer with a smile, dreading the beating of my heart how unfair— I don’t want to take these deep breaths You deserved,while I masquerade as a member of the undead Never outgrowing the desire to rot with the phantoms residing under my bed. III. Jokes played by the universe. punchlines delivered, how could anyone to stand to be in the same room as myself? How could anyone look over skyscrapers and sunsets, and not be infatuated with concrete consuming them? How I shared a sigh of relief during the thought- of knowing people would thrive without me, or the power of a belly laugh, resembling a laugh track audience drowning out 3 AM suicidal thoughts.
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Jul 20, 2018
Jul 20, 2018 at 11:23 PM UTC
Writing Suicide Notes In Gel Pen
Clothes have outgrown me many times over, but this sadness never does. One size. fits all. There should have been an obituary for cancer,  not you. Wishing these slits within my skin could have been replaced by a reality check from you, “You chose to exist.” My name causes a sigh to escape from lips, that do not feel like they belong to me, the girl, whose words always had to be special. The schematics of hospitals like a birthmark in my brain, born into sadness, a gut feeling as a child. Never trusting time due to what it delivers. Death, being the only thing I desired. But you,  who I love, endlessly- robbed by it. Whose ebb for life glowed so feverishly. Stopped comparing depression to lace, restricted the belief that suicide is poetic, seeing things as they were. More often than not, applauded for feeling emotions deeply. Every second that dies, the shift of my heart quakes. This world is not tender. II. Sad. I have known the flowers I wanted at my own premature funeral, knowing how many bouquets honored you that day. split open my veins like a dimension reminiscent of days where I anticipated deathbeds. My family wondered, can we make it through another day? Death scares me for what it has taken, yet, I’m not afraid to die- it’s all I deserve. So I await the day pain erupts from my throat, acknowledging the days a soul lived inside of my body- footprints that walked, belonging to me. But I learned so well. How to suffer with a smile, dreading the beating of my heart how unfair— I don’t want to take these deep breaths You deserved,while I masquerade as a member of the undead Never outgrowing the desire to rot with the phantoms residing under my bed. III. Jokes played by the universe. punchlines delivered, how could anyone to stand to be in the same room as myself? How could anyone look over skyscrapers and sunsets, and not be infatuated with concrete consuming them? How I shared a sigh of relief during the thought- of knowing people would thrive without me, or the power of a belly laugh, resembling a laugh track audience drowning out 3 AM suicidal thoughts.
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It just the little things you do That keeps me thinking of you I can blame it on your measurements Cause no one adds up to you Or I can blame it on your influence got me addicted to your essence, Reminiscent of beauty-full When I’m in your presence It feels so good, it makes no sense We end up, ends up, having amazing ******* *** I wish you could feel the way I am feeling, wish you could feel it through this text Want to get my message across And leave your ******* dripping wet I wish we were right there, together Getting deeper than deep gets I want you feeling me, filling your insides With my juices; I am so Fresh!
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Feb 26, 2018
Feb 26, 2018 at 5:30 PM UTC
Fresh
like that pill bitter Sunday morning (after) with a nauseating hack the previously uneventful Tuesday derailed in surrealistic tale with Auntie and Jack (and a quarter of fate) in the 748 on a night flight from Sherwood to Lore reverberating waves of imminent summer haze river flats and flower fields fly weights and silver bait shredders and shysters and open gates (into those everlasting and sweated journeys of hope) bloods and strays and florentine grays (reminiscent of Rockwell fame) running horses and overgrown country lanes morning grace and gentle cheer eyes clear on the river pass *blunted paddles for those ancient and not so willing suckers!* duke making his own way (to the corner club) Parsons and Poe stream from the torn screen door cricket cadence and symphony of the Deere calm and deliberate in the soft and silent fields meadows open for grazing (guineas scamper across the till) pocket apples fill the country ripe air drunken bees and chestnuts and electric fingers strike the surface pool (a cedar strip wedged on the white wash dock) baited bull heads set to cast evenings with hearts and Nolten Nash may flowers bloom across the grass ~ time unmatched ~ with blue jays and river bends and channel cats ...and that warm and recurring Coleman drift
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May 16, 2017
May 16, 2017 at 11:36 PM UTC
Flowerfields
You used to tell me that beautiful things come from pain and adversity. Like motherhood, unconditional love, and true stories. As I stood in the middle of a room painted white, Staring at the remains of rolling hills burned to black, I saw you staring back at me. Burnt fields like black panther fur Shining against your bones Velvet black You’ve changed And changed and changed Yet your love still remains Burnt fields like black panther fur Whiskers are the needles on a compass Always pointing to the azure sky You used to sing when I cried Rolling your r’s over rrolling hills A haunting melody startling black birds into the night Feathered constellations against a sliver moon And lips pressed to my salty cheeks You told me that your favorite skin tone was chocolate, As you laid out in the sun hoping to melt. “A quarter black” is what you say when you want to feel proud, Even as you tell me stories of how your mother was called negrita, The girl who stood too dark amongst the crowd. Burnt fields like black panther fur Black like the broken wings of mothers before you Who had hands with scars from cotton seeds And blue veins like uprooted trees Stretching all the way to their tired knees Burnt fields like black panther fur You criticize your aging beauty Speaking in envy of the color gold Like you are a broken bowl in need of kintsugi Yet silver snakes still slither Over the pebbled river beds of your black curls Dripping down the small of your back Until they reach the base of your ivory spine Burnt fields like black panther fur You criticize your aging beauty Because you never thought Cocoa lips and sun spots painted on sculpted clay that never cracks Could ever look as stunning as it does on you You told me that it is better to speak my truth then tell pretty lies. So I told you mine and you cried, And cried and cried. But look where we are now, Standing beside each other with the same eyes, Just different reflections. Burnt fields like black panther fur Tongue like a sword set ablaze Tempered in pools of milk and honey Blood red sun grazing the tops of your eyelids Still reminiscent of those in old photographs Where you saw the little girl you search for in me Burnt fields like black panther fur I am sorry I made you cry But even when our backs are turned We are still Black birds singing in the dead of night Free Thank you mama for my broken wings.
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Nov 15, 2018
Nov 15, 2018 at 3:11 PM UTC
Burnt Fields Like Black Panther Fur
You used to tell me that beautiful things come from pain and adversity. Like motherhood, unconditional love, and true stories. As I stood in the middle of a room painted white, Staring at the remains of rolling hills burned to black, I saw you staring back at me. Burnt fields like black panther fur Shining against your bones Velvet black You’ve changed And changed and changed Yet your love still remains Burnt fields like black panther fur Whiskers are the needles on a compass Always pointing to the azure sky You used to sing when I cried Rolling your r’s over rrolling hills A haunting melody startling black birds into the night Feathered constellations against a sliver moon And lips pressed to my salty cheeks You told me that your favorite skin tone was chocolate, As you laid out in the sun hoping to melt. “A quarter black” is what you say when you want to feel proud, Even as you tell me stories of how your mother was called negrita, The girl who stood too dark amongst the crowd. Burnt fields like black panther fur Black like the broken wings of mothers before you Who had hands with scars from cotton seeds And blue veins like uprooted trees Stretching all the way to their tired knees Burnt fields like black panther fur You criticize your aging beauty Speaking in envy of the color gold Like you are a broken bowl in need of kintsugi Yet silver snakes still slither Over the pebbled river beds of your black curls Dripping down the small of your back Until they reach the base of your ivory spine Burnt fields like black panther fur You criticize your aging beauty Because you never thought Cocoa lips and sun spots painted on sculpted clay that never cracks Could ever look as stunning as it does on you You told me that it is better to speak my truth then tell pretty lies. So I told you mine and you cried, And cried and cried. But look where we are now, Standing beside each other with the same eyes, Just different reflections. Burnt fields like black panther fur Tongue like a sword set ablaze Tempered in pools of milk and honey Blood red sun grazing the tops of your eyelids Still reminiscent of those in old photographs Where you saw the little girl you search for in me Burnt fields like black panther fur I am sorry I made you cry But even when our backs are turned We are still Black birds singing in the dead of night Free Thank you mama for my broken wings.
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A normal kind of guy Just the guy No cosmologist Sans Christian ********* the droplet suns Distant in the blackened sky Gotta 'and'er some The bristled gristle The cryogenic iris Steel teeth gnashing Right-toe left Ardent in an autobiography Good man Soft man Locomoted his GMC to the Sea Thought maybe With precise aim he could undertow away paradise. No pick-me-ups In copper-channels That Ionized the pick-up-truck With archaea iron that ugly duck Reminiscent of the man In all but-- A castaway Stowaway The man who never hesitates Bop upon the interstate Lost within concritical maze Shoring up Going home Giving up Turned to stone Marble chin Solumn grin Chlidren sing Seeking wings How'd he know Where to go Will he see What it means? He's the guy The one with the lollipop lap Licking the syrup off the lip Of a sweet polished sapphire Gin And the kids My god They think he ODYSSEUS And his dog not yet Dead but depressive in the gloom Howling into the midnight grass And the creatures that stalk With their ******* youth Soon their weight will hit the deck And like a noose, Break the joints The planks of which would stress And bend his eyes upon his head. God willing Should he be exhumed His energies excape to the river And float, Penultimate, into the sea.
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Aug 10, 2018
Aug 10, 2018 at 5:03 PM UTC
((MODERN)) Man.
Searching your mind, Revealing your soul. A piece of my mind, Making you whole. The depths of your feelings, Defines the depths I will go. I know what I know, Time for me to show, How well though. Like never before, Here I go. Persuading your body, In so many ways, You're powerless to evade, The prowess of my ways. Caressing your tenderness. These moments your memory will replay; Haunting parts of your body in a special way. Reminiscent of this very day, Our parts bonding as we lay. Still influenced in ways you can't see, Rather feel, so its as real as can be. These unique pleasures bestowed upon you, Impaling your reality with my point of view. This abundance of energy; this vitality. A reflection of you and me. Enticing you mentally, controlling you physically, releasing you and me chemically.
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Oct 15, 2014
Oct 15, 2014 at 12:53 AM UTC
Tension
The table is set for our thanksgiving feast and all have taken their place The meal of the year, is finally here, and oh, how great it will taste.. Potatoes and gravy and cranberry sauce, and rolls that are made fresh and hot. Turkey with stuffing, right out of the oven. Pumpkin pie that hasn’t been bought. Our family is anxiously gathered around in a circle of love hand in hand. A scene reminiscent of thanksgivings past. A tradition we all understand. Dad offers a prayer of thanksgiving to God for abundance of blessings we share. Tears touch his cheeks as he humbly gives thanks for much more than the food that is there. Though stomachs are empty, each heart is full while united as family we pray, Thanking dear God for His wonderful love, and our blessings this Thanksgiving Day. When this day is gone and life carries on, may gratitude live on in me. Lord help me, I pray, to make every day a day of thanksgiving to Thee.
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Nov 27, 2011
Nov 27, 2011 at 10:40 AM UTC
Thanksgiving Table
the banners are blowing steady (fully extended in the hot august wind) contemporary in style tightly trimmed and all gloriously dressed in the latest colors and hues it’s a fleeting distraction though as the caskets and children and grieving widows are rolled steadily across the burning tarmac it’s the beginning of that inevitable two part proceeding a skotoma for the ages delusionary in nature rich in grays and eerily reminiscent of that foreign reign clipped in silence with dark roots of fear set deep in the bowels of a chapter of unimaginable sin indifference as pronounced as the accompanying salutes haphazard sentiments that are cloaked in the horror of endless aborted days forgotten buggies and bunkers and rat packs *how could the switch be set so wrong?* it’s truly an illusion (this way of the world) simple indulgence can grow so beastly and consuming try telling the tale to the tibetan monks or broad peak sherpas (those boys know how to get it done!) how to bask in the ice cold waters how to savor the lava hot falls *couldn’t the others have figured this one out?* the flags have settled at half mass and are tinted in a charred yellow brown the lifeless dreams and inspirations now in the rear view leif running solo (exempt of his trusted gunners) ready for the numbered lines his eyes open to the ever changing enemy at hand
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Aug 18, 2017
Aug 18, 2017 at 11:45 PM UTC
bring the boys back home
Just a single thought of you shakes my very being. Sending tremors straight down to my core. This feeling pulsing and echoing throughout my veins. Straight to my lungs, making it so hard to breathe. Your laugh, has me trembling, reminiscent of a choir. Your personality, kindhearted, sweet, and comical. Your accent, melting me like ice cream on a hot summer day. Just a single thought of you shakes my very being. Sending tremors straight down to my core. This feeling pulsing and echoing throughout my veins. Straight to my heart, pumping fast as if on caffeine. Your presence, calming, laid-back, relatable. Your demanour, silly, upbeat, adorable. Your beauty, an unparalleled charm in this world of billions. Just a single thought of you shakes my very being. Sending tremors straight down to my core. This feeling pulsing and echoing throughout my veins. Straight to my stomach, excited and terrified, unresting as it disharmonizes with the rest of my organs. Your willpower, to endure through hardships life scathes you with. Your passion, able to pursue what you wish, and with no regrets. Your talent, unique and detailed, parallel to your drawings. Just a single thought of you shakes my very being. Sending tremors straight down to my core. This feeling pulsing and echoing throughout my veins. Straight to my legs, fluttering and weak just imagining you speak. I know you don't like compliments, but it's hard to hide the truth. I could banter, and talk for decades as long as it's with you I could wait forever, as long as it's for you. Just a single thought of you. Makes me feel the way I do.
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Sep 13, 2018
Sep 13, 2018 at 1:18 PM UTC
Thinking of you...
Just a single thought of you shakes my very being. Sending tremors straight down to my core. This feeling pulsing and echoing throughout my veins. Straight to my lungs, making it so hard to breathe. Your laugh, has me trembling, reminiscent of a choir. Your personality, kindhearted, sweet, and comical. Your accent, melting me like ice cream on a hot summer day. Just a single thought of you shakes my very being. Sending tremors straight down to my core. This feeling pulsing and echoing throughout my veins. Straight to my heart, pumping fast as if on caffeine. Your presence, calming, laid-back, relatable. Your demanour, silly, upbeat, adorable. Your beauty, an unparalleled charm in this world of billions. Just a single thought of you shakes my very being. Sending tremors straight down to my core. This feeling pulsing and echoing throughout my veins. Straight to my stomach, excited and terrified, unresting as it disharmonizes with the rest of my organs. Your willpower, to endure through hardships life scathes you with. Your passion, able to pursue what you wish, and with no regrets. Your talent, unique and detailed, parallel to your drawings. Just a single thought of you shakes my very being. Sending tremors straight down to my core. This feeling pulsing and echoing throughout my veins. Straight to my legs, fluttering and weak just imagining you speak. I know you don't like compliments, but it's hard to hide the truth. I could banter, and talk for decades as long as it's with you I could wait forever, as long as it's for you. Just a single thought of you. Makes me feel the way I do.
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Derartu, Haile, Tirunesh Kenenisa, Meseret, and all With a similar footfall! Displaying a superb Long-distance athletic feat When many superstars Awe inspiringly you beat And as a result of it When your sought-for Fought-for And nation- prayed-for Dream proves a hit And also with kudos A stadium full of people opt You to greet And when spectators Accord you a high five It is for your country's  flag You  immediately dive! Also on the podium while Ethiopia's row-wise Green,Yellow and Red Emblazoned flag, Shoulder high, Soars above You express Your  umbilical cord-tight National love With tears that Trickle down each of Your cheek,quick. Is it because Reminiscent of Each living hero With a life sacrifice That brought colonial Aggression to zero? Is it because The bounty of the land You grew up Seeing first hand? Is it because The cherished corner You cut in the heart of The poor but prideful Ethiopian neighbour? Is it because The unity in diversity That showcases Ethiopia's identity Or citizens hospitality? Is it because At heart strings a tug Or ,among others Gratefulness to Your iron-strong lung When you hear Ethiopian anthem sung? Is it because a secret another Deep down you harbour? Is it because the Fertility Hope and Sovereignty ideals The flag advance, Also Ethiopia's being A beacon of independence What is more The nation's renaissance Which in a curtain of mist Before your eyes dance?
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Oct 12, 2015
Oct 12, 2015 at 5:02 AM UTC
An overriding national feeling
"From a very young age, I've thought some videogames can be a little too reminiscent of 'Enders Game.'" "Yeah, it could easily be a real war and you'd possibly never even know it." "Especially when the games are basically an interactive recruitment tool. Call of Duty and the later Halo games leap to mind." "Actually, my cousin-in-law just signed up for the army." "Hah, did he cite Call of Duty as his reasoning?" "Pretty much." "Hah. I ******* knew it. It's lamentable that it works. The sad fact that it isn't a joke make the jokes that much worse, but, yet, the jokes aren't as bad as the atrocity, itself, yet it's the jokes that incur social wrath! This adequately exemplifies Society's priorities, methinks."
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Dec 4, 2014
Dec 4, 2014 at 1:35 AM UTC
IT ISN'A JOKE. STOP MAKING JOKES!
“I remember the bed just floating there” is how Phil Kaye started his ‘repetition’ poem.   I remember pausing the youtube video after the poem ended. I remember burying my feelings under 3 blankets and 4 hours of binge watching spoken word poetry. I do not remember the dreams I could have had. I remember the set of nightmares that visited religiously like the downstairs neighbor tired of how loud my heart pounds at late evenings. I remember, very clearly, how they went. I do not remember if I have written them down. Dream one: he peels my freckles off my skin; he says he needs them because his coffee is too light. I scream while he calmly adds pints of the cheeks to his cup. He says I can never be as quiet as the girl who managed to sneak into his ribcage and build herself a bedroom. Dream two: We are standing in the great library of Alexandria. He pulls the sea from underneath my feet and stuffs it into his back pocket. He says he needs it because he is tired of drowning himself in uncertainty. I start to cry and he says: Aries is the god of war, and women born under this sign confuse war for love. I remember the mole on his left ear growing bigger in my nightmares without me ever watering it. I remember he smelled of tangerine trees and broken records. I do not remember if his face looked like the man I almost fell in love with last winter, or my father. I remember the first time I saw my father after he came back from Ukraine. I remember his brown leather shoes that oozed of old spice cologne and neat scotch. I remember his hardly worn pair of glasses and the pieces of me they never cared to read. I remember the wrinkles that seemed newer than his glasses slowly colonizing his hands... the hands that never held me as tight as the dress I wore to my school prom hoping it would catch my ex’s attention. I remember that dress. I remember it had a floral print reminiscent of the season that I was named after hoping maybe it would remind him I’m part him. I remember realizing he will never remember. And now, I sit on a carpet of autumnal leafs as crisp as my tied tongue and as dead as my fears, trying to turn my love for him into more than just a memory.
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Aug 8, 2018
Aug 8, 2018 at 4:00 PM UTC
A Memory
“I remember the bed just floating there” is how Phil Kaye started his ‘repetition’ poem.   I remember pausing the youtube video after the poem ended. I remember burying my feelings under 3 blankets and 4 hours of binge watching spoken word poetry. I do not remember the dreams I could have had. I remember the set of nightmares that visited religiously like the downstairs neighbor tired of how loud my heart pounds at late evenings. I remember, very clearly, how they went. I do not remember if I have written them down. Dream one: he peels my freckles off my skin; he says he needs them because his coffee is too light. I scream while he calmly adds pints of the cheeks to his cup. He says I can never be as quiet as the girl who managed to sneak into his ribcage and build herself a bedroom. Dream two: We are standing in the great library of Alexandria. He pulls the sea from underneath my feet and stuffs it into his back pocket. He says he needs it because he is tired of drowning himself in uncertainty. I start to cry and he says: Aries is the god of war, and women born under this sign confuse war for love. I remember the mole on his left ear growing bigger in my nightmares without me ever watering it. I remember he smelled of tangerine trees and broken records. I do not remember if his face looked like the man I almost fell in love with last winter, or my father. I remember the first time I saw my father after he came back from Ukraine. I remember his brown leather shoes that oozed of old spice cologne and neat scotch. I remember his hardly worn pair of glasses and the pieces of me they never cared to read. I remember the wrinkles that seemed newer than his glasses slowly colonizing his hands... the hands that never held me as tight as the dress I wore to my school prom hoping it would catch my ex’s attention. I remember that dress. I remember it had a floral print reminiscent of the season that I was named after hoping maybe it would remind him I’m part him. I remember realizing he will never remember. And now, I sit on a carpet of autumnal leafs as crisp as my tied tongue and as dead as my fears, trying to turn my love for him into more than just a memory.
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Sometimes, it takes a rope with split ends, steep foot holes and time limits. Red earth worms and a speech- I listen; I [do] not understand 30 second pulses and a swinging braid always fall for waves of fog, lost in forced discovery each shoe string is reminiscent, touch opaque cracking dissolved into the rapids rapidly refreshing moss wigs heels pressed against soprano rain water shaking ripples, this swelling log has the answer I could have made it up the hill I could have found my way I could have chosen differently
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Apr 25, 2012
Apr 25, 2012 at 4:15 PM UTC
Hiking
sunken eyes i watched them in silent rooms. breathing people nothing but the vents breathing their moan of churning gears brittle bones i arose to black and cream elixir the orange sun peaking over black branch silhouette a sight for tired eyes helpless hands gripping the red glazed mug emanating peaceful warmth unlike the heat of the words burned in the back of my mind 6:12 a.m trying not to think deep breaths sips of coffee remembering how to forget seems to be the hardest thing after all he who made living a lot less terrifying seems abstract in my mind now not solid, not there, maybe he was a daydream after all craving sustenance the only thing that is for sure is the orange fading into pink, fading into blue like the only thing i’ve ever know, the bottom of the red mug peaks at me still warm in my hands, but not like your reminiscent hand
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Mar 3, 2015
Mar 3, 2015 at 11:52 AM UTC
sustenance (red mug sunrise)
I will paint you with Pastel emotions Red rage and Blue fear and I will paint you with Sweeping black curves Reminiscent of your hips and I will paint you with neon rage and I will paint you with soft words and I will paint you with a white kiss Shivering as if it is snowing and some nights I will miss you in shades of orange as bright as the rising sun and some days will be sad and in those days we can find each other in purple And I will paint you with my words and We will be immortalized in canvas.
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Nov 6, 2014
Nov 6, 2014 at 11:18 AM UTC
paint
You broke me... & I allowed it because I so loved the moment before you uttered how I meant nothing. The moment when you could be redeemed. The moment in which my breathe would catch in my throat. The moment in which I desperately wanted to be inlove with you again. The moment in which I wanted to delude myself just one more time into believing you might love me. Believing that you could value me in my human form. The form in which my exhale became reminiscent of your name. You were absorbed into the essence of my very being. You were everything. & now you are nothing. This is neither good nor bad. It simply is. Because you were poisonous and I loved every second of it ; basking in your presence. I was a wilting flower and oh how your kiss felt so much like rain. You were incomparably beautiful to me, but beautiful in the destructive sense. Beautiful like a forest fire. But you are not a forest fire. You were the moon- deeply inconsistent. You could not be redeemed. Not by your smile or the way my name tasted leaving your lips or by the rare tears you would spill whispering a belated apology. You were lost to me. in all your cruelty- completely lost. Except for when i would stand lonely in a crowded room- your voice sounding like the insecurities in my mind. In those moments I'd choked back tears and pretended that the ***** was to blame and not you. I'd Spend the night hurling insults at the stars whose usually beautiful form seemed a grotesque witness to my aching heart. And then I'd want to hurt you how you hurt me, scar your soul repeatedly but then I realised you don't have one. You never did.
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Mar 28, 2015
Mar 28, 2015 at 1:17 PM UTC
Backtrack
You broke me... & I allowed it because I so loved the moment before you uttered how I meant nothing. The moment when you could be redeemed. The moment in which my breathe would catch in my throat. The moment in which I desperately wanted to be inlove with you again. The moment in which I wanted to delude myself just one more time into believing you might love me. Believing that you could value me in my human form. The form in which my exhale became reminiscent of your name. You were absorbed into the essence of my very being. You were everything. & now you are nothing. This is neither good nor bad. It simply is. Because you were poisonous and I loved every second of it ; basking in your presence. I was a wilting flower and oh how your kiss felt so much like rain. You were incomparably beautiful to me, but beautiful in the destructive sense. Beautiful like a forest fire. But you are not a forest fire. You were the moon- deeply inconsistent. You could not be redeemed. Not by your smile or the way my name tasted leaving your lips or by the rare tears you would spill whispering a belated apology. You were lost to me. in all your cruelty- completely lost. Except for when i would stand lonely in a crowded room- your voice sounding like the insecurities in my mind. In those moments I'd choked back tears and pretended that the ***** was to blame and not you. I'd Spend the night hurling insults at the stars whose usually beautiful form seemed a grotesque witness to my aching heart. And then I'd want to hurt you how you hurt me, scar your soul repeatedly but then I realised you don't have one. You never did.
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Someone started to call me Different, Caught themselves, "You're unique." Ma'am, with all the respect in the world, Everyone's unique, But not everyone's different. Because unique Means that you're you. Which isn't bad. Different means That not only are you you, You're the hero in your story, You've climbed mountains, Sailed seas, Saw a million sights unseen, And dream in colors No one else has thought to create. Unique means that you're Different from other people, But to the same level they are. Different means that you Broke every mold, Nothing about you is reminiscent Of someone else. I am my own person. I have my own life. I dance to my own beat. I color outside the lines. Don't try to be polite And label me unique, You won't hurt my feelings By saying I'm different, In fact, You might make my day. So unique is good, Different is good, But remember, I'm different, And that's not bad, In fact, I rather like it. So don't think of different as bad, Think of a green apple In a bushel of red apples, Think of the first autumn leaf, And then, Think of me.
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Sep 18, 2013
Sep 18, 2013 at 5:27 PM UTC
I'm Different (And That's Not Bad)
i was born all naturally formed in a lax factory im actually a hack with ******* in my nose, practically, every day,  haphazardly stumbling home, half asleep i cant tell whats happening vision begins blackening im whack like kriss kross crack like rick ross major brown boy to houston be like, "yes, we have liftoff" dont like me when i'm ****** off cause ***** i'm bruce banner or maybe i'm bruce wayne either way, i got mad manners tearing down walls like berlin preaching like its a sermon potential begins to burgeon i'll cut you up like a surgeon killing in place of coercion so you better lower the curtain my head and my body are hurtin so tell me how quick does the world spin? i'm taddling on ya, you can call me a toddler but the snitchin n' **** is somethin im never fond of and i never grow up, cause i'm the neverland smuggler peter pan turns into one of my best customers i never grew into my head, im not cocky never had the eye of the tiger, im not rocky growing up i never got in fights or caused a lotta **** but presently im screaming **** the world", i've got a bone to pick i've gotta problem and i think its the probable cause you hold me captive, keep me trapped in your facets of laws looks of repulsion are what cause me to brandish my claws constant compulsions reminiscent of prodigal flaws i've gotta problem and i think its the probable cause see im a goblin shark i'll sink in my nautical jaws im not a joker im a jester with lesser facades wrought with insomnia cause drugs are american gods
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Mar 10, 2017
Mar 10, 2017 at 1:39 AM UTC
american gods
i was born all naturally formed in a lax factory im actually a hack with ******* in my nose, practically, every day,  haphazardly stumbling home, half asleep i cant tell whats happening vision begins blackening im whack like kriss kross crack like rick ross major brown boy to houston be like, "yes, we have liftoff" dont like me when i'm ****** off cause ***** i'm bruce banner or maybe i'm bruce wayne either way, i got mad manners tearing down walls like berlin preaching like its a sermon potential begins to burgeon i'll cut you up like a surgeon killing in place of coercion so you better lower the curtain my head and my body are hurtin so tell me how quick does the world spin? i'm taddling on ya, you can call me a toddler but the snitchin n' **** is somethin im never fond of and i never grow up, cause i'm the neverland smuggler peter pan turns into one of my best customers i never grew into my head, im not cocky never had the eye of the tiger, im not rocky growing up i never got in fights or caused a lotta **** but presently im screaming **** the world", i've got a bone to pick i've gotta problem and i think its the probable cause you hold me captive, keep me trapped in your facets of laws looks of repulsion are what cause me to brandish my claws constant compulsions reminiscent of prodigal flaws i've gotta problem and i think its the probable cause see im a goblin shark i'll sink in my nautical jaws im not a joker im a jester with lesser facades wrought with insomnia cause drugs are american gods
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Skies filled w/ fluorescent lights. Reminiscent of the different times that flashed before me. But as all lights, they burn out. They fizzle. They crackle. Their luminosity gives way to darkness. And then there’s nothing. Sometimes briefly, other times for prolonged periods. Over time, I’ve become accustomed to the darkness. The nothingness. The absence of a glow. No shine in the distance. No light in the future. So perhaps.. the darkness is the norm for these skies. My skies. Until another fluorescent light shows its face. To brighten my skies once again.
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Jan 9, 2015
Jan 9, 2015 at 5:53 AM UTC
Fireworks
Cockcrow harbour: the gulls whining like tethered dogs about rooftops paliophobic cars and grounded vessels.. Look: on the hoary horizon a glaucous strip beguils with backwater. Not putting on a show the frigid sea benumbed.. Easily, with a tail of emerald jelly skim a vanishing lane off that lustrous sheet and watch the trailblazing mainland scuttle. Now, Only scattered dreaming is possible. In it's bachelor pad, cradling over crinkles, away from the meretriciosness of validating the real by sharing it, THE WIND blusters off any veneer. Here, stale but spry, fare your way around the inoffensive isle to it's most shyest of harbours: a mouth full of silver saving it's breath. The windows facing the sea seem black & white, their wooden frames hooked to the wind, the splattered gulls meow your name in a way that's personal. Of course comes to mind. The pines are demanding a visit, They're whispering so you can hear them, each as different as every snore, these pines know how to grow in the sand and still reach for the Nimbostratus with heads in unison. The spaces between their trunks illuminating the blazing needles raining down painting the ground familiar to your lover's skin texture: Feel her closeness from jilted borderwatchtowers as she speads her mire like no one's watching: weedy and sugared with bellflowers, the waves in her shallow armpit billeting a pair of white swans: demurely they float sometimes as pillows and sometimes as question marks.. Go ask the seasoned locals, they say the bones she parked when she let her ice sheet melt are portals to her noble underbelly. Hidden in the woods reminiscent of your heart, the red tank-sized stone is sealed, but what the lighting reach cannot the rain shall sluice apart dumbly. And though her hair has come to be the moss black and hoarse as sailor's beard, there is still time. The void says her noisy neighbour is nothing to die for. The theadbear car with absent doors incites to drive her in reverse gear to the first few days of holidays: her golden locks a-blaze, her arm around your hind-sighted doppelganger.
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Jul 20, 2018
Jul 20, 2018 at 2:20 AM UTC
Cockcrow harbour
Cockcrow harbour: the gulls whining like tethered dogs about rooftops paliophobic cars and grounded vessels.. Look: on the hoary horizon a glaucous strip beguils with backwater. Not putting on a show the frigid sea benumbed.. Easily, with a tail of emerald jelly skim a vanishing lane off that lustrous sheet and watch the trailblazing mainland scuttle. Now, Only scattered dreaming is possible. In it's bachelor pad, cradling over crinkles, away from the meretriciosness of validating the real by sharing it, THE WIND blusters off any veneer. Here, stale but spry, fare your way around the inoffensive isle to it's most shyest of harbours: a mouth full of silver saving it's breath. The windows facing the sea seem black & white, their wooden frames hooked to the wind, the splattered gulls meow your name in a way that's personal. Of course comes to mind. The pines are demanding a visit, They're whispering so you can hear them, each as different as every snore, these pines know how to grow in the sand and still reach for the Nimbostratus with heads in unison. The spaces between their trunks illuminating the blazing needles raining down painting the ground familiar to your lover's skin texture: Feel her closeness from jilted borderwatchtowers as she speads her mire like no one's watching: weedy and sugared with bellflowers, the waves in her shallow armpit billeting a pair of white swans: demurely they float sometimes as pillows and sometimes as question marks.. Go ask the seasoned locals, they say the bones she parked when she let her ice sheet melt are portals to her noble underbelly. Hidden in the woods reminiscent of your heart, the red tank-sized stone is sealed, but what the lighting reach cannot the rain shall sluice apart dumbly. And though her hair has come to be the moss black and hoarse as sailor's beard, there is still time. The void says her noisy neighbour is nothing to die for. The theadbear car with absent doors incites to drive her in reverse gear to the first few days of holidays: her golden locks a-blaze, her arm around your hind-sighted doppelganger.
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Fish in aquariums make me dizzy they swim in circles as though there is somewhere to go I pity their hopeless journey someone should tell them it’s all a trick But most of all they’re reminiscent of me How many circles have I spun how many times have I thought I was going somewhere?
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Nov 7, 2014
Nov 7, 2014 at 9:08 PM UTC
Circles
We use video games To make video gains Until the screen goes black And reality attacks We lose all our progress In the deletion process As we level up we devolve Around the TV we revolve The more experience we gain The more moments we lose Our memories forever stained When this is what we choose Our life inside a hard drive Our life becomes a hard lie We revel in being unwise Rage quitting life We enjoy strife And avoid pesky light When we live in the dark With consumerist plights We are all marks Video games balance in a zone Between game and art The frustration starts When art is confused for games And games mistook for art People take things to heart And spitefully spew viper venom If this is where games send them Then why do we play? We have no other way To feel accomplishment In a society that worships competition Video games become the second edition Of a life filled with loss On our pixelated cross We are murdered millions of times Reminiscent of the millions of lies That make us losers in the real world Video games become our shiny pearl The computer displays defeat When our lives aren't complete Because we need someone to beat Not realizing our lives are conquered By frivolous topics we've pondered Our meaningless life squandered And hope comes in the form of new releases While inside our faulty headset is in pieces
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Sep 16, 2017
Sep 16, 2017 at 3:13 AM UTC
Video Games