With loathe and resentment
I wish for contentment
But there ain't too much of a thrill
When my emptiness cannot be filled.
With pills and black heels
I'm paying my bills
But my emotional debt
as you bet, I tend to neglect.
Yes, I acknowledge
it has gotten to be a bit of a pleasure
feeling so much displeasure
But ****** has mothered me so much
And now I am mesmerized by her soft touch
And people ask WHY
But don't they know that I swore to die?
I need sleep,
But Morpheus must be a Scorpius
As he is my star, my king
with his burning sting
I don't mind
If I've become blind
As I've already survived from that tainted spring
where Tiresias got his mortal drink
I'll transform myself into a man for seven years
Penanced to **** sacred deers
But my ******* are blessed
to cut them off my chest
How could I eradicate myself?
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