#unwanted poems on Hello Poetry

i Apr 2014

i found
old cassettes
of my bitter past,
and twisted childhood
under my broken bed.
i couldn't stop those
unwanted memories that
flooded through my mind,
images and flashes
of blood,
and screaming echoes.

#broken #home #pain #memories #past #screaming #blood #family #bitter #old #childhood #child #images #unwanted #twisted #echoes #videos #flashes #cassettes

Fon Apr 2014

Wasted

Let it go
Bury
Dig deep
Leave it behind

Feeling
Not wanted
Abandoned
Haunting

Unwanted
Not granted
Give it away
Wasted

Think
Remember
So that you won't
Suffer

#feeling #suffer #unwanted #wasted

Lex Apr 2014

Who Wants That Girl?

Why can't anything work out?
How come, feelings can't ever be reciprocated?
Why did I even try?
I knew someone like you wouldn't ever want someone like me.
I knew you would end up saying no.
Because who does?
Who wants the girl who sits alone at night writing stories and poetry and songs?
Who wants the girl that just wants to make someone happy?
Who wants the girl who wants to love them, and nurture them, and make them feel on top of the world?
Who wants the girl who has trust issues?
Who wants the girl with the problems?
Who wants the girl who's sensitive and dramatic?
Who wants the girl who cries at comedy movies and eats spoonfuls of nutella?
Who wants the girl that plays with make up when she's bored?
Oh right. No one.
Who wants me?
No one.
Why can't everyone have happiness?
Why did the happiness I had have to be limited?
Why did you have to say no?
Why does everyone hurt me?
Even if its unintentional.
Who wants that girl who's hurt?
Right. Not you.

#why #me #hurts #who #unwanted #limited

Daylight 4U2C Apr 2014

Thoughts Petrifying

My hand and gripped hair
The threats?
"I CAN rip you out, I just CHOOSE not to."
Is is fear, despair, madness, loathe?
The answer is empty of meaning.
What is known would be ignored,
as all said seems true,
but fake.
Boundlessly vain.
silly,
worthless;
doubtful.
What am I looking for in this effort?

I know.
I see.
I hear.
I believe.
One thought twigs into another.
I even wonder if the ocean can breathe.
Breathe life into me.
Aliens don't exist,
but nightmares and demons do?
A problem,
unwanted.
A result,
unwanted.
An answer,
only a lie,
....
unwanted, unwanted, oh so unwanted.

I scream inside,
and every inner glass is shattered.
I yell,
"Notice of Insanity Uprising!"
They yell back,
"That's Life."
Upon those words I numb my mind,
I release my grip.
I let go of everything.
MY face: gone
MY body: gone
MY hope: gone gone gone
Anything and everything that was me leaves,
and my body becomes a cadaver.
Drifting side to side,
in and out.
It's more calm now though.
My mind is no longer driving me crazy.

For we have reached our destination.

#go #words #fear #life #hope #fake #not #in #thats #be #empty #of #hear #true #demons #mind #if #i #the #insanity #crazy #scream #and #what #this #you #thought #me #one #*** #my #wonder #madness #no #breathe #was #am #hair #body #its #let #do #only #even #for #to #but #out #more #have #gone #believe #now #is #face #ocean #numb #despair #leaves #exist #lie #shattered #driving #know #answer #back #ignored #we #problem #everything #all #oh #so #just #glass #inside #meaning #they #calm #that #hand #see #rip #an #dont #our #nightmares #would #unwanted #silly #inner #looking #effort #worthless #into #notice #those #every #vain #though #loathe #longer #release #as #can #upon #choose #said #side #gripped #threats #known #seems #boundlessly #doubtful #twigs #another #aliens #result #yell #uprising #grip #anything #becomes #cadaver #drifting #reached #destination

Nandini Apr 2014

i guess ??

Sometimes I wonder what went wrong
The pain of being alone keeps haunting
Was it destiny that created the crater in my life ?
People call it choices I guess ...
People write about ...
Pain
Being unwanted
Lonely
Depression
Trauma
Love
***
Happiness
But I Knw I'm a lost cause gasping on mortality ...
Signing off .... Ciao

#love #depression #pain #happiness #*** #unwanted #trauma

C Alyn Mar 2014

Second Best

I never knew what love truly meant,
Until I met you,
You with your deep brown eyes,
Yet you were forever to be distant from me,

I never knew I'd be plated with resent,
Until I met you,
You with someone else - that made me cry,
But, I suppose, everyone's better than
me,

I never knew what love truly meant,
I was only told not to love someone like you,
You, who will never love me,
And I will always be second best

#alone #best #unwanted #second

C Alyn Mar 2014

A Tear For Her

And so the boy wept,
Not due to the fact that she would never be his,
Not because his love would never kept,
But because he would never be what she wanted,

He could learn to stop crying and forget,
But her eyes will forever be a painted image in his mind,
And nothing would be remembered through regret,
For he had given everything to her and left nothing for himself

#love #lonely #tears #crying #unwanted

Ivy Haegan Mar 2014

The Unwanted

Take down the names of the unwanted
Make sure that I'm on the list
As rain pours down their faces
Remember that we exist

The sound of the marching footsteps
The death of an innocent man
Remembrance of what it once was
The times when it began

#death #rain #march #innocent #unwanted

Akemi Jul 2013

unnecessary

What’s the difference between unwanted and unneeded?
You’re unnecessary, verging on disappointment, disgrace
Breaking faith and bond, hoarding intent and hopes false
Unnecessary child

Give me pure existence
And watch me lose my mind
Without meaning
I’m fingerless and blind
Give me pure existence
And watch me lose my heart
Without love
I’m a stringless puppet

12:06pm, July 27th 2013

sorry for the bout of emos

#disappointment #meaningless #existence #unwanted #unnecessary

Willow Branche Mar 2014

Unwanted (2011)

I offer myself to you.
Bare and naked.
I rip my heart out for you.
Cold but still beating.
I work my fingers to the bone for you.
Nothing but scraps of what they used to be.
But you can't see what you don't want.
And you don't want what you can't see.
So you throw me away, bare and naked.
You step on my heart, cold - no longer beating.
You push my bloodied hands away from you in disgust.
You don't see how hard I've tried.
You ignore the tears I've cried.
I guess this is all I'll ever be.
I love you anyway mommy.

#pain #mom #mother #sorry #disgust #unwanted

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