Over the past year or so I've become a little bit more extroverted as I'm not meditating as much these days like I used to be and this may not be such a bad thing if my mind isn't perverted or led astray on the wrong path most of the world is we see. But here again this could be just an admission of weakness trying to justify the position that I now find myself to be in along with the rest of the world experiencing a global sickness in the form of the Covid-19 pandemic the result of man's sin. ------------------------- The madness of this world has brought on this pandemic and the underlying cause of it is systemic. __________
we laugh until we cry and cry until we laugh. we love until we break and break until we Love. we learn until we brag and brag until we learn. we fall until we fly and fly until we fall. we crawl until we walk and walk till we crawl.
I'll hold your hand (even while the world watches) in my hand; feeling the warmth at our fingertips. Your eyes (being the deepest sea I've ever seen) make me forget the futility and uselessness of it all. I never thought I'd find a reason to go on (passively watching the tides of life crash by my feet) but your presence provides the reason to continue. I want to spend my life with you, clumsily dance days away, badly singing along to songs, and holding you as close as my heart is to me each night, maintaining the pleasant warmth and comfort between the two of us despite the frigid wind beating at our backs. I'll hold your hand [even as the world (as they would hate our happiness) watches]. As you, your company, give me the strength to tread on. If only I would simply allow my fingertips to graze yours.