you were always so dedicated in fixing my hair everytime you stop, you smile and stare i was so sure the galaxy was in your eyes, not outside of earth fast heartbeats and halted breaths right after you've found tranquility in my shoulder when tears have filled my eyes you were there your chin rested at the top of my head trying to make me feel better i've never felt so beautiful and fair until you told me i was, you even swore those ways got me and my soul ensnared by you, a debonair, and your words but do you really care? i have thousands of questions hanging in the air i don't ask for i already know the answer maybe you do, until you've found her. maybe you do, but i can never be her. maybe you do, and i wish i was her. maybe you still do but now i just want to take me back from you oh please, tell me i still could.
What is the commotion? Can't you ******* keep it down? Deception crawls & Connivers chisel a network Into the earth below their brains
& There's nothing you can do, so, please
Try to keep it down. Identify the signs. Shut your mouth & Disengage, or you'll otherwise Wake the beast - & you don't want that.
Let the covert lie, as they breathe, & take a note. ******* take a note.
Don't you repeat the mistakes that keep your mind & your heart wrapped in their affairs, when the manipulative, & the easily led certainly won't miss your meat, as they are well fed in their reciprocal designs.
When I hear the knock at my door Will I hide under cover?
Yet, It doesnt matter, It will kick it in, So then, how will it find me Wide eyed, crazed with fear... begging and muttering "No's!"
No, when the knock comes prepared I pray. Resolute, inviting the inevitable. "Will you sit? stay and drink, if this is it." A guest in my home, and one finally, fully welcomed. We leave together A ****** grin, a countenance, resolved my resolution, and departation my celebration
I write this small piece As I sit here and sing My mood flies and cries Unknowing the truths or lies Blocked my vision with your words Your expectations and your wants
I guess to save myself from this pit I need to dig a hole something deep A hole in you and a hole in me I will fill it with the same thing so that you can see The same thing I aspire one day to be And one day we will rejoice the fruit of being free
Let me be free, let me be one, please do not separate me with my vision and yours.