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Sep 2019 · 220
The Truth
Amy Duckworth Sep 2019
The truth is to find something you can care about and live for that!
Sep 2019 · 220
Accomplish
Amy Duckworth Sep 2019
The ones who accomplish true greatness,
are the foolish who keep pressing on.
The ones who accomplish nothing,
are the wise who know when to quit
Sep 2019 · 236
Accept yourself!
Amy Duckworth Sep 2019
If nobody cares to accept you and wants you in this world,
accept yourself
and you will see that you don't need them and their selfish desires
Sep 2019 · 460
Life
Amy Duckworth Sep 2019
Life is like a pencil that will surely run out...
but will leave the beautiful writing of life
Sep 2019 · 218
Appreciate
Amy Duckworth Sep 2019
Even if things are painful and tough,
people should appreciate
what it means to be alive
I've been dealing with some pretty personal issues and thought up this
Apr 2019 · 320
Amour
Amy Duckworth Apr 2019
L’amour est pour ceux qui veulent prendre le risque et essayer.
I really like the French language and I felt like writing something in it since I have been learning it for a while too! Have a nice day or night!
Apr 2019 · 283
One-sided
Amy Duckworth Apr 2019
I looked out a window once and saw a good friend and waved.
They didn't wave back.
I kept waving.
They still didn't respond.
I got sad and disheartened.
But little did I know.
That was a one-sided window.
I just feel really bad and not accepted because of my sexuality and many people at my school are homophobic... Anyways have a nice day or night!
Apr 2019 · 218
Looked Up
Amy Duckworth Apr 2019
I look up every night and see the stars.
They give me hopes and dreams.
I want to be an astronaut.
Like every little kid.
But...
Everyone thinks I am joking.
They find it funny.
They don't support me.
But those stars give me hope,
hope that one day I can fly off into space to see them closer.
I looked up and found my dream.
Apr 2019 · 173
After You Were Gone
Amy Duckworth Apr 2019
After you were gone...
I hid,
I lied,
I cut,
I still loved you...
Now I come to terms that I can't ever see your smile,
or hear your laugh again.
Long after you were gone
I cared again,
I slept again,
I thought I had moved on.
But I will never forget you.
Your eyes,
Your laugh,
Your smile...
I still miss you
Long after you were gone
I started to think about someone who moved as a kid and was my only friend for years. Anyways, hope you have a wonderful day or night!
Apr 2019 · 526
Someone Cares
Amy Duckworth Apr 2019
Do you feel alone?
If you do
know that someone cares for you,
if that someone isn't there know that they want you to be happy when they can't be there.
You're not alone,
you may feel alone but you're not.
Just know someone, or something is watching your back.
And that someone does care.
If someone really doesn't care shut up.
Someone does.
I want to cheer someone up because I am feeling down... Have a nice day, or night!
Apr 2019 · 334
Its Okay
Amy Duckworth Apr 2019
It's ok to not be ok.
Yes, it's hard to follow your heart but...
Tears don't mean you are losing.
All you have to do is be true to who you are.
I just feel really sad right now and I wanted to make someone else happy. Have a nice day or night!
Jan 2019 · 704
Conceal My Imprfections
Amy Duckworth Jan 2019
I conceal my imperfections
by staying silent.
Jan 2019 · 145
The Greatest Strength
Jan 2019 · 705
Snow
Amy Duckworth Jan 2019
Be more like the snow,
cold and silent.
Jan 2019 · 212
Silence
Amy Duckworth Jan 2019
Silence isn't empty,
It is full of answers
Jan 2019 · 138
Hearts and Words
Amy Duckworth Jan 2019
It is better,
to have a heart
without words,
than words
without a heart.
Jan 2019 · 244
Stabbed In The Back
Amy Duckworth Jan 2019
Someone once stabbed me in the back.
Then,
They asked me why I was bleeding.
Dec 2018 · 473
Life
Amy Duckworth Dec 2018
Life is short,
so make sure you
make use of it.
Dec 2018 · 159
Friends?
Amy Duckworth Dec 2018
We don't lose
friends,
We just learn who our
real friends
are.
Dec 2018 · 182
Life Flash
Amy Duckworth Dec 2018
One day life will flash before your eyes,
make sure its a good one to watch.
Dec 2018 · 257
Loved & Cared About
Amy Duckworth Dec 2018
I try to make people feel loved and cared about,
because I know what it is like to not be loved or cared about.
Dec 2018 · 268
"I don't care"
Amy Duckworth Dec 2018
Just because someone says they don't care,
does not mean that they don't care.
Dec 2018 · 132
Breaking The Wall
Amy Duckworth Dec 2018
The smallest stone,
can break,
the highest walls.
Dec 2018 · 302
Realization
Amy Duckworth Dec 2018
I realize I am
evil,
crazy,
depressed,
broken,
scarred,
mean.
People give me the titles
"Evil ******"
"Stupid."
"Insane *****"
"Violent Girl."
People have started to drift away from me...
They have done this because,
I am crazy
I am depressed
I am violent
I am not your average girl,
people tell me,
"You have to shave your legs."
"You have to act like a girl."
"You have to be weak."
I hate my life because of these people
but,
My friends that I have left say...
That I am,
Nice,
protective,
brave,
helpful,
smart,
and funny.
They call me,
"A Helper"
"A Good kid."
"A Sweet child."
Some of these people have only known me for a year,
some for more than a year.
They have done this because,
I am smart,
I am helpful,
I am kind.
They tell me,
"Keep trying."
"Stop cutting."
"Laugh more"
These people shape me and I realize my pros and cons,
I have had a realization.
This is true there are some more things but I don't want to tell them since they are very personal.
Dec 2018 · 168
Bad Person
Amy Duckworth Dec 2018
I'm a bad person,
and I am ok with that.
Dec 2018 · 243
Black and Light
Amy Duckworth Dec 2018
Du noir nait la lumière...

Et la tristesse est née le bonheur...
(This is in French)
Dec 2018 · 155
Bend and Raise
Amy Duckworth Dec 2018
If I cannot bend
H E A V E N

Then I will raise
H E L L
This is relatable to some extent with me please don't take this in any bad way shape or form.
Dec 2018 · 204
Judge Me Then
Amy Duckworth Dec 2018
Judge if you want,
we are all
going to
die

I intend
To deserve it.
This is supposed to be kind of dark but also this is a train of thought I have had and most likely will continue to have for a long time.
Dec 2018 · 503
Monsters and Humans
Dec 2018 · 2.7k
Sadness
Amy Duckworth Dec 2018
The definition is:
A condition or quality of being sad.
It's more than that,
It is...
well--- how do I put this?
It's a way we express our displeasure with something sadly.
Sadness is an emotion, an expression, a state of mind.
Sadness its weakness...
but also,
Strength.
Sadness is a state where we feel sad and express how sad we feel.
Some of us express sadness by, crying, hiding, and being quiet.
But sadly some of us cut, burn, mutilate, and starve ourselves.
Sadness is good and bad.
Sadness is something I give off as I write this poem.
Realizing what I have done and what I will do.
I strive though to change.
Sadness is something,
Good and bad,
Sadness is something that is seen as,
Strong and weak,
Sadness is seen,
as a state of mind and thought
What I meant by me being sad when writing this was because I recently started cutting again, and I was fixing up my arm, and poems seem to help me not cut so thank you for reading this and listening to me ramble on.
Dec 2018 · 471
"Goodbyes."
Amy Duckworth Dec 2018
I have had many people tell me,
"Goodbye."
I have had many people tell me,
"We will be friends forever! BFF's!"
BFFs are not real.
You are lying when you call someone your BFF because,
You don't know if they will stay with you.
I have known many people,
and had many friends.
But,
one tried to drown me in the second grade,
we haven't seen each other since.
One stole from me, attacked me, bullied me, and hated me,
I thought this was normal since I didn't have any other friends beside the girl before her and it took me a year to trust her, I made a wrong choice.
I still have trust issues.
Another person ruined a friendship between me and a boy,
she is now that boy's girlfriend and he left me.
I only have My Lady and my group of misfits.
I have said to many "Goodbyes."
I don't care anymore.
My heart.
Is done.
I don't trust anyone because of these people and more people.
I don't want to tell anyone "Goodbye."
I know how much it hurts.
I only have told someone "Goodbye." once.
Only once.
I am only not saying "Goodbye." To those, I love because they need me.
Dec 2018 · 496
What love is to me
Amy Duckworth Dec 2018
I found someone,
they make me whole,
but one thing,
well, maybe more than one thing,
those things are,
I am insane,
weird,
ugly,
hopeless.
But she convinced me other,
or she thought
but I still plan things that people will say I am crazy for planning,
but,
She still loves me
and that is what love is.
The ability to hold someone's hand when they are not perfect or are having a bad day, or maybe just crazy.
That is what love is the ability to stand by someone no matter what.
Nov 2018 · 196
Blood is Red
Amy Duckworth Nov 2018
Blood is red.
Bruises are blue.
But I learned to love through it and stay true.
Nov 2018 · 189
To My Fox
Amy Duckworth Nov 2018
I love you.
I said it.
I. Love. You.
please accept me.
Nov 2018 · 155
Falling Apart
Amy Duckworth Nov 2018
To the ******* the bus that fateful day, to my old friend, to those who damaged me,
Thank you.
You made me realize that I can't be happy and one person scarred me.
To my old friend, she caused me to snap sorry.
To the girl that damaged me, you shaped me into this but I want to say thank you because you taught me to cry, hate, and hurt...
To the ******* the bus that fateful day, you told me that I was worthless and that made me think about who I am and not what I looked like.
I learned to care because of these people but I also learned how to numb everything out.
But it made me fall apart.
But thanks to you.
You filled me up with lies and truth.
Nov 2018 · 159
Why?
Amy Duckworth Nov 2018
I want to love someone but I simply can't love them.
What happened to my emotions?
I only feel numb with sadness.
I want to be happy for those who see me as a friend.
So I lie,
To myself,
And them.
Why?
I refuse to see the truth because I am scared.
Nov 2018 · 108
My Thoughts
Amy Duckworth Nov 2018
Life never treated me far,
I ask too many questions.
Know too much.
Loved too little.
Oct 2018 · 151
The Other Day
Amy Duckworth Oct 2018
The other day a ******* the bus was talking to someone
She said, "If you can't see, hear or whatever, or don't have a limb, you should **** yourself." The other girl agreed with her and everyone on the bus started talking too.
Me, my brother, and one girl didn't agree with her.
Out of maybe 30 kids, only 3 of us didn't get involved.
The girl turned to me and said, "Like her, she should **** herself."
My brother didn't hear this...
"If that makes you happy, then I will. Because people like you make this world a living hell, so I would **** myself if that makes this world just a little better."
She laughed, and some other kids laughed.
The truth is that was the day that I lost my best friend to my anger.
I did try to **** myself that night and the night after that.
You shouldn't **** yourself if you are blind or deaf, or don't have an arm or leg.
This world likes to pick on people who seem weak.
But.
We are only weak if we give up that's why we have friends,
To hold us up.
Please don't be like the girl the other day.
Lift those people up,
The people that are not "Perfect"
Don't be like that girl the other day.
This really happened... I really did say that and the girl was suspended from school
Oct 2018 · 405
Goodbyes
Amy Duckworth Oct 2018
The most painful goodbyes
Are the ones that are,
Not said;
Or explained
Oct 2018 · 211
Heart
Amy Duckworth Oct 2018
The best way to not have your heart broken;
Is to act like you have none.
And he picked her over me,
Now I will always be second.
Oct 2018 · 199
Web
Amy Duckworth Oct 2018
Web
We are like spiders making our own web we call home;
That web is one of life.
If our web is destoried,
We get to build it again;
But some are unfortunate and are destroyed with it.
Life is like a web,
And we are the spiders spinning it.
Oct 2018 · 254
Song
Amy Duckworth Oct 2018
A song has meaning.
It is a world of sound.
We drift away when it is heard.
A song has a use.
It is used to calm minds.
A song.
Oct 2018 · 152
Fallen Over
Amy Duckworth Oct 2018
Who is that one person who falls over a lot?
Do they always get up?
Yes?
Well, they get up for you and the others they care for.
Do you help them?
If you don't don't hold back.
Help then next time!
Have they helped you?
They help you so you don't give up.
Do this for them.
Oct 2018 · 280
Happy
Amy Duckworth Oct 2018
I am an empty shell
but,
I am full of happiness
I protect my loved ones.
That makes me happy.
That's all I feel but it will soon disappear.
Don't cry carry on for me.
Oct 2018 · 170
That Person
Amy Duckworth Oct 2018
The person always willing to fight.
Is right next to you.
That one who has been with you for forever.
Oct 2018 · 182
Fear
Amy Duckworth Oct 2018
Fear is something we run from.
We run so very fast but some people are left behind to be overcome with fear.
I will go back for them and make sure they are all pulled out of their trance.
I will make sure they don't let go of the rope that life is.
I will catch them if they start to fall.
I fight for those who can't or just won't.
I don't give up.
I lie to face my fears.
So if you need to, lie, ******* lie if you have to.
We are not rocks stuck in one place not to move or improve.
We are like the air,
The water.
We flow freely in our own direction.
Don't let people force you one way.
I don't care if you say,
"Oh, they are just saying that."
Or
"That's a lie."
What I am saying is not a lie!
I have been down the road that you are on right now!
There is a light at the end of a tunnel.
That light that guides you at the end of the tunnel is the people who care!
Care!
They
Love
You!
Listen, face your fears don't let them by and lie.
Remember lie if you need too.
Oct 2018 · 145
Fight
Amy Duckworth Oct 2018
If you Win, you live
If you lose, you die
If you don't fight you can't win.
So Fight **** It!
Oct 2018 · 816
Protectors
Amy Duckworth Oct 2018
I am a protector,
I protect those I hold dear.
But... I sacrifice myself for others,
I have no time for myself.
I lose who I am,
But I protect those I love.
They say that I am too
Brave,
Fierce,
Wise,
And protective.
I am like a treasure map but without the X
I am useless without who I really am,
But I am useless without the people I care for.
So I gave myself up for them.
Oct 2018 · 124
Words
Amy Duckworth Oct 2018
Words can be lies,
Truths,
Or partial truths.
Don't believe what you hear all the time.
Oct 2018 · 317
Move On But Don't Forget
Amy Duckworth Oct 2018
People tell me to "Move On"
How can I when I hurt
Then I get told "Forget"
How can I if it hurts me
I lost my greatest love
When I was young I lost my cat, dog, and fish
They told me to move on and forget
Buster
Lexi
Star
I won't forget you
I loved you all
Don't forget anything you care for
Remember but move on from the hurt
Let it build you up
Move on
but don't forget
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