I see you I know you don't think so, but it's true I see what you are being put through I see you doing whatever it is you have too just to continue I've seen the levels of doubt and anxiety you've been pushed to I see you've lost faith in player two I see you crack but not break, Though I notice you running out of glue And I see the struggles accrue, With everything I do and don't do Every time I tell you I've failed you Your eyes tell me you already knew This is nothing new You don't deserve this much blue
No That's fine Just continue to lie to yourself I Don't mind I've already removed myself Proof there's still a wealth of self worth hidden in mental health I take my love from it's urn then place that, empty, back on the shelf
"horrible bird" she called it telling of how she had watched a crow pluck and pry at its weakened prey while perched upon the bird bath outside her window at the garden's edge despite this sternest of lessons nature at its most fickle she still sits in her comfy chair looking out over a bank of flowers buoyant in bloom enjoying the sight of wagtail bunting and finch alighting on the stone plinth pompous and preening refreshing themselves admiring the plumage of their reflection before returning once more to wing and wind
Awakened she stumbles upon the remains of her conscious, Forever being a fantasy she held onto solemnly, Fragments of realization pieced with passion left astray, Broken hearted prayers uplift and revive, A warrior goddess prevailing.
Complex indirect energy effects Dominos tipped in motion from years ahead Solar waves continue to rollover again Subtle state flows felt beyond present tense
Self reflection an important order To step forward in the right direction Fear not the unknown events Souls sewn into space with grace
Shadow self flexes when stressed Amongst absent minded friends Less of our conscious contempt Form learned actions instead
