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The likes of you I can't describe, Yet I love to eat between your thighs. The melody you spake to me Unfolds my greatest sovereignty. I crave to quaff all of your spit, And swallow every drop of it. Don't cheat me of your tasty flesh, Those bare and supple ****** ******* Your eyes that follow my firm gaze, While we kiss and lick and misbehave. I need to feel each piece of skin, Smashing girl and boy parts over and over again. It's such a treat to eat you whole; I'm obsessed with eating 19-year-olds.
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May 8, 2014
May 8, 2014 at 9:32 PM UTC
Nineteen
i think i’m attractive some girls say I am not a ton enough to where i’m ok sometimes ill look in the mirror and not want to look away sometimes sometimes ill wonder why im in a 14 year olds body when im 19 i think i’m weak i’m too skinny but im selfish really selfish some people cry themselves to sleep because they dont have my body i cry myself to sleep sometimes wahhh wahhh wahhh shut the **** up ***** youre attractive
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May 11, 2014
May 11, 2014 at 4:38 PM UTC
I Think I'm Attractive
Loving me with my shoes off means loving my long brown legs, sweet dears, as good as spoons; and my feet, those two children let out to play naked. Intricate nubs, my toes. No longer bound. And what's more, see toenails and all ten stages, root by root. All spirited and wild, this little piggy went to market and this little piggy stayed. Long brown legs and long brown toes. Further up, my darling, the woman is calling her secrets, little houses, little tongues that tell you. There is no one else but us in this house on the land spit. The sea wears a bell in its navel. And I'm your barefoot ***** for a whole week. Do you care for salami? No. You'd rather not have a scotch? No. You don't really drink. You do drink me. The gulls **** fish, crying out like three-year-olds. The surf's a narcotic, calling out, I am, I am, I am all night long. Barefoot, I drum up and down your back. In the morning I run from door to door of the cabin playing chase me. Now you grab me by the ankles. Now you work your way up the legs and come to pierce me at my hunger mark
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Barefoot
Oh the fun we had as little six year olds, Laughing loudly and acting crazy, Staying up till the wee hours laying on the floor watching Hairspray Oh the hyper times we had as ten year olds, Sipping a little too much caffeine, Running around acting like animals in the front yard Oh the crazy times we had as twelve year olds, Not afraid to get down and ***** Camping and sliding down dirt in the ravine Oh the terrifying times we had as fourteen year olds, Living together for a whole week, Trying to **** each other with words shortly after Oh the bonding times we had as fifteen year olds, The darkest time in my life, Where we cried and I knew we would always be friends Oh the lively times we had as sixteen year olds, Both getting our licenses, Driving around everywhere just to take fun pictures Oh the tiresome times we had as seventeen year olds, Sitting in your car before school, Ranting and laughing about every aspect of life Oh the amazing times yet to come, Attending college and growing older, Still talking and ranting and laughing like every time before.
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Dec 24, 2016
Dec 24, 2016 at 10:26 PM UTC
Over the Years
Everyone in me is a bird. I am beating all my wings. They wanted to cut you out but they will not. They said you were immeasurably empty but you are not. They said you were sick unto dying but they were wrong. You are singing like a school girl. You are not torn. Sweet weight, in celebration of the woman I am and of the central creature and its delight I sing for you. I dare to live. Hello, spirit. Hello, cup. Fasten, cover. Cover that does contain. Hello to the soil of the fields. Welcome, roots. Each cell has a life. There is enough here to please a nation. It is enough that the populace own these goods. Any person, any commonwealth would say of it, "It is good this year that we may plant again and think forward to a harvest. Many women are singing together of this: one is in a shoe factory cursing the machine, one is at the aquarium tending a seal, one is dull at the wheel of her Ford, one is at the toll gate collecting, one is tying the cord of a calf in Arizona, one is straddling a cello in Russia, one is shifting pots on the stove in Egypt, one is painting her bedroom walls moon color, one is dying but remembering a breakfast, one is stretching on her mat in Thailand, one is wiping the *** of her child, one is staring out the window of a train in the middle of Wyoming and one is anywhere and some are everywhere and all seem to be singing, although some can not sing a note. Sweet weight, in celebration of the woman I am let me carry a ten-foot scarf, let me drum for the nineteen-year-olds, let me carry bowls for the offering (if that is my part). Let me study the cardiovascular tissue, let me examine the angular distance of meteors, let me **** on the stems of flowers (if that is my part).. Let me make certain tribal figures (if that is my part). For this thing the body needs let me sing for the supper, for the kissing, for the correct yes.
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In Celebration of My ******
Everyone in me is a bird. I am beating all my wings. They wanted to cut you out but they will not. They said you were immeasurably empty but you are not. They said you were sick unto dying but they were wrong. You are singing like a school girl. You are not torn. Sweet weight, in celebration of the woman I am and of the central creature and its delight I sing for you. I dare to live. Hello, spirit. Hello, cup. Fasten, cover. Cover that does contain. Hello to the soil of the fields. Welcome, roots. Each cell has a life. There is enough here to please a nation. It is enough that the populace own these goods. Any person, any commonwealth would say of it, "It is good this year that we may plant again and think forward to a harvest. Many women are singing together of this: one is in a shoe factory cursing the machine, one is at the aquarium tending a seal, one is dull at the wheel of her Ford, one is at the toll gate collecting, one is tying the cord of a calf in Arizona, one is straddling a cello in Russia, one is shifting pots on the stove in Egypt, one is painting her bedroom walls moon color, one is dying but remembering a breakfast, one is stretching on her mat in Thailand, one is wiping the *** of her child, one is staring out the window of a train in the middle of Wyoming and one is anywhere and some are everywhere and all seem to be singing, although some can not sing a note. Sweet weight, in celebration of the woman I am let me carry a ten-foot scarf, let me drum for the nineteen-year-olds, let me carry bowls for the offering (if that is my part). Let me study the cardiovascular tissue, let me examine the angular distance of meteors, let me **** on the stems of flowers (if that is my part).. Let me make certain tribal figures (if that is my part). For this thing the body needs let me sing for the supper, for the kissing, for the correct yes.
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There is this place It’s called Palestine It used to be pretty And peaceful and lively The people lived as they do Everywhere else. Then there came to be this place It’s called Israel Which is basically Palestine But mercilessly occupied It attacked Palestine And took over most of its land. So now in Palestine Or what’s left of it Where there used to be quaint houses There’s just a lot of rubble With broken and burnt doors, utensils and limbs Jutting out from underneath. Where there used to be bright smiles That could light up the world There now are tears, burn marks and bloodied cuts That can rend any human heart Except those that are not human. It is a war, not between states Not between races, nor between fates Nay, this is a bigger war, one of faith At least, that is how it started But now, it is between human and non-human. Tell me, please Is it human to **** innocent people For the sake of self, and the sake of hate? Is it human then also, to remain quiet And watch such tyranny be? It must also be human, to point guns at 4 year olds. And by this definition, Humans of this world, humans that feel Are not humans at all, because they care And those that don’t, well They’re humans at their prime The most evolved of them all. Israel, I salute you, a salute full of mock At your utter humanity, and benevolence Your bombs when they land With the cheers of your people, And your guns when they point At 4-year old terrorists; surely they can **** Palestine, I stand with you, sincerely Your children, your people, your land and your peace Are my children, my people, my land and my peace Their bombs when they land, make my prayers fiercer Their guns when they shoot, make my eyes water But know this, Palestinians, we are one. So when they shoot you, I bleed And when they bomb you, I ache When they hurt you, I feel the pain And when you cry for help, I pray We are blood, we are one body We are the Ummah, we will rise. Until then we pray, we pray and we try Dear Palestine, stay strong, stay firm… Help shall come, in ways unimaginable *Do not weaken, and do not grieve You will overcome them, if you are true believers* Allah has promised, and His promise he upholds. ~Moniba.
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Jul 17, 2014
Jul 17, 2014 at 3:05 PM UTC
Palestine, Oh Palestine
There is this place It’s called Palestine It used to be pretty And peaceful and lively The people lived as they do Everywhere else. Then there came to be this place It’s called Israel Which is basically Palestine But mercilessly occupied It attacked Palestine And took over most of its land. So now in Palestine Or what’s left of it Where there used to be quaint houses There’s just a lot of rubble With broken and burnt doors, utensils and limbs Jutting out from underneath. Where there used to be bright smiles That could light up the world There now are tears, burn marks and bloodied cuts That can rend any human heart Except those that are not human. It is a war, not between states Not between races, nor between fates Nay, this is a bigger war, one of faith At least, that is how it started But now, it is between human and non-human. Tell me, please Is it human to **** innocent people For the sake of self, and the sake of hate? Is it human then also, to remain quiet And watch such tyranny be? It must also be human, to point guns at 4 year olds. And by this definition, Humans of this world, humans that feel Are not humans at all, because they care And those that don’t, well They’re humans at their prime The most evolved of them all. Israel, I salute you, a salute full of mock At your utter humanity, and benevolence Your bombs when they land With the cheers of your people, And your guns when they point At 4-year old terrorists; surely they can **** Palestine, I stand with you, sincerely Your children, your people, your land and your peace Are my children, my people, my land and my peace Their bombs when they land, make my prayers fiercer Their guns when they shoot, make my eyes water But know this, Palestinians, we are one. So when they shoot you, I bleed And when they bomb you, I ache When they hurt you, I feel the pain And when you cry for help, I pray We are blood, we are one body We are the Ummah, we will rise. Until then we pray, we pray and we try Dear Palestine, stay strong, stay firm… Help shall come, in ways unimaginable *Do not weaken, and do not grieve You will overcome them, if you are true believers* Allah has promised, and His promise he upholds. ~Moniba.
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Life gets better - so much better that you wouldn’t believe me if I told you but before that happens you’ll learn some lessons some of them will be fun others bitter medicine swallow them though they’ll make you strong don’t beat yourself up so much don’t put yourself down you are actually pretty awesome don’t obsess so much about being the best the less you do that the better you’ll become there is no such thing as “perfect” but you will be excellent you’ll be quite an overachiever – even when you don’t try! You already know what you want to do Not many 15 year olds have that kind of clarity! You’re a rare, unique one – you’ll do exactly what you dream to do. But there will be speed bumps You’ll lose your way sometimes and confused Gemini that you are- you’ll always want both sides of everything but you’ll figure that out eventually you will never be as thin as you want to be but you’ll learn to appreciate your body just as it is you’ll find you look beautiful when you smile you’ll have a job you hate, and one that you love you’ll do well in both- much to other people’s envy you’ll mostly have good bosses you’ll never have a boyfriend, your marriage will be arranged but you will find love-the love of a good man who will stand by you even when things go wrong he won’t at all be like the man of your dreams but he will be exactly what you need-he’ll make you happy! what I’m trying to tell you darling- is that in ten years all the stuff you’re worrying about won’t matter you’ll find new things to fuss over. High school will be a distant land That you would have left behind The bullies who trouble you now won’t be anywhere near you’ll see that its okay to be an introvert in an extraverted world you’ll make a handful of super-friends who you can trust and who care and many acquaintances who don’t mind your company but there will be some who you can’t trust some who will take advantage of your kindness ignore them and move on there is more important stuff to take care of! your writing will get better; you’ll be a super cook, you’ll never like sports-stop trying to its just not you! in a few years time you’ll be touching lives and changing them for the better you’ll be a teacher and a student all at once you’ll inspire and influence so don’t give up on life yet- don’t be so depressed wear a smile and face the world your life is going to be all set! - Vijayalakshmi Harish 08.09.2012 Copyright © Vijayalakshmi Harish
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Sep 8, 2012
Sep 8, 2012 at 12:25 PM UTC
What I would tell my 15 year old self
Life gets better - so much better that you wouldn’t believe me if I told you but before that happens you’ll learn some lessons some of them will be fun others bitter medicine swallow them though they’ll make you strong don’t beat yourself up so much don’t put yourself down you are actually pretty awesome don’t obsess so much about being the best the less you do that the better you’ll become there is no such thing as “perfect” but you will be excellent you’ll be quite an overachiever – even when you don’t try! You already know what you want to do Not many 15 year olds have that kind of clarity! You’re a rare, unique one – you’ll do exactly what you dream to do. But there will be speed bumps You’ll lose your way sometimes and confused Gemini that you are- you’ll always want both sides of everything but you’ll figure that out eventually you will never be as thin as you want to be but you’ll learn to appreciate your body just as it is you’ll find you look beautiful when you smile you’ll have a job you hate, and one that you love you’ll do well in both- much to other people’s envy you’ll mostly have good bosses you’ll never have a boyfriend, your marriage will be arranged but you will find love-the love of a good man who will stand by you even when things go wrong he won’t at all be like the man of your dreams but he will be exactly what you need-he’ll make you happy! what I’m trying to tell you darling- is that in ten years all the stuff you’re worrying about won’t matter you’ll find new things to fuss over. High school will be a distant land That you would have left behind The bullies who trouble you now won’t be anywhere near you’ll see that its okay to be an introvert in an extraverted world you’ll make a handful of super-friends who you can trust and who care and many acquaintances who don’t mind your company but there will be some who you can’t trust some who will take advantage of your kindness ignore them and move on there is more important stuff to take care of! your writing will get better; you’ll be a super cook, you’ll never like sports-stop trying to its just not you! in a few years time you’ll be touching lives and changing them for the better you’ll be a teacher and a student all at once you’ll inspire and influence so don’t give up on life yet- don’t be so depressed wear a smile and face the world your life is going to be all set! - Vijayalakshmi Harish 08.09.2012 Copyright © Vijayalakshmi Harish
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Im Sitting Here Thinking about life. As The Homies Are Taking Turns Passing, Shot Gun Sniffing, Racking, hot railing Twisting The Pookie Pipe 666 The Devils Clear **** There Getting lost in that **** Addicts since they were all youngin Kicking it with 19, 25 30 40 year olds Im Looking, Then Im looking down. see the pipe passed on to me Where ibegan to think and Look Down On my Life. Reality hits me. Im following the same line, chasing the same thang
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Sep 22, 2014
Sep 22, 2014 at 12:14 PM UTC
Thinking Drug Life 13
They say to keep your eyes open, but your mind closed, leave your thoughts unspoken and your body exposed. We hold such value to anyone who holds a heart, and when all is said and done we rip ourselves apart. I've never been one to wake up in the morning, I love living my life to look at the stars. You experience complete peace without any kind of warning, and if you look hard enough you can sometimes see Mars. If you go back to the year 1944, sixteen year olds were coming back from war, and now in today in 2017, an adolescent is a child and an adult a teen. We're so far from our natural state, our entire species is cursed with cancer. When we were hunter-gatherers we were doing great, But we thought preserved food was the better answer. Most live their lives now in a camera, forever looking for one more person's approval. Trying to reach a standard of Marilyn or Pamela, but a step forward would be technological removal. Let's look back to around 1970, when people were still struggling with equality, And most likely by the year 2020, we'll be oppressed and depressed by the plenty.
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Jun 6, 2017
Jun 6, 2017 at 4:05 AM UTC
Dystopian Utopia
what is luck? i have a dotted line that i've been trying to fill in for my whole life diagnosed at nine with a carrying-too-much disease but i can afford the pills and therapy from someone else's wallet but for how long? tell me, doctor, when i'm off my parents' Healthcare Plan, will you still want to talk to me? we've built such a great relationship in the past lord knows how many years of punching mirrors kissing porcelain bowls would you please keep giving me ****** lotion to smooth out the holes in my brain? what about the other kids who are dying out in the same crispy sun that doesn't set? tell me, do you feel the same compassion for these daughters of dopamine deficiency? would you hold the hands of thirty year olds who still fear the monsters under their beds? you ******* do no harm and turn a blind eye and i know it's not your fault but **** it, Look Me In The Eyes and tell me what do you plan to do?
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Sep 13, 2014
Sep 13, 2014 at 10:31 PM UTC
compassion to the sick
I was reading this little story today. A group of four-year olds were asked “What is love?” The answers were humorous. They were cute, even true… But I came across one That made me think of you. “I know my older sister loves me, Because she gives me her old clothes, And she has to go out and buy new ones.” I smiled at this, But thought about it some… This little girl is right. I’ve given you buckets of clothes. I’d give you the shirt off my back, Because an older sister’s love Is the most selfless act. I love you more than I love shoes, Or the way it smells after it rains, Or our conversations we have in the car. You’re more than the sum of our memories, And you’re more than our shared genetics, You’re my best friend forever… You always were, really, Because who else would just let me cry Over the stupidest things While you just listen? You always were the pretty one, But you make me feel just as gorgeous. I know I’m not. But thanks for letting me believe it. You’ve tested my patience a billion times, But it only made me love you more. You let me learn self-control, You showed me how to love peoples’ flaws. I chuckle. I used to write you stories, And now I write you poems. My poems for you are my favorite ones, anyway.
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Apr 30, 2013
Apr 30, 2013 at 5:30 PM UTC
I Know My Sister Loves Me...
It's the colour of little flowers in a field It's the colour of the old easter dress in the back of my closet It's the colour of princess sneakers most four year old girls stomp to get the little lights to flash It's the colour of innocent dreams kept by six year olds It's the colour of the marker I wrote this with It's the colour that I used to say was my favorite, but can't anymore It's the colour of my two favorite nail polishes that I always ruin as I paint it It's the colour that I put on my cheeks to show more happiness because I can't show enough It's the colour I feel when I twirl in a dress and the skirts fly up around my knees It's the colour I wish I could be, young, innocent, stupid, carefree, laughing with friends on the play ground on a spring day, getting small flowers from the boy in my first grade class, who says he likes when I wear my princess light up shoes It's a colour I want to call "ME" It's the colour that surrounds my mind when all I can think about is something that I thought was cute It's the colour behind my eyes when stories that I want to write keep my mind from shutting down and sleeping It's not the colour that graces my lips during the day, but in the morning when the day is fresh and I have yet to see the world It's not the colour I wish to be, it's the colour i'm going to strive to be Pink cheeks, Pink light up shoes, Pink skirts, Pink drawings on the walls, Pink flowers in a field of green, Pink dreams, Pink nails I always ruin, Pink markers and crayons, Pink hair I had before everything went down hill Pink was the colour of my innocence and i'm going to get it back
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May 20, 2014
May 20, 2014 at 1:21 PM UTC
Pink
It's the colour of little flowers in a field It's the colour of the old easter dress in the back of my closet It's the colour of princess sneakers most four year old girls stomp to get the little lights to flash It's the colour of innocent dreams kept by six year olds It's the colour of the marker I wrote this with It's the colour that I used to say was my favorite, but can't anymore It's the colour of my two favorite nail polishes that I always ruin as I paint it It's the colour that I put on my cheeks to show more happiness because I can't show enough It's the colour I feel when I twirl in a dress and the skirts fly up around my knees It's the colour I wish I could be, young, innocent, stupid, carefree, laughing with friends on the play ground on a spring day, getting small flowers from the boy in my first grade class, who says he likes when I wear my princess light up shoes It's a colour I want to call "ME" It's the colour that surrounds my mind when all I can think about is something that I thought was cute It's the colour behind my eyes when stories that I want to write keep my mind from shutting down and sleeping It's not the colour that graces my lips during the day, but in the morning when the day is fresh and I have yet to see the world It's not the colour I wish to be, it's the colour i'm going to strive to be Pink cheeks, Pink light up shoes, Pink skirts, Pink drawings on the walls, Pink flowers in a field of green, Pink dreams, Pink nails I always ruin, Pink markers and crayons, Pink hair I had before everything went down hill Pink was the colour of my innocence and i'm going to get it back
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I have a blue blanket, it looks corduroy but it's synthetic polynesian cotton. Considered by some to be polyester. After the ninth year of ownership I started Telling house guests it had always been mine; but secretly knowing it came from my Ex Kristina who left it with some of her other things in 2005 in my grand deluxe Evanston Apartment. In like some really awesome way, I could fold the corners together to see little blocks Of the Universe form cubes in the fourth dimension and gain a better understanding of my own Little black shmata. Top drawer, white dresser, in the back with the leftover girlfriend underwear between My first ever stuffed animal dog/rabbit. Amazing how these thinned and frayed azure threads had held so many midnight conversations Together- maybe fifteen other girls had nuzzled with Kristina's blanket. Last year the guilt set in. You Watch a girlfriend, say, ratchet through your room naked for something soft to put over her to listen to Some half-stanza from the new Yeats critical and that, do-I-tell-her feeling comes over you. Blue Polyester really had a way with women. My last serious crush, the one of six months, the one from the place that was close to where I worked six days a week, would you believe, she had not interest in that heap of thread, under my pillows spying on us sleep for twenty-four long weeks. "Drop in the bucket" the sixty-year-olds say. I say, bring me my ******* fourth dimension blocks and cubes ************ I want to visit the existential, I want to experience the hoo-ra and Ga-Ga those kids throw around on Milwaukee waiting for $150 NBA slippers. Wednesday is my day for telling the truth. 2:00p.m. sitting in the front of her alizarin El Dorado. "I have something I have to tell you," I said, my mouth practically filled with marbles as I barely could Utter the words: it's not going to work out.
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Apr 26, 2014
Apr 26, 2014 at 5:51 AM UTC
Blue Polyester
I have a blue blanket, it looks corduroy but it's synthetic polynesian cotton. Considered by some to be polyester. After the ninth year of ownership I started Telling house guests it had always been mine; but secretly knowing it came from my Ex Kristina who left it with some of her other things in 2005 in my grand deluxe Evanston Apartment. In like some really awesome way, I could fold the corners together to see little blocks Of the Universe form cubes in the fourth dimension and gain a better understanding of my own Little black shmata. Top drawer, white dresser, in the back with the leftover girlfriend underwear between My first ever stuffed animal dog/rabbit. Amazing how these thinned and frayed azure threads had held so many midnight conversations Together- maybe fifteen other girls had nuzzled with Kristina's blanket. Last year the guilt set in. You Watch a girlfriend, say, ratchet through your room naked for something soft to put over her to listen to Some half-stanza from the new Yeats critical and that, do-I-tell-her feeling comes over you. Blue Polyester really had a way with women. My last serious crush, the one of six months, the one from the place that was close to where I worked six days a week, would you believe, she had not interest in that heap of thread, under my pillows spying on us sleep for twenty-four long weeks. "Drop in the bucket" the sixty-year-olds say. I say, bring me my ******* fourth dimension blocks and cubes ************ I want to visit the existential, I want to experience the hoo-ra and Ga-Ga those kids throw around on Milwaukee waiting for $150 NBA slippers. Wednesday is my day for telling the truth. 2:00p.m. sitting in the front of her alizarin El Dorado. "I have something I have to tell you," I said, my mouth practically filled with marbles as I barely could Utter the words: it's not going to work out.
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A garden of marigolds....orange, yellow and rust, Bright, soft and rich, touched with golden dust. Quiet and regal, sun kissed and fair, Basil -citrus fragrance that mellows the moist air. A thousand smiling marigolds, a thousand smiling suns, Sweet nectar, ambrosia, for natures gentle ones. Woven into garlands, yellow with tips of red, Woven into memories with many a words unsaid. Love's hopes of an Indian bride, clad in marigold, With dreams wrought, promises that two hearts dearly hold. Tearful farewell to soldiers who traverse through destiny's doors, A garland weaved with love for those from across the seven shores. And when the being is but a thought, as life grays and olds, Wrapped in a hearse of love, their love, with weeping marigolds. An offering so humble yet flowers that Gods wear, An offering with love, with a souls quiet prayers. Orange, yellow, rust..to love, to pray, to mourn, Golden, sun kissed, blessed.. marigolds that life adorn.
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Sep 14, 2016
Sep 14, 2016 at 9:11 AM UTC
Marigolds
The last time we had *** it caused something of a deforestation, I realized that I love men so much that I could not possibly do their work for them. Double the amount of calluses on my fingers and toes than there should have been: two for every inch of hair cascading my back when fifty-year olds would grab me and make an ocean of trees. I cannot count how many times we have left someone ourselves or others for ourselves, there is no difference because I feel goodbyes in the same way that I do when I think about missing my subway train or having hot tea burn my esophagus on the way down. We leave people as often as I fall in love with my thirty-six inches of hair cascading. Moments that did not matter, forgetting I was the one who could have a second heartbeat in my belly even stronger than the pulse felt in any man’s **** I do not want to remember you as the man who broke my heart not long after breaking my ***** so I emptied everything for you and pretended it was only the phone bill I racked up that we had a problem with. Every call amounted to a page worth of reasons why we did not break up when maybe we should have, there were fifty year olds making my hair cascade like rain down my back. A precious later reminded me that I am a woman and so I do not have to be empty: as full as a god, there could be two lives inside of me from you.
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Jun 15, 2013
Jun 15, 2013 at 1:36 AM UTC
chopping trees
The Holy Ones I want to shove socks in my pants, so it looks like I have one of those Italian-line painting ***** I want to do it when I go to the grocery store so fourteen-year olds and thirty-year olds alike stare at my junk as it fills the stitches of my pelvic arena, I want to make eye contact with mothers and grandmothers, brothers and dads as they shift uncomfortably in those handicap battery powered carts that are reserved for the handicapped but are often only used by the near-morbidly obese, near because they’re not quite dead yet, morbid because they can’t help but imagining my **** sliding past their tongue and what it feels like as the tip pushes past their uvula and they gasp for air through their nose because they’ve never had a **** like this in their mouth before. This would be my **** **** This would have me making lists of adult film star names for film star jobs I’d never take because I’d be busy making lists of phone numbers, the college girls I’d have my pick of ******* and the mothers and grandmothers who I’d be happily turning away from while I select my own organic radishes from the produce department at the specialty market on Vine. This **** is better than a rolled up wrapped stack of hundreds or the leather jacket I had in high school, it’d be better than when I walked down Michigan Ave in Umbro Valentino donning a Parisian accent, I can see me having to buy new briefs just to make room for this **** And my own **** getting jealous of the girth I’d be faking it’d swell up, and in the middle of ordering my four-pump Vanilla Almond milk Latte from Starbucks my gray wool socks would fall to the floor, and up from the band of my Acne Jeans would bulge the tip, just the tip, like she said when I was in college, or just the tip like I said when I just needed to feel something other than how emotionally wrecked you made me feel when you told me not to touch you anymore. You ****** me up righteously. And still, 380 women later, I’m ****** up and I don’t have a single pair of socks to wear
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Jan 13, 2018
Jan 13, 2018 at 1:34 AM UTC
The Holy Ones
The Holy Ones I want to shove socks in my pants, so it looks like I have one of those Italian-line painting ***** I want to do it when I go to the grocery store so fourteen-year olds and thirty-year olds alike stare at my junk as it fills the stitches of my pelvic arena, I want to make eye contact with mothers and grandmothers, brothers and dads as they shift uncomfortably in those handicap battery powered carts that are reserved for the handicapped but are often only used by the near-morbidly obese, near because they’re not quite dead yet, morbid because they can’t help but imagining my **** sliding past their tongue and what it feels like as the tip pushes past their uvula and they gasp for air through their nose because they’ve never had a **** like this in their mouth before. This would be my **** **** This would have me making lists of adult film star names for film star jobs I’d never take because I’d be busy making lists of phone numbers, the college girls I’d have my pick of ******* and the mothers and grandmothers who I’d be happily turning away from while I select my own organic radishes from the produce department at the specialty market on Vine. This **** is better than a rolled up wrapped stack of hundreds or the leather jacket I had in high school, it’d be better than when I walked down Michigan Ave in Umbro Valentino donning a Parisian accent, I can see me having to buy new briefs just to make room for this **** And my own **** getting jealous of the girth I’d be faking it’d swell up, and in the middle of ordering my four-pump Vanilla Almond milk Latte from Starbucks my gray wool socks would fall to the floor, and up from the band of my Acne Jeans would bulge the tip, just the tip, like she said when I was in college, or just the tip like I said when I just needed to feel something other than how emotionally wrecked you made me feel when you told me not to touch you anymore. You ****** me up righteously. And still, 380 women later, I’m ****** up and I don’t have a single pair of socks to wear
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Wednesdays and Fridays: The only days I jump out of bed Filled with happiness. Passion. Patience. Excitement. I walk into the classroom, Trade my sadness for a dose of jubilance. I feel alive again. A dozen 3 year olds swarm the room, the melting *** Labels such as: typical, Downs syndrome, autistic, deaf Come together to morph into a magical classroom. “The Tree House Room”. Differences are not feared in the eyes of these little humans, They are embraced. Accepted. Loved. These are the days I live for.
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Dec 16, 2014
Dec 16, 2014 at 1:32 AM UTC
The Tree House Room
The clock strikes 3:30 and the pit behind the school opens. We feast on the smell of burning skin and sunscreen. There is chaos as instruments are strewn across the back room, No exits and the doors are blocked. My eyes slide past his but I'm too burned out to care. Freshmen are the worst, Insisting on acting as if They are four year olds. Not a second late, for Whit is never late. I have lost feeling in my legs Still I have perfect Technique just as he does. Water. Water does not have an existence in this world. Heat and sun have taken over. Our tuba players have given up, There they lay down in the burning Grass. He never complains. As I'm close to my breaking point, Air no longer passes my Lips and not one note escapes my keys. The perfect string of notes and rhythm Sound from my left. He never missed A note. March it back, March it back, March it back sixteen counts. An endless routine. Opening set. These single words are bitter sweet. In ten minutes I am free to go home And write poetry about him.
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Sep 14, 2014
Sep 14, 2014 at 2:21 PM UTC
Band Practice
at age 8 i stopped wearing jeans because they were uncomfortable. at age 14 i wore high heels, fish nets, and skirts to school and a man once asked my mother if she really let me leave the house looking like that. i also wore checkered pajama pants and shirts with holes in them to class, i dressed up and down because everyone else seemed to dress in the middle. i dressed however i wanted to because my mother told that guy to shut the **** up and mind his own business. at age 16 i wore crop tops the size of sports bras and pants so tight i understood why they called them skin-ny jeans my **** and *** would be flying all over the place, but people with larger **** and larger bellies, people like me, weren't supposed to be wearing those sorts of things so i thought i must. or so i thought. at age 18 i started dressing in oversized shirts and formless dresses i didn't believe my body needed to be objectified and put on display anymore, i didn't need to prove that my waistline was small enough, i didn't need to wear the spanx i wore every day at 16. at age 20 i stopped wearing make up or a bra, my **** sagged and eyes bagged but i wanted to show people that ***** aren't always perky even on twenty year olds. i also stopped shaving my armpits i thought they were cute. at age 22 i stopped shaving my legs. i didn't think they were cute. but i realized not every decision i made about how i presented myself needed to be in order to make myself more beautiful. and at age 24 i shaved my head. a man once asked me, as he looked at my college ring wrapping itself around my pointer finger, if i always did things differently just to be different? and if id always be doing things just because someone told me not to? i should have looked at him and asked him what has he ever been told he cannot do?
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Jul 23, 2021
Jul 23, 2021 at 11:22 PM UTC
the evolution of a young woman's closet
at age 8 i stopped wearing jeans because they were uncomfortable. at age 14 i wore high heels, fish nets, and skirts to school and a man once asked my mother if she really let me leave the house looking like that. i also wore checkered pajama pants and shirts with holes in them to class, i dressed up and down because everyone else seemed to dress in the middle. i dressed however i wanted to because my mother told that guy to shut the **** up and mind his own business. at age 16 i wore crop tops the size of sports bras and pants so tight i understood why they called them skin-ny jeans my **** and *** would be flying all over the place, but people with larger **** and larger bellies, people like me, weren't supposed to be wearing those sorts of things so i thought i must. or so i thought. at age 18 i started dressing in oversized shirts and formless dresses i didn't believe my body needed to be objectified and put on display anymore, i didn't need to prove that my waistline was small enough, i didn't need to wear the spanx i wore every day at 16. at age 20 i stopped wearing make up or a bra, my **** sagged and eyes bagged but i wanted to show people that ***** aren't always perky even on twenty year olds. i also stopped shaving my armpits i thought they were cute. at age 22 i stopped shaving my legs. i didn't think they were cute. but i realized not every decision i made about how i presented myself needed to be in order to make myself more beautiful. and at age 24 i shaved my head. a man once asked me, as he looked at my college ring wrapping itself around my pointer finger, if i always did things differently just to be different? and if id always be doing things just because someone told me not to? i should have looked at him and asked him what has he ever been told he cannot do?
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Morning smells of Lilacs rapture me, Taking me back to Kinderhooks Chatham Street….June 21st 1961……not a cloud in the sky. Lying in bed I open my eyes to the hum of a window fan. And in the distance I hear a Hudson River barge blast its horn. This moment in time, well it brings tears to my eyes. Eleven years old, brown hair, hazel eyes, a toothy smile, Grins in the mirror, hoping to find a whisker or two… My cat Oscar sits there on the sink purring out his contentment. “Oscar” I say, “today I leave for the Freedom Farm” The Freedom Farm is the one place where I’m free to be me Without the fear of a negative comment or a boot in my *** I climb aboard the Greyhound bus with suitcase in hand, And looking down at Mom and Dad....I wave…. So Long Suckers!!               Walton NY, June 22nd, Dunk Hill Road, the smell of cow **** The land of Milk and Honey, Fields of four leaf clovers and 10’ corn stalks. It was here that all my friends lived, Shorty the horse, Mrs Blue the Holstein,                                                                               And there was Uncle Ike, Aunt Minnie and 9 Cousins. I loved them all! On this little dairy farm……my potential was unlimited, Uncle Ike taught me to drive the Tractor, water the heifers,   Milk the cows, shovel **** spread manure and have some **** fun! Hell Uncle Ike even let me try a piece of his plug tobacco... (Note to self…Just say No Thanks next time) A summer filled with character building experiences and an eight year olds understanding of work ethic. But we still had plenty of time for fun and cousin bonding. My Cousin Tom taught me to ride the cows and honed my spitting skills. And in my downtime I'd perfect the finer points of armpit farting, Four weeks of heaven on earth where nothing was impossible. *Once you work on a farm you get dirt in your shoes. And when you get dirt in your shoes, you can never get it out!"
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Aug 8, 2016
Aug 8, 2016 at 4:50 PM UTC
The Freedom Farm
Morning smells of Lilacs rapture me, Taking me back to Kinderhooks Chatham Street….June 21st 1961……not a cloud in the sky. Lying in bed I open my eyes to the hum of a window fan. And in the distance I hear a Hudson River barge blast its horn. This moment in time, well it brings tears to my eyes. Eleven years old, brown hair, hazel eyes, a toothy smile, Grins in the mirror, hoping to find a whisker or two… My cat Oscar sits there on the sink purring out his contentment. “Oscar” I say, “today I leave for the Freedom Farm” The Freedom Farm is the one place where I’m free to be me Without the fear of a negative comment or a boot in my *** I climb aboard the Greyhound bus with suitcase in hand, And looking down at Mom and Dad....I wave…. So Long Suckers!!               Walton NY, June 22nd, Dunk Hill Road, the smell of cow **** The land of Milk and Honey, Fields of four leaf clovers and 10’ corn stalks. It was here that all my friends lived, Shorty the horse, Mrs Blue the Holstein,                                                                               And there was Uncle Ike, Aunt Minnie and 9 Cousins. I loved them all! On this little dairy farm……my potential was unlimited, Uncle Ike taught me to drive the Tractor, water the heifers,   Milk the cows, shovel **** spread manure and have some **** fun! Hell Uncle Ike even let me try a piece of his plug tobacco... (Note to self…Just say No Thanks next time) A summer filled with character building experiences and an eight year olds understanding of work ethic. But we still had plenty of time for fun and cousin bonding. My Cousin Tom taught me to ride the cows and honed my spitting skills. And in my downtime I'd perfect the finer points of armpit farting, Four weeks of heaven on earth where nothing was impossible. *Once you work on a farm you get dirt in your shoes. And when you get dirt in your shoes, you can never get it out!"
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I have fears – they are very real to me. But contrary to what the some may think, my greatest fears are not rejection and abandonment. My greatest fear is that everyone will continue to turn their heads while victims are screaming. My greatest fear is that survivors will express exactly how they feel, whether verbally, or acting out, and they will continue to be invalidated by being told they need medication and therapy in order to control their behavior, thereby reinforcing what they learned as children. My greatest fear is that victims will continue to be silenced by therapy, or numbed from medication, and the clinicians, the researchers, will continue to ‘theorize’ and develop treatment that, in the long-run, is not helpful because they, themselves were NOT abused and have no idea what really should be done. My greatest fear is that survivors will continue to be lab rats in the development of treatment that is not helpful, they will continue to drop out, time after time, and they will continue to self-harm, ‘repeat the trauma’, and possibly commit suicide because they believe no one cares. My greatest fear is that the statistics will grow and no one will do anything about it because they do not know what to do. These are the facts:              **A report of child abuse is made every ten seconds              More than five children die every day as a result of child abuse.              Approximately 80% of children that die from abuse are under the age of 4.              It is estimated that between 50-60% of child fatalities due to maltreatment are not recorded as              such on death certificates.              More than 90% of juvenile ****** abuse victims know their perpetrator in some way.              Child abuse occurs at every socioeconomic level, across ethnic and cultural lines, within all              religions and at all levels of education.             About 30% of abused and neglected children will later abuse their own children, continuing the horrible cycle of abuse.             About 80% of 21 year olds that were abused as children met criteria for at least one             psychological disorder.** And this reflects only what is reported. Imagine what that percentage would be if all of the unreported cases were included. And of the millions of children that survive the abuse, many grow up to be adults who are able to put it behind them, succeed and present themselves as an acceptable member of society, and many of them do not. But what are we DOING about it? When will people stop turning their heads? When will we finally stop, look and listen to these children being abused and to the adults who were abused as children? When will we, society, decide that child abuse, and **** and ****** assault are important, and affect millions of lives every year, and that it can be just as deadly as cancer. When will we finally stop whispering and turning our heads and actually face it and do something to stop it, and effectively treat those who ‘survived’? I hope it happens in my lifetime, and I hope I can make a difference!
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Sep 10, 2013
Sep 10, 2013 at 8:36 PM UTC
My Greatest Fear
I have fears – they are very real to me. But contrary to what the some may think, my greatest fears are not rejection and abandonment. My greatest fear is that everyone will continue to turn their heads while victims are screaming. My greatest fear is that survivors will express exactly how they feel, whether verbally, or acting out, and they will continue to be invalidated by being told they need medication and therapy in order to control their behavior, thereby reinforcing what they learned as children. My greatest fear is that victims will continue to be silenced by therapy, or numbed from medication, and the clinicians, the researchers, will continue to ‘theorize’ and develop treatment that, in the long-run, is not helpful because they, themselves were NOT abused and have no idea what really should be done. My greatest fear is that survivors will continue to be lab rats in the development of treatment that is not helpful, they will continue to drop out, time after time, and they will continue to self-harm, ‘repeat the trauma’, and possibly commit suicide because they believe no one cares. My greatest fear is that the statistics will grow and no one will do anything about it because they do not know what to do. These are the facts:              **A report of child abuse is made every ten seconds              More than five children die every day as a result of child abuse.              Approximately 80% of children that die from abuse are under the age of 4.              It is estimated that between 50-60% of child fatalities due to maltreatment are not recorded as              such on death certificates.              More than 90% of juvenile ****** abuse victims know their perpetrator in some way.              Child abuse occurs at every socioeconomic level, across ethnic and cultural lines, within all              religions and at all levels of education.             About 30% of abused and neglected children will later abuse their own children, continuing the horrible cycle of abuse.             About 80% of 21 year olds that were abused as children met criteria for at least one             psychological disorder.** And this reflects only what is reported. Imagine what that percentage would be if all of the unreported cases were included. And of the millions of children that survive the abuse, many grow up to be adults who are able to put it behind them, succeed and present themselves as an acceptable member of society, and many of them do not. But what are we DOING about it? When will people stop turning their heads? When will we finally stop, look and listen to these children being abused and to the adults who were abused as children? When will we, society, decide that child abuse, and **** and ****** assault are important, and affect millions of lives every year, and that it can be just as deadly as cancer. When will we finally stop whispering and turning our heads and actually face it and do something to stop it, and effectively treat those who ‘survived’? I hope it happens in my lifetime, and I hope I can make a difference!
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Hey you there. Hey you all there, but for right now Hey you there. I have so much to say, but the Time & Ink are not on my side. I Love You ! I Love You ! And what happened made me feel like crap. I hated it. But i Loved it, & now i always will. I have so much to say but the Time & Ink aren't on my side. I have the words to Explore, Shine upon, and Discover for an infinite length of time - But time has some evil in it. I have the Time to write, Express and tell an amount of words so infinite - But it turns out Ink has some evil in it. Oh how im stuck. Im completely left alone in the unknown. Im shocked. You were the best, but now you're just your best. Oh how much i miss you, but i think i miss the Heart-Break more. I have so much Love to give, so update yourselves. It's New News, and New Olds. Im not the same old, same old - Im Differently New, Differently New. My clocks big and little sticks go Time-Ink ! Time-Ink ! The scribbles of my pen go Time-Ink ! Time-Ink ! And i feel it so much the beat of my Heart goes Time-Ink ! Time-Ink ! I have something to say; But im gonna keep it to myself. If your mind understood .. I'd **** you. My soul is so sharp, and my words so precise - I'm glad you're a ****** ! Im glad people know their "own best". Im just sorry peoples "own best" don't know their own best. Time-Ink .. Time-Ink .. Let me say this how my Time-Ink circumstance allows me to. I don't want to make you jealous - And i don't want to hurt your feelings. I only want to hurt your thoughts. Let me stab & tear stab & tear your thoughts with Time & Ink Time & Ink until you're confused. Until you don't know if you know or do not know what you're doing. Until you don't know if you're Free or if you're Tied up. Help, Im Alive - My Heart Keeps Beating Like A Hammer. Time & Ink, Time & Ink. I have a few minutes and few scribbles left to say what i want to say. Death will happen. That's the ugliness of Time & Ink. Is it worth expressing myself with this evil ? Oh well im doing it anyways. I swear i will break this pen ! And **** all time ! And disappoint their assumed knowledge of an expected time and amount with Death to their lives. I love everything about you. Even after all the Time & Ink .. I have come to notice that i Hate only how you are society, and a product of society so typically biased.. But only because i know what you will do. So To You There, Time & Ink. To You All There, Time & Ink. To Us .. "Time & Ink" And Love.
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Mar 10, 2011
Mar 10, 2011 at 9:27 AM UTC
Time & Ink
Hey you there. Hey you all there, but for right now Hey you there. I have so much to say, but the Time & Ink are not on my side. I Love You ! I Love You ! And what happened made me feel like crap. I hated it. But i Loved it, & now i always will. I have so much to say but the Time & Ink aren't on my side. I have the words to Explore, Shine upon, and Discover for an infinite length of time - But time has some evil in it. I have the Time to write, Express and tell an amount of words so infinite - But it turns out Ink has some evil in it. Oh how im stuck. Im completely left alone in the unknown. Im shocked. You were the best, but now you're just your best. Oh how much i miss you, but i think i miss the Heart-Break more. I have so much Love to give, so update yourselves. It's New News, and New Olds. Im not the same old, same old - Im Differently New, Differently New. My clocks big and little sticks go Time-Ink ! Time-Ink ! The scribbles of my pen go Time-Ink ! Time-Ink ! And i feel it so much the beat of my Heart goes Time-Ink ! Time-Ink ! I have something to say; But im gonna keep it to myself. If your mind understood .. I'd **** you. My soul is so sharp, and my words so precise - I'm glad you're a ****** ! Im glad people know their "own best". Im just sorry peoples "own best" don't know their own best. Time-Ink .. Time-Ink .. Let me say this how my Time-Ink circumstance allows me to. I don't want to make you jealous - And i don't want to hurt your feelings. I only want to hurt your thoughts. Let me stab & tear stab & tear your thoughts with Time & Ink Time & Ink until you're confused. Until you don't know if you know or do not know what you're doing. Until you don't know if you're Free or if you're Tied up. Help, Im Alive - My Heart Keeps Beating Like A Hammer. Time & Ink, Time & Ink. I have a few minutes and few scribbles left to say what i want to say. Death will happen. That's the ugliness of Time & Ink. Is it worth expressing myself with this evil ? Oh well im doing it anyways. I swear i will break this pen ! And **** all time ! And disappoint their assumed knowledge of an expected time and amount with Death to their lives. I love everything about you. Even after all the Time & Ink .. I have come to notice that i Hate only how you are society, and a product of society so typically biased.. But only because i know what you will do. So To You There, Time & Ink. To You All There, Time & Ink. To Us .. "Time & Ink" And Love.
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Eighteen years. Eighteen long years I've lived on this planet, Slaving away as another conformist to most rules (But only so I could survive And get an education, despite the breakdowns As my mind couldn't handle the pressure Of today's expectations). At times I thought I wouldn't make it; My lows were... pretty low; They sometimes cancelled out the highs completely, Or at least made them seem not so high. But somehow, I made it, Along with all the other eighteen-year-olds. And so I say, congratulations. We made it. We may be beaten, bruised, and battered, Broken, cracked, and frayed, But we're here. Brace yourselves. We're in for a whole new set of challenges.
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Aug 24, 2014
Aug 24, 2014 at 12:45 AM UTC
Eighteen
We drown so many hours of each day by dreaming with our eyes open. Knowing ... Knowing that day dreaming is for those, who lack conviction, lack the drive to live those dreams to clear the haze from their vision and truly be creative. "think outside the box" ? what a cliche sentiment. Think outside, the parameters of yourself. There is no "Box" to contain imagination. That's why 5 year olds can turn a box into a world. A world of turtles ... transformers super heroes or even just ... a box to hide in & try and scare you. BOO! day dreaming again? With a pad and a pen my dreams live in words walking along the blue lines trying to arrange themselves correctly before they stop to rest ... forever. Because once I'm finished dreaming on the page my conviction continues to lack itself.
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Sep 17, 2012
Sep 17, 2012 at 1:12 AM UTC
A World... A World of Turtles