I just wish people could understand about my wellbeing without I had to tell it to them.
Because sometimes a little part of me wanted me to hurt myself so that the pain that hurting my mind and soul, could just go away and replace by the pain from the blood that was dripping all over my hand.
Its better that way. Rather to be in pain silently and slowly falling apart.
I was having a sudden mental breakdown. That moment I realize how stuck and lonely I am, that I’m always been ignore.
I'll lay my story in blood one day My pain dripping through the words You tell my life's a boon, my friend I guess I was the curse I'll lay my story in blood one day And then you'll know why I have few friends and I tend to end Every happiness that comes by
slowly everything that we once were drips out of me i know it will take time for when you loved me you embedded yourself into every part of my being i will wait until it falls below me like i’m the top half of an hour glass i will wait with time dripping at my feet i will wait to be ok
i finally got closure fellas. And shes my friend now and im happy with how things are i just need to wait. For now im still,... in love with her. A part of me feels like there will always be a tiny cell in my body that will always love her. I dont know. I know that i need to move on and that I will move on. Its time to work towards happiness again. And I trust it wIll come soon. Its only a matter of time