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24.4k · Sep 2015
I am yours. You are mine.
In your eyes,
I have found my home.
In your heart,
I have found my love.
In your soul,
I have found my mate.
With you,
I am whole. Full. Alive.
You make me laugh, You let me cry.
You are my breath,
My every heartbeat.
I am yours
You are mine,
Of this we are certain.
You are lodged in my heart,
The small key is lost.
You must stay *forever.


You are my inspiration,
And my soul's fire.
You are the magic of my days,
You help me laugh, you teach me love.
Each day I rediscover you,
You are my greatest gift.
I am yours
You are mine,
Of this we are certain.
You are lodged in my heart,
The small key is lost.
You must stay with me *forever.
7.8k · Nov 2015
10 Reasons Why I Love "You"
1.) You have the most loving heart. Your warmth, your gentle touch that you personify without words. Melts the supports of my heart

2.) Eyes of deep blue, that ensnare me and leave me thoughtless. How they change into everglade greens, and mystical greys. They're beautiful

3.) Few laughs may be as pure as your quiet giggle. The mere sound gives me goosebumps and a funny feeling in my stomach. You're so freakin' adorable

4.)The curves of a semi-circle aren't nearly as perfect as yours. You've worked alot for the perfect body. I simply need to ask... How can you make something that's something that is already perfect better?

5.) Spontaneous, unexpected and surprising. You keep me on my feet, keep me entertained and make me enjoy every second with you. Who knows what I am to expect?!

6.) Once upon a time, there lived to fluffy bunnies, they decided to leave their little hole and go out on an adventure. A wolf came along and bit of the rabbits head and it bled to death Its so dark, and it leaves you wondering what to think. I love your dark side. It both terrifies and intrigues me

7.) You're so intellectual. I love some of the things you say and more importantly write! You have an amazing capacity for knowledge and wisdom and you use it well. It baffles me, some of the connections you make in your essays and assignments

8.) My love you illustrate a maturity that surpasses your years. Pertaining to your ability to be responsible and reliable if and when - not that I ever am - clearly am not able to be. I think you're the one looking after me. I'm the older one, who just happens to have an 8yr old inside them~

9.) You smell amazing, but no. Seriously, you are in every way, shape or form. The most amazing, star studded, picture perfect, superbly sensational girl. I could ever have met. Yes, let the alliteration flow

10.) Because you're you, and you are *mine
~ I love you in my own selfish way ~
Need I say more?
Somedays are good,
Somedays are bad.

Others will leave you,
Feeling quite sad

But never forget,
At the end of the day.

You're just a **** up,
**No matter what you say.
.
4.9k · Jul 2015
"Psycho"somatic
I am...

Funny word that
So perfect, so fitting
"******" -"
relating to the mind." "A psychopath"
"Somatic " - "
relating to the body, especially as distinct from the mind."

Its great knowing the pain I feel...
All of its in my head.
I'm crazy for inflicting it on myself
But im ******, i cant help it
Psychosomatic is what I am

Mind over matter...right?
I experience chest pains and shortness of breath
My head hurts like hell and im dizzy
My stomach twists and turns and I feel really sick

All of it...factor of the mind
Don't read this in pursuit of love, happiness or inspiration
I do write this for your admiration.
So I say this once, dont be disgusted nor discouraged by what you see here below
Away stricken with anger I go. . .

Id like to take a second to say ******* you and you
For its because of three yous that this anger ensues
I'd tried to endure it, I tried to be nice
I've now heard it not once but 3 x twice

If you have something to to say keep inside
Otherwise shut the **** up and strap in for a ride
I'm not keen nor willing to find another love
But hey what the hell we'll give him a shove

No other love will ever be better than hers
Dont need no more ******* saboteurs
I will do as I please, and love who I like
Pushy *** know-better-than-yous I thoroughly dislike

So I'll say it now and again and again
From all that stupid *** ******* I'd ask you to refrain
Now thanks for the pathetic waste of time
Didn't know taking back someone was such a ******* *crime
Yeah? So I dumped her cause things weren't working out. You think cause you've heard a bit about my relationship you're an expert on what it's like? Come of it. . .
I left a girl I felt I was doing no good, but you see she wasn't ready to admit it was my fault so little by little she won my heart back
But of course your overflowing ego caused you to miss that part.
Typical.
As soon as I'd left I was right where I belonged, in the comfort of my partner who I was destined to be with. Frankly shes sweeter, kinder, funnier and somehow prettier than ever
So ******* you and you for thinking we were through
So many times I fall, I'm falling, I fall apart.
I'm so concerned with pity things, it drags me farther down.
Why do we run from things we're scared of?
I see it now it's all so clear.
No, there's no turning back from here.
Excerpt from
"The Left Side Of Everywhere"
- Sleeping with Sirens
3.3k · Oct 2015
I Love You Enough
To fight for you,
Compromise for you,
and sacrifice myself for you if need be.

To miss you incredibly when we're apart,
No matter what length of time it is,
and regardless of the long distance.

To believe in our relationship,
Stand by it through the worst of times
and have faith in our strength as a couple

To spend the rest of my life with you,
Be there for you when you need or want me,
and never want to leave you, or life without you.

*I love you this much
To never give up on us
3.3k · Jun 2015
I, am the problem
Not once but twice, have I broken your heart,
With each time, a little more I regret playing a part.
I messed up last night, but fixed it today,
Now I've messed up again with nothing to say.

You can't forgive me, but I dont want your leave,
Perhaps it's true we wear our hearts on our sleeve.
Man I'm a ***** up, I hate myself now,
I'd do anything to fix this, but I can't think of how.

We're not better off gone, that is a fact,
Having messed up twice, leaves me sick to my tract.
I am this monster that I see in me,
Perhaps It's better if I leave you to be....
Not once but twice in the course of 24hrs have I broken the heart of the girl I love most.
Be gone with me now as I feel so subhuman, I am a monster a **** and an ******* of a boyfriend.
I'll never deserve her, shes so perfect for me, perhaps a monster isnt meant to love at all...
2.9k · Jun 2015
Expect the Unexpected
In each and every moment, there is good and there is bad,
For in each moment, we can be happy or we can be sad.
Every day has it's dawn, every rose has it's thorn,
You never know quite what to expect from the moment we are born.

When things are going good, they're going great,
Never underestimate the cold hands of fate.
At any instant can a situation flip,
In each and everything we do, it is a lucky dip.

We can look back and see, how things were before,
Yet once again have things changed, now whose keeping score?
In a second things went from good to quite bad,
Lost in the moment, now nothing but sad.

I will always wonder whose fault I am to blame,
But, in the end, I and that person are all but the same.
We are, but the same person you see,
The wickedness in him, is the wickedness in me.

Never underestimate the cold hands of fate,
You never quite know if you'll be too late.
Don't take anything for granted,
Keep your feet firmly planted.
Never stop fighting for that which means most,
Forever and ever my dear friend...repost.
In an instant things can change.
This one line can apply to many a things.
For each and every person we relate differently.
But there has come a time in our lives when fate struck us kindly.
In such a turn fate has stricken us
2.8k · Oct 2015
Since That Day
I fell in love
with
The way you touched me...
...Without using your hands
2.7k · May 2017
You Really Don't Know
You really don't know do you?

You do not know...
How your smiles lights up the dark,
How your laugh eases all my nerves and anxiety,
How your eyes see into the deepest parts of my heart,
How your ears listen to me without falter.


You don't know...
How you brighten up each day,
How you make getting out of bed worth it,
How you inspire me to be a better person,
How you have changed my life for the better.


You don't know...
How much you mean to me,
How much I appreciate all you do,
How much desire I have for you,
How much I love you.


You don't know...
How special you are to me

You really don't know
Eh, I'm sorry ;;
2.4k · Feb 2016
Loser
Loser, loner.
A coward who pretends to be tough.
A mean delinquent,
In the mirror, I'm
JUST A LOSER
A loner, a ******* covered in scars.
***** trash.
Lyrics from Loser - BIGBANG
Written 21/02/2016
2.4k · Mar 2016
Ripples In A Pond
She stood up from the bed straight faced, turned towards the door and made her way hastily through it. She neared the door ever quickly tears swelling in her eyes before ripping it open and leaving him sitting in the bedroom motionless and still.
He meanwhile stared at the ground in awe. Trying to piece together the past hour or so and especially what just happened. He remained frozen for a period before snapping too searching round the house for her, calling her name but received no reply. Upon making a round down the hallway, he could hear the door banging against the wall, open and empty...
He rushed outside in a mad panic and bolted to the end of the driveway frantically looking in either direction for her, but by now she was already approaching the entrance to a park she was familiar with, they’d been here before. She was already making her way across the frozen grass, it numbing her feet instantly. They stung as she made each step dressed solely in a jacket and boxers. The cold night air sent her into a shivering frenzy but her eyes were fixed on the pond.
Unaware of the girl whereabouts the boy overwhelmed with guilt and worry sprinted off down the street fueled by determination and adrenaline. Sprinting several hundred metres until he tripped and tumbled grazing his sides and knees, unfathomed and eyes swollen he stood and set off running harder determined not to give up. Through blurred eyes he failed to see a couple taking an evening stroll in front of him. With a loud grunt on the part of both parties he ploughed through shaking his head and continuing as he had.

The girl stood at the foot of the pond walking to the edge of the pond. “This is it...I'm finally leaving this hell I made...” she mumbled to herself as she closed her eyes and taking deep breathes she finished with “there's no going back now...” Taking a single step forward her frame plunged into pond, sinking, body freezing and trembling as it sank deeper into the dark abyss.

The park loomed ahead, with all that was left he pushed forward, hip and side bleeding from the fall. Wincing in pain he burst into the clearing. His eyes darted to and fro’ using the minimal light from the street lights to hopefully make out something, or someone.
His gaze turned to the dark forest suspecting she may have taken off inside, it was his only lead and so the boy made his way towards it only ceasing the adrenaline fueled sprint as the disruption of ripples in water caught his eye. He turned on his heel and headed for the pond, feet numb from the dew ridden grass. Meanwhile just below the surface and falling, the girl’s throat and lungs burned. With that she let out her final breath and begun to sink faster, eyes slowly closing She thought to herself "this is my final goodbye huh....sorry I couldn't make it spark...." The bubbles began to form on the surface of the pond which the boy quickly picked up on.
"Oh my ******* god no....no no no no and no" he began yelling as he sprinted for the pond with a new sense of urgency, ripping his shirt off taking a deep breath before diving head first into the water not caring for the fact he couldn’t swim. The icy water almost knocked the wind out of him as he made contact, eyes burning, swimming faster and deeper. He could make out her pale hand above her head as she sunk. In horror the boy almost screamed underwater but knew better than to. With all he had left he grabbed hold of her hand heaving your body up and grabbing her limp body tightly. He couldn't really cry under water but his eyes started to close and he begun to run out of breath, pushing to the surface he took a breath just before the surface taking in water. He burst through the shimmering wall of black and crawled onto the bank coughing and spluttering, coughing up copious amounts of water dragging a lifeless body, and his own limp one up the steep muddy incline. Spark staggered to his knees resting on his palms, breathing hard and heavy. Gasping hungrily for air he turned to his companion. Her body was cold and pale blue. Frozen. Lifeless.
A story I wrote months ago, thought I'd finish it up and tweak the errors... this is a story that was derived from a roleplay I engaged in... Hope you enjoy
2.4k · Mar 2016
Just Right
Geoura geoura
Jebal jom malhaejuryeomuna
Jeoura neodo malhaejuryeomuna
Amugeotdo bakkul piryo eopsi yeppeudago
Jigeum geu moseup geudaero wanbyeokhadago
Manyang haengbokhamyeon dwae geokjeong eopsi
Bujokhan jeomi mwonji chajgi eopgi
Geoul daesin geunyang nae nun bicceul barabwa
Jeoul daesin nae deung wie ollatabwa bwa

Amuri neol tteudeobwado
Bogo tto bogo tto bwado
Niga malhaneun an yeppeun bubuni eodinji
Geuge eodinji chajeul suga eopseo nan

Jigeumcheoreom manmanmanmanman man
Isseojumyeon nannannannannan
Baralge eopseuni neon amugeotdo
Bakkuji mamamamama
Amu geokjeongmamamamamama
Neoui modeunge dadadada da joheunikka
Neoneun amugeotdo bakkuji mamamamama

Idaero (jigeum idaero) oh (geunyang idaero)
Oh (jigeum idaero) oh oh oh isseumyeon dwae

Ttak joha neoui modeun ge geureoni ne mam
Noha amu geokjeonghaji ma I mal
Baek peosenteu da geudaero mideodo dwae
Modeun geokjeong baek peosenteu da jiwodo dwae

Amuri neol tteudeobwado
Bogo tto bogo tto bwado
Niga malhaneun an yeppeun bubuni eodinji
Geuge eodinji chajeul suga eopseo nan

Oge tido tiga naya chajneun geoji won
Nunbusige biccna binteumi eopsji neon
Nae nune eolmana yeppeunji I want you
Jigeum idaero you’re the only one
Lyrics to one of my favourite songs. Sorry for the Korean romanji, site wouldnt allow hangul.
Translation here: http://www.kpoplyrics.net/got7-just-right-lyrics-english-romanized.html
2.3k · Sep 2015
Bravery
The bravest thing I've ever done
Was continuing my life
When I wanted
To *die
Quote - "Juliette Lewis"
2.3k · Dec 2015
King of Hearts
Someone once asked me If I had,
A heart of glass, paper, stone or air.

A heart of glass I bear,
So you can see right through me.
Whether this means you can see through my love or,
That there is no denying my love is there.
A glass heart is more fragile than others,
But I bear one so you may understand the trust and faith I hold,
In you as the one who holds my heart.

A heart of paper I bear.
So you can see the words written over my heart,
Whether this means you can see pain, sorrow or,
That there is no denying your name is written all over.
A paper heart is more impractical than others,
But I bear one so you may understand the meaning you hold
To me as the one my heart yearns for.

A heart of stone I bear.
So you can see how strong I am,
Whether this means I am cold and loveless or,
That there is no denying my ability to be strong and not falter.
A stone heart is more lifeless than others,
But I bear one so you may understand I can't be hurt and am strong,
For you who my heart beats for.

A heart of air I bear.
So you can see every breath, is one taken for you,
Whether this means my heart is not a physical thing or,
That there is no denying I would love you until my last breath.
An air heart is more infeasible than others,
But I bear one so you may understand I live and breathe,
*For you the love of my life.
This actually is a love poem, believe it or not.
Inspiration taken from Nicole's poem *insert link here when I find it*
Guess I am the King of Hearts, and they're all for loving you boo **
2.0k · Jun 2015
Tool (Acoustic)
True loyalty is hard to find and harder to earn
Once its broken there is no mending it
Only through the flames of strife do we find ourselves
L*etting go of someone who is true to you is the biggest mistake you'll make
It's hard to find someone who holds and values true loyalty to you.
When someone like that does exist in your life, never take it for granted.
Even if one day they're not they're...their loyalty lies with you, and always will.

I know this, cause my loyalty is to you and you alone babygirl.
True loyalty
1.9k · Jun 2015
Partnership
Friends don't let friends do stupid things alone.

Your pain is my pain, you tears are my tears.
You worries are my worries, your fears and my fears.
When you cry, I weep.
While you're awake, I sleep.
What you think, I think too.
What you want, Is what I want to do.
You and I, we and us. He and she.

Twins, different in looks but not inside.
Joined in partnership, to be wed man and bride.
When you feel pain...boy do I feel it.
All the words in the world, never seem to fit.


Friends dont let friends do stupid things alone*

A boy
friend* will never let his girlfriend do stupid things alone
*Whether it be good or bad, from our actions have we grown
We will continue,
As you learn, I learn
So long as your fire burns, so does my fire burn.
1.9k · Jun 2015
Falling In/Out of Love
I got hit by a train
Falling in love
Which is kinda the same

Yet my fears lie beyond this line

I ran into a wall
Falling out of love
Which leaves nothing at all
1.8k · Sep 2015
Am I... Unfaithful?
I'm sorry boo
I never meant to
Couldn't forsee this happening

Oh god what have I done?
Am I unfaithful...

Thats been on my mind this past couple of hours
I didnt mean to say what I did
Was trying to be nice and friendly
Trying to brighten their mood
I wasnt looking for love
I have you
Right?
You'll stay here right?
I'm scared...
Terrified
Petrified
Mortified

What have I done
Am I unfaithful...

I cant live with myself
Whyd i act in such a way
What's wrong with me
The voices they scream inside
Someone please help me
I've dishonored myself
My character
My partner and
my morales
1.8k · Sep 2015
That Feeling
The feeling of being curled up
in your arms
with our fingers intertwined
and the soft feel of your breath
on my neck
can never be put into words.

I can however
tell you that it is
where I belong
and it is in those arms that I
feel at home.
Happy Anniversary to my beautiful babygirl
Thank you for 6 months of the sweetest love
Forever in my heart, cause with you I feel alive
1.7k · Apr 2016
Expression of Love (Sonnet)
Like hot rain in early autumn
A hot, thick heavy scent filled the space
Momentos of all she'd shown him
Expressions flashing across his face

A creature as fine as this one
Should be treated with utmost care
Skin turned fire that burns like the sun
Stroked, carefully caressing you my dear

Nothing lewd, if only just as sweet
A formal expression of love
Our future together is right before our feet
Love is free, like that of a dove

You are my one and only little miss
I wrote this poem about our first kiss **
I'm really into sonnets at the moment and it's been a while since I posted so I hope you enjoy!
1.7k · Jun 2015
Illusion of Falling
Let my body, my mind and soul
Soar high, to let my being be free
Like the birds, away do I wish to fly
Reach my arms out, look up and fly
                                                     Sky
                                                           High

I open my eyes, it's now I can see
That perhaps this is falling with the illusion of flying
They say the closer to death we are, the more alive we feel
I'm more alive now, with my devils I've made a deal

Let my body, my mind and soul
Be free and let me feel the wind in my hair
Falling this no longer is, but truly flying
No longer is my reflection that of a being dying

*Extend your wings my child, be free and be you
A few random thoughts scribbled down...I dont even know
1.6k · Aug 2016
Pehea e koe?
Not a phrase you will ever know
A phrase from a language too unknown to show

I speak many languages
From Chinese to French
Not one fluently but more than the last

I could tell you in many languages
From Chinese to Hungarian
Not one fluently would help more than the last

I could answer in many languges
From Chinese to Spanish
Not one could help answer your question more that the last

I could lie in many languages
From Chinese to Filipino Tagalog
Not one should mean anything more than the last

Not a phrase you will ever know
A phrase from a language too unknown to show
But since you asked, I am;
Shāngxīn, triste, szomorú, trastornado
1.5k · Aug 2016
Long Time Coming
Love me long
and treat me right
~
It won't feel wrong*
*to please you all night
Hot ** ♥
1.5k · Nov 2015
Somedays
Somedays
I question
what
Im doing, if at all anything

Somedays
I question
who
Im turning into and who I am

Somedays
I question
where
I'm going to find the answers to the problems

Somedays
I question
when
Im finally able to say I did something and am happy

Somedays
I question
how
Im even getting out of bed in the morning

Somedays
I question
why*
Im still alive
Today is one of those days...
1.5k · Jul 2017
Broken. Officially
It's been so long since I've written,
It's almost like I've forgot.
It's been so long since I was open,
It's almost like I'm not.

I really dont know how to say that,
I am not okay once more.
I really dont know how to say that,
I am not quite sure what for.

Perhaps it's because you're gone,
Perhaps the fact it's all over.
Perhaps it's because you left,
Perhaps the fact I'm a leftover.

It hurts trying to accept the that,
It really is the end.
It hurts trying to accept that,*
It really isn't "boyfriend".
It's been two months and I'm still trying to deal with the fact, the love of my life, is nothing but that, the love of, my life.... not hers...
1.5k · Oct 2015
Never Falter
Make sure to tell people
when she is with you,
why she is so special to you.
Don't let a day go by
without letting her know
what she means to you
After all, its not what she means to the world, its what she means to you
1.5k · Jul 2017
No Pain, No Gain
If with you there is nothing to gain,
Then you will always be my favourite kind of pain.

They ask me why I still talk to you,
Perhaps it’s because I don't truly believe we're through.

So I book another appointment,
Met with yet another disappointment.

I’d say I believe everyone deserves a second chance,
But so many later I’m not sure I’m worth a second glance.

I wish I could expel the emotions in my heart,
Whilst I remain silent, allowing myself to fall apart.

Why do I do this to myself?
When you’ve already put us on the shelf.

At times I find myself craving your pain,*
Even if there is nothing to gain.
I really wish I knew how to express how I feel, how I hurt, how I hope.
1.4k · May 2016
When Sadness Turns To Anger
I thought humans learnt from their mistakes?
Perhaps I'm the exception to the rule?
One would think you'd learn not to put so much trust in others,
In the end.... They'll abuse it.

When my best friend turned around and stabbed me in the back,
Hacked into everything I knew, everything I owned and used it all as blackmail against me, I thought I knew how it felt to Hurt
To feel genuiene Anger towards someone.
I of course was wrong...

Now, couple years down the track, I put too much trust into someone I now know I should never have. He turned around and stabbed me in the back and broke me. I though I knew how it felt to be Crippled
To feel like everything inside me Shattered
Single handedly ruined me and my life, shattered my trust in people and when there was no one there to support me... I fell deeper into the abyss. I sought refuge and support from the people I still held trust and faith in
They too abused my trust in them and broke me further, By now my pieces are too small to fit back together.
A shattered mine and a crippled soul but...
Everyone has problems. Everyone is hurting right?
I shouldn't complain, shouldn't tell you my problems because they're not your problems and why would you want them?
That's absurd

No matter what I say anymore, it is with an ill will
No matter what I do anymore, it is with an ill will
No matter how I feel anymore... it carries with it an ill will...
I am nothing but what people tell me I am
I can't begin to list how others make me appear anymore than I can begin to list how I appear in the mirror...
There is no thinking positively
There is no "It gets better"

When you're me...
...Even the saddest of emotions turn to anger.
I'm at that point where anything and everything hits me
Double faulted left right and centre
Made to live up to needs and wants that cannot be returned and im surprised I still manage to talk to anyone.
No where is a safe haven anymore, I am...
All on my own in this
1.4k · Jan 2016
Tonight I Wanna Cry
"I've never been the kind to ever let my feelings show
And I thought that bein' strong meant never losin' your self-control
But I'm just drunk enough to let go of my pain
To hell with my pride, let it fall like rain
From my eyes
**Tonight I wanna cry"
"Tonight I wanna cry" - Keith Urban
1.4k · Aug 2015
Sky High
Is where I want to fly
Maybe if i don't wake up
Ill finally touch the sky
And soar sky high
1.4k · Dec 2015
"You" Left Her
When shes standing there
Upset with you cause
You left her,
When she needed you most
You left her,

Would you stand and fight?

When shes crying in front of her
Broken because
You left her,
When she wanted you so badly
You left her,

Would you tell her to get over it?

When shes trembling before you
Torn inside because
You left her,
When she swore she missed you more
You left her,

*Would you get up and leave?
No. . .
No you wouldn't. When shes upset, you know you comfort her and tell her you're sorry, you tell her you didn't mean it and it won't happen again.
When shes crying you hug her, whether she wants it or not. You hug her, tell her its all gonna be okay, that you love her and even though shes crying shes still the most beautiful thing you've ever seen. Because she ****** well is!
When shes trembling you take her in your warm embrace, you show her you never meant to hurt her. That you know what you did without words and are there. That you really do love her.
I would know... I made all the wrong choices... I made mistakes. When I should've heeded my own advice.
I love you. . . And aint a ****** thing gonna change that *** **
1.3k · Feb 2016
Sweet Valentine
To the absolute love of my life
You are the epitome of perfection and embody it in everything that you are and everything thar you do.
It's always a bootiful day with you around.
You are the sun to my rise;
The heart to my beat.

I dont know what id do without you
Your loving nature
The purity of your smile and
The kindness of your heart
You are what makes me, me
And why i can truly say I'm the luckiest guy in the world to be your one and only

The path that lay behind us
May be jaggered and bumpy with uncertain corners and paths
But the path that lies before us
Is one in which we're paving everyday

I want to continue this journey with you
The rest of my life
With you by my side
Forever and after
My one true love
Here's to you,
To me and,
♡ To us ♡

Happy Valentines day my love **
1.2k · Aug 2015
Life Support
When i was down and out
You were there for me

When i had no one to turn to
You were there for me

When i was afraid and fearful
You were there for me

When i needed someone most
You were there for me

When i needed a friend...*
*You were there for me
I'll repay the favor everyday of my life.
Thank you for saving my sanity and my persona. I owe you my thanks for the little things you don't realize you do...
Cheers Nicole
1.2k · Oct 2015
Irreplaceable
You know
It's you I want.
The only one
I ever want.
I yearn for you.
I crave for you.
A hunger that
Is insatiable.
A passion that
burns hotter
than fire.
*I have you
In my life.
I dont know what this was supposed to be...love poem?
1.2k · Aug 2015
#LongDistance
When
Did this ever
Seem like
A
Good idea?
At first it was hard but I learnt to deal with it.
Very quickly things got hard.
They got worse
Till now Somedays i want to **** myself over the distance alone, the loneliness and the emptiness inside my arms and my heart
1.2k · Aug 2015
Letter to a Friend
Dear Friend,

If thats really what you are... Can I still call you that? I'd very much hate to do so.

Thank you
Thank you* for treating me so deservingly with your coldhearted, excuse ridden backstabbing attitude. It means the world to me that you would destroy the little happiness that had built up over the past couple of days.
Life is hard right now, all I need is people there for me and supporting me and keeping me distracted and happy, but
Thank you
Thank you for treating me like trash, like I am nothing, and like you cant talk to me cause youre "afraid to hurt and upset" me again.
You seem to be doing a fine job of that already.

*Thanks for nothing,
Me.
"If they take the time to walk out of your life, they sure as hell didnt deserve the time in it"

Maybe I deserve to be alone...
1.2k · Apr 2016
Mistress Darkness (Sonnet)
When silence screams, it deafens all.
For those who listen close shall find,
Mistress darkness beckons to its call,
Seeking to shake up your state of mind.

In darkness lies monsters few dare see,
They encroach from the shadows,
Much taller, much wider than you or me,
Twisted creatures unfold and transpose,

In life there is no greater fear,
To be alone in a cold world,
Means to lose all that you hold dear,
To the point you're nothing but furled.

Mistress darkness beckons her call,
Awaiting her next victim whomever shall *fall.
*Uhh.... Sorry? Yes another english sonnet. Um... Dark much?
1.2k · Dec 2015
Long Distance #1
I say good morning;
You say good night.
Long-distance living
Isn’t alright,
but I know we have
What it takes to stay tight
1.2k · Jul 2015
Voiceless
Somedays...
I just feel like losing my voice
To be voiceless
I don't want to speak

That's not you
It's me
I can't bring myself to speak
To silence myself
Subordinate myself...

Someday...
I feel no one listens
As though I simply am invisible
If I wasn't there, would they notice?
If I simply wasn't

I want to become a mute
There is nothing I wish to tell you
So don't look at me with your sad eyes
I simply wish not
To speak
Please...let me lose my voice...
1.1k · Dec 2015
Speechless
I feel the urge...
...the need.

To post something
As if I know myself well enough
That to clear my mind I should post something
Yet...
*...I haven't anything to say
And typing... is far easier to do than talking
1.1k · Jun 2015
Temperance
By God, what have we done?
Lost in those hours in which we had fun.
Tis this evil, this cruel twisted fate,
That cut us short on our special Skype date.

Now you're gone, then again so am I,
What's worse is, I can't hear you cry.
Fate is kind and will bring you back,
Set everything out on a nice smooth track.

I needn't worry, I needn't fear,
We'll be together very soon my dear.
Till then think of me as I do you,
I'll see your smile when the sky turns blue.
1.1k · Jul 2015
Not Once, But Twice
Not once, but twice
Have I outrun this darkness
Yet behind me, it looms closer than ever
Its unrelenting pursuit halted, when we're together

Not once, but twice
Have I slain these demons
Fought with all of me, left battered and broken
Those battle scars are but my only token

Not once, but twice
Was my back against the wall
Forced unto it and pinned against my will
Fate had stricken me with the intent to ****

Not once, but twice*
Have I outrun this darkness
I wouldnt keep going if it wasnt for you
Nothing can stop me, this is what I do

*For you
Till my last breath, I would run and I would fight
To hold you close and escape the dying light.
This babygirl, is solely for you, as it always was and always will
Be
Yours
1.1k · Oct 2015
Toy Soldier
How can you stand there?
So straight faced
And stern?

Just how many wars
Must you have to fight?
Are you not broken or wearing

Toy soldier
Tell me why it is
You do what you do

Is it perhaps
You condone such actions?
You see a morality to fighting

Yet you walk amidst the fray
Made only out of cheap wood
Splintered and chipped
You emerge and return

I hope you wont always be around
*The sight of you unnerves me
He's like a dark shadow over me
1.1k · Sep 2015
Musical Remedy
Songs might not solve your problems...
*But they can help you through them
Without music my life would be very different. On a daily basis im listening.
1.1k · Jul 2015
For Me
Ihave many phobias
Many fears and worries
All too many to name
What scares me the most
Isnt saying something wrong...
**...Its not having anything left to say
I have lost the ability to write,
I've lost the way, and frankly it hurts
1.1k · Jan 2016
This Hollow Bed
Right here,
In this hollow bed

From weary eyes, these tears are  shed.
Nothing of joy and loneliness  bred.
A torn body, here lay out  spread.
Wondering where every dream has  led

Right here,
In this hollow bed.

From exhausted thoughts, here I rest my  head.
Nothing of candor and engulfed in  dread.
A torn spirit, whose faith seem only a  thread.
Wondering how much more may lay  ahead.

Right here,
In this hollow bed.

From countless cries, here reflection  imbed.
Nothing of remorse and words  unsaid.
An aching heart, this love  embed.
Wondering how long till the day we  wed.

Right here,
**In this hollow bed
Sorry about the dark love poems, dont read too much into it.
It ***** I know, just really miss my girl and each day is harder and harder, this is kinda how I deal with it right now, so. . . take it or leave it really
1.1k · Aug 2015
Fly
Fly
I wanna fly
High up over these walls I've built up inside
I wanna fly*
Put back all these pieces of my broken heart tonight
1.1k · Jul 2015
Contradictory
She says she's fine,
"But she's going insane"

She says she's feels good
"But she's in a lot of pain"

She says it's nothing
"But really it's alot"

She says she's okay
*"But really she's not"
I love you baby girl. I'm sorry things are the way they are
im sorry you feel so miserable.
I know, I always have...
You're not a very good liar...
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