I smile
and I laugh
but quietly I mourn who I used to be
I joke
and I check in on you
but quietly
I'm losing sight of who I used to be
In moments of mental clarity
I can say maybe it's just in my head
But the past few days
in the dead of night
I constantly wonder if I'll really be alright
It feels like something is broken inside
I constantly wonder if I'll really be alright
it's been awhile , I just need an outlet