I'm drifting in a dream-like state Feel like I'm floating off the ground The bird song is distant, the light is dimmed This surreal life goes on around I take a deep breath in But I don't feel the rush of air Movement happens close by me But still I'm left motionless here
How is it to feel like an almost dead fish drying out under the sun listening to the sand rolling by watching with one eye helplessly beside the ocean but not inside of it saturated with nothing helpless not dead yet helpless
I didn't saw you in gold and silver sparkles Glitters everywhere, in a slow motion type of stare I didnt saw you in magical nights In poetry lines, or lipsticks changing the lights Like the spotlight's on you and I
I didn't saw you picking up the roses in the garden-filled butterflies How the songs capture our eyes, in glimpse of heaven or disguise I didn't saw you escaping at 12 am, enchanting spells in sacred room, Where the color purple's only for you, but you can only see blue
I didn't saw you in fairytales But I saw you in mine In my little, mono-lid, honeyed eyes Between the waking and the siesta time I saw you in my photographs filmed in my mind In counting hours before the class start And haunting hours when end of school year just waved to us
I didn't saw you in someone else's portrayal of how you were painted in them I saw you in vivid lines I wrote, in feelings I have known, fore years I won't let go.
I saw you, and I didn't want to You saw me, I know you wanted to But they belonged to 2018 version of my life All the tragic had happened in 2020's I've learned pretty much not to be fine when I'm fine.
still dont know how this site works **** just putting it here incase someone reads it :") lysm